Steps on how to becoming a good person such tht friends would feel better about me..

Step 1: Dun argue wen ppl give negative pts about u

Step2 : Dont joke like the way they are joking..

Step3 : Don't laugh wen friends are laughing while making fun of each another..

Step 4: don't show how sad or how affected u are to them as tis will only make tings better

Step 5: Make sure u act like wat they expected to you act... Don't be a smart alec

Step 6: Dont even try to joke... they'll find u lame... they might even take the jokes other way...

Step 7 : don't complain when ppl say u dun understand..... juz act like u do... even if u dont...

Step 8: Don't interfere with their business.. they'll definately tink u'll make it worst.. n yes.. ur porbly would..

step 9: No... dont even try to do anyting big ... u'll look very childish to them... And yes.. even if its tht way.. act like its nth .. U'll be even more childish if u try harder infront of them not to..

Step 10: the very grand one.. be emotionless wen tackling feed backs given by friends.. for u dunno which would hurt u soo deeply.. dat it'll be like ripping u apart...

I question myself of whether i'm me, i tot i've found an ans but the fact is.. every ting in me is me...


Woke up quite late again today.. hur hur.. SOme siao char bo.... tell me to play ko for so damned long .. and even demanded for testis after tht..

Ay,did lotsa tings at home tis after noon.. after tht ... went out with km for.. hur hur Jungle trekking.. lol..

mm, den went home for awhile den met up with the peeps for pasa malam.. Dang. long time no eat otahs ler.. i sincerely misses them alot.. ~

AFter a while.. we went home ler.. ALos sian... my days are getting less productive liao....

How can u be happy.. when some one u love.. leaves u behind..

Ay, early in the morning acc the peeps to bowling alley.. Lol, i didnt have the single clue how to play bowling. lOl.

Mm, after tht we went to arcade for daytona.. I kinda figured out i cant get use to manual gears any more.. Lol, long time no play ler maybe.. Mm, after tht went to buy lotsa noodles to cook at home with the peeps. They come my house to view the pic.. but lol.. they've not choosed to develop which one yet.. hur hur...

Ay, after tht went to ct's house to help him with his com.. hur hur.. Alot of probs sehz.. tink nid to reformat liao..

Mm,went home after tht.. ay, sianz sial....

Indulge

Mm, woke up quite late today.. hurhur.. finally after so many days of organizing.. i get to take a break ler..lol..

Woke up... wondering wat to do.. Mm,my life got simpler again.. went online.. chtted with fith.. hur hur.... he said he wanna treat me to ice cream at swensens as he still owed me one.. Lol, how was i supposed to reject such an offer.. so i went down to plaza's swensen to meet up with him.I saw chonghoe yk and jefferey there.. hur hur... aFter tht i also saw cindy..lol.. i tot she might be with more peeps so i took a peep furthur into the shop she was in .. Lol.. making me look funy

any way, i had the chocolate dunno wat malt wat one den fithrin ate the banna bonanza lol.. kinda coool.. i tink.. lol. we did lotsa catching up... i told him wat i was upto recently and he did the same.. spent the entire after noon at swensens tokking to him.. after tht we walked to the pasam malam and all...

I reached home only to get ready to go to Ah yi's house for mothers day celebration.. hur hur. They were having bbq at her condo.. lol, alot of food but every one was like.. so hopeless.. Until i came and took over the bbq pit. wahaha.. tings began to get cooked faster and in mass quantity.. lol. I drank wine.. hurhur 2003 one.. i guess alil wud not make any difference lol...

AFter tht come home.. mm, dated vivian out to the movies next thurs. Mm, after clearly stating to her tht its only a date for like.. getting to gether.. ay, shes my pri sch friend mahz.. She also told me the same.. LOl.. funny, machiam nid to put warning signals liddat.. Ere rd.

Mm, its yk birthday tomolo sial.. ay, wish him a happy birthday and success in every ting he do bahz..

Kudos to every one...

Kk, woked up quite late today... DEn was having a mental block again...i was tinking there was smth i am supposed to do but i not doing.. so... i went to watch cartoons.. after every ting i went to on the com... den i realised i was supposed to call the restaurants up and ask for reservation , budden, all were fully booked. hur hur. I began to panick and all.. so i called up jm to see how.. so we went to our last resort which is to go for japanese style buffet .. called up suki.. and found out tht there is a walk in at marina promenade.. so all of us han blang plan to go to there and all...

i wanted to bake cookies for every one to compliment every one so last minute go make the mixture and all.. LOl. I tink they were guinea pig food rather then compliments .. Mm, nvm back to main topic.. after i got my hair cut i went home to bath then i meet up with jp at the lrt , hur hur , jp laughed wen she saw my new hair style >_< argh~! !~!~! kk nvm , PZ I'm not vain! After that we met up with the rest... Lol. was quite surprised to see ch there.. Mm, dunno was abit mad at him.. Lol. nvm, we went down to orchard den change the bus and all.. on the bus i sat alone.. den i began to tink of wat i done for the past few days...mm kinda tink i've done alot of tings " extremely" hur hur..I dunno.. i'm too busy to go tink abt it.. then wen really sit down and tink abt it.. its quite disturbing.. LOl.

We reached marina promenade at about 530 liddat,den i went in there.. have a chat with the manager and found my self to the toilet.. lol. hur hur, lucky we got ourself two tables.. hur hur, den we had our onslaught liao.. Lol. We started ravaging through the food and all.. and with ch around.. haha, he made my stomach look smalll.. lol

After that... we went to the movies... supposively to watch a movie de... but den... after that we couldnt get a movie so we went to the arcade... Woo.. i saw sylvester there sial.. Mm... today went really high on the arcade sehz.. every one was having fun... its like.. i've nvr felt so good for such a long time liao... Mm...


After tht we went to bp nuahz around .. after tht we went to the void decks.. i handed over jp's present. and i tink she was really very happy.. abt it.. hur hur she gave me a hug.. i tink its the first time she hugged me? yea.. kinda touched. mm, after tht all we started walking home ... Mm..


I tink overally .. every ting is really successfull.. mm, maybe lady luck is with us but it is us tht make tings happen... it is us tht created the atmosphere... it is us.. tht made us Lol.. haha.. =) kk end now...

1.42 pm, and the rain is falling....

K,lets reenact wat hapened yesterday.

Woke up quite early by my hp, lin called. I was late to take the album from her.. Den i told her to go sch first.. DAngz, after tht i couldnt sleep. and its like.. 645 in the morning.. so bo bian..got out of bed and start using the com .. and its nt until 1130 that i started cycling to san li's house to pass the cake mixture to her.. was supposed to be baking with her de.. but since la and km would be coming over.. so i willl be redundant there.

So i proceeded home to get changed.. and den went to the bustop.. at there.. i board 960.. to find tht the peeps were on tht bus too.. Lol.. den we went to suntec.. to watch movie .. Before the movie.. we went to the arcade. lol, quite funny.. we got wasted at those soft toy catching machines. we spent alot of money.. but couldnt get even one up.. lol. we were so engrossed tht we almost missed the movie time.. Lucky we went in almost juz in time. The movie we watch was coach carter,quite a motivating and moving story. mm, i recc it.

after tht followed them to go to oriental to collect their pay.. Mm, familiar environt ment.. with familiar ppl.. i bought the guys around the kitchen and every where.. and the chefs and all didnt seemed to mind us.. in fact they seemed to ignore us.. tok abt hijacking tht place.. Hmm, after tht we went back to panjang. on the way back it was still raining and our plan to cut the cake at the bad court wouldn't work up.I Told ct on the bus to cheer jp up once we got off the bus as she seemed quite sad ler and we dun wan a sad jp on her birthday ...

I didnt have tot of a rainy day plan.. so halve of the time on the bus we were busy tinking on where to go .. We den tot of eating steam boat at yh house.. and at the mean time i'll call the bakes all over to yh;s house to standby for jp's arrival. I had to go home first ot get my bike as i am going to go to sl place.. den to develope the photos and buy the candles.. Yh passed me her house keys for us to have access to her house while they are doing grocery shopping for the steam boat at ten mile. Lol. i'm like some kuku running with my jeans from tenmile back home.. which is a bout a mile away. lol.

as soon as i reached li house i updated the bakers on wat we are gonna do and i pass lin the keys and i went off to develope the photos.. after tht i went to bought candles.. at the bakery.. iw as having a mental block.. how many candles to buy.. lOl. i was like.. tinking and tinking for quite some time..
AS soon as i got every ting i called up every one to chk their location.. and was quite shocked wen the squad at ten mile was already completing their grocery and the bakers are still at fajar lrt...Mm, i reached yh's house first to find out tht her parents are at home.. was wondering if we could go in.. the bakers arrived ... den we were discssing wen i and lin decided to go up to her parents to ask if we could enter to place the cake and all inside.. In the hosue.. we explained tht our plan and most surprisingly her mum coordintated with our plan and even got the steam boat and all ready for us.. gay arrived almost the same time wen we entered the house.. As every ting was all setup.

In a few moments.. the ppl with the grocery arrived along with jp.. Lol, she doesnt seemed very surprised lehz.. rather she seemed more surprised wen i suddenly jumped out to scare her.lol... every one greeted her happy birthday den we proceeded to sing the birthday song..

heres a pic of the birthday cake the bakers bake.. kudos to them..



after tht we proceeded with the steam boat.. Lolo


there were quite some left overs after tht so we decided to play games and all. and the loser gets to eat them all~! ehhe..

After every ting we helped abit with yh to packing up every ting.. but i raelly couldnt move much esp after finishing tht much food.. I feel.. bloated.. er erd..

Mm, thts about halve the show done.. The next show will carry on tis sat on hotel phoenix.. JIA YOU~

Lancearmstrong' we nvr quit... we do not quit'...

damned shagged after today.. will post abt todays happenings tomolo...

A friend,

Time juz flies doesnt it now.. it whizzez past u like nobodies business. Its been 4 damn years ler.. Lol, time ..brings me to quote 'time is the ultimate destruction' i don't wish for it to happen but it still had happened ler, but i know some tings time cant change.I hope u know too..

Lol, remember the time wen i sat next to you? The only words we were exchanging then were the occasional hi and bye kinda ting.and we kept seperating our tables like pri sch kids. madm howe got so fed up that she tied a red string on our chairs and tables.Lol.But i guess we started tokking to each other more after tht..I think u've played quite an important role in my life development, u made me capable of expressing more verbally to others .

Knowing u for all tis time.. i found out tht there were lotsa difference from u and me tht i ought to learn.I'll say ur determined in doing wat u wanna do and carry optimism every where u go. Ur always creative with all those weird ideals coming outta tht bian tai brain of yours .secondary sch life will be quite lifeless without u around me.

