My wings

Today woke up for riding again.. dont really have the mood to ride today.. so at the trials.. it was quite peace ful ~ Hur hur, I tot some of the freshies how to ride and climb better in the trails, hur hur Mm, i've a feeling tht they will go train themselves at the trails after today, Hah, the will to improve and be better and take over others..

Mm,lunch had tht char siew rice.. 3 bucks.. wah lau. its like no diff from the 2 bucks one sia... was like so pissed while i eat my chicken rice. wen jie was like eating happily with his platter of food which is also 3 bucks.. but has vegetables.. chicken Drum stick some more.. and an egg and more rice den me... ARgGHHH~!~!~!~...

K la.. at the trails i picked up quite alot of stuffs accidentally dropped by other cyclist.. like a multi tool kit.. and a pair of pearl izumi gloves.. wah lau.. tht thing cost like 50++ bucks per pair lor.. ~Mm, thts the good ting about riding slow at the trials.. U get to SEE more tings.. hehe.. wah den today alot of durians sehz.. any one gamed for a durian picking session? lol

After tht went back to sch.... Did the inventory cleaning up and brought the bikes into the bike shed and dismantle parts and all. After the whole after noon the club house looks more.... like a house now.. ay ay, it'll be messy again after 1 week.. trust me.. lol..

Ay ay.. yesterday km book out ler.. hur hur.. hearing his story inside there can laugh till peng.. esp the one where they nid to do a forfeit.. Firstly.. u shud pull the bow and arrow action while making the sound WOOSSHHH.. den u get into the crane stance position den u flap ur wings and while making the tweet tweet sound.. K la.. difficult to illustrate using words.. tell km do for u see.. lol..

ARGH~!~!~!~

k la.. its friday leer.... so relived..the past week had been quite hectic for me.. now tht i'm allowed to rest , hur hur so over joyed...

Ay, today went cafe to buy caffeine.. hur hur but the hazel nut ice blended aint nice to drink sehz.. I like the rest of the ice blended but wen i tried the hazel nut ice blended today i almost puke.. hur hur.. it taste weird~~ sian.. tink i'll tell it to the uncle next time.. haha..

K la.. i'm going out to meet the peeps liao.. ciao..

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HUr hur..k la.. i tink the knock yesterday i had from ctuck really killed lotsa my brain cells.. hur hur.. i actually came to sch at the wrong timing.. I thought today's lesson was supposed to be at 9 while actually.. it only starts at 10.. damn.. arghz..~ I could've slept more ~ stupid shudnt had fixed tht alarm clock.. ~

Now in sch's library early in the morn.. with nth to do and still an hour more to kill ARGH~!~!~!~! HUr hur.. tink i'm stressed.. lol

crash and burn...

wootz.. had training today hur hur... alot of new players.. and they are all like better den me.. lol, i see my position in the ivp team vanishing... Hur hur.. esp with so many ppl from national youths and all.. Lol.. the court was quite peaceful at first de... den now so many ppl become very chaotic ler.. esp during spiking wahha, it was practically war in there.. hur hur, k la.. i seriously tink i cannot get in.. but nvm.. hehe, i still can cycle.. WOotz, its always good to hold two sports ... lol..

got rammed into two times today... First time is ctuck..wah lan tht one realy classic ar.. we both jump wanna spike same ball.. k la.. i got the ball.. c tuck got my head~.... wah lau.. i feel on baluku on my head now dunno how many brain cells died.. i feel sad for them..

Second time.. hur hur i wanna receive the ball but tht wen hong guy.. good.. he dive for the ball.. lol and he some how couldnt stopped himself.. and hur hur knocked me over like i'm some bowling pin or smth.. i sprained my ankle on tht one.. hur hur now like so zhong liddat~ ar. nvm.. tomolo will be fine ler hehe..

Hur hur... today in sch damn sian.. i actually spent almost up to 10 bucks on food.. hur hur today was having quite a voracious appetite....so broke... den wanna cut hair.. den buy new slippers some more.. ~ ARGH~! heal the world.. make it a cheaper place... for u and for me and the entire human race.. ~~

Soccer

i kinda concluded the soccer aint my kinda game not tht i dun enjoy today but i juz couldnt used my legs to kick the ball and yea...run around the field for 90 mins +~.. haha..

Today kicked soccer with the cadc peeps.. the year 1s lost.. k la.. i was the keeper for the first halve and i like gave 3 points away~ i'm trying hard to tell don tht a volleyball player doesnt implement tht he could be a good goallie.. wat we do might seemed similar but its not.. la.. Lol crap.. but we did enjoy ourself.. hehe.. though i'm like running like a headless chicken in the field..but ,i'm so looking forward to the day when the year 1 could challenge the senoirs to a vball match lol..

Mm,its a rainy wednesday morning.. actually intended to cycle to sch de.. but see rain so heavy.. dun wan ler.. maybe next week and yea.. after soccer i went to the club house to meet up with wen jie.. wootz, and i gotto know tis cool name.. i cant remb his name ler.. he is like in year 5 and he is quite a good person to tok to.. esp about technical stuffs.. and yea, i heard wen jie said tht he is quite a good cyclist.. wootz, gotto see tis sat ..

Hur hur i kinda got fooled by the senoirs last training at bt.. Lol, they all said they minimum wanna do 5 laps around bt..i found out only today it was smth to intimidate the year 1 peeps.. and i still stupidly belived them last sat and rode for 4 laps.. Lol..haha

Mm, tomolo got training sehz.. damn tiring after today soccer session.. tink not able to jump high tomolo liao... mM, but will continue working on short balls.. hah..

Its with ur absence tht coz me to mourn , but tears cant cry u back.how ever ,i'm looking towards the day tht our path converge and it willl seem like yesterday again...

Km went for ns ler..suddenly its like i wanna spend more time with him now but i cant already... hes gonna be gone for some time... yea..

Tinking on how much influence he has been as a friend of me before..

How he gave me the power to dream furthur.. gave me the hope to pursue my dream too and how he constantly fill my life with.. yea.. life..

Its his attitude tht caused me to look at him as a role modal in some aspects of my life.. for instance.. his strong will inspired me to not to give up on wat i do.. and its also his ability to get his ass outta tough situations tht made me look upon too...

Yea, hes also one of the guy who made me unleash the instinct to race in the mtbiking world. remebering the times where we train on tarmac and how we drafted vehicles and made alot of roadies eat dust and ate dust ourselves.. yea.. we did all tht together..

Now i tink each of us have diverge and had our path laid already.. sadly, they dont converge... tings arent going to be together for us for quite some time.. I do hope ... tht we would see each other again.. and by then i hope we've achieve wat we wanted for ourselves... mm

Tis all might be crap la.. but hur hur thts wat i tell my blog de.. haha juz saying tis incase some of u cant take all tis.. er errd..ciaoz

Time causes one's faith to dwindle~

Kinda sleepy now,in itos class... Yesterday slept quite late ... woke up early tis morn..

HUr hur, hazel and her team will be presenting for the excel later on.. ~~ i've a feeling they will take quite long...

AFter there still is CD and wcd classes.. lecture for Fom is cancelled , yay!!! but tht means i've more time to spent in sch before vball training starts... Un-yay.........

Later got vball training sehz..~ Feel so lethargic now.. later dunno can perform well or not,i've gotto work on my short balls ler.. spiking not hard enuff... ~

Haiz~

any way.. any one got any comments for this new look on my blog? hehe plz comment on the tag box plz...

no where to belong... distorted...

Woke up quite late tis morning.. 1230~ dangz.. den i tot of meeting wtih may marg and aimar.... den hum blung change bath and set off ler..I slept for so long and still feel sleepy..~ dangz..

We went to suntec ... den went to bras besar.. mm.. went to the nike shop and saw tht there was tis new breed of volley ball on display.. the touch of them is quite different...Alot of grip.. Wonder if sand will stick to them if they are bought to the beach...

Tinking of getting myself a new shoe bag too... the old one looks.. OLD~ .. hur hur...but i'm kinda restricted la.. so any one out tht willing to donate to JC needy fund? hehe...

After tht we went to parco.. for awhile.. den i saw tis ... LOl.. gundam den i was like.. WAH! ! ! !.. a gundam.. lol, looks cool.. hehe ~ but then kinda funny ~

Went home.. Tot of training coz i woke up late tis morning and was feeling guilty not training.. so i went out for HSP training.. Justin and wen jie really tot me well on tht training scheme... It kinda worked for me.. i counted.. i drip 6 drips of sweat... after tht , went to saujana court to find ct and km... stayed for awhile and got home.. Den i heard tht dad was bringing us for dinner.. mum was coming along too.. Kinda happy.. hehe long time no liddat ler..~

Den, ct called and ask if i wanna go lin's house for steam boat.. i kinda rejected them bahz.. as i still have accounting hw to do.. Ay, dunno, tink they muz be hating me already.. wat gives.... haiz~

Doubts . . . Heart Breaks. . . Confusions. . .

Ay, early in the morning meet up with wen jie to go bt.. hur hur, on the way there, wen jie hit the curb and crashed..in front of a bus some more~!~! dang.. i tot he'ld be dead but its a good ting tht the bus stopped in time..He had a few abrasions on his elbow and hip and his rear deralliur hanger was bent cozing some problems when he shifts his gears up and down.. mm, wonder wen will it be my turn to crash..

