dAmned shagged...

FOr quite some time i have not trained for so long.. den today trained for such a long time.. from 330 i already started traiining in the sch with b'boys... earlier in the morning i was carrying weights and all.

At nite kk mf and wei da came. Mm, played kinda badly on the receiving part again. The blocking also coz a bit of problems.. am quite satisfied with the spiking though..but still go to improve on higher balls..

ALso sian.. Now adays, i am quite unproductive.. I've not been working for so long.. so much so tht i am needing cash badly, dammit, i shall make it a point to work tis week..

Over enthuism

Wootz, today was quite eventful.. early in the morn was supposed to go meet with irvin and the rest to go to the church ting de.. But in the end..only irvin went.. Lol, km i and ct .. Couldnt wake up. Den we were like giving lame excuses..KM took the genuine one.. he said he couldn't wake up, while i .. said i sprained my leg.. and ct said he was sick. LOl.

IN the later part of the afternoon, me ct and km came out.. We went to jp. MM, loiter around ... nua here and there.. den we went to the void deck and Keng gai..

Vin called us.. to ask againn if we wanna go esplanade.. if wan.. sit cab go down.. So we all, lan lan.. go .. coz morning pang seh him ler.. So.. of we went.. to esplanade.. ct and km were wearing slippers and shorts! Mm, so. we met with irvin.. den walked around.. den took alot of pictures of the night scene. We reached a stair case where we intended to do free walking. We were like jumping around here and there on tht stair case.. Abit funny, but kinda cool, Hehe.Km hurt his toe though... ct also hurt his finger.. I:m the only one supreme with no injury.. WHAHAHA..

AFter tht .. we went to Sgh to go visit km's grand ma.. APparently.. she had medicine allergy to a particular medicine and was warded. Mm, she'll be discharging tomolo though....

mm, thts abt it for now.. gotto wake up early tomolo..ciaoz

My fate been sealed..

Mm, the results of the posting came out today. wootz , it cosed quite a commotion even with us in bukit timah hill the commotion didnt stopped. Calls came in and all.. so funny lol. the three of us.. tokking on the fone while walking in the forest ..

Mm, i got posted to business It, wat i had wished for bahz..Yea i muz do well in tis course and try my best to get into u. Mm...

After trekking and all, we went to library.. Spent quite alot of time there. Den we went to mac to read our books. JP and ct was trying to be lame wen they borrowed the same book and compete to see who is the first to finish reading the book.. aint they lame....

Ok bahz.. thts abt it for now.. ciao.

PLaying selfishly for urself aint gonna work in a team.

Mm,today.. kinda tu lan after one very fine event happened..

Today quite early wake up.. Mm saw Jm's msg so went down to meet her at suntec... mm first time i sit bus alone to suntec. Lol i'm tht sua gu. We walked around... did lots of catching back while looking for stella's present.. Mm.. in the end we didnt got the present though.. Then lin come ler.. they go look at clothes and all.. den felt kinda sian already so i left and search for stella present myself as i tot km they all were going to stella house later for a ... Mini birthday celebration. Mm, in the end did not too i was running low on cash.. So i took the bus back to bp to meet them.

mm then they say dun wan go stella house ler.. so .. we nua abit at ct's house..After tht we went to bp kfc.. was eating my chicken wing when i saw mei.. den i was like.. Wasnt she supposed to be at sch.. den i calledd mum to ask if she told her anyitng abt going out.. Wen my mum said no. i was kinda.. hot liao.So... i went over infront of alot of ppl and one of her friend... scold her and all.. She was of course Blurified.. tis is the first time i scold her infront of her friends. dammit i was like.. feeling so angry .. All the promises she made are like.. empty de. Haiz.. Also kinda sad tht she like tht. After tht km also saw his cousin at the arcade with his friends. Then he told me.." LEt me show u a more fierce method..." then i was like sehz.. He pratically went into the arcade.. pull his cousin out.. den beat him al up infront of his friendS and other ppl lo.. HE pulled and beat him all the way while they make their way home.. Its not like beat here and there.. its aiming at the face and all.. den ct see ler.. tried to stop but km shrugged him off. Den i was also telling ct tht tis kinda ting we couldnt like.. stop him one.. Ct saw ler also very shock.. he den kinad frustrated abt it.. He says tht km treats his cousin as if he was some animal and all.. taming him by inflicting hurt.. mentally and physically.BUt wat i can say is.. different ppl and homes have different measures of disciplining the young.. For km .. i tink thts the way... for me i tink i did over board.. but i tink its also the best way.. or else she wun learn.. Mm, dunno but i really do feel guilty and all.. doing tht..