Now, its ur birthday again.. haha.. heres a lil smth for ur birthday.. hope u like it..

With passing of time,Our age we gain.

17 yrs, your still the same,in our ass, the same old pain.

But still we like you all the same,as friends we remember your fabled name.

We wish to you a yearly greeting,more personal then your daily beating.

Happy 17th for your beloved birthday,Till we meet and kick your ass again.

Aint it nice lol...

Mm, no matter how i try to run away from it.. the fact is now.. ur leaving us temporary to furthur ur studies.but since u have to leave.. i wish u would leave... but with all my heart... i can tell u , tht i will be missing u dearly and mourning ur absence painfully. Ay, in those romantic novals they'll say ,if the amount i miss u could be represented by tears.. i'll cry a whole ocean for u .. But reality is.. I cant cry tht much.. so i'll not cry ... i'll smile , u might find tis quite lame but i tink its quite nice lehz.. Mm, another quote i told u tht day... The longest wait aint created by the amount of time, its created by u .. so maybe 6 years aint tht long after all..

Lastly now..i really wish u would be able to come back,"victorious" and in one piece plz. Juz remember wen u go tht unfamiliar environment you aint alone.. If u ever felt lonely... flip open tis wonderful scrap book, u'll have all of us.. So if u might, u'll be bringing all of us along with u , we'll nvr leave u out alone .. i nvr would.Alrite, i wish u all the best in aust and plz, even if i pray to every allah jesus or guan yin mah out there.. i still wish u'ld take care of urself there...

with endless amount of love

Jc

dear blog...

Today went to butterfly trail with shah early in the morning.... new trail.. fresh riding experience.. butterfly aint very physical demanding i would say.. but its rather technical, its only with ppl with excellent mtb technique could master.. Its like.. u go slow here.. u fall... u go fast at bt... u dun fall. kinda ting.. thts the difference.. The vein growing on the corners make it even more challenging.. not forgetting the many rock hops.. i even tore my pants.. Lol. machiam got attacked by wild animal.. heng my under wear nvr reveal.

after the physical challenging morning.. i went back home.. only to clean my bike and myself and started on my days schedule ler.. First stop was yh's house.. yh will be meeting with li so the both of them will be writing together.. I fig tht they would take quite long so i went home to have my brunch first.. mm.... wen i returned... i only found out yh was still writing her delication and li haven even started. Mm, i was supposed to passed tis book to gay at 130 den 2 to ct .. was dammed stressed ler.. and yh was there. happily colouring away.. it was already 130 ler.. yh still haven fin, i had to cal gay to meet him at 2 instead.. luckily gay was easy to handle Lol. he juz live a few blocks away. I reached his house at abt 2.06 , Mm,i tink he is the most gan chui one , he only tok 10 mins.. to write the stuffs.. Lol, hes a funny guy la... Den i went to ct house after tht .. Ct said he would want to use the collage method.. so I trust him tht he would complete it by fri for me..after ct i went to kp.. mm, she also took quite fast to write.. during tht time.. got to know more personal affairs of her.. Mm, see tht she is quite determined on wat she is doing i tink my words would also be redundant.. Lol like wen has it been NOT redundant. after she finished i took a quick pic of her den i called la up..la told me to wait another 30 mins before going there to meet her at regent grove at yew tee.. So i went home at 3 15 to finish my brunch and after tht continue with the delication for jp .. Mm, spent quite some time tinking abt it.. i tink after pz chking juz now.. tht will do.. zhi.. swee hor? hehe.

la only msg me at 4+ liddat.. den i hamblang every ting ride to la place liao.. quite tedious.. long time no inhale the vehicles exhumes liao, it made my throat sore and all. reach la house at around 445. Mm it was quite a fast deal wit la as she used the collage method and we juz nid to paste every ting up. After tht started advancing towards jm house. reached around 5+ mm, she took quite some time.. tht i accidentally dozed off.. after tht i went back to panjang to panjang to pass the scrap book to jr.. lucky cy had volunteered to get the scrap book from jr personally if not i'll not be able to have my dinner earlier... i'm so damed hungry and thirsty by the time i reach bp .. tink i dehydrated of smth. After dinner. went out again..to take a pic of jr.. den collect the album from cy.. Passed it on to calin.. thts the end of my schedule for the day..

tomolo will also be quite tight as i had to wake up at 630 in morn to get the album from lin before she goes to sch.. SIANZ! arghz, jp... i'm doing tis only for u and only U!

hmm, having fatigue all over now.. Tink becoz of yesterday training and today's on cult, kk i gtg off to sleep liao.. ciao ppl.

Rush hour

Time gets lesser and lesser till the point tht every minute count now.. As we approach to jp's birthday. Tis time i tink i was quite taken aback by the scale of tis ting.. hmm, coz it comes in two .. quite challenging . As lance armstrong would say' nvr quit.. cyclist dun quit' .. mm ..

having quite a tight schedule tomolo ler.. so tight tht i have no time for break fast and dinner.. Mm, not bad... I'm juz afraid i cant tink of tht msg yet... No time to tink.. Lol, as lance armstrong would say again.' cyclist ride fast, tink fast eat fast bath fast and even urinate fast....' ay...


Today went to town with jp to pay her fees... after tht went to np for vball training.. wah kk very garang today.. tell us to do Physical training machiam siao one.. Mm, but i tink also good.. long time no do pt ler.. den play ball in the rain after wards.. Lol, kinda nice but i hate the siap siap feeling.

After tht went to eat dinner with ct and km at the malay food store.. nasi pattaya again... but nice though. WE saw shah there.. , lol he came .. along with his lameness ... we tried hard not to laugh as he was really tokking to us seriously. Mm, will be going with him for off road session tomolo morning.. damned siong again.. after tht str8 away will go to collect msg liao.. WOOtz, so................ exciting.. hur hur..

colliding and diverging.. stages of life

ay, kinda rotted at home.. k la.. did still manage to bake some cookies.

After tht went to plaza with mum for dinner... den we went luan house.. Lol, we were watching tis show with hunks and all on channel u . Tht fiona xie went around singapore to find for the guy with the brodest chest.. So they measured everyone up.. The peeps.. inspired. decided to measure my chest up.. Dangz. damned bo liao..

After tht went down to bangkit for supper.. Mm, saw yk and family dere.. it seemed so... weird now but we juz acted like nth happened..shrugs. Tink i'm the one tinking again? Ar shet, fed up with tht phrase already, every time wen smth went wrong i will be always the one tinking too much.. bla bla.. in the end it still happened and all.. Lol, wat gives...

Melodramatical..

Some times, its kinda funny wen wat i see in tvs come onto real life ...Lol.

Mm, kinda rot entirely today in the afternoon bahz...Den went to buy smth at citilink.. After tht had dinner with mum at a restaurant at chin swee dere.. After tht went to esplanade for the may day celebration.. Wootz, there were fire works, Kinda nice i tink esp wen watching with friends. Lol, alot of smooching going on later too..

Mm, after tht we walked around town bahz.. Went to tht spanish look alike mac near clark quay there and had... Supper.. den.. mm, went home ler.. hmm...

I completely rotted at home today....

Dunno wen i acuquired tis new ting .i'm losing my cool all over...... I feel so pissed at every ting now... Its like.. arGH, i'm getting it all and i've kept inflicting it on others ... I;m freaking pissed and stressed out right now... i dunno.. Maybe i've offended ppl wen i'm in tis state and i'm also getting pressurize by all tth.. dammit. ! I only wish peace in myself now....

My whole situation made from clay to stone...

Woke up early in the morning by JP~!... went to play bad with the peeps at gombak.. dang.. Sian one...played for two houors. AFter tht we went to sunplaza walk around..its kinda ulu there..

After tht went home to read a book.. Lance armstrong de .. kinda nice i tink. Inspirational book. after tht went to find the peeps at the bball court again. Hur hur, saw Jl bro there. played 3-3 with them.. Funny, long time no play bball ler..

AFter tht chilled under the blocks.. den went home ler.. ~~

Mm, so far... plans for Jp birthday can say.. is still not planned yet lehz.. kinda worried.. 8 days left to the celebration.. 6 days left to her actualy birthday....

wootz, ddint went to np.. abit shagged.. ct also no go ler.. Mm stayed at home and nua around.. Did some planning for jps birthday but it all came back to nth. ay . constantine is outta the competition ler.. Mm, hes quite a rocker i tink.. Pity..

BOrinG~!

Wootz, juz came back from Sp ..

Went down to the briefing with ct tis morn.. Stupid one i tink.. wen we reached there we tot we were quite late liao.. Who knows.. got ppl later.. the ting only starts at 1030..We were like playing ice breakers games and all.. since ct and me were Into tis kinda tings before wen we were in the prefectorial board.. we act till very garang lidat there.. The facilators let us tua until duno wat to say.. Lol. First ly there was tis game.. the blown wind blow game.. Stupid one.. walk here and there only.. AFter tht there is dis husband and wife game.. Lol, tht patricia gal siao one... Den i was tinking if jie were there.. Woot wootz.. for some body else liao.. ER erd.. as the husbands in the game were quite Reluctant to keep their wives with them.. they change the game where by the husband will be the one runing away from the wives instead of the other way round.. Lol.. in the end.. got a gal kenna forfeited.. Den for dunno wat the hell reason.. Wen ask for guys to perform the forfeit with her.. tht patricia go raise my hand..Kenna sa boed.. then the forfeit was So ~~~~~ argh~!~! tink liao my hair also stand.. den ar.. we supposed to call another couple up also.. lol. den i saboed ct.. den the gal also called another gal.. heng ar tht patricia..~ the forfeit is like tis.. the gal muz hold a poke in her mouth.. and the bois are supposed to bite it away.. , while doing push up. So the gal will be lying down on the floor den .... sian.. machiam kenna rape liddat.. in the end of the forfeit i was telling ct we very chi kuay.. Lol.

After tht also alot games.. den they wan to bring us to their club room.. den i sian sian dun wan go..so i tell ct to pon tht ting,.and we really did.. very nice break out seh.... We juz walked away.. LOl...after lunch at sp... we walked around the sch.. found out alot of other features there.. Mm..NOt bad sehz.. the sch got popular book shop.. kfc.. mac...pizza hut.. and even a travel agency..!

AFteer tht went home ler.. later maybe going to ngee ann for vball ...~~ dats abt all for now...

Tired legs

Wootz, today woke up... nua around wen jp called and told me to follow her and jie to town to buy la's present and change the Jeans as its kinda small for jies BIG ass..was supposed to meet up with evan and ning de... budden they cancelled it ler. so .. kinda freed ...

dangz, followed the two gers around orchard.. and went to places i';ve not been before.. for example the cosmetic store... ~ tht place so alien to me...