Any way... we met up with the rest of the peeps.. I caught dan in action today.. hur hur.. dangz, he told emt he kl trip is in august.. which is still like light years away...~ nvm.. tht means i've time to train ... Justin tot me alot today.. about how to train using the Hsp techinque .. he arranged a training schedule for me.. then i told him i've vball training too.. he look at me blankly.. ~ he juz said i nid to get a life... hur hur...

Wen jie and some of the yera 2 and 3 peeps did 1 lap today..

Justin did 2 laps..

I did 4 laps..

On the second and third lap.. i was marked down by tht cannodale guy and his team.. had a tough time shaking them off.. but i tink they didnt engage in the 4th lap i did coz i tink they've did alot ler after i started.. And tht is how... hur hur i pissed the ppl off.. lOl.. wen i took off at them .. again. BUt okok la.. today not so bad.. we still had lunch together, i tink~ -_-

Oh well. returned home feeling kinda shagged and al.. suddenly got the urge to watch movie sehz.. its been quite some time since i've gone to the movies ler.. hur hur..I wanna watch intial D ~ !i also wanna watch tht show by aston kutcher.. hhehe.. Mm, i also wanted to visit gramps ... Kinda missed them.. Ok la.. its been only a few days back only la.. haha, but yea.. i still wanna go see them.. hur hur, go make dumplings maybe.. lol..

Dumplings

HUr hur,suddenly its dumpling days again... I jus had two.... Hur hur.. dang.. i like ah ma's dumpling Lol, esp the nonya ones..And i love mine one.. looks like ketupat though.

ORite. enuff of dumplings.. Today went to the cafe.. wootz, had tht caramel coffee.. damn nice.. hehe, but alil too sweet for me..i tink the uncle at the cafe has a good attitude. i like his character.. hehe..

AFter coffee session i went to the cadc event.. didnt stayed long though.. all they did was take photo.. abit lame.. hur hur.. but i went off early la..

Went to jp house for steam boat.. hehe.. quite fun la.. mm, but the tot of ppl leaving still lingers in my mind..but we had tis little piano lesson at her house.. Lol, quite nice lehz.. hehe.. tink i might wanna go back to electone again.. but aiya.. the price of one puts me off again.. lol.. after tht went home ler.

tomolo cycling session is at bt.. hur hur, thts the circuit where i trained most at.. hope the terrain would be dry tomolo bahz.. orite.. end here...

Shagged

Wootz, today got training damn tired..

It rained kinda heavy today in the morning i tink.. Luckily.. tings got settle down or else hur hur .. mm,the new vending machine at sch is damn hot i tink.. LOl, and wats more.. its got sprite ice in it.. Muahaha..

Lessons was quite dry today... with me always wanting to fall asleep.. Mm.. tried Yong tau huuu at food court 6 today.. not bad lehz.. lol.. After tht we went to watch a video on ern's lappy.. wootz, damn funny.. got one part tht guy act as a chinese who tries hard to be a hero.. "confucious says.. ur going to jail.." lol.. in the hong kong cum english accent.. damn funny ~

oh ya.. today is Ah boon's birtday.. happy birthday to him...

Mm, after every ting went for vball.. I tink today got back most of the touch ler.. Blocking still nid to revise alot.. hehe.. but i did managed to block raymond today.. haha.. Mm, so shagged after training..mm, not sure whether to join cadc or not.. lol, i've got up to monday to tink.. hehe

till den ciaoz..

Irony

Tokked with yk... mm.. feeling kinda nostalgic after the conversation....yk, was part of zheng hua... the team i played for last time, i mean.. we played for last time..He was our sub set.. a very good one.. despite having some problems with his knees..

He was hard working and at every training he would preservere to correct his mistakes and spike harder.. receive better .. block better and set better.. But , tings didnt went smoothly for him and us...

We had our fair shaares of quarrels.. yk, hasnt really got a calm spirit at the time... he toks about us not appreciative of his contribution.... Brings me back to think of one the characteristics played by us via the translations of emotions.. ' we want ppl to give back wat we give.." , karma they would say.. or maybe some other words they used, its a common characteristic i tink tht every one posses.. i have tht too.. but yea, if only we could do tings in such a way that we do it juz by doing ting.. no nid for returns.. no motives. juz purely becoz we wanna do it..but yea. tht characteristic got the best of us and him..

He sorta deserted the team... or i would say.. walk out.. after a guy from ngee ann join us in the csc matches..reality sorta hit us...at tht point of time, tht guy is also a sub set.. and is more agile.. flexible den yk..

Sensitive issues like why shud a out sider be playing for team ZHENG HUA was brought out....it end up only in antagonism and constant controversies among us.. sides were took and stands were fought for...

And our paths began diverging even more as all of us started our sch in different schs.. now, the team is nth more then pieces of us ... not even pieced together...and now..1 year back... we will be in the same side of the court.. working towards that 25 points..every point we lost... every point we gain .. every match we win or lose.. We shared the passion together. but now, ironically speaking.. we will be facing off against each other in different sides of the courts.. its like.. telling brothers to cut the throats of each others.. wat irony.. wat dismay...

I hate wasabi,esp wen its on my body

Orite.. today sch end early~!~!~ YAY!!!!!so happy..Brings me to realisation tht sch life is realy robbing me of my time.. Mm , the peeps actually wanted to go watch movie.. but after i heard km also not going i also dun feel like going ler.. ~

Mm, i was supposed to go for bike mech ting.. but after hearing tht they were tokking about bike anotomy... hur hur i tink i kinda suck.. so i didnt go and went for shopping with tw zhi jian and ern~ Its really SHOPPING tis time.. without the inverted commas.. Wootz, for the first time..I tink i'm such a town noob.. dunno where to walk sial.. lol.. ern and zhi jian are like damn expert.. and me and tw was like following them .. lol.. but nvm.. after a few more times theer tings will be better liao. lol , kinda tink wen jie is rite about the getting a life for myself part..


after every ting i rushed back to sch.. Wah liao.. tht bus uncle really wat... he really very wat lor.. I was tokking to hansel saying i will be late.. den i say the bus is moving very slowly. den the uncle hear lehz.. then he moved even slower~...Tht caused me to end up in sch at 430.. danG~hur hur the game they played today was shi zi lu kou.. <-dunno got spell wrongly or not.. any way.. we played tht game.. and we were supposed to eat longans with wasabi and onions.. I eat ler i almost cried manz.. piang oie~~!~!~!.. the taste is really.. bo wei gong..

After tht choon hong got 'G'ed.. lol, i see him in distress ler.. I quickly............. went over to help........ the guys to G him lol~! wahhha..Hur hur den i got 'G'ed also.. it happened wen they wanna G tht wen cong.. lol.den i go over help.. den he turn the tables.. LOl, point finger at me.. den i was like.. Wth~ hur hur, I struggled in silence.. LOL..They actually put wasabi on me tis time.. lol.. cool.. i mean.. its really cooling~...

K la.. after tht they celebrated some one's birthday den we went home after tht.. jp did ask if i wanna go to luan's house.. I dun wanna.. as i was quite shagg.. Mm, tomolo still got training and damned~~~ tomolo will be missing out on chase again.. Sad final episode liao..

shagged

Juz got back from vball training at sp only.. and its like so late.. ARGH~!~!~!>. tomolo still got tht cadc stuffs..

den i screwed up at the presentation today. arh!~!~!

den i nvr bring money to sch today.. argh~!~!~!~!~1

i hate tuesday~!~!!~!~!

+A.ng.e.l.o.f.M.i.n.e+
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you girl you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (girl you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, girl you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take,
the love that we make I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine


You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (girl You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, girl you're right on time (But girl your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya,girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

spike before dishonour

Ay, tomolo will be presenting our presentation.. Yea.. we will do it man~ hopefully i dun cock up tomolo..

Ay, tomolo will also be the first day i will be training at sp for vball.. mm, its been a long time ler..haha i could actually miss spiking short balls...

Today was kinda boring sehz.~ k bahz.. dun have much to type today..

-what would a guy do if the gal he loves the most, leaves him...

NEW SHOES! NEW JERSEYS!

Woot, went with ctuck to Ps today for 'shopping' (the guy way of shopping) hur hur.. bought my vball shoe ~!~!~!~!~!~ ARGH~!~!~! ARGH~!~! lol.. ok, i'm abit mentally unstabled here.. so excited about the shoe.. and i also got myself a yellow jersey...Which is pretty cool la.. despites its yellow~ ... After tht we went to may's shop.. hur hur... c tuck.. was kinda brave la, hur hur,wen the dogs there came to him he did jump alil.. lol but it was juz a lil so he is quite brave.. LOl, but he was hur hur abit siao at tht point of time..~ and yes.. greenies really contain mint~

Mm, then we went to the dinner for km's fare well ... Mm, kinda sad now.. tht he is going away for ns soon.. haiz.. each of us is leaving each other in dues time.. jp is going to aust ler.. Mm, time seemed to pass faster as the dates draw near.. i dun wan them all to go.. but i won't wanna keep them here.. Looking back, mm, i feel tht i've gone through alot of tings with km also.. all the races.. thick and thins.. and now he is going into tht alone.. Haizx. really kinda emotional i tink.. Kk, i tink i blog till here ler bahz.. ciao ppl..

orite.. i took a big step in my life today.. though it may seem puny to the other pros out there but it was kinda big for me.. though the out come aint.. er.. good i tink i'm still so proud of myself.. hur hur.. self form of tinking i'm still good....~ i tink

tanned...