After tht went for the friendly. YK did not turned up.. tht is the ting tht is really.. disturbing me now.. Its like, haiz..wats the pt of not coming.. wat can he prove.. its like.. ppl will be more angry abt him lo..dammit.. aiya.. dun tok much abt him bahz..

WE played against bp csc today.. wah they spike very siao one lo..fast.. accurate and hard. dammit. They old men really can play well. Shaun was also very fast ... We played four sets. lost 3-1.. Mm, ct was still having the jitters from his food poisoning.. so he really didnt performed well today.. Den today i also like.. sian sian liddat.. maybe demoralised after wat happened.. after tht still sprained tio my leg.. wat luck.. ~~

MM, but i tink i'm feeling better now.. after tokking so much to the blog.. LOl, it works.. i am beggining to extend my life span by not keeping all tis tings to myself... alrite.. thts abt it for now..

si buay hungry...

Finnaly i've donated then money to save tht dog name candor.. She's a Golden retriever which was kinda illl treated by her previous owner.. she was sick wen she was young and was not treeated tht resulted her hind limb to paralyse and she is nt able to walk.. she cud stand but it wud be in excruating pain wen she does dat.. dammit.. i hate ppl when they cannot take up the responsibilty and end up hurting .. more of the info can be seen in the following link

http://www.ministryofpets.com/forum/index.php?act=ST&f=4&t=12598&s=15c293259ff4b99749e2804735727c25

Mm, went to star bucks with vin and meng today. Lol , heard their aspiration to entreprise.. Mm , a healthy idea which require lots of effort to fufil i tink. After tht we went to borders and lots of other places... Mm , orchard seemed to get more and more familiar to me now tht i kept going there. Lol, in the past i wud even get lost inside takashimaya LOl.

After tht we went home.... I was told by mr sng tht there will be a friendly match tomolo.. Dunno tis time true or not.. but i told yk and ch they all. Mm, some how the conversation with yk kinda made me Pc again. AT first he said tht he dun wanna go for the match.. coz he felt left out and all.. After much reasoning and all.. he agreed to go again... haiz, i tink i'll be those ppl who will have their life shortened becoz they have so much negative infinity inside of them .. dangz..

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To mE~!~!

Hur hur, soo its my birthday today... lets see.. had quite alot of happenings today...

First ting in the morning.. was late in meeting jp they all.. kinda over slept.. Lol.. They were angry budden cnanot show it.. Lol SO funny.I saw jm there den i kinda.. EH!!! coz she was supposed to be working.. together with yu hui and calin.. Really feel elated tht they took an off for me juz to celebrate my birthday with me.. They still had to rush here and there..Really , felt for their effort, even way back, i already told Jm not to buy the gundam ler... too stressed up for them...

We went to watch the movie.. son of the mask.. kinda wacky i tink.. AFter which.. We went to haigen dais to buy a birthday cake for me.. LOL, very nice sial.. the ice cream cake..



AFter tht calin san li and yu hui and jie min went to work ler...

Tht leaves us with jp. and gay ct and km.. Haiz.. with the 4 of us left.. time started to pass really slowly..

At first we want to wait for jm they all for a while at the bus stop.. budden Km say sian.. then i suggest we go marina square walk around.. DEn every one was having a pc face.. Ct had a stomach upset and kept complaining... haiz. jp was also tu lan .. MM..

den we walk off from marina square.. then there was nth to do ler.. i suggested to go bugis.. but jp dun wan.. Then ct say go his house eat steam boat... Then we go back bp.. Gay went home coz he say he tired.. Den left with me ct km and jp. I suggested for ct to go home to wait for us as he seemed to be in much pain.. Then i km and jp went sheng siong to go buy the food.DEn we changed placed to eat.. to jp house.. we asked ct if he could still go .. he said ok.. at first..