Den continue to walk all over orchard for jies slipper after tht. They also bought other stuffs.. dang.. every ting stuff inside my bag. machiam me like doraemon liddat.. ~

after tht went home ler...

Thts abt all for today.. ciaoz...er erd..

Le fruit of thou hart work

finally after days of planning and decision making.. The organization had successfully commenced jie min's birthday party bash.. Er erd....

abt 2 weeks ago, me and jp and ct... went to the library... Den , we were tokking abt jm's birthday wen jp suggested a surprise birthday party...We den decided tht we want have a bbq party under her condo where tings are tot to be accessible..

I called the peeps up and sort them all up... with the help of jp .. After which.. we decided on the budget we are gonna have and stated the price for the whole event to every one.. as tis is going to be a surprise party.. we had to tell every one to keep at low profil so tht jm will definately be surprised by wat we did.. We gotto constantly remind every one through out the days to keep jm from knowing tht we will be celebrating for her...

At the mean time.. me km and irvin were incharged of getting the present for jm... Actually we wanted to buy from cck lot 1 one.. bt irvin suggested tht we go to town so tht we have more choices to choose from.. We threw away our dignity and .... browse through the ladies section with much eyes kept onto us...~ Eventually we decided on the levi's593 boot cut jeans... Hur hur, not a very cheap pair of jeans.. so jm.. better wear it well.. Lol ..

Through out all tis time.. me and km were researching on the food for tht day too.. i went through Books and all while he went to find markets which wud suit our budget.. Lol, we went to sheng siong like for dunno how many times to chk the prices and all.. Km really helped alot on the price fitting part...

Ct really played an important role as he was responsible for the cake and all.. He constantly gives us suggestion on wat to do and he really keeps the team going too.. hehe

AS the day draw near... we tot of telling jm how we could nt make it on her birthday. after much brain storming together.. the team tot of the best tatic to have tht muddle headed ger belive in wat we say.. Lol.. We all became actors and actresses then... I hope i get nominated.. Lol

the day before her birthday.. the team met up and we went to sheng siong super mart we split into two sub groups.. ct and jp went to the utensils section.. while me and km went to The food section... Tht ct... still said my pin no out so loudly.. dangz.. but we had quite alot of fun at sheng siong la..Wootz, but four of us carrying the stuffs back... aint fun.. lol

The day finally arrived.. AT dawn.. i woke up quite early ... to start packing the stuffs... among all i tink the most time consuming food is the Kebab.. I took alot of time piercing chicken meat.. green peppers.. red peppers... pine apples.. and even my finger.. The rest of the food is quite simple to pack as i only nid to transfer the marinate and the meat onto a packable container..

I only ended my work at 130.. which allows me to have time for lunch.. before dad says he nids to go off early.. so he told me.. to hurry up and all..so frantically.. I called up ct and km...ct came to my house in quite a rush with the cake.. BUt to find out my dad glued to the tv set.. ~ dangz.. i also abit seh tio.. but bo bian.. hes sending us there.. After picking km up..we went to her condo.. initially i wanted to enter through the rear dooor.. so gotto ask jie shi.. budden.. ~ hur hur.. i dunno her number... so i call their housee.. bo pi is jie shi pick up.. budden suay... tht muddle head picked up..den i asked for jie shi in a not so me tht kinda voice.. btu i tink she got caller id.. SO~ diaoz.. i dunno if we were exposed at tht part...hur hur

We went in from the front door eventually..We waited for quite long for the peeps to come.. den they eventually came.So we proceeded to start the fire.. Km did much of the arrangement of the fire today coz i poked my hand in the morning so dun wan go Dirty it.. Tis time the bbq fire damned strong sehz.. coz tht time jp compared us to Some one elses one.. and we were like.. ARgh . SO tis time we really Pia , so we got such a gr8 fire.. Lol.. the food were cooked quite quickly..

after tht.. js called to say tht Jm is coming down sooon... so we all like.. scramble here and there finding for place to hide.. den we she came.. every one like walked out.. Lol,Surprise~! Er erd.. abit funy at first.. but we continued with the food any way.. After tht we decidded to take pictures beside the pool.. hiack hiack.. We all were like scheming already.. who to push down.. jp came over to tell us to push Jm down as she was the birthday gal.. but... we boys had smth else in mind.. we decided to push her and jm into the pool as well... Lol,.. so we were all there taking pics and alll.. den Km suddenlly jerk.. wanting to push Jm into the pool.. but ct suddenly pushes him In instead.~ diao.. very messy here now.. alot of back stabbers.. LOl.. wahaha.. Den jp was at the edge falling off also.. den ct also pushed her down.. followed by jm whom we dragged down.. LOl. yh tried to save her but was pushed down too.. Wahaha.. DEN I , I didnt got push down.. i'm the fastest.. i good.. lol.. i run here run there To run as far as possible.. after tht they say no more play ler.. den i went back.. scarly... was cheated de.. They all come to grab me... and really.. dragged me into the pool.. i was like.. X-X..

so we all got wet and alll..Mm, after tht we cut the cake.. not after some cream smashing events..then we bid some of our Jc's friends gd bye as they made their way home.. WE too began packing up the place ler... There were left overs so we decided to bring to jies house to cook them all...We lingered around her house for awhile wen we decided to go bukit timah to have supper.. ~ i ordered ice cream split and murtarbak.. I dunno why i choosed tht combination. but i vomitted every ting out wen i reached home.. i tot of ordering tht ice cream to compliment myself for all the hard work i put into for tis event.. Lol.

after supper we walked the gals back home and we took a cab home too ourselves..reached hoem ler.. now so shagged.. Dang... Jp's birthday is up next ar...~ i nid a break first.. Ciaoz...

halve past twelve midnight..

Disturbed, by words again..

It aint sure but there must be misunderstandings.. They are muddled but i'm clear of wat i tink.

Confession will only pull me back into deeper shet... Ay, dismayed it wud be i had to keep tis to myself..

MM, by typing all tis maybe i'll feel better... but it all comes back to the question ...

WHo am i cheating..

Passionné

Wootz, its a rainy sunday

Woke up early today again.. went market with mum... bought loads of tings, hur hur. den went home nuah..

now adays very unproductive.. er erd.

Den after tht went to develope some photos.. den come back home nuahs again

now at home.. nuah... Later maybe going out.. hur hur... later den.. ciaoz

Where is the very chio chio bu...


Woke up early today.. after sleeping early yesterday. Saturday morning normally see me doing the same routine.. watching cartoons and all... Bla... but since gundam seed had finished its last episode the last week... i don't want watch cartoon ler... Ay, i've grown matured. ER erd...

Met up with C.tuck and K.meng and we went to lot 1 .. den beauty world.. for shopping.. Dunno if i shud use tis term or not... but guys.. we.. normally juz grab and go, unlike those ah sohs who will linger around the whole shop.. well, i did got myself a decent piece of shirt i tink... hur hur.

after tht went back to plaza nuahz around.. then went home after c.tuck went to dunno where to celebrate his bro's b-day.

mum came back ler.. with lotsa food..sianz.... if only she cud get a koala bear back... or maybe a kangaroo also can...

Ay, i'm lame.. thts all for today.. ciaoz..

Face green green...

Today woke up.. quite early.. again.. dunnow hy liddat.. yesterday slept quite late.. den now so lethargic and all. STupid one.

Went town for some business with vin and km. Hur hur... Dilly dally around town after tht. saw diana ser.. Wootz, quite a chio chio bu. Den went back bp nua around with ct .Then it started raining.. sian one. couldnt get home.. dere was tis very very loud tunder which shooked the ground sial.. -__- why am i typing all tis...

Ok la.. thts abt all for today... ciaoz....

Mémoires

Spent 75 % of the day at home today.. Nth much to do.. mum went aust ler.. gramps came over to baby sit again.ok la... baby sit like not applicable.. she juz came over to er. look around

Mm,tested out some kebabs today , apparantly... cognac is a better to choicce to go with rather then the dry gin... the soury taste of the dry gin kinda killed the taste..

I tried getting onto ko and staying for the whole day.. but all seems impossible.. my com too lag.... GRR so buay pc. So much so tht i went out for a cycle... ~ at home also nth to do..

Ay... asked yk whether he want to play under 19 for zheng hua... he said he will be playing for rp ler... haiz... tht explains why he always dun wan come for the past training.. dammit....

Tsk tsk , i shudnt care much ler.. ~

Enrolment..

Woked up quite early for the enrolment today...

8 i woke up ler.. den started filling in every ting.. packing the documents.. and made my way to meet up with ct ler.. dangzx i forgetted to fotostep smth.. so we went to jp to fotostep the stuffs after meeting up with jm.

After tht we went to sp ..for the enrolment...

the whole process was quite long.. and it ended up with all three of us joining the same orientation camp.AFter all of tht we went to mac and had our lunch...hur hur, tht aunty at mac.. abit blur... lol..

AFter tht they came to my house.. but.. dad was on the sofa.. so.. we went to jp house instead to watch the show.. Lol, quite nice la.. Den... jm went home first.. after tht we went to fajar for dinner..After slacking aroud.... went home ...

now also si buay sian.. tomolo got quite alot of tings to do.. hur hur... thts abt all for now..

Hatred...

ay, tis morning.. went out quite early..to go sp with jm.. to only ask a question and go off.. I find my self quite lame... going there.. ask tht question.. aGrgh.. Any way... after tht acc her to the med chk up.. Lol, i scared her with all the twisted out comes tht will happen during the experiment.. Lol.. In the end. all turn well la. I still dun understand smths..

After tht, we went to jp to collect my specs.. Damned.. they look... small.. abit weird. Ay, nvm.. made ler also bo bian..

Den we took cab home.. on the way back..we both rmbered tht we forgotted to fotostep smth.. ~ den i was like.. arghz.. bo bian.. i take the paper.. home foto step at bangkit.. den cycle bring to her house..

Jm alighted first... den the uncle tot i alighting too.. den he pressed the meter to stopped le.. ~ den he kinda.. scolded me for not telling him earlier dat i was not going off.. ~ so lan lan.. but he was kind enuff to charged me 10 bucks for the whole trip though.. ~

AFter tht.. went sch meet up with ct first.. but in the end.. i went to the stadium alone. ct sat coach car... as he himself nid to finish coaching first.. I was so damned tu lan with yk.. He fukking idiot cheebye..... nvr come again. Tis is not the first time ler.. tht time.. he said he cannot come for training.. one time.. was orientation..
other time was nid to buy lap top..
den now.. cannot come for MATCH! coz he nid to study at RP..