Rode with the sp peeps tis morning.. every ting was quite gr8, though we did mostly road the drafting competition was quite nice juz the way i like it.. The peeps there are also damn funny esp tht xuan hong.. damn joker hur hur..Tink i kinda made some of the senoirs un happy wen i took away their lead and broke away from the main pack.. hur hur.. Ay, its smth good to keep low profile hur hur.. so far i tink i'm the only enthu freshie cyclist inside. the rest are also enthu la.. but mmm, i would say they've not unleash their potential yet...quite a few bling bling bike aorund but i guess i'll stick tot .'its the monkey on the bike tht counts.. not the money on the bike' hur hur..

but wah the yaer 3 peeps were constant on the attacks manz.. they were like attacking and attacking esp tht scott tampico guy.. hur hur.. but lol, its good tht i sit on their wheel and waited for my chance to attack.. Hur hur, no head wind =less force exerted.. lol so i haha.. i delivered quite a fatal blow at the last strech ... waahaha lance armstrong taught me tht. then yi mian the president of the club came over to tell me in the club house after tht i've been marked.. LOl, haha jking la.

After tht went with xuan hong and wei jie to eat at xuan hong's mum shop.. the ba kut teh was ichiban.. hondor desu...~ Then xuan hong told me tht previously during year 1 they were all like me.. riding every alterante days and all.. den lol i told him i've not like rode for months.. but i also said tht during race preps.. i'ld ride every day.. he juz told me to get a life..Lol ~

mm, not sure whether to get in to shape for the next race or not..i tink no one is joining the atc challenge organized by ntu ... so yea.. we will be skipping tht.. but for my self... saca race 4 is juz round the corner..i dunno if i shud go or not... dilemia mode also sian mode...

K bahz... later going for ah ma's and ah gong's wedding anniversary.. hur hur.. dunno wat man qing lou restaurant.. i'll end here ler.. ciao peeps...

AT the library


Woo, juz fin lunch.. hur hur, no cheng tng today ler... too much cheng tng is bad for health ,the cheng tng fan club members all share the same sentiments i guess..Reached school damn early today, passed the stuffs to hansel to put it inside the club house.. damn they are damn heavy and bulky.

Later still have a few more classes and may be staying for the events organized by the club also.. damn tired and sleepy again... Some how i tink coffee don't work for me now.. some more the classes are like so boring.. no motivation sia..mm , tink i write till here bahz rushing off to the next lecture liao.. ciaoz ppls...

mocha cold blended..

Kinda tired today in sch...

the pratical was damned long~
we went to the cafe.. quite cool in there.. hur hur.. but er.. yea.. kinda hot inside.. the uncle also damn funy la.~
after tht to attend tht meeting.. was tinking of ending everyting early.. hur hur.. So i volunteered to buy the stuffs on my own... who knows..they were damn heavy.. tink i'm sick in the mind wen i volunteered to do tht.. ar nvm.. dun complain~

after carrying the stuffs back watched the seasonal finale part 1 of chase... Mm, he said he wud wait another ten year.. sheez... I dunno... waiting aint fun... lol...anyway met up with wen jie to fix my bike.. and i only gotto know then tht he was the vice president of the club.I tink he is quite a fine guy bahz.. though sp cycling club is facing.. some.. er problems.. i really hoped i could help out to promote more cycling in sp bahz.. i hope so..

KK , thts about it for now...tink tings shud cool down for every one.. chill

damned... so boring now in class.. so shagged ... so sleepy...

Had quite a bad day.. after jp said yet another word which kinda hit me hard.. Haiz, i'm really outta of my ways trying to get to some where where i will feel home ler.. it kinda sucks ya. I'm really tired ler, after trying so much and failing every time i tried... Its nvr gonna succeed, i've lost my determination already.. i tink i'm gonna quit.

WAH SO MANY TEXT BOOKS~!~!~! I'm Broke before my next pay day..

BLessed

SP cycling club..

hmm, i've sign up for it ler..decided it yesterday nite.. hur hur.. cannot sleep sial.. Budden today guo jie was there so not bad gotto to know more about the going ons in Sp.. I will also be joining vball also.. tis thursday going down to their training with chun hung jun yuan and ctuck.. hopefully we can all get in together.... I'm also still tinking of whether to join canoeing or not...

Oh man, feel like sleeping through out the lectures today.. Lol,see tio ppl around me like ting wei and ernest so sleepy.. i also got propagandaed to feel sleepy hur hur.. in fact.. i was like dozing off in the mass lecture..~~ lucky the pub in the school has coffee next time can go hijack there.hur hur..

was at food court six with quite a big appetited today.. ate chicken rice , the dunno wat chicken dOn rice and cheng tng.. n yea. cheng tng rocks man, hur hur i'm a self proclaimed cheng tng freak.

K bahz thts about all for today ler.. sianz.. wednesday still gotto stay back till tht late.. DAng~

I nid more sleep~

Hur hur first day of sch.. quite shagged. . . . .Didnt know sitting in the class room listening to the teacher tok could be so tiring..Maybe not enuff sleep yesterday...

Mm...after sch went to meet up with the peeps..at bp.. HUr hur.. bought myself a note book.. lol in the past i wont de sehz... lol, today juz bought one and took real good care of it.. haha, got a sense of achievement after buying the note book.. its like hur hur... i've finally buy myself a note book.. ok crap..

Ct and jp was saying sometings i dun understand.. argh duno them la.. every time liddat one~ make me tink only.. sianz

hAiz.. tomolo gt sch sial.. Alrite.. gotta look forward to it!~ ciao ppl

Haiz

ARGH~!~!~!~ scch's starting~!

Sianz.. tomolo start sch ler.. alrite peeps in sp , AI PIA AI JIA EH YA~~~ lol..

Wootz, today went riding in the morning.. hur hur.. after tht mum brought me to the chinese physician... for no apparent reason.. ~ k la.. she says tht nid to chk my body coz recently i seem not to be in a good shape crap.. hate seeing docs

went home.. slack awhile and decided to bake cookies.. hur hur i tink tis time one not very successful bahz.. , but all well, after tht went to puppy patrol.. wootz chanel and trevor is like.. hur hur quite friendly..lol, till a point tht they over whelm me sial.. lol, but beng is quite chao kuan la.. go fight with trevor and kept disturbing chanel ,hur hur.. as expected from an chao ah beng bahz.. Dunno if its in me or wat.. but every time i visit a pet shop i kept wanting to try out the dog food and treats man.. ever since i tried the caeser beef and liver mix.. ~~ die.. Feel quite. ps sitting there liddat with beng there disturbing everyting urinating and passing motion all around the shop.. >_< ...

hur hur thts about all for now bahz.. all the best to every one tomolo.. lol

My virgin attempt at ice skating.. lol

ORite , today was hellots of fun.. went out with the peeps from blue whale.. and damn.. lol was quite fun.. kk describe from the start of the day..

early in the morn.. i met up with choon hong wee liang and margaret at cck mrt.. lol.. i was the first sial... MIraculously.. den we proceeded to meet the rest of the peeps at JE mrt station.. hur hur.. And i learn tht we haev a new member in blue whale.. LANCE.. OMG its lANCE..den we went to the ice ring..my first time sial.. tot i'm so gonna fall... budden still not bad did not fall accidentally lol.... Mm,i also didnt knw they could bring dawgs into the Building de.. I was desperately searching for daytona to play lor.. lol..but hur hur, there was none. damned saddening sial..Lol in the ice ring i was quite a nemesis i tink.. wahha play with ice lol..

AFter skating for like hours we went out of the ice ring.. den we went walk around JEC for awhile.. aimer was like so sua gu wakakaa.. lol k la.. he lives in geylang so.. i tink Je is quite alien for him.. hur hur..

After that we proceeded to marina for steam boat ler.. On the way there heard aimer's stories .. quite lame i tink but also very interesting.. lol.. Today abit siao .. er erd..We reached marina to meet up with the rest of the groups.. after tt we sat on the shuttle bus service to food center.. hur hur..Quite alot of photo taking there sial. lol.. but i'll only post the one tht have me In it WAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHHA~!

Orite.. i found myself some where to sit and here are the peeps which are sitting close to me.. lol. Theres aimer pei wen.. margaret may me and choon hong..


after tht we proceeded to take more pics..

and even more pics.. lol.. heres me and choon hong~! my long lost bro.. alot of ppl say we look alike.. hur hur..~


and heres me and aimer..!



after eating and YAM saying... we took a group pic of all of us.. we are.. kinda red.. due to the red light..



we went to the bowling alley and arcade and we took pics there too LOl.. heres wee liang Lance and me..


and heres HANSEL~! the suai ge with me..



after tht..the guys there played some sicked game.. and i'm kinda caught.. LOl.. wat they did was kidna gross la. if u wanna find out come to me..i'll tell u .. its too..er hem.. to be saying it here..

After the games.. some of us left first ler.. me yong yuan wee liang and may left first with pei xi.. on the mrt .. we also took pics.. LOl.. heres a pic of me and may on the train.. wakakaka...



mm thts about all..

and yea.. wah.. i tink i muz have stamp on my eyes or smth.. ch and the peeps were actually on board of the same train as i am in and damn i didnt saw tio dem until may got off.. Hur hur.. they also same la.. nvr saw tio me.. LOl.. and wats more they went to marina also lor.. for steam boat too.. LOldamn lame la..

Life became a monotone without u to tune my world around..

Lame shet, i juz woke up.. damn very shagg.. after today's it lesson went str8 home.. actually wanted to cycle.. but i broke the prestos's piston and the whole tube deflated.. dammit. Ow well so went to sleep instead...