We then brought the food.. i carried the food and all to jp;s house with her while km went back to take the steam boat.. While at jp house.. ct msg and say he cud not make it.. den i was like.. den her bro come in and say tht there will be guest coming later.. so her house not fang bian liao.. Den i was like sian.. My plan to salvage my birthday had failed.. I told km not to come ler.. den i and jp wen to fajar to have dinner.. Ok la... still have smth nice.. Had a tok with jp over the series of events tht happened Today. Mm ...

After tht went home.. feeling kinda empty.. smsed xn if they could come out and chill or smth.. Lol, den they say no time.. AFter tht they called me out.. haha.. Then the also buy a birthday cake for me. LOl. another cake.. kinda cool..



quite impressed by wat they did in such a short time.. there was quite a no of ppl there.. kk ben yat yan Doreen Evan JJ and Xn.. LOL not bad.. first time they celebrate my birthday .. first time had two birthday cakes.. WEll tht kinda... salvaged every ting..haha

k la...I am stilll very happy over my birthday ...I missed my jie alot.. i feel so lonely now at night.. ~~

Lol, jus received tis smses from my friends.. Hehe, so glad tht i have them around..Thks to the ppl who wished me at msn too.. THkS ALOT~!

Wei En

YO its me again wanna wish u happy 17Th bday . Got more strands of white hair le hehe. may all ya wishes cum true & stay happy 4eva.Smilez more la

Chong tuck
Happy birthday... May ur dreams come true and all the best... lastly... PLZ PLZ faster go find a gf fast! stop sticking with me .. i also need to finda GF. Haha

LOl i see tis one i luff till i peng

JIemin

To my dearest Didi .. happy birthday! ! hee no matter where u go u must remember me as ur jie ok ! hee

calin

Happy birhtday dude.. hope everyting goes well to u .. all the best whereever u go u will have my blessings

Shallyn

Happy birthday! may all ur dreams and wishes come true.. stay hapy =)

Dun make tings so difficult for every one..

Mm, so.. tomolo is the day i get to hear happy birthday from friend all around me who care for me .. Lol.

Today ct km and jp came over to me house and i cooked spagethi for all of them. LOl, the lunch was kinda gr8 i tink .. at least i dun nid to spend my birthday eve alone. They were kinda arguing juz now abt my birthday tomolo... so much so tht i tink they tot of cancelling it. Lol, not tht i mind or wat. but i hope they dun get so bothered and so frustrated over it , i want my birhtday to be a joyous occasion and all. Its even better if they dun celebrate as it wud save those head ache and all.

I had a wish which can only be fufiled by two person on my birthday but it seems tht its impossible now as its juz too difficult for the both of them. SO then its ok, I'm still good without the wish being fufiledd and all.A sms of greetings and all wud do good..

Mm, later gonna go cycling bahz.. count my time away on my bike to my birthday lol. haha, happy advanced birthday to me bahz.!

Orite, its been quite sometime since i posted.. hur hur, kinda lazy to post recently.. busy playing Ko. Lol.

Mm, tomolo we'll be having a friendly match with bp csc. HUr hur, Dunno wat it'll turn out to be. I've now got a sprained wrist.. My right wrist some more.. damn of the best of time..

2 days ago we went working at sentosa golf club. The place was sweet and neat . Damn, the food were good too.. It was also ct's first day at work and well.. he turned out pretty diligent at work. Nt bad.

Today was at the pets Exhibition at IMm. it kinda suck, i tink, nth much to see. HUr hur oh weell, i did manage to buy tht super Big pack of nutro dunno wat choice dog food for the Mutt. Mm, for the first time today.. i bought all three animals out for a walk today. The two rabbits and the dog.. Hur hur, kinda like an excursion.

After tht, went to meet ct km and jp. Had quite a nice chat under the blocks and all, Mm tok alot, and they sorta, Tok abt wat had happened before too. Lol, digging the past.

Mm kinda tink tht i am abit less.. concerned abt tings happening around me,is it supposed to be good. I kinda tink it is.. lol, at least i get to live my secluded life.

Peizhi said tis from some time before..