Very nice ... pattern chu ka liao.. I was damned fed up lo.. Duno why i so fed up also.. ct they also dun care abt him ler.. ~ Aiya.. tht alone spoilt my day.. heng.. i'm going to sleep ler.. it did not spilt the whole day...~

grand ma's birthday

today was grand ma's birthday..

Mm, spent the afternoon at home.. sorting out smth.. Den after tth .. mum fetched us from home to grand ma's house.. Mm, heres a lil abt my grand ma..

When i first came to earth, my grand ma was living together with us.. way back them at the older homes. Den we moved.. and they moved to. Grand ma and pa.. moved to lived with my uncle and aunty. Ay, i would often go to their house back then, its juz a few blocks away.. After a few years.. grand pa passed on... leaving grand ma alone. AY, they decided to sell the flat grand pa left for them away and bought a bigger one...

Uncle was a buddhist...but my grand ma aint.. she belive in another religion.. i aint sure wat, but she kepts telling me to join her in her chants and all. I wud gullibly join her in the past.. but i ain't doing tht now. Grand ma and uncle had a argument over the differences ... and some how.. grand ma was forced to moved out .

She now stays alone , we do visit her occasionally though, and she seemed to be doing quite well in her solitude, ay, maybe it aint solitude after all. She claims tht grand pa would be around her.. Kinda freaked me out at times... but as time passes by, i got quite immune to tht.

Mm, happy birthday to her , and may her wishes come through...

Shagged...

hur , today play vball in sch... very sian.Was made to play as setter.. sian one.. no setter around..

AFter tht went to play bad... loL, unsuccessfully i tink.. the wind kinda strong.. and there was claps of tunders and streaks of lighting..Soon.. rainfall..

Riding back home in the rain at night... is .... kinda cold.. The tarmac was quite warm though... Mm, ironically speaking.

went home, watch a bit of telly here and there... den cmae online .. became a samatarian.. helped out with htmls stuff.. and lotsa stuffs.. Ay, now resulting me having a temporary brain hemmoraage now.. <- i definately got the spelling incorrectly..

Ay, wat gives..

Ay.... a man without stable perceptions is no man ard all..

Woke up by jp's fone call tis morn to tell me tht they aint goin to ct house any more.
Mum took me to the eye care center to make a new pair of specs.. Silver frame de, juz the way i like it...
The pipe at jp broke , water came gushing out at the food court area , luckily.. no one was hurt... hur hur
Met up with the peeps..
watch the movie "the wedding date'
i tink.. its some how like... the princess dairy 2.. Galy kinda show.. ~shet
Went to Kfc at Bp after the show..
calin metup with us followed by yh
paid respect at km's gramps funeral..
chatted with the peeps till around 11
got to see grace, real life.. er erd..
after tht , went home..
DEn now.. i'm here..

I"M BACK!

Dunno if any one missed me or not.. but after a period of time being MIA i'm back into business ler.. er ed..

ORite.. I've long waited to post abt the chalet so heres how it goes...

First day.

Me adn ct woke up quite early to go to the standard chartered bank to return our fees. Quite tedious to run from point a to b and then back to point a again. Jp called to tell me tht her vcd player was spoilt.. den i had to go home after paying my fees to get my vcd player. ~ dang. WIth all the big luggages .. tht aint fun.We then met up with gay ness and km at the bus stop. After which we took 700 to city hall to meet with jie and yh. DEn we proceed to the chalet. We had abit of problem checking in at first.. but all went well. THe counter ppl were quite kind i tink.

First day was quite , not eventful la.. every one was kinda watching the tv and all. AFter which around evening me jie and jp went to rent bikes . 15 bucks per bike per nite.~! its day light robbery lo.. YIkes! But all well.. we needed the bikes to get dinner . Er erd. Me and km rode to the coffee shops out side to buy food for the peeps. AFter dinner and all..i and jm kinda rode out to the beach.. Mm, did quite a bit of tokking.. was baffled abit at first.. but i kinda fig out tht i should not interfere any more... well, i tink .. i quit interfering long ago ler... but aiya... wat ever.

WOot, tht was abt tht for the first day.. the second day proved more eventful.... i tink. Km went for his health chk up in the morning. Xiang fa bougt the left over bbq food for us wen he come to meet up with km in the morning.AFter tht me and ct went for a swim.. again... we had another round of tokking.. er erd.. I got a tan from the swim seh....

AFter tht.. we went back to the chalet.. and slacked again.... den we kinda went out to play ball. Km then met up with us.. along with him.. came xiang fa... ~ we were like.. sian abt his presence.. but oh well bo bian.. km den suggested we go play soccer with some guys...we kinda pang sehs the gals bahz.. coz i tink its not their ting to play soccer wit us... Lol. Mm, after tht.. we prepared for the bbq ler bahz... Bbq was quite alrite..and all... weisheng and his gf came over to join us during the bbq.After which he and gay left... Sian.. xiang fa... didnt left.. Lol. i spent tht night not sleeping together with jie and sl company. every one else was sleeping ler... at dawn, jie and yh went out to meet up with a person from oriental... leaving behind me and san li.. Wootz, also qutie good.. i got to know sl more.. behind tht cool composure lies a gal i nvr knew before.. Nt bad. The tok abt her mum's business was very interesting. We den walked to down town east for break fast.. Lol, we reached there quite early.. so the shops aare still not opened yet... so bo bian.. gotto wait.. loitered around and all.. Mac finnaly opened. I found out tht sl's diet was quit weird. She didnt like cheese in her burger and...she ate miute amounts only.. While i was gobbling down my big break fast.. she already gave up her sausage muffin. ~ dang.WE den went back to the chalet.. had a round of pool with her.. Mm, she played quite welll . i tink. yh and jie joined us later...

THe third day was undesirably... boring.. I tink. Slept for halve the day. went for another pooling session with the guys... Den.. came back with booze... xiang fa bought them for us. I finally manage to drink wild turkey ler.. after much attempts.. Lol. Mm, but the taste aint tht satisfactory.. I prefered sl's drink.. long island.

The last nite was quite eventful la.. ate quite a huge number of fish balls.... er erd...Mm, also quite boring.. alot of kissing going on ahah.. AFter all tht.. we... went to sleep.

Woke up in the morning by the aunty... Hur hur, den we ham blang every ting and chk out.. Mm... we then went to white sands to have our break fast.. After which.. we went home...

Wat i can say abt tis chalet... is tht it aint tht fun like the previous one.. but i hope we could have more chalets in the future to allow us to get together and all.. Orite.. tht ends the post for the chalet ler....

quick.. post.. dun forget abt us.... Plz~

NIghts out

Some how , i tink tht strolling at nights .. alone or with the company of some one.. or smth helped me clear many tots. HEhe, can live longer tht way.

Went to pasamalam with vin km and ct juz nw.. saw alot of peeps on the way there.. Mm, so the pasamalam trip was like tis,there was a beggining a mid section and an end. Er erd. WE ended up at Our 'htb star bucks ' for some serious man talking session. After tht, we all went home..

Now so sian.. msn like got problem liddat.. ~~ dammit

TIng of sadness in me..

Dunno why, at this very moment.. i am feeling tis ting of sadness in me.. Its like, someting had been lost ler.. Its tht ting which i once tot wud come back but it nvr wud , Wud dis post surpress or depress anyone? I hope it wud not.

Perharps its juz mere time doing the magic again. Time...ultimate end of everyting. Father of changes. like it or hate it at times.. its also the mother of begginings.

Through all tis time... i guessed , wats tot stagnent had moved already .. Forever is not a word to be used any how. Shrugs, maybe its nvr meant to be used. But i do hope.. I cud use tis word " prolong" I dun wan my predictament to come so fast.. Yes, its tht premonition. Hur hur ..

Orite, now everyones back.. i hope my wished tht day wud come true..and every ting wud be back to normal.

I dunno how to treat u.. i dunno how to make u smile .. i dunno how to get the courage to tok to u... but i only knw how to love u ...

dAmned shagged...

FOr quite some time i have not trained for so long.. den today trained for such a long time.. from 330 i already started traiining in the sch with b'boys... earlier in the morning i was carrying weights and all.

At nite kk mf and wei da came. Mm, played kinda badly on the receiving part again. The blocking also coz a bit of problems.. am quite satisfied with the spiking though..but still go to improve on higher balls..

ALso sian.. Now adays, i am quite unproductive.. I've not been working for so long.. so much so tht i am needing cash badly, dammit, i shall make it a point to work tis week..

Over enthuism

Wootz, today was quite eventful.. early in the morn was supposed to go meet with irvin and the rest to go to the church ting de.. But in the end..only irvin went.. Lol, km i and ct .. Couldnt wake up. Den we were like giving lame excuses..KM took the genuine one.. he said he couldn't wake up, while i .. said i sprained my leg.. and ct said he was sick. LOl.

IN the later part of the afternoon, me ct and km came out.. We went to jp. MM, loiter around ... nua here and there.. den we went to the void deck and Keng gai..

Vin called us.. to ask againn if we wanna go esplanade.. if wan.. sit cab go down.. So we all, lan lan.. go .. coz morning pang seh him ler.. So.. of we went.. to esplanade.. ct and km were wearing slippers and shorts! Mm, so. we met with irvin.. den walked around.. den took alot of pictures of the night scene. We reached a stair case where we intended to do free walking. We were like jumping around here and there on tht stair case.. Abit funny, but kinda cool, Hehe.Km hurt his toe though... ct also hurt his finger.. I:m the only one supreme with no injury.. WHAHAHA..

AFter tht .. we went to Sgh to go visit km's grand ma.. APparently.. she had medicine allergy to a particular medicine and was warded. Mm, she'll be discharging tomolo though....

mm, thts abt it for now.. gotto wake up early tomolo..ciaoz

My fate been sealed..

Mm, the results of the posting came out today. wootz , it cosed quite a commotion even with us in bukit timah hill the commotion didnt stopped. Calls came in and all.. so funny lol. the three of us.. tokking on the fone while walking in the forest ..

Mm, i got posted to business It, wat i had wished for bahz..Yea i muz do well in tis course and try my best to get into u. Mm...

After trekking and all, we went to library.. Spent quite alot of time there. Den we went to mac to read our books. JP and ct was trying to be lame wen they borrowed the same book and compete to see who is the first to finish reading the book.. aint they lame....

Ok bahz.. thts abt it for now.. ciao.

PLaying selfishly for urself aint gonna work in a team.

Mm,today.. kinda tu lan after one very fine event happened..