Class was funny today.. with racism going around the class as the indian lecturer from the library came in. HUr hur.. yea.. kinda got more closer to the class ler.. added i tink every one in friendster ... Mathhew is damn lame , dangz, every one who were in the mass converstation laugh their head off lor.. after seeing wat he type.. qiang~!

haiz, damn shagged.. dunno to wear wat tomolo sehz.. lol, i'm kinda particular about wat to wear tomolo sehz.. lol

I'm so gonna say tht i'm not true to myself and any one else about tings now dammit..

for the entire day heck. i dunno wat the hell i am doing. hur hur.. I'm going crazy alrite.. I'm Insane ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH! sheez....

Pain is temporary.It last for a minute,an hour or a day or a year.., but it eventually will subside and someting else will take its place. But if i quit, the pain will last forever ...

Wootz, today... hur hur .....

woke up quite late bahz.. Missed ZOIDS ARGH~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! Hur hur, after tht nuahz around house.. Ko abit here and there.. Mm kinda tired over Ko ler.. its like.. wat wat wat liddat.. ~ Mm after tht went with pa to sheng siong. HUr hur, he very funny la he... go buy tings den forget to take money..Lol, heng i was around.. den i help him pay... feel so grown up ler. lol..then he keep teasing the cashier also.. like wat liddat... make me malu also..~

after tht went home.. put down the groceries.. den went to the library.. mm spent quite a long time there .. long time no go library on my own ler..the library is quieter then usual today... borrowed a book on the biography of dave mirra.. and a book about the Air wars fought during the world war 2...

Went home.. sat around .. den watch ah wang.. hur hur... the ending kinda stupid i tink . totally put off lor.. PIANG OIE~ Jm also has the same sentiments as me.. After ah wang.. we went to the bad court.. i had to go gay house to take the bad net from his sister.. hur hur..

Went for bad session with the ppl.. hur hur quite funny.. after tht went back at around 11 15... Mm, jp apologized to me sial. mm, quite stunned tio at tht time.. coz i had to recall.. but come to tink of it.. i dun tink the apology was necessary la.. ~ hai.. Nvm..

Fatigue

Went to Np today for training.. it rained again.. So.. i and ct went to the canteen to wait for the rain to stop first..AT the canteen we saw lotsa familiar faces.. kim wei came over to join us..We tokked alot about stuffs going on recently ... Mm, seein tht the rain had stopped.. we proceeded on to the court ler..

Mm, training was light bahz.. coz it was raining and all.. but i went for cycling tis morning so my legs felt quite.. heavy. hur hur, today did lotsa push up sial.. long time no play ler.. kinda rusty.. so kenna alot of pushup.. I decided to do full push ups today only.. hur hur.. initially was quite fine de. but now.. my arms like so heavy de...lol..

K la... thts abt all for now..

WOOtz, i'm back to blog..

Sorry to keep you guys waiting.. was kinda busy and didnt have the time to post recently.. :P

Orite... on 12 may 2005, i set out early in the morning juz before dawn break to meet up with ct in the pouring rain.. We had break fast at the kopi tiam and then took the Lrt to meet up with jie min at bukit batok mrt station...there were some minor hiccups wen jm decides not to board the mrt we were on.. ~ hur hur, so we waited for her at the jurong east interchange..From there we set off to Sp to meet up with The rest of the campers. We found our way to the meeting place and were surprised tht we were still quite early.. Alot of ppl had not arrived yet.. We played abit of ice breakers game again before boarding the buses which would go to sentosa island's port..

We sat the ferry from sentosa port to kusu island and to saint john island.. The one hour ferry ride was filled with much enthuism as the Group leaders(GL) and group adminstrators(Ga) sang songs and played games on board of the ferry.. i made a friend named mei fang.. and she happened to be in business it too.. quite cool..

Upon stepping onto saint john's island , i got tis strange feeling of utopia... The island itself looks much like a paradise hide out for city dwellers.. Juz across the other bank is the Central distric buildings.. The scenery was simply splendid. After taking a few group photos at the jetty we moved on to the camp site ... We went into the multi purpose hall where every of the GA and GL and intensive moving Unit(IMU) introduced themself.. ALl of the campers too introduced them self... Den Heyi the camp chief announced for us to move onto our groups.. The crowd was distributed into 4 groups namely great white , sword fish , sting ray and blue whale.. Ct got into The group great white while i and jm was lucky to be in the same group in blue whale.After every one got into their own groups, we were given a white cloth and a wooden pole and some colouring materials and we were told to design our mascot for our group.. For blue whale.. our mascot design was a unique one.. with our names outlining the shape of a baby whale.. and a red badana tieing on the fore head of the whale indicating "bi Shen"....while some of the ppl spent their time designing the mascot.. the rest of the group members were tinking of cheers to go with for the group.. We decided on a cheer to present which had a tune of the song.. "twinkle twinkle little star" With much creativity the group had changed the song into a cheer for blue whale..

After the presentations of the cheers and mascot we proceed on to learn the camp songs Cadc had prepared for us...There were alot of dancing singing and action making.. After all tht , we felt hungry and all.. we were treated to a sumptous meal prepared by the cook.. how ever the food aint appealing to most ppl though.... in fact, its quite a toture eating them up.. how ever , as we were already starving we had to do nth but to accept our fate.

That night ... we went on a treasure hunt.. it started with a story plot ,where bye... a knight was walking lovingly with his princess.. but outta the sudden The evil knight, came and snatched the princess away.. but of course..the knight put up with a fight with the evil knight...how ever... he was defeated wen the evil knight knocked him out.. he layed there unconsiously.. Prophecy holds that it is us... the four fishes , one of us.. will find the potion to revive the knight and help save the princess from the evil knight's dungeon. So, we were given scrolls and maps on wear and how we are gonna locate the potion.. WE had to visit different characters all around saint john island.. TIs characters are ghouls which lingered after being mercilessly killed by the evil knight.. we muz appeal the ghouls in order for them to lead us to the next station which would bring us closer and closer to the potion.. The sight of the ghouls which was dressed up by fellow GAs and GLS was gustly and horendous.They instilled shivers down our spines as we approacched them one by one.Soon we found the potion and i was the one to give the potion to the priest ... The priest then leaded us back to the spot where the knight laid fallen....The priest.. den instructed me.... to pass the potion to the knight.. Revived.. the knight hollered for the evil knight.. as both eyes met.. they had once a fnal boutz... tis time.. both of them fallen... The evil knight was slained.. by the knigh.however the knight is too weak to move.. thus the knight intructed for me again~ to go save the princess... Wondering why its always me.. i went to open the dungeon doors.. and Hell broke loose wen the princess grabbed me.. jumped on me and kiss me on the fore head with a big thk u ..~~~ and yea.. the princess is played by a guy... ~~I was taken aback obviously stunned and too shock for words..

I spent the rest of my night dazing..... till we bunk in and fell asleep....

I woke up, by the mur murs coming from the bois who woke up earlier den me.... Den me Justin yong quan and wee siang we all went to the bath room to have a early bath..AS the icely water sprinkled on my skin.. i almost jumped out.. but i tink i was too tired to jump ler.. I juz got wide awake .. After that we proceeded on to the MPH where we were told to change into our pt kits and we proceeded for a slow jog to the basket ball court at saint john island.. Wheere we did some stretching and played some games... In one of the games.. Ct got forfeited along with 3 other campers.. he was supposed to put his nose onto the ear of a gal.. lol.. It was quite amusing..

AFter the games.. we went back to the mph and proceeded to have our break fast which consist of a piece of bread and some milo..ok i didnt got to drink the milo... er erd.. we went back to the mph again for more singing...and we had our lunch.. den we proceeded out to the out doors to play the out door games... In tis one particular game.. we were suppposed to do a telematch...On one of the stages.. we are supposed to slide across tis large canvas sheet which had oil and water spilled on it.. IT was quite fun and indeed hilarious .... After tht we went to the beach where we had more games.. Poor justin had his body covered with shaving cream and we are supposed to squirt it off using the water we collected from squeezing water from a sponge into a water gun... lol.. WE had lotsa fun.....after returning all muddied and oily we had quite a tough time cleaning up and the bath room had a long que...

AFter cleaning up we had dinner... again the food wasnt appealing... its simply disgusting...

After dinner we played some games on our on wen heyi suddenly alerted us tht some one was murdered... Ok, Its part of the game which we are gonna participate in later on... We are supposed to help with the investigation.. we were bought by heyi to the crime scene where we were supposed to take a clear look at all the evidence left behind.. then we were given a list of suspects and characters.. after discussions.. we proceeded on to question every character... after summarizing every one.. we came to the conclusion that the maid was the killer.. the time for us to give our thesis was up so each of the groups sent one representative to present the teams ans.. but in the end... all team had not got the ans.. lol...

AFter tht we bunk in again...

I woke up.. quite late the next day... but i still went for a morning shower .... it was raiing so we had to do our morning excersize and games in the mph... after tht we had our break fast.. we came back den to play a games which required us to stand inside square boxes with numbers in it.. hur hur.. every one was like squeezing.. lucky i was tall enuff got fresh air to breath at a higher altitude.. Lol , after tht we had a beauty paegent.. hur hur, but its kinda gay wen the girl dresses up as the Mr saint john and the guy dresses up as the Miss saint john.. Omg... u shud had seen how we made use of baloons for artificial breasts...~

AFter all tht was over.. we went to the out doors Again~! Tis time we played dodge ball.. Er erd... There was quite a heated competition but i guess tings cooled and every one was friends again ... peace out~ We den played a game which is similar to scissors paper and stone.. but tis time.. every one muz be coordinated and every one is supposed to show the similar sign to the opposite team and vice versa.. the winning team will get water bombs to smash the losing team.. lol..we all got wet in the end... and we went back to the camp site again to change into dry clothes..den.. we ate our LUnch.. which is at around 5 ... lol...