"Friends truly accept u for who u are.. "

Kinda stuck myself on tis quote for quite long.. maybe thts why i began to learn to accept tings tht i've not before.. LOl, well done A.Z

The way

Orite.. tok abt yesterday. We kinda celebrated km's birthday yesterday

Met up early in the morning with ct to walk to Pjc to pass in the withdrawal letters and sch fees.AFter tht we took the bus to lot 1 to meet up with the rest of the peeps. KM can't make it to the movie so we went to watch the movie without him.We watched Hitch, the cure for the common man. Mm, like gay said, man watch ler know how to woo gers more.. girls watch ler know how to reject guys better. hur hur, wat was tht abt..

Any way, after the movie we met up with the remainding of the peeps.. ch said he'ld turn up after wards.The sushi buffet was kinda fun.. A new experience for me too. nvr been to one.. er erd.Was damned full.. tink i almost ate 20 plates. Mm, after waiting for chong hoe for very very long.. we decideed not to delay the cutting of the cake any more.. so i went down to collect the cake together with jie. After cutting the cake and all.. we couldnt finished the cake. esp the cream.. dammmit. So full of cream.. dunno wats with gals and cream. I prefer the mango cake.

After tht .. had another set back. Km dun wan to go watch movie...but the rest of the peeps wanna go watch movie.. had quite a difficult time. In the end.. he went to join wei sheng at town.. so we were left alone. We den decided to go watch movie at jp. hur hur. White noise. ON the way there ch smsed. Which kinda made me pissed. He said.."sorrie i can't make it juz now.. coz haven buying presents... Ps. WHY FIND ME SO URGENTLY...." dammit. i do question the way he regards us at time.

All well, we went to Jp watch white noise.. hang around here and there. Den went home. On the bus.. saw MF and his gf.We alighted at jie's house cuz jp wanna take smth from her. After tht we walked home.. FROM HIll VIew.. ARgh~!~!~! I dunno why.. but i felt like an idiot ..

k ... thts abt all.. Today nth much happen. go sch play vball den come back ler.. tomolo got work.. CT will be working for the first time tomolo....To whom it may concern.. remember my model kit of the blitz gundam ...

Sianz...

I dunno why everytime liddat one.... training then he will liddat esp wen bm ppl are here. Si buay sianz.. ITs like.. Kk's gonna be one of our team mate.. den he liddat . I understand tht he felt sad wen his place in the main six is threatened.. but does he have to over react..To the extend tht he is making ppl irritated too.


Haiz... tomolo will be a better day.

Destined.

Mm.. now adays after the o's alot of decisions are made.. These decisions had made us go seperate ways ler..after much of a sage, every one had took their path ler.. its time to say good bye .

I've been pondering abt it for quite a long time.... But finally i still agreed tht i couldn't and musn't make them stay for my own selfish reasons. Hmm, no matter wat... I'll support them fully in every thing they do..

Was at the beach tis morn ... hur hur.. cycled there at the bleak of dawn , the morning dew was cooling and all... I reached sentosa at abt 7.. Mm, long time no do tis kinda ting ler.. Cycled around and decided to sit at siloso beach . Dunno why ... sitting alone do help some times.

Reached home at about 11 .. juz nice to watch gundam seed. Hehe. From then on wards.. i kept waiting for some one to ask me out.. Finally km called me to jio me to go play lan games with him.. Probly.. tis will be the last time in some time i play war craft with him.....

AFter tht we went home ... den i met up with ct again to go to jp house to do the registering ting again.. however to no avail. Gone back from the infutile trip at 11 and reached home.. Jm told me tht she could help with the registerations so i told her my singpass and all. I registed Business info tech at sp as my first choice.. Mm, for the rest.. ijuz picked randomly

Temperate

Dunno why.. now adays.. i get fed up easier den before ler..

Today went to pjc only to be upset with set down no 1...Played vball there for halve a day den... Mdm chan came over to say tht the moe couldnt allow me to go in to Jc with such.. Amazing marks. BUT the sch really wants me to get in and they deeply regretted.. hur hur.. oh well, wasnt tht pc coz i tot i cud go to poly for business course ... till i got home and xue ning told me tht i cant with my grade for english.. ARgH~!~!~den i was like.. how business is my fav lehz.. and its my interest.. I was beginnning to have suicidal tots already..