Today quite early wake up.. Mm saw Jm's msg so went down to meet her at suntec... mm first time i sit bus alone to suntec. Lol i'm tht sua gu. We walked around... did lots of catching back while looking for stella's present.. Mm.. in the end we didnt got the present though.. Then lin come ler.. they go look at clothes and all.. den felt kinda sian already so i left and search for stella present myself as i tot km they all were going to stella house later for a ... Mini birthday celebration. Mm, in the end did not too i was running low on cash.. So i took the bus back to bp to meet them.

mm then they say dun wan go stella house ler.. so .. we nua abit at ct's house..After tht we went to bp kfc.. was eating my chicken wing when i saw mei.. den i was like.. Wasnt she supposed to be at sch.. den i calledd mum to ask if she told her anyitng abt going out.. Wen my mum said no. i was kinda.. hot liao.So... i went over infront of alot of ppl and one of her friend... scold her and all.. She was of course Blurified.. tis is the first time i scold her infront of her friends. dammit i was like.. feeling so angry .. All the promises she made are like.. empty de. Haiz.. Also kinda sad tht she like tht. After tht km also saw his cousin at the arcade with his friends. Then he told me.." LEt me show u a more fierce method..." then i was like sehz.. He pratically went into the arcade.. pull his cousin out.. den beat him al up infront of his friendS and other ppl lo.. HE pulled and beat him all the way while they make their way home.. Its not like beat here and there.. its aiming at the face and all.. den ct see ler.. tried to stop but km shrugged him off. Den i was also telling ct tht tis kinda ting we couldnt like.. stop him one.. Ct saw ler also very shock.. he den kinad frustrated abt it.. He says tht km treats his cousin as if he was some animal and all.. taming him by inflicting hurt.. mentally and physically.BUt wat i can say is.. different ppl and homes have different measures of disciplining the young.. For km .. i tink thts the way... for me i tink i did over board.. but i tink its also the best way.. or else she wun learn.. Mm, dunno but i really do feel guilty and all.. doing tht..

After tht went for the friendly. YK did not turned up.. tht is the ting tht is really.. disturbing me now.. Its like, haiz..wats the pt of not coming.. wat can he prove.. its like.. ppl will be more angry abt him lo..dammit.. aiya.. dun tok much abt him bahz..

WE played against bp csc today.. wah they spike very siao one lo..fast.. accurate and hard. dammit. They old men really can play well. Shaun was also very fast ... We played four sets. lost 3-1.. Mm, ct was still having the jitters from his food poisoning.. so he really didnt performed well today.. Den today i also like.. sian sian liddat.. maybe demoralised after wat happened.. after tht still sprained tio my leg.. wat luck.. ~~

MM, but i tink i'm feeling better now.. after tokking so much to the blog.. LOl, it works.. i am beggining to extend my life span by not keeping all tis tings to myself... alrite.. thts abt it for now..

si buay hungry...

Finnaly i've donated then money to save tht dog name candor.. She's a Golden retriever which was kinda illl treated by her previous owner.. she was sick wen she was young and was not treeated tht resulted her hind limb to paralyse and she is nt able to walk.. she cud stand but it wud be in excruating pain wen she does dat.. dammit.. i hate ppl when they cannot take up the responsibilty and end up hurting .. more of the info can be seen in the following link

http://www.ministryofpets.com/forum/index.php?act=ST&f=4&t=12598&s=15c293259ff4b99749e2804735727c25

Mm, went to star bucks with vin and meng today. Lol , heard their aspiration to entreprise.. Mm , a healthy idea which require lots of effort to fufil i tink. After tht we went to borders and lots of other places... Mm , orchard seemed to get more and more familiar to me now tht i kept going there. Lol, in the past i wud even get lost inside takashimaya LOl.

After tht we went home.... I was told by mr sng tht there will be a friendly match tomolo.. Dunno tis time true or not.. but i told yk and ch they all. Mm, some how the conversation with yk kinda made me Pc again. AT first he said tht he dun wanna go for the match.. coz he felt left out and all.. After much reasoning and all.. he agreed to go again... haiz, i tink i'll be those ppl who will have their life shortened becoz they have so much negative infinity inside of them .. dangz..

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To mE~!~!

Hur hur, soo its my birthday today... lets see.. had quite alot of happenings today...

First ting in the morning.. was late in meeting jp they all.. kinda over slept.. Lol.. They were angry budden cnanot show it.. Lol SO funny.I saw jm there den i kinda.. EH!!! coz she was supposed to be working.. together with yu hui and calin.. Really feel elated tht they took an off for me juz to celebrate my birthday with me.. They still had to rush here and there..Really , felt for their effort, even way back, i already told Jm not to buy the gundam ler... too stressed up for them...

We went to watch the movie.. son of the mask.. kinda wacky i tink.. AFter which.. We went to haigen dais to buy a birthday cake for me.. LOL, very nice sial.. the ice cream cake..



AFter tht calin san li and yu hui and jie min went to work ler...

Tht leaves us with jp. and gay ct and km.. Haiz.. with the 4 of us left.. time started to pass really slowly..

At first we want to wait for jm they all for a while at the bus stop.. budden Km say sian.. then i suggest we go marina square walk around.. DEn every one was having a pc face.. Ct had a stomach upset and kept complaining... haiz. jp was also tu lan .. MM..

den we walk off from marina square.. then there was nth to do ler.. i suggested to go bugis.. but jp dun wan.. Then ct say go his house eat steam boat... Then we go back bp.. Gay went home coz he say he tired.. Den left with me ct km and jp. I suggested for ct to go home to wait for us as he seemed to be in much pain.. Then i km and jp went sheng siong to go buy the food.DEn we changed placed to eat.. to jp house.. we asked ct if he could still go .. he said ok.. at first..

We then brought the food.. i carried the food and all to jp;s house with her while km went back to take the steam boat.. While at jp house.. ct msg and say he cud not make it.. den i was like.. den her bro come in and say tht there will be guest coming later.. so her house not fang bian liao.. Den i was like sian.. My plan to salvage my birthday had failed.. I told km not to come ler.. den i and jp wen to fajar to have dinner.. Ok la... still have smth nice.. Had a tok with jp over the series of events tht happened Today. Mm ...

After tht went home.. feeling kinda empty.. smsed xn if they could come out and chill or smth.. Lol, den they say no time.. AFter tht they called me out.. haha.. Then the also buy a birthday cake for me. LOl. another cake.. kinda cool..



quite impressed by wat they did in such a short time.. there was quite a no of ppl there.. kk ben yat yan Doreen Evan JJ and Xn.. LOL not bad.. first time they celebrate my birthday .. first time had two birthday cakes.. WEll tht kinda... salvaged every ting..haha

k la...I am stilll very happy over my birthday ...I missed my jie alot.. i feel so lonely now at night.. ~~

Lol, jus received tis smses from my friends.. Hehe, so glad tht i have them around..Thks to the ppl who wished me at msn too.. THkS ALOT~!

Wei En

YO its me again wanna wish u happy 17Th bday . Got more strands of white hair le hehe. may all ya wishes cum true & stay happy 4eva.Smilez more la

Chong tuck
Happy birthday... May ur dreams come true and all the best... lastly... PLZ PLZ faster go find a gf fast! stop sticking with me .. i also need to finda GF. Haha

LOl i see tis one i luff till i peng

JIemin

To my dearest Didi .. happy birthday! ! hee no matter where u go u must remember me as ur jie ok ! hee

calin

Happy birhtday dude.. hope everyting goes well to u .. all the best whereever u go u will have my blessings

Shallyn

Happy birthday! may all ur dreams and wishes come true.. stay hapy =)

Dun make tings so difficult for every one..

Mm, so.. tomolo is the day i get to hear happy birthday from friend all around me who care for me .. Lol.

Today ct km and jp came over to me house and i cooked spagethi for all of them. LOl, the lunch was kinda gr8 i tink .. at least i dun nid to spend my birthday eve alone. They were kinda arguing juz now abt my birthday tomolo... so much so tht i tink they tot of cancelling it. Lol, not tht i mind or wat. but i hope they dun get so bothered and so frustrated over it , i want my birhtday to be a joyous occasion and all. Its even better if they dun celebrate as it wud save those head ache and all.

I had a wish which can only be fufiled by two person on my birthday but it seems tht its impossible now as its juz too difficult for the both of them. SO then its ok, I'm still good without the wish being fufiledd and all.A sms of greetings and all wud do good..

Mm, later gonna go cycling bahz.. count my time away on my bike to my birthday lol. haha, happy advanced birthday to me bahz.!

Orite, its been quite sometime since i posted.. hur hur, kinda lazy to post recently.. busy playing Ko. Lol.

Mm, tomolo we'll be having a friendly match with bp csc. HUr hur, Dunno wat it'll turn out to be. I've now got a sprained wrist.. My right wrist some more.. damn of the best of time..

2 days ago we went working at sentosa golf club. The place was sweet and neat . Damn, the food were good too.. It was also ct's first day at work and well.. he turned out pretty diligent at work. Nt bad.

Today was at the pets Exhibition at IMm. it kinda suck, i tink, nth much to see. HUr hur oh weell, i did manage to buy tht super Big pack of nutro dunno wat choice dog food for the Mutt. Mm, for the first time today.. i bought all three animals out for a walk today. The two rabbits and the dog.. Hur hur, kinda like an excursion.

After tht, went to meet ct km and jp. Had quite a nice chat under the blocks and all, Mm tok alot, and they sorta, Tok abt wat had happened before too. Lol, digging the past.

Mm kinda tink tht i am abit less.. concerned abt tings happening around me,is it supposed to be good. I kinda tink it is.. lol, at least i get to live my secluded life.

Peizhi said tis from some time before..

"Friends truly accept u for who u are.. "

Kinda stuck myself on tis quote for quite long.. maybe thts why i began to learn to accept tings tht i've not before.. LOl, well done A.Z

The way

Orite.. tok abt yesterday. We kinda celebrated km's birthday yesterday

Met up early in the morning with ct to walk to Pjc to pass in the withdrawal letters and sch fees.AFter tht we took the bus to lot 1 to meet up with the rest of the peeps. KM can't make it to the movie so we went to watch the movie without him.We watched Hitch, the cure for the common man. Mm, like gay said, man watch ler know how to woo gers more.. girls watch ler know how to reject guys better. hur hur, wat was tht abt..

Any way, after the movie we met up with the remainding of the peeps.. ch said he'ld turn up after wards.The sushi buffet was kinda fun.. A new experience for me too. nvr been to one.. er erd.Was damned full.. tink i almost ate 20 plates. Mm, after waiting for chong hoe for very very long.. we decideed not to delay the cutting of the cake any more.. so i went down to collect the cake together with jie. After cutting the cake and all.. we couldnt finished the cake. esp the cream.. dammmit. So full of cream.. dunno wats with gals and cream. I prefer the mango cake.