After lunch.. we got our camp tees and we proceeded on to the beach where the camp fire was set up and was ready to be lit up, after much tok.. heyi the camp chief lit the campfire and we begin singing and singing under the starry skies with the company of the acoustic guitars.. but eh skies was kinda covered with clouds and then it begin to rain.. and tehre was tunder and lighting ... We began to run back for shelter at the camp... staying low.... apparently... the whole island had a short circuit and the powers were shutoff.... we waited anxiously in the bois bunk.. To relive the tension,... a few of us begin to tok about lame jokes... er erd.. with the around.. every one was relived.. after a while...we were told to move to the mph where a buffet spread was laid there waiting for us....... for the first time in my life.. i tot i'ld cry seeing so much ... 'decent food' its like.. we 've been eating ~~~~~ for the past few days... every one was enthuisastic...The buffet spread was supposed to be companied with a disco ... but since the power was down.. we had to make do with torch lights.. lol.. But soon... the power cameback again and every one was cheering and all.. kudos to the ppl who got the power back. We den begin to party through the night.. dancing and all..the groups also acted out a skit each... and each of them also sang songs... in groups.. which provide much entertainment...I nvr remember me jumping so much before till that night... Every one was quite high in the blast of the music and dance beats.

WE den settled down... and waited for dawn.. dawn at saint john carried an ambience i've not experience before.. it was quite.. nice..I could hardly keep my eyes open then thuogh.. very tired.. After we washed up in the morning... we were distributed to different sections where by we were supposed to go clean up the camp site... AFter mcuh cleaning here and there..we had our break fast and we wrote down our contacts on a piece of paper where it will be photo copied and given to each of us.. with tht all done.. we carried our luggage and headed for the port again.. ready for departure.. at the port.. we took a few photos as we waited for the ferries to come.. with much waiting the ferry finally came...we reached sentosa island where i treated myself to a large cup of sprite from BK ... hur hur... it was heavenly.. lol.. We den boarded the bus back to sp where we waited for the rest of the groups to arrive....

AFter the rest of teh groups arrived.. we had a short debrief and den the camp was declared over by Heyi.... AFter the 4 day 3 nights saga.. every one was indeed dead beat...

I jm and ct den tooked the cab back home...


In conclusion.. i feel very impressed that tis camp was organized by solely yaer 1 students and the games they playd were interesting as we've not played them before and the scale of the production of tis camp was marverllous... to wrap it up... The camp is indeed very fun packed and it will be an unforgettable experience...

Dear BLog ppl...

I will be going off for a while... There will be no blogs post until i come back.. Lol.. Till den..

-Jc-

Steps on how to becoming a good person such tht friends would feel better about me..

Step 1: Dun argue wen ppl give negative pts about u

Step2 : Dont joke like the way they are joking..

Step3 : Don't laugh wen friends are laughing while making fun of each another..

Step 4: don't show how sad or how affected u are to them as tis will only make tings better

Step 5: Make sure u act like wat they expected to you act... Don't be a smart alec

Step 6: Dont even try to joke... they'll find u lame... they might even take the jokes other way...

Step 7 : don't complain when ppl say u dun understand..... juz act like u do... even if u dont...

Step 8: Don't interfere with their business.. they'll definately tink u'll make it worst.. n yes.. ur porbly would..

step 9: No... dont even try to do anyting big ... u'll look very childish to them... And yes.. even if its tht way.. act like its nth .. U'll be even more childish if u try harder infront of them not to..

Step 10: the very grand one.. be emotionless wen tackling feed backs given by friends.. for u dunno which would hurt u soo deeply.. dat it'll be like ripping u apart...

I question myself of whether i'm me, i tot i've found an ans but the fact is.. every ting in me is me...


Woke up quite late again today.. hur hur.. SOme siao char bo.... tell me to play ko for so damned long .. and even demanded for testis after tht..

Ay,did lotsa tings at home tis after noon.. after tht ... went out with km for.. hur hur Jungle trekking.. lol..

mm, den went home for awhile den met up with the peeps for pasa malam.. Dang. long time no eat otahs ler.. i sincerely misses them alot.. ~

AFter a while.. we went home ler.. ALos sian... my days are getting less productive liao....

How can u be happy.. when some one u love.. leaves u behind..

Ay, early in the morning acc the peeps to bowling alley.. Lol, i didnt have the single clue how to play bowling. lOl.

Mm, after tht we went to arcade for daytona.. I kinda figured out i cant get use to manual gears any more.. Lol, long time no play ler maybe.. Mm, after tht went to buy lotsa noodles to cook at home with the peeps. They come my house to view the pic.. but lol.. they've not choosed to develop which one yet.. hur hur...

Ay, after tht went to ct's house to help him with his com.. hur hur.. Alot of probs sehz.. tink nid to reformat liao..

Mm,went home after tht.. ay, sianz sial....

Indulge

Mm, woke up quite late today.. hurhur.. finally after so many days of organizing.. i get to take a break ler..lol..

Woke up... wondering wat to do.. Mm,my life got simpler again.. went online.. chtted with fith.. hur hur.... he said he wanna treat me to ice cream at swensens as he still owed me one.. Lol, how was i supposed to reject such an offer.. so i went down to plaza's swensen to meet up with him.I saw chonghoe yk and jefferey there.. hur hur... aFter tht i also saw cindy..lol.. i tot she might be with more peeps so i took a peep furthur into the shop she was in .. Lol.. making me look funy

any way, i had the chocolate dunno wat malt wat one den fithrin ate the banna bonanza lol.. kinda coool.. i tink.. lol. we did lotsa catching up... i told him wat i was upto recently and he did the same.. spent the entire after noon at swensens tokking to him.. after tht we walked to the pasam malam and all...

I reached home only to get ready to go to Ah yi's house for mothers day celebration.. hur hur. They were having bbq at her condo.. lol, alot of food but every one was like.. so hopeless.. Until i came and took over the bbq pit. wahaha.. tings began to get cooked faster and in mass quantity.. lol. I drank wine.. hurhur 2003 one.. i guess alil wud not make any difference lol...

AFter tht come home.. mm, dated vivian out to the movies next thurs. Mm, after clearly stating to her tht its only a date for like.. getting to gether.. ay, shes my pri sch friend mahz.. She also told me the same.. LOl.. funny, machiam nid to put warning signals liddat.. Ere rd.

Mm, its yk birthday tomolo sial.. ay, wish him a happy birthday and success in every ting he do bahz..

Kudos to every one...

Kk, woked up quite late today... DEn was having a mental block again...i was tinking there was smth i am supposed to do but i not doing.. so... i went to watch cartoons.. after every ting i went to on the com... den i realised i was supposed to call the restaurants up and ask for reservation , budden, all were fully booked. hur hur. I began to panick and all.. so i called up jm to see how.. so we went to our last resort which is to go for japanese style buffet .. called up suki.. and found out tht there is a walk in at marina promenade.. so all of us han blang plan to go to there and all...

i wanted to bake cookies for every one to compliment every one so last minute go make the mixture and all.. LOl. I tink they were guinea pig food rather then compliments .. Mm, nvm back to main topic.. after i got my hair cut i went home to bath then i meet up with jp at the lrt , hur hur , jp laughed wen she saw my new hair style >_< argh~! !~!~! kk nvm , PZ I'm not vain! After that we met up with the rest... Lol. was quite surprised to see ch there.. Mm, dunno was abit mad at him.. Lol. nvm, we went down to orchard den change the bus and all.. on the bus i sat alone.. den i began to tink of wat i done for the past few days...mm kinda tink i've done alot of tings " extremely" hur hur..I dunno.. i'm too busy to go tink abt it.. then wen really sit down and tink abt it.. its quite disturbing.. LOl.

We reached marina promenade at about 530 liddat,den i went in there.. have a chat with the manager and found my self to the toilet.. lol. hur hur, lucky we got ourself two tables.. hur hur, den we had our onslaught liao.. Lol. We started ravaging through the food and all.. and with ch around.. haha, he made my stomach look smalll.. lol

After that... we went to the movies... supposively to watch a movie de... but den... after that we couldnt get a movie so we went to the arcade... Woo.. i saw sylvester there sial.. Mm... today went really high on the arcade sehz.. every one was having fun... its like.. i've nvr felt so good for such a long time liao... Mm...


After tht we went to bp nuahz around .. after tht we went to the void decks.. i handed over jp's present. and i tink she was really very happy.. abt it.. hur hur she gave me a hug.. i tink its the first time she hugged me? yea.. kinda touched. mm, after tht all we started walking home ... Mm..


I tink overally .. every ting is really successfull.. mm, maybe lady luck is with us but it is us tht make tings happen... it is us tht created the atmosphere... it is us.. tht made us Lol.. haha.. =) kk end now...

1.42 pm, and the rain is falling....

K,lets reenact wat hapened yesterday.

Woke up quite early by my hp, lin called. I was late to take the album from her.. Den i told her to go sch first.. DAngz, after tht i couldnt sleep. and its like.. 645 in the morning.. so bo bian..got out of bed and start using the com .. and its nt until 1130 that i started cycling to san li's house to pass the cake mixture to her.. was supposed to be baking with her de.. but since la and km would be coming over.. so i willl be redundant there.