AFter tht I couldnt find my singpass and couldnt log into the web site. Damn pc... I was like throwing tings around in search for my singpass ler lo.. oh weelll ben called me to collect the Ko setup disc from in .

ON the way back ct call.. i was riding my bike.. after the conversation.. I was putting back my hp wen i accidentally dropped it .. I was on the middle of the road.. and i couldnt retrieve it .. SO i have to get off my bike ... there was alot of car passing by and i hoped eagerly tht they wun run over my hp.. But eventually.. a taxi mowed over it...~~~ i was like.., SHET.. after chking there was no vehicles already.. i retrieve my hp.. Hur hur.. IT seems alrite to me after chk and all.. THe hp is alrite.. Belive it or not... it was dropped at quite a high speed .. And it was mowed over by a taxi on the wheels. And it still alrite.. dammit my fone is hard core...

After tht series of happenings.. km called me .. he told me to work tomolo.. he says ct will be working too.. den i was like.. Mm, ct and me gt vball ler.. ct will wan to work mehz.. i called ct up and he said km did tell hm to work.. but he refuse to.. I was like.. Hur hur, so much abt trusting him.

Went back home and tried installing the Ko , but to no avail.. ARghz, after so much.. i still cannot get it installed. Dammit.... I am soooo Tu lan now. GRrr

Crucial times are always short...

MAnz.. yesterday only went to sleep at 2 40.. today woke up quite early.. then my head ache did not go away.. from yesterday till now.. Running a fever also liao.. Damn.. and time is so crucial now.. its like.. I 've gotto make tis big decision by thursday lo.

Early in the morning went to take the locker key from jm to yh. But yh.. took very long to come down.. so i called calin.. and passed it to her as i was rushing to meet up with ct.

I met up with ct .. den we went to sch.. we couldnt contact mr sng so we walked along the 2.4 km path along with the taf club members hoping tht mr sng would be at the end taking their attendance.. but he wasnt there.. So we passed the forms to the head prefect.. Faizal.

After tht we walked to pjc through a short cut.. really fast.. we reached there in abt 15 mins.BUt the ting is we cudnt go in.. The sercurity guards wun let us in..So we went back home on the bus..

Went home.. already feeling feverish ler,.. so sleep for a while. Was awaken by ct's fone call abt 2 hours later... asking me to acc him to the bank to make his bank card. Mm, i was feeling better ler.. so acc him.. Den jp called also.. saying to acc her to victoria concert hall along with jie. I agreed also.. So i went to meet up with ct first.. We walked to the bank.. but seeing tht there is so many ppl...We skipped the bank and directly boarded the bus to find for jm and jp.

I called jm onced we reached the bus.. but she said she cannot make it .. Den i was like. sian liao lo.. ok la.. my fault la, i am supposed to call her before hand coz i was tinking they are ready ler.. Mm so tht resulted in me waiting at the bus stop under the harsh scorching sun together with an idiot who kept scolding me .Hur hur, did not rebel much .. coz i understand y ct so tu lan.. i also at fault. After a while he also cooled down then be come siao again liao... -_-

Den jp they all came... jp also ticked me off for not teling them before hand.. den i was like.. wah piangz... Abit fed up at first.. but decided to keep every ting to myself ler..We went to victoria concert hall.. me and ct wore shorts and slippers.. and we were like.walking the whole of the cdb area.. hur hur. Mm, on the way back home.. we had quite a lil discussion abt jp's decison.. Can see she had quite a tough time back there debating with ct and jm. I was .. in my head ache mode so i didnt quite give any opinion.. i also dun wanna give much opinion... i've only told her wat she shud be clear of when she takes tht path of wat to expect and the preperation.. maybe not acadamedically.. but also abt the environmentally and the mentally la.... mm, no matter wat jp does or wat path she chooses.. i'll definately give her my fullest support as she's some one i care for ..

Had a conversation with xw.. halve the time i was ... hehe , he ddint changed after all. He still discourages ppl and all.. Mm, i also heard tht he kinda mocked at those who didnt did well in front of them.Oh well, the theory of the turning over a new leaf does not work now. Er erd. Orite i gotto go before my head ache kills me.. ciao..