After tht .. had another set back. Km dun wan to go watch movie...but the rest of the peeps wanna go watch movie.. had quite a difficult time. In the end.. he went to join wei sheng at town.. so we were left alone. We den decided to go watch movie at jp. hur hur. White noise. ON the way there ch smsed. Which kinda made me pissed. He said.."sorrie i can't make it juz now.. coz haven buying presents... Ps. WHY FIND ME SO URGENTLY...." dammit. i do question the way he regards us at time.

All well, we went to Jp watch white noise.. hang around here and there. Den went home. On the bus.. saw MF and his gf.We alighted at jie's house cuz jp wanna take smth from her. After tht we walked home.. FROM HIll VIew.. ARgh~!~!~! I dunno why.. but i felt like an idiot ..

k ... thts abt all.. Today nth much happen. go sch play vball den come back ler.. tomolo got work.. CT will be working for the first time tomolo....To whom it may concern.. remember my model kit of the blitz gundam ...

Sianz...

I dunno why everytime liddat one.... training then he will liddat esp wen bm ppl are here. Si buay sianz.. ITs like.. Kk's gonna be one of our team mate.. den he liddat . I understand tht he felt sad wen his place in the main six is threatened.. but does he have to over react..To the extend tht he is making ppl irritated too.


Haiz... tomolo will be a better day.

Destined.

Mm.. now adays after the o's alot of decisions are made.. These decisions had made us go seperate ways ler..after much of a sage, every one had took their path ler.. its time to say good bye .

I've been pondering abt it for quite a long time.... But finally i still agreed tht i couldn't and musn't make them stay for my own selfish reasons. Hmm, no matter wat... I'll support them fully in every thing they do..

Was at the beach tis morn ... hur hur.. cycled there at the bleak of dawn , the morning dew was cooling and all... I reached sentosa at abt 7.. Mm, long time no do tis kinda ting ler.. Cycled around and decided to sit at siloso beach . Dunno why ... sitting alone do help some times.

Reached home at about 11 .. juz nice to watch gundam seed. Hehe. From then on wards.. i kept waiting for some one to ask me out.. Finally km called me to jio me to go play lan games with him.. Probly.. tis will be the last time in some time i play war craft with him.....

AFter tht we went home ... den i met up with ct again to go to jp house to do the registering ting again.. however to no avail. Gone back from the infutile trip at 11 and reached home.. Jm told me tht she could help with the registerations so i told her my singpass and all. I registed Business info tech at sp as my first choice.. Mm, for the rest.. ijuz picked randomly

Temperate

Dunno why.. now adays.. i get fed up easier den before ler..

Today went to pjc only to be upset with set down no 1...Played vball there for halve a day den... Mdm chan came over to say tht the moe couldnt allow me to go in to Jc with such.. Amazing marks. BUT the sch really wants me to get in and they deeply regretted.. hur hur.. oh well, wasnt tht pc coz i tot i cud go to poly for business course ... till i got home and xue ning told me tht i cant with my grade for english.. ARgH~!~!~den i was like.. how business is my fav lehz.. and its my interest.. I was beginnning to have suicidal tots already..

AFter tht I couldnt find my singpass and couldnt log into the web site. Damn pc... I was like throwing tings around in search for my singpass ler lo.. oh weelll ben called me to collect the Ko setup disc from in .

ON the way back ct call.. i was riding my bike.. after the conversation.. I was putting back my hp wen i accidentally dropped it .. I was on the middle of the road.. and i couldnt retrieve it .. SO i have to get off my bike ... there was alot of car passing by and i hoped eagerly tht they wun run over my hp.. But eventually.. a taxi mowed over it...~~~ i was like.., SHET.. after chking there was no vehicles already.. i retrieve my hp.. Hur hur.. IT seems alrite to me after chk and all.. THe hp is alrite.. Belive it or not... it was dropped at quite a high speed .. And it was mowed over by a taxi on the wheels. And it still alrite.. dammit my fone is hard core...

After tht series of happenings.. km called me .. he told me to work tomolo.. he says ct will be working too.. den i was like.. Mm, ct and me gt vball ler.. ct will wan to work mehz.. i called ct up and he said km did tell hm to work.. but he refuse to.. I was like.. Hur hur, so much abt trusting him.

Went back home and tried installing the Ko , but to no avail.. ARghz, after so much.. i still cannot get it installed. Dammit.... I am soooo Tu lan now. GRrr

Crucial times are always short...

MAnz.. yesterday only went to sleep at 2 40.. today woke up quite early.. then my head ache did not go away.. from yesterday till now.. Running a fever also liao.. Damn.. and time is so crucial now.. its like.. I 've gotto make tis big decision by thursday lo.

Early in the morning went to take the locker key from jm to yh. But yh.. took very long to come down.. so i called calin.. and passed it to her as i was rushing to meet up with ct.

I met up with ct .. den we went to sch.. we couldnt contact mr sng so we walked along the 2.4 km path along with the taf club members hoping tht mr sng would be at the end taking their attendance.. but he wasnt there.. So we passed the forms to the head prefect.. Faizal.

After tht we walked to pjc through a short cut.. really fast.. we reached there in abt 15 mins.BUt the ting is we cudnt go in.. The sercurity guards wun let us in..So we went back home on the bus..

Went home.. already feeling feverish ler,.. so sleep for a while. Was awaken by ct's fone call abt 2 hours later... asking me to acc him to the bank to make his bank card. Mm, i was feeling better ler.. so acc him.. Den jp called also.. saying to acc her to victoria concert hall along with jie. I agreed also.. So i went to meet up with ct first.. We walked to the bank.. but seeing tht there is so many ppl...We skipped the bank and directly boarded the bus to find for jm and jp.

I called jm onced we reached the bus.. but she said she cannot make it .. Den i was like. sian liao lo.. ok la.. my fault la, i am supposed to call her before hand coz i was tinking they are ready ler.. Mm so tht resulted in me waiting at the bus stop under the harsh scorching sun together with an idiot who kept scolding me .Hur hur, did not rebel much .. coz i understand y ct so tu lan.. i also at fault. After a while he also cooled down then be come siao again liao... -_-

Den jp they all came... jp also ticked me off for not teling them before hand.. den i was like.. wah piangz... Abit fed up at first.. but decided to keep every ting to myself ler..We went to victoria concert hall.. me and ct wore shorts and slippers.. and we were like.walking the whole of the cdb area.. hur hur. Mm, on the way back home.. we had quite a lil discussion abt jp's decison.. Can see she had quite a tough time back there debating with ct and jm. I was .. in my head ache mode so i didnt quite give any opinion.. i also dun wanna give much opinion... i've only told her wat she shud be clear of when she takes tht path of wat to expect and the preperation.. maybe not acadamedically.. but also abt the environmentally and the mentally la.... mm, no matter wat jp does or wat path she chooses.. i'll definately give her my fullest support as she's some one i care for ..

Had a conversation with xw.. halve the time i was ... hehe , he ddint changed after all. He still discourages ppl and all.. Mm, i also heard tht he kinda mocked at those who didnt did well in front of them.Oh well, the theory of the turning over a new leaf does not work now. Er erd. Orite i gotto go before my head ache kills me.. ciao..

Shagged

Today went for vball..

Mm the bm ppl was hear today.. damn..today dunno why.. like shagged... Dun have any intention to jump and run.DEn make till today's performance not very good.

after training went riding with yk ... We passed by the tunnel under bke.. According to stories from tv.. tht place was actually.. Haunted.. Thts why wen yk suggested of going there.. i told him not to.. Den we we exited the forest. i told him.. den he said.. he almost wen there alone yesterday... AT night some more..~

AFter tht met up with km to change yk's stem. Not bad.. his bike now really looks racey. Then tis sun .. organized a ride to sentosa. WOotz, not bad.. quite a lot of ppl going.. hopefully every ting turned out well tht day.. er erd. Mm, Smths happened yesterday.. which made me reflected.. and it made me missed some times.. i had back then, hmm... Dunno ~

I open my eyes i tried to see but i'm blinded.. i cant remember how and why i am lying here tonight.

Wootz, today early in the morning went out for work ler.. Thou still felt kinda dizzy.. Mum sent us there today. hehe ,so we kinda got there early.

dangz the uniform i wore today is damned small.. very uncomfortable.

At the start of work.. every ting was quite strict coz we still dunno each other yet.. There is tis captain.. Kinda fierce, den wei sheng and i was like. keep on pointing fingers at her at her back. She really very kao bei one.. heng she nvr group with either of us. Hehe, Km went to be the runner today.. Er erd. Coz he tokked too much.. den the manager put him there. Lol.

I paired up with a captain... her name funny, Ah chow, and another gal. then she started calling me ah boi ler.. Abit irritated by tht coz tht time at pearl river all the cap there call me xiao di~. So i juz told her my name.. the manager passed by and i also told him my name. Muaha, i'm known now at the legends. Today juz serve the vip room. Kinda shiok. Hehe, xiao chow kept tokking wit me also. She juz wont belive tht i'm 16. Hehe.

Wen the guest leave we clear the food.. then i see alot of nicely portioned left overs by them.. den i was tinking.. wah piangz.. so wasted.. I told xiao chow.. den wah liao.. she say i go eat.. den she close the vip doors say cannot let the manager see.. Wah piangz, she really very nice sial. I didnt eat in the end coz i not hungry.. i asked whether ws and km can eat or not.. she say cannot. Whaha.. wen i told ws and km they so pc.. At pearl river also liddat.. at here also liddat.. the capt all treat me gd .. Wahah, den xiao chow kept quarreling with Km and ws also. Er erd.

AFter tht We went to collect our pay.. AT orchard saw tio Kp.. k la.. actualy she saw tio me den suddenly pull my bag.. Long time no see her.. didnt know she was still alive.. Mm, maybe i shall suggest tht we go on outings with her..

After tht went to sch for training..Wootz, went to help ch coach the b gals.. They really kinda... Pathetic.... there are only 4 gals. not even enuff to play a game.I was like.. how to train.. But i belive you zhi zhe shi jing chen..if we train some of them.. the c girls tis year will join up with them next year.. then maybe a miracle can happen... '

Mm, after tht went upstairs to join the rest.. training today was sian again. Yk was tu lan.. coz ch dun wan to sub him in .. I was like.. dunno wat to say.Technically ch was doing the rite ting bahz.. coz his receiving was better ler.. But mentally.. it was devastating for yk bahz. Den during the matches and all following tht he also any how play ler.. we outsiders see ler also pc.. Its like, if thts a real competition and he kept coming out tis kinda pattern.. we will die ar. I do hope Gy comes back and yk go play the main spike.Tht would benefit every one lo....Aiya.. dun wan tok bad abt tis ler.. nt very good too..