So i proceeded home to get changed.. and den went to the bustop.. at there.. i board 960.. to find tht the peeps were on tht bus too.. Lol.. den we went to suntec.. to watch movie .. Before the movie.. we went to the arcade. lol, quite funny.. we got wasted at those soft toy catching machines. we spent alot of money.. but couldnt get even one up.. lol. we were so engrossed tht we almost missed the movie time.. Lucky we went in almost juz in time. The movie we watch was coach carter,quite a motivating and moving story. mm, i recc it.

after tht followed them to go to oriental to collect their pay.. Mm, familiar environt ment.. with familiar ppl.. i bought the guys around the kitchen and every where.. and the chefs and all didnt seemed to mind us.. in fact they seemed to ignore us.. tok abt hijacking tht place.. Hmm, after tht we went back to panjang. on the way back it was still raining and our plan to cut the cake at the bad court wouldn't work up.I Told ct on the bus to cheer jp up once we got off the bus as she seemed quite sad ler and we dun wan a sad jp on her birthday ...

I didnt have tot of a rainy day plan.. so halve of the time on the bus we were busy tinking on where to go .. We den tot of eating steam boat at yh house.. and at the mean time i'll call the bakes all over to yh;s house to standby for jp's arrival. I had to go home first ot get my bike as i am going to go to sl place.. den to develope the photos and buy the candles.. Yh passed me her house keys for us to have access to her house while they are doing grocery shopping for the steam boat at ten mile. Lol. i'm like some kuku running with my jeans from tenmile back home.. which is a bout a mile away. lol.

as soon as i reached li house i updated the bakers on wat we are gonna do and i pass lin the keys and i went off to develope the photos.. after tht i went to bought candles.. at the bakery.. iw as having a mental block.. how many candles to buy.. lOl. i was like.. tinking and tinking for quite some time..
AS soon as i got every ting i called up every one to chk their location.. and was quite shocked wen the squad at ten mile was already completing their grocery and the bakers are still at fajar lrt...Mm, i reached yh's house first to find out tht her parents are at home.. was wondering if we could go in.. the bakers arrived ... den we were discssing wen i and lin decided to go up to her parents to ask if we could enter to place the cake and all inside.. In the hosue.. we explained tht our plan and most surprisingly her mum coordintated with our plan and even got the steam boat and all ready for us.. gay arrived almost the same time wen we entered the house.. As every ting was all setup.

In a few moments.. the ppl with the grocery arrived along with jp.. Lol, she doesnt seemed very surprised lehz.. rather she seemed more surprised wen i suddenly jumped out to scare her.lol... every one greeted her happy birthday den we proceeded to sing the birthday song..

heres a pic of the birthday cake the bakers bake.. kudos to them..



after tht we proceeded with the steam boat.. Lolo


there were quite some left overs after tht so we decided to play games and all. and the loser gets to eat them all~! ehhe..

After every ting we helped abit with yh to packing up every ting.. but i raelly couldnt move much esp after finishing tht much food.. I feel.. bloated.. er erd..

Mm, thts about halve the show done.. The next show will carry on tis sat on hotel phoenix.. JIA YOU~

Lancearmstrong' we nvr quit... we do not quit'...

damned shagged after today.. will post abt todays happenings tomolo...

A friend,

Time juz flies doesnt it now.. it whizzez past u like nobodies business. Its been 4 damn years ler.. Lol, time ..brings me to quote 'time is the ultimate destruction' i don't wish for it to happen but it still had happened ler, but i know some tings time cant change.I hope u know too..

Lol, remember the time wen i sat next to you? The only words we were exchanging then were the occasional hi and bye kinda ting.and we kept seperating our tables like pri sch kids. madm howe got so fed up that she tied a red string on our chairs and tables.Lol.But i guess we started tokking to each other more after tht..I think u've played quite an important role in my life development, u made me capable of expressing more verbally to others .

Knowing u for all tis time.. i found out tht there were lotsa difference from u and me tht i ought to learn.I'll say ur determined in doing wat u wanna do and carry optimism every where u go. Ur always creative with all those weird ideals coming outta tht bian tai brain of yours .secondary sch life will be quite lifeless without u around me.

Now, its ur birthday again.. haha.. heres a lil smth for ur birthday.. hope u like it..

With passing of time,Our age we gain.

17 yrs, your still the same,in our ass, the same old pain.

But still we like you all the same,as friends we remember your fabled name.

We wish to you a yearly greeting,more personal then your daily beating.

Happy 17th for your beloved birthday,Till we meet and kick your ass again.

Aint it nice lol...

Mm, no matter how i try to run away from it.. the fact is now.. ur leaving us temporary to furthur ur studies.but since u have to leave.. i wish u would leave... but with all my heart... i can tell u , tht i will be missing u dearly and mourning ur absence painfully. Ay, in those romantic novals they'll say ,if the amount i miss u could be represented by tears.. i'll cry a whole ocean for u .. But reality is.. I cant cry tht much.. so i'll not cry ... i'll smile , u might find tis quite lame but i tink its quite nice lehz.. Mm, another quote i told u tht day... The longest wait aint created by the amount of time, its created by u .. so maybe 6 years aint tht long after all..

Lastly now..i really wish u would be able to come back,"victorious" and in one piece plz. Juz remember wen u go tht unfamiliar environment you aint alone.. If u ever felt lonely... flip open tis wonderful scrap book, u'll have all of us.. So if u might, u'll be bringing all of us along with u , we'll nvr leave u out alone .. i nvr would.Alrite, i wish u all the best in aust and plz, even if i pray to every allah jesus or guan yin mah out there.. i still wish u'ld take care of urself there...

with endless amount of love

Jc

dear blog...

Today went to butterfly trail with shah early in the morning.... new trail.. fresh riding experience.. butterfly aint very physical demanding i would say.. but its rather technical, its only with ppl with excellent mtb technique could master.. Its like.. u go slow here.. u fall... u go fast at bt... u dun fall. kinda ting.. thts the difference.. The vein growing on the corners make it even more challenging.. not forgetting the many rock hops.. i even tore my pants.. Lol. machiam got attacked by wild animal.. heng my under wear nvr reveal.

after the physical challenging morning.. i went back home.. only to clean my bike and myself and started on my days schedule ler.. First stop was yh's house.. yh will be meeting with li so the both of them will be writing together.. I fig tht they would take quite long so i went home to have my brunch first.. mm.... wen i returned... i only found out yh was still writing her delication and li haven even started. Mm, i was supposed to passed tis book to gay at 130 den 2 to ct .. was dammed stressed ler.. and yh was there. happily colouring away.. it was already 130 ler.. yh still haven fin, i had to cal gay to meet him at 2 instead.. luckily gay was easy to handle Lol. he juz live a few blocks away. I reached his house at abt 2.06 , Mm,i tink he is the most gan chui one , he only tok 10 mins.. to write the stuffs.. Lol, hes a funny guy la... Den i went to ct house after tht .. Ct said he would want to use the collage method.. so I trust him tht he would complete it by fri for me..after ct i went to kp.. mm, she also took quite fast to write.. during tht time.. got to know more personal affairs of her.. Mm, see tht she is quite determined on wat she is doing i tink my words would also be redundant.. Lol like wen has it been NOT redundant. after she finished i took a quick pic of her den i called la up..la told me to wait another 30 mins before going there to meet her at regent grove at yew tee.. So i went home at 3 15 to finish my brunch and after tht continue with the delication for jp .. Mm, spent quite some time tinking abt it.. i tink after pz chking juz now.. tht will do.. zhi.. swee hor? hehe.

la only msg me at 4+ liddat.. den i hamblang every ting ride to la place liao.. quite tedious.. long time no inhale the vehicles exhumes liao, it made my throat sore and all. reach la house at around 445. Mm it was quite a fast deal wit la as she used the collage method and we juz nid to paste every ting up. After tht started advancing towards jm house. reached around 5+ mm, she took quite some time.. tht i accidentally dozed off.. after tht i went back to panjang to panjang to pass the scrap book to jr.. lucky cy had volunteered to get the scrap book from jr personally if not i'll not be able to have my dinner earlier... i'm so damed hungry and thirsty by the time i reach bp .. tink i dehydrated of smth. After dinner. went out again..to take a pic of jr.. den collect the album from cy.. Passed it on to calin.. thts the end of my schedule for the day..

tomolo will also be quite tight as i had to wake up at 630 in morn to get the album from lin before she goes to sch.. SIANZ! arghz, jp... i'm doing tis only for u and only U!

hmm, having fatigue all over now.. Tink becoz of yesterday training and today's on cult, kk i gtg off to sleep liao.. ciao ppl.

Rush hour

Time gets lesser and lesser till the point tht every minute count now.. As we approach to jp's birthday. Tis time i tink i was quite taken aback by the scale of tis ting.. hmm, coz it comes in two .. quite challenging . As lance armstrong would say' nvr quit.. cyclist dun quit' .. mm ..

having quite a tight schedule tomolo ler.. so tight tht i have no time for break fast and dinner.. Mm, not bad... I'm juz afraid i cant tink of tht msg yet... No time to tink.. Lol, as lance armstrong would say again.' cyclist ride fast, tink fast eat fast bath fast and even urinate fast....' ay...


Today went to town with jp to pay her fees... after tht went to np for vball training.. wah kk very garang today.. tell us to do Physical training machiam siao one.. Mm, but i tink also good.. long time no do pt ler.. den play ball in the rain after wards.. Lol, kinda nice but i hate the siap siap feeling.