Mm, tomolo got two lots of tings to do.. go do the sing pass ting..and then cut my hair... sianz.

Wah...

Wootz now very tired.. Juz now was a working at pearl river.. ehe. REally not bad lehz.. its better then i expected it to be.. definately better then my previous job.. but the pay is far off la.. hehe

Early in the morning met up with ws they all.. den went to the restaurant... we were late ler.. den kinda go scolded by the manager.. Hehe, gen yuan they all there. Its like, the whole restaurant was zheng hua's one. Hee, nth like my previous job lo.. where i face every ting alone. THere was two section today.. we did both.. lunch and dinner.

During lunch.. i dunno anyting about chinese cusine.. though tht time tht guy from raffles tot us already, but i tink their style different.. here they use a simpler version bahz.. but i still dunno wat to do.. hehe. But My captain was good.. both of them are.. They keep on coaching.I got paired up with gy.. hehe Very funny one la..We keep tokking den our captain come over say even though nth to do cannot tok until liddat.. Muz find smth to do .. Act act. wah i here liao really sehz lehz..My previous job even my mum also wun gimme tiao gang until liddat ar.AFter tht the customers all came in.. all was fine until A custormer ordered for juices.i was holding the round tray.. then got orange and lime juices.. den i was serving wen a customer suddenly turn her head and knocked onto the tray.. Heng.. the juice all pour on me..Every one in the restaurant wen Oohh... so sia suay sial.

Tht ended it all.. hehe another funny ting during lunch time is.. my captain and other captain all keep pointing and like.. tokking abt me .. Den one of them call me over.. ask me how tall i am.. den i say 183... dey all go wah... hur hur every where all same reaction one.~ Den they ask me wat age i was again den i say 16.. den they go wah again.. ~~ pengz

After lunch me km dan and ws go suntec and marina square walk around....Mm we had two hours of break time.. actually we wanted to sneak into oriental for free food one.. but km dun wan... so we went to the food court at marina square..wah ehz.. daniel is a really good guy lo.. he keep ordering food for us.. ~ Wah.. if singapore got 1000 ppl like him ar.. the economy will be so much better.

AFter tht we went to sit at mac.. hhe... for some time.. before we go back to work again. Again there was some misunderstandings as the agent wasn't there to give us the voucher... Mm, i tink he also busy. But nvm.. the 'qian hui' looking manager still gave us a voucher.. she still say we are not at wrong its the management fault.. wah ehz.. realy lo.. tis job is good.. my job tht time ar.. if any ting wrong and u are there.. u are at fault one lo..~~

There wasn't much tings to do at night la.. coz customers lil.. hehe den my captain came over and tok to me .. she ask.. wat if i eat beef..Den i say HUh? den she huh back.. den she ask again.. Den i say got la..Den she say huh.. who cook one.. den i say i cook myself la.. ~ den she ask again. ur mum leh..i say working.. den she ask wat occupation den i say.. den she ask my dad leh.. den i say i dunno.. coz i really dunno.. den she ask me why liddat.. den i also say i dunno.. i say my dad doesnt live with us tht much.. den she ask why again.. den i say jia chou bu ke wai yang.. Den other captains come over liao..and listen to the conversation.. I was like.. i was the only one wearing white there.. den they are all in red.. ~ dangz.. Out numbered me.Then the manager come over ler.. they all siam away.. wahahah.. funny .

AFter every ting... we packed up at 10 30.. Wootz. not bad..

I tink i really like tis job .. in comparison to my previous one. Wah ehz.. Its like, i wun feel left out de sial.. nt bad.. hehe. Some more.. i get to see more chio bus den before here HIak hiak.

Cheated

Mm,kinda shagged today,,

Early in the morning woke up and meet up with km .. hur hur.. we then joged to cck stadium.. Kinda siong.. den we went swimming. AFter tht slack ler.. hehe.. go jacuzzi.Hehe , den we saw a kinda nice looking gurl sun tanning.. den km keep desiaoing.. hehe.

AFter tht we went home.. on the way back.. daniel called.. He say he got job vacency for us both and tell us to rush to The legends asap Den we kinda rushed there in a cab.. as he say the cab fare can be claimed.

Weather damn hot today.. arrive there all sweaty. den tok to the manager.. he say we came late ler he no nid so much ppl ler.. so tell us come back again.. Sianz..

After tht went to play lan with the rest of the peeps. Hur hur.. we played for quite long..

den also sian ler.. now come back home.. xue ning come tell me smth abt receiving moe's letter on becoming a teacher.. she say if the person received tht letter.. he or she will be getting results less den 20.. For l1 r5.. I haven received mine.. so now.. damn demoralised.. dunno if tht rumour is true or not...~~ haiz.

Tired~

Mm, woke up quite early today.. Went around cycling ..

In the afternoon i went to km's house to bai nian. Er erd.. his ah ma still tell me to kuai gao zhang da.. After tht i and him went to tef to bai nian also.. Wah piangz.. the iron horse stock juz came and the whole shop was pratically filled up with the bikes.. and boxes.. Er erd.. leonard also llooked damn shagged. Wilson also abit psychologically unstabled...


After tht we went to cl and ct house to bai nian.. Ct's mum is still the same. so funny.. hhe

We den went for dinner together at bangkit. Luan was there too together with la,shi hui and jr.we ordered yu sheng as today was Ren re.. hehe.. also lame.. the way we lao the yu sheng.. alot of weird comments.. hehe

Mm, tomolo will be going to jog with km to cck stadium early in the morning and we are gonna swim.. den come back again. Hehe train stamina bahz.. er erd..

K bahz.. thts abt all for today. ciaoz

Roses

Mm..Yesterday was valentines day, wootz..more eventful then i tot it wud be.-_-

Early in the morn acc jie to pets essential to have her rabbit groomed.. The groomer still remembers me.. er erd.. coz of my dog's weird name.

After tht went to meet up with jp.. they went to sch and deliver roses the teachers there.Mm.. funny peeps..

AFter tht follow jie go collect her rabbit again den went back home to get change and met up with km and ct then went for vball. Yesterday didnt play really well...

Mm, after tht acc dad and mum for dinner.. Mm, kinda promt dad to give the roses i ordered to mum.. hehe .. funny.

AFter tht went to return jie her ear phone.. She den went to do smth which,... kinda got me damn pc.. suan ler..her decision.

Mm.. nth to type ler.. ciaoz..

Hey there~! happy valentines to you !

I cannot express myself ... not becoz i dunno how to .. but its becoz i canT~

Tinking abt wat jp said to me the other night.. Mm, making me feel tht Perceptions really varies alot between ppl...

wOotz, downloaded the war craft demo yesterday afternoon and had been playing it all the way till now.. MM, now sian of it liao..

Yesterday wen to luan house...there was alot of other peeps there too.. hur hur.. we juz did our own tings and they did theirs bahz..JP and jm was supposed to come to.. but due to some reasons.. they didnt turned up.I felt better after drinking some of the champagne luan had to offer there but still sorta dizzy.. so i left earlier and went back home to ocntinue playing war craft.. er erd..


I woke up late today bahz.. also got nth much to do. My mum went out to bai nian.. my father go out for mahjong.. den marcus go out play bowling. den my sis went to watch movie.. and i am left alone at home.. with tht animal and my maid. ~ Sianz, i called up every one but all of them are not free bahz.. so of i went to bring tht animal for a walk around bukit panjang.. I'm glad i did tht coz now its so tired tht it doesnt have the strenght to disturb me any more.. my tatic is good. er erd.

I am still feeling very bored until my relatives came over to my house.. Hx was here, but i had nth to entertain him.. so bought him to the arcade at plaza and played cs with him.. Also sian one.. two person.. play cs... its like.~ lame.

msg kah peng happy birthday juz now.. but she didnt really reply.. mm.. maybe she forgotten about me ler.. er erd..Oh well.. cant blame i dun tok to her much ..

Hao bahz. gtg to rot to death ler.. ciaoz..

Shagged

Wootz,today had more ang paos den yesterday...

Early in the morning went to SHen shen house to bai nian.. Quite alot of peeps there.. we bought beng along.. so naturally all the attention was turned towards him....

Jus look how cocky he is being...


Shermaine.. my lil cousin also entertained us quite alot.. er erd.. especially wen she did the cat walk after changing into her new clothes.. ahha. Kids now adays ~~..

Tok to edz alot after tht bahz.. Wootz.Finally some one who is around my age to keep me from not getting bored. Hehe his specs looks not badz.. so i decided to zhi lian again.. and i took tis pic..

AFter tht we went to gramps house.. At first there was no one there and it was pretty boring.. Gramps keep on niam niam niam at me to go have a hair cut..~Luckily awhile later jiu jiu they all came followed by Ah yis.Again .. beng took the attention away...


Mm, hx came and we also tokked alot.. WEll, did gamble abit bahz.. i was on a winning streak bahz.. so can say won quite alot..~ er erd.. but gambling is not good.. i rather drink.. but for today.. i didnt touched alcohol.. Yepz.AFter dinner we went to The entertain ment centre for bowling.. For me being a begginer.. my bowling ball kept going into the "drain" JIe they all are all so pro.. ALl got strike and all.. soon i got board and went for pool with su fen jie.

On my way up i saw ah teck.. sitting outside the pool room. Awhile later.. ming fa wei da they all walk out of the room.Wootz, ml was there too. I greeted all of them.. den i greeted ml also.. budden she was like saying.. I dunno u u greet me for wat.. made me felt damn lame.. hehe.Do i really look tht different from the past.. I den walk into the pool room with su fen jie ler..

Wah she is damn pro lor.. for a gal.. All the poses and all.. i was abit worried for her as most of the ppl around us are all pai kias and all.. den alot of eye staring incidents.. ~~ hur hur.. but we played for an hour bahz.. den went home ler...

Mm, now very tired ... the fever like nvr go away lehz.. ~~ mm, maybe didnt drink enuff water..Orite bahz.. type till here today... ciaoz

Hang over...

Here i am, juz had my brunch.. having a hang over.. Tink i had a lil too much yesterday night....
Manz, i get tis white spots all over my body wenever i got drunk... ~~

Yesterday went around to collect ang pao.. hur hur..After tht at night we went to watch the late night movie.. seoul riders. Actually wanted to call jp they all de.. but i call jp she nvr ans my fone.. Mm...

THts about all ler bahz.. then tis morn wake up with fever ler.. muz be all those beer and ba guas.. Alrite.. i got to limit myself today.. NO beer... a lil ba gua.. hehe..

thts all bahz..

happy new yEAR~!!!!!

To all my blog reader.. wishing u the best of luck and all time happiness for which u preservere in tis year... Thks for reading my blog and craps all tis time.