After tht went to eat dinner with ct and km at the malay food store.. nasi pattaya again... but nice though. WE saw shah there.. , lol he came .. along with his lameness ... we tried hard not to laugh as he was really tokking to us seriously. Mm, will be going with him for off road session tomolo morning.. damned siong again.. after tht str8 away will go to collect msg liao.. WOOtz, so................ exciting.. hur hur..

colliding and diverging.. stages of life

ay, kinda rotted at home.. k la.. did still manage to bake some cookies.

After tht went to plaza with mum for dinner... den we went luan house.. Lol, we were watching tis show with hunks and all on channel u . Tht fiona xie went around singapore to find for the guy with the brodest chest.. So they measured everyone up.. The peeps.. inspired. decided to measure my chest up.. Dangz. damned bo liao..

After tht went down to bangkit for supper.. Mm, saw yk and family dere.. it seemed so... weird now but we juz acted like nth happened..shrugs. Tink i'm the one tinking again? Ar shet, fed up with tht phrase already, every time wen smth went wrong i will be always the one tinking too much.. bla bla.. in the end it still happened and all.. Lol, wat gives...

Melodramatical..

Some times, its kinda funny wen wat i see in tvs come onto real life ...Lol.

Mm, kinda rot entirely today in the afternoon bahz...Den went to buy smth at citilink.. After tht had dinner with mum at a restaurant at chin swee dere.. After tht went to esplanade for the may day celebration.. Wootz, there were fire works, Kinda nice i tink esp wen watching with friends. Lol, alot of smooching going on later too..

Mm, after tht we walked around town bahz.. Went to tht spanish look alike mac near clark quay there and had... Supper.. den.. mm, went home ler.. hmm...

I completely rotted at home today....

Dunno wen i acuquired tis new ting .i'm losing my cool all over...... I feel so pissed at every ting now... Its like.. arGH, i'm getting it all and i've kept inflicting it on others ... I;m freaking pissed and stressed out right now... i dunno.. Maybe i've offended ppl wen i'm in tis state and i'm also getting pressurize by all tth.. dammit. ! I only wish peace in myself now....

My whole situation made from clay to stone...

Woke up early in the morning by JP~!... went to play bad with the peeps at gombak.. dang.. Sian one...played for two houors. AFter tht we went to sunplaza walk around..its kinda ulu there..

After tht went home to read a book.. Lance armstrong de .. kinda nice i tink. Inspirational book. after tht went to find the peeps at the bball court again. Hur hur, saw Jl bro there. played 3-3 with them.. Funny, long time no play bball ler..

AFter tht chilled under the blocks.. den went home ler.. ~~

Mm, so far... plans for Jp birthday can say.. is still not planned yet lehz.. kinda worried.. 8 days left to the celebration.. 6 days left to her actualy birthday....

wootz, ddint went to np.. abit shagged.. ct also no go ler.. Mm stayed at home and nua around.. Did some planning for jps birthday but it all came back to nth. ay . constantine is outta the competition ler.. Mm, hes quite a rocker i tink.. Pity..

BOrinG~!

Wootz, juz came back from Sp ..

Went down to the briefing with ct tis morn.. Stupid one i tink.. wen we reached there we tot we were quite late liao.. Who knows.. got ppl later.. the ting only starts at 1030..We were like playing ice breakers games and all.. since ct and me were Into tis kinda tings before wen we were in the prefectorial board.. we act till very garang lidat there.. The facilators let us tua until duno wat to say.. Lol. First ly there was tis game.. the blown wind blow game.. Stupid one.. walk here and there only.. AFter tht there is dis husband and wife game.. Lol, tht patricia gal siao one... Den i was tinking if jie were there.. Woot wootz.. for some body else liao.. ER erd.. as the husbands in the game were quite Reluctant to keep their wives with them.. they change the game where by the husband will be the one runing away from the wives instead of the other way round.. Lol.. in the end.. got a gal kenna forfeited.. Den for dunno wat the hell reason.. Wen ask for guys to perform the forfeit with her.. tht patricia go raise my hand..Kenna sa boed.. then the forfeit was So ~~~~~ argh~!~! tink liao my hair also stand.. den ar.. we supposed to call another couple up also.. lol. den i saboed ct.. den the gal also called another gal.. heng ar tht patricia..~ the forfeit is like tis.. the gal muz hold a poke in her mouth.. and the bois are supposed to bite it away.. , while doing push up. So the gal will be lying down on the floor den .... sian.. machiam kenna rape liddat.. in the end of the forfeit i was telling ct we very chi kuay.. Lol.

After tht also alot games.. den they wan to bring us to their club room.. den i sian sian dun wan go..so i tell ct to pon tht ting,.and we really did.. very nice break out seh.... We juz walked away.. LOl...after lunch at sp... we walked around the sch.. found out alot of other features there.. Mm..NOt bad sehz.. the sch got popular book shop.. kfc.. mac...pizza hut.. and even a travel agency..!

AFteer tht went home ler.. later maybe going to ngee ann for vball ...~~ dats abt all for now...

Tired legs

Wootz, today woke up... nua around wen jp called and told me to follow her and jie to town to buy la's present and change the Jeans as its kinda small for jies BIG ass..was supposed to meet up with evan and ning de... budden they cancelled it ler. so .. kinda freed ...

dangz, followed the two gers around orchard.. and went to places i';ve not been before.. for example the cosmetic store... ~ tht place so alien to me...

Den continue to walk all over orchard for jies slipper after tht. They also bought other stuffs.. dang.. every ting stuff inside my bag. machiam me like doraemon liddat.. ~

after tht went home ler...

Thts abt all for today.. ciaoz...er erd..

Le fruit of thou hart work

finally after days of planning and decision making.. The organization had successfully commenced jie min's birthday party bash.. Er erd....

abt 2 weeks ago, me and jp and ct... went to the library... Den , we were tokking abt jm's birthday wen jp suggested a surprise birthday party...We den decided tht we want have a bbq party under her condo where tings are tot to be accessible..

I called the peeps up and sort them all up... with the help of jp .. After which.. we decided on the budget we are gonna have and stated the price for the whole event to every one.. as tis is going to be a surprise party.. we had to tell every one to keep at low profil so tht jm will definately be surprised by wat we did.. We gotto constantly remind every one through out the days to keep jm from knowing tht we will be celebrating for her...

At the mean time.. me km and irvin were incharged of getting the present for jm... Actually we wanted to buy from cck lot 1 one.. bt irvin suggested tht we go to town so tht we have more choices to choose from.. We threw away our dignity and .... browse through the ladies section with much eyes kept onto us...~ Eventually we decided on the levi's593 boot cut jeans... Hur hur, not a very cheap pair of jeans.. so jm.. better wear it well.. Lol ..

Through out all tis time.. me and km were researching on the food for tht day too.. i went through Books and all while he went to find markets which wud suit our budget.. Lol, we went to sheng siong like for dunno how many times to chk the prices and all.. Km really helped alot on the price fitting part...

Ct really played an important role as he was responsible for the cake and all.. He constantly gives us suggestion on wat to do and he really keeps the team going too.. hehe

AS the day draw near... we tot of telling jm how we could nt make it on her birthday. after much brain storming together.. the team tot of the best tatic to have tht muddle headed ger belive in wat we say.. Lol.. We all became actors and actresses then... I hope i get nominated.. Lol

the day before her birthday.. the team met up and we went to sheng siong super mart we split into two sub groups.. ct and jp went to the utensils section.. while me and km went to The food section... Tht ct... still said my pin no out so loudly.. dangz.. but we had quite alot of fun at sheng siong la..Wootz, but four of us carrying the stuffs back... aint fun.. lol

The day finally arrived.. AT dawn.. i woke up quite early ... to start packing the stuffs... among all i tink the most time consuming food is the Kebab.. I took alot of time piercing chicken meat.. green peppers.. red peppers... pine apples.. and even my finger.. The rest of the food is quite simple to pack as i only nid to transfer the marinate and the meat onto a packable container..

I only ended my work at 130.. which allows me to have time for lunch.. before dad says he nids to go off early.. so he told me.. to hurry up and all..so frantically.. I called up ct and km...ct came to my house in quite a rush with the cake.. BUt to find out my dad glued to the tv set.. ~ dangz.. i also abit seh tio.. but bo bian.. hes sending us there.. After picking km up..we went to her condo.. initially i wanted to enter through the rear dooor.. so gotto ask jie shi.. budden.. ~ hur hur.. i dunno her number... so i call their housee.. bo pi is jie shi pick up.. budden suay... tht muddle head picked up..den i asked for jie shi in a not so me tht kinda voice.. btu i tink she got caller id.. SO~ diaoz.. i dunno if we were exposed at tht part...hur hur

We went in from the front door eventually..We waited for quite long for the peeps to come.. den they eventually came.So we proceeded to start the fire.. Km did much of the arrangement of the fire today coz i poked my hand in the morning so dun wan go Dirty it.. Tis time the bbq fire damned strong sehz.. coz tht time jp compared us to Some one elses one.. and we were like.. ARgh . SO tis time we really Pia , so we got such a gr8 fire.. Lol.. the food were cooked quite quickly..