Wootz, CHu 1. YEsterday was very eventful....hehe

At dawn, i woke up at 7 and called up km to confirm to see who is going to sch. In the end gt me ct and km. We met up gayness outside sch.. er erd. We saw mdm how.. and finally we were able to tok to her after so much time not seeing her.. Wootz, those were the times.The celebration was quite ok... but the highlight was when yu sheng came up the stage and sang the new year songs. Er erd.. i tink he is a very courageous boy to be able to face the whole sch and still sing liddat. And wats more.. he gave the sch alil speach after his amazing performances.

AFter the celebration we went around the sch wishing teachers happy new year and all. Er erd, the sch changed alot...We managed to caught up with mR luan. hehe, He's very shagged after spending the whole night working on the it presentation for the chinese new year concert. Kudos to him for all the work he done.He was supposed to go and have break fast with us at green ridge.. but wen we walked out halve way.. he says he wanna go home and rest.. so he went home.. den we like nth to do.. went back to sch again.Awhile later Mr luan called up km and said he left his home keys on the table and told us to go collect it for him. DEn he said tht we cud go and walk around first... as he is also wandering in the markets in search of crabs.... Hes a lame guy.

After tht we went to have our brunch at greenridge.. me cun lai ct and km. HUr hur, long time no eat at banquet ler. AFter tht i and km went to plaza..and ct and cl went to gr. I and km initially wanted to play war craft one.. budden ct callled up and he say he want to play cs.. Hehe, we discuss until we reach the arcade counter and we decided to play.. 40 mins war craft and 20 mins cs.. hehe. tok abt making the best outta 2 bucks.After finish playing cs, luan called km again saying he wanted to come to plaza to look for us.. so we walked around and waited for him.. hehe. AFter tht we meet up and went to ntuc to buy beverages . I tink he's a really damn alcohol siao lo. He bought two bottles of duno wat champagne .... 50 bucks each... and a bottle of nui er hong.. and another bottle of kong zi jiu. ~ The sum came out to be more then 200 with juz only 4 products.

AFter tht we sat the taxi back with luan lau.. er erd. Wootz, wen i reached home.. my dad told me not to come in as he said tht he wanted to go out to buy new year goods and told me to tag along.. so there i was in my jeans and we went to fajar to buy the new year good. I was looking at the bakery and then i saw Jp there. Wootz, kinda shocked i tink.. hehe i shouted and shouted till every one looking at her.. whaha. Did know she worked at swee heng.. but didnt know she working there.. hehe.

We got back home again.. and i waited till my relatives all came and we had our renouin dinner. Wootz, mum got drunk, i wanted to drink to.. but she said i cud nt.. dangz.. wen shes not drunk she allows me to lo.. ~ FUnny woman. I quickly finished up every ting and jp msg me saying tht they are going to chinatown AFter wards to look at the fire works..

Initially ct was going.. but it was too late wen we were going out so ct gave it a pass. We met jie at about 11+ ler.. hehe .. was only have alil time left before the fire works go off so we were like rushing here and there. Er erd. We met up with jp at outram and we rush out of the mrt . After a few secs , there was loud booms all over and ppl were going"oooo... AAhh' hehe, we reached there juz in time.. i manage to record abit of the fire works with my cam. It was very spectacular in deed, its like..a miracle happening in front of my eyes.. er erd.. i got lost with the rest of the peeps in the midst of the dazzling diplay er erd. I soon found them back and we went to the night market at china town to shop. wah biangz.. its really crowded lo.. hehe.. we were like squeezing our self.. hehe. I was like.. nursery teacher.. bring out two nursery gals.. hehe. After much.. we went home bahz. all shagged... hehe..

It all ended , but every ting was good. Alrite bahz, i guess its another start again.. wootz,tis year shud be packed with more events and excitement bahz.. Good luck to me tis year...

After math..

Mm, aint tht happy with the results.. Sixth position.. it sucked..Juz abit more to a medal. I hate myself for tht. Definately i nid to train more.. i'm lousier then i tot today.. esp the spds control, argh, still cant harness it well. WEll, not to say i did go back empty handed today, i sorta am glad tht my friends did turn up after all, I've shudn't have doubted dem.I also gain more experience ler.. and of course lots of injury. Well, i guess its all for a good cause but my swollen ankle is really killing me now.

Mm, Heres a pic of my bike before the race.. sweet and clean



and heres my bike and km's bike after race.. how nicely the dirt had decorated it.. hehe..



WEll, i guess life have to move on, i'm gonna prepare myself for the next race.Some where in march.. mm, hopefully.... i get onto the podium .

Its ok bahz..

Kinda.. filled with mixed feelings now ..

TOmolo will be my day of race. Mm, lots of my friends all cannot make it to support me due to some reasons bahz.. I understand... but i dunno why i still feel so.. Down over it all. Wat ct said really hit me hard.. Maybe i really no have friends ...

My final preperations are almost due ler.. First time i will be cycling alone tis time.. Hur hur, tatics used for the race will be quite different ler bahz.. esp now tht we are competiting on dryer and more level grounds.. I dunno how strong my opponents are.. but i do noe tht 2 of them will be the ppl i want to beat.I duno, hopefully my spds wun fail me tomolo and my fatigue wud all be healed.

TOday acc A guy and A gal, to their frst date. Hur hur. Kinda set up by me de.. but i tink was kinda poorly planned.. i didnt expect the show to be so lousy and for it to end so fast.. for those who wanna watch seed of chucky .. pls dun. it sucks. I understand tht there is alot of embaressment going through between tis two couple bahz.. and i am really shining very brightly.Dunno why.. i feel tht there is at least conversation going on between they two bahz.. but also quickly ended one.. Dunno why liddat. I really racked up my brains ler.. *shrugs*

Perharps tomolo there will be no one there to support me.. but yes.... i know.. Tht they will be all be wish me good luck.. for example irvin.. he said he wud pray for me. Mm, or maybe perharps i am only consoling myself.. Hur hur.. crapz

Gratituded.

I felt very very ... wat... after xu wei from ntu offered me his hand pump for me... WAh sehz.. alot of very supportive ppl out there.. Even the cycling manager of ntu dan came to gimme a pat on my shoulder... I am so very motivated by all tis peeps and i'll be riding for them, i wont let them down de..

Acc ct to queensway today.. had quite an eventful day bahz.. WE went to browse the shops at the shopping center den we saw wei da, ming fa and ming li.. DAngz.. HEhe for first time she replied me to my hi~ hur hur. Dao gal.

after tht we went to ikea.. then anchor point then ct bought me to the ABC market.. His grand ma stays there tht explains why he knows tht place well. After tht ,i and him each bought a shirt bahz.. hur hur, he bought a jersey for CNY ... ~

K bahz.. thts abt all today... I have approximately 33 hours left to my race.. jia you~!

Revived~!

Early in the morning.. i wen to meet up with jie.. Hur hur, she challenge me to race for 2.4km. Dun say i ungentlemently ar.. i beat her graciously sui sui bo pang zui. ACtually ar.. i realised smth.. we ran for 3.2 km instead of 2.4 today.Hur hur. Any way.. she has to fufil 5 task for me ler.. hur hur.. who ask U to be mouth itchy.

AFter tht got my bike to tef. Had it fixed up and going... Leonard was being really very good to me ler.. Hur hur, he even tot of sponsoring .. Mm, if tht it.. i will be a sponsored rider.He told jas to service my bike and change the tube and he even gave me a free tube for free.. Dangz. He even wanted to sponsor me a pair of wet condition tires.. a pump .. a pair of gloves.. and a dozen of energy bars. Den i was like.. wah seh.. hehe, of course i turn down the offer.. cannot be gian beng.

Den went to play vball ler. Wootz, Kk and Ah teck came today.Kk was really a different person today lor..Very wat seh... i saw a different ah teck and kk today. Dangz, imagine 20 year old ppl behaving liddat.. whaha.. i luff till i peng until siao ar. One incident was like tis.. we were at the food court makaning.. den ar.. i walk walk.. den suddenly a gal walk in my way.. kk two gals.. den they ar.. like ~~~ liddat. I let them pass me ler. but they still gu yi come bump into me. All tis time ah teck and kk have been observing .. and wen i went back to them.. den ah teck went.. wah ehz.. some one tan tio .. den kk also kept on suaning.. HUr hur, the way they tok ar.. damn tiko pek .. ~~ especially KK with tht funny voice. But they are fun guys to be with ..

Wootz,, tomolo i will try my best to complete 4 laps ler.. all the best to me.. jia you

Still dissapointed despites achievement

Rode Today early in the morning. I am doing fine with spds already.. i did two laps without falling and clocked quite a decent timing too.. BUt unluckily.. i had a puncture on the start of the third lap so i wasn't able to carry on. But some how i felt tht i could complete 4 laps today de ARGhz...called up pa do Ferry me back from the course back to home after tht.

IN the afternoon meet up with Qing ai de Jie .. Hur hur.I acc her to shopping (one of the three wishes she made,One down.. two more to go)... shopping for some V-tines day present tht is..~WEll..some how.. i might not understand gals after all and they might not understand us also.. hehe. But there is one ting which is about me.. I'm complacent for materialistic tings.. but i'm quite sure other guys wud be the same also bahz.

tomolo not able to train bahz.. with the punctured tire. HOpefully i get it fixed tomolo soon.. and i finished 4 laps.. by friday... Its a must to finished the 4 laps.. big words again.. ARGHZ~!

Damaged


Went to Bt for the first time with spds. KInda dissapointing.. I only did 1 lap.. I'm not able to continue with the injuries..

Fell twice , first fall at the first section of berlukar.. dat was kinda .. technical. Technically.. my front tyre slipped. Its quite normal for tht spot as its filled with loose sand.. and normally we are able to control the bike from losing control. But, i guess its my inexperience with the spds tht cause me to fall there. The front wheel locked out and slipped , due to my feet stucked to the pedal, i am not able to shift the weight of the frame to the opp direction, thus the bike began to tail spin .. cozing me to land with my feet stuck on the pedals on my arm.

For the second fall it was at the second section nearing echo. I tink its due to pure carelessness tis time. I did not saw the bulging rock.. so my rear hit on bad.. endowed but tis time luckier my feet came off the pedals.. so i juz landed on my back and went into a roll out but hitting the tree again with my hip.~~ Tht caused my knee and hip bruise.

Was unable to continue riding much after a while more.. Thus i decided to go home earlier. Hopefully tis wounds dry up by tomolo.. and i'll be going for four laps again tomolo.Orite Jc.. U can do it...

dun make me be the person i dun wanna be... dun mould me into wat i am before.. I dun wanna live another person live.. but i dun wanna dissapoint at all.. I hollered for any one out there who wud understand me and my feelings afterall.. But to no avail.