after tht.. js called to say tht Jm is coming down sooon... so we all like.. scramble here and there finding for place to hide.. den we she came.. every one like walked out.. Lol,Surprise~! Er erd.. abit funy at first.. but we continued with the food any way.. After tht we decidded to take pictures beside the pool.. hiack hiack.. We all were like scheming already.. who to push down.. jp came over to tell us to push Jm down as she was the birthday gal.. but... we boys had smth else in mind.. we decided to push her and jm into the pool as well... Lol,.. so we were all there taking pics and alll.. den Km suddenlly jerk.. wanting to push Jm into the pool.. but ct suddenly pushes him In instead.~ diao.. very messy here now.. alot of back stabbers.. LOl.. wahaha.. Den jp was at the edge falling off also.. den ct also pushed her down.. followed by jm whom we dragged down.. LOl. yh tried to save her but was pushed down too.. Wahaha.. DEN I , I didnt got push down.. i'm the fastest.. i good.. lol.. i run here run there To run as far as possible.. after tht they say no more play ler.. den i went back.. scarly... was cheated de.. They all come to grab me... and really.. dragged me into the pool.. i was like.. X-X..

so we all got wet and alll..Mm, after tht we cut the cake.. not after some cream smashing events..then we bid some of our Jc's friends gd bye as they made their way home.. WE too began packing up the place ler... There were left overs so we decided to bring to jies house to cook them all...We lingered around her house for awhile wen we decided to go bukit timah to have supper.. ~ i ordered ice cream split and murtarbak.. I dunno why i choosed tht combination. but i vomitted every ting out wen i reached home.. i tot of ordering tht ice cream to compliment myself for all the hard work i put into for tis event.. Lol.

after supper we walked the gals back home and we took a cab home too ourselves..reached hoem ler.. now so shagged.. Dang... Jp's birthday is up next ar...~ i nid a break first.. Ciaoz...

halve past twelve midnight..

Disturbed, by words again..

It aint sure but there must be misunderstandings.. They are muddled but i'm clear of wat i tink.

Confession will only pull me back into deeper shet... Ay, dismayed it wud be i had to keep tis to myself..

MM, by typing all tis maybe i'll feel better... but it all comes back to the question ...

WHo am i cheating..

Passionné

Wootz, its a rainy sunday

Woke up early today again.. went market with mum... bought loads of tings, hur hur. den went home nuah..

now adays very unproductive.. er erd.

Den after tht went to develope some photos.. den come back home nuahs again

now at home.. nuah... Later maybe going out.. hur hur... later den.. ciaoz

Where is the very chio chio bu...


Woke up early today.. after sleeping early yesterday. Saturday morning normally see me doing the same routine.. watching cartoons and all... Bla... but since gundam seed had finished its last episode the last week... i don't want watch cartoon ler... Ay, i've grown matured. ER erd...

Met up with C.tuck and K.meng and we went to lot 1 .. den beauty world.. for shopping.. Dunno if i shud use tis term or not... but guys.. we.. normally juz grab and go, unlike those ah sohs who will linger around the whole shop.. well, i did got myself a decent piece of shirt i tink... hur hur.

after tht went back to plaza nuahz around.. then went home after c.tuck went to dunno where to celebrate his bro's b-day.

mum came back ler.. with lotsa food..sianz.... if only she cud get a koala bear back... or maybe a kangaroo also can...

Ay, i'm lame.. thts all for today.. ciaoz..

Face green green...

Today woke up.. quite early.. again.. dunnow hy liddat.. yesterday slept quite late.. den now so lethargic and all. STupid one.

Went town for some business with vin and km. Hur hur... Dilly dally around town after tht. saw diana ser.. Wootz, quite a chio chio bu. Den went back bp nua around with ct .Then it started raining.. sian one. couldnt get home.. dere was tis very very loud tunder which shooked the ground sial.. -__- why am i typing all tis...

Ok la.. thts abt all for today... ciaoz....

Mémoires

Spent 75 % of the day at home today.. Nth much to do.. mum went aust ler.. gramps came over to baby sit again.ok la... baby sit like not applicable.. she juz came over to er. look around

Mm,tested out some kebabs today , apparantly... cognac is a better to choicce to go with rather then the dry gin... the soury taste of the dry gin kinda killed the taste..

I tried getting onto ko and staying for the whole day.. but all seems impossible.. my com too lag.... GRR so buay pc. So much so tht i went out for a cycle... ~ at home also nth to do..

Ay... asked yk whether he want to play under 19 for zheng hua... he said he will be playing for rp ler... haiz... tht explains why he always dun wan come for the past training.. dammit....

Tsk tsk , i shudnt care much ler.. ~

Enrolment..

Woked up quite early for the enrolment today...

8 i woke up ler.. den started filling in every ting.. packing the documents.. and made my way to meet up with ct ler.. dangzx i forgetted to fotostep smth.. so we went to jp to fotostep the stuffs after meeting up with jm.

After tht we went to sp ..for the enrolment...

the whole process was quite long.. and it ended up with all three of us joining the same orientation camp.AFter all of tht we went to mac and had our lunch...hur hur, tht aunty at mac.. abit blur... lol..

AFter tht they came to my house.. but.. dad was on the sofa.. so.. we went to jp house instead to watch the show.. Lol, quite nice la.. Den... jm went home first.. after tht we went to fajar for dinner..After slacking aroud.... went home ...

now also si buay sian.. tomolo got quite alot of tings to do.. hur hur... thts abt all for now..

Hatred...

ay, tis morning.. went out quite early..to go sp with jm.. to only ask a question and go off.. I find my self quite lame... going there.. ask tht question.. aGrgh.. Any way... after tht acc her to the med chk up.. Lol, i scared her with all the twisted out comes tht will happen during the experiment.. Lol.. In the end. all turn well la. I still dun understand smths..

After tht, we went to jp to collect my specs.. Damned.. they look... small.. abit weird. Ay, nvm.. made ler also bo bian..

Den we took cab home.. on the way back..we both rmbered tht we forgotted to fotostep smth.. ~ den i was like.. arghz.. bo bian.. i take the paper.. home foto step at bangkit.. den cycle bring to her house..

Jm alighted first... den the uncle tot i alighting too.. den he pressed the meter to stopped le.. ~ den he kinda.. scolded me for not telling him earlier dat i was not going off.. ~ so lan lan.. but he was kind enuff to charged me 10 bucks for the whole trip though.. ~

AFter tht.. went sch meet up with ct first.. but in the end.. i went to the stadium alone. ct sat coach car... as he himself nid to finish coaching first.. I was so damned tu lan with yk.. He fukking idiot cheebye..... nvr come again. Tis is not the first time ler.. tht time.. he said he cannot come for training.. one time.. was orientation..
other time was nid to buy lap top..
den now.. cannot come for MATCH! coz he nid to study at RP..

Very nice ... pattern chu ka liao.. I was damned fed up lo.. Duno why i so fed up also.. ct they also dun care abt him ler.. ~ Aiya.. tht alone spoilt my day.. heng.. i'm going to sleep ler.. it did not spilt the whole day...~

grand ma's birthday

today was grand ma's birthday..

Mm, spent the afternoon at home.. sorting out smth.. Den after tth .. mum fetched us from home to grand ma's house.. Mm, heres a lil abt my grand ma..

When i first came to earth, my grand ma was living together with us.. way back them at the older homes. Den we moved.. and they moved to. Grand ma and pa.. moved to lived with my uncle and aunty. Ay, i would often go to their house back then, its juz a few blocks away.. After a few years.. grand pa passed on... leaving grand ma alone. AY, they decided to sell the flat grand pa left for them away and bought a bigger one...

Uncle was a buddhist...but my grand ma aint.. she belive in another religion.. i aint sure wat, but she kepts telling me to join her in her chants and all. I wud gullibly join her in the past.. but i ain't doing tht now. Grand ma and uncle had a argument over the differences ... and some how.. grand ma was forced to moved out .

She now stays alone , we do visit her occasionally though, and she seemed to be doing quite well in her solitude, ay, maybe it aint solitude after all. She claims tht grand pa would be around her.. Kinda freaked me out at times... but as time passes by, i got quite immune to tht.

Mm, happy birthday to her , and may her wishes come through...

Shagged...

hur , today play vball in sch... very sian.Was made to play as setter.. sian one.. no setter around..

AFter tht went to play bad... loL, unsuccessfully i tink.. the wind kinda strong.. and there was claps of tunders and streaks of lighting..Soon.. rainfall..

Riding back home in the rain at night... is .... kinda cold.. The tarmac was quite warm though... Mm, ironically speaking.

went home, watch a bit of telly here and there... den cmae online .. became a samatarian.. helped out with htmls stuff.. and lotsa stuffs.. Ay, now resulting me having a temporary brain hemmoraage now.. <- i definately got the spelling incorrectly..

Ay, wat gives..

Ay.... a man without stable perceptions is no man ard all..

Woke up by jp's fone call tis morn to tell me tht they aint goin to ct house any more.
Mum took me to the eye care center to make a new pair of specs.. Silver frame de, juz the way i like it...
The pipe at jp broke , water came gushing out at the food court area , luckily.. no one was hurt... hur hur
Met up with the peeps..
watch the movie "the wedding date'
i tink.. its some how like... the princess dairy 2.. Galy kinda show.. ~shet
Went to Kfc at Bp after the show..
calin metup with us followed by yh
paid respect at km's gramps funeral..
chatted with the peeps till around 11
got to see grace, real life.. er erd..
after tht , went home..
DEn now.. i'm here..

I"M BACK!

Dunno if any one missed me or not.. but after a period of time being MIA i'm back into business ler.. er ed..

ORite.. I've long waited to post abt the chalet so heres how it goes...

First day.

Me adn ct woke up quite early to go to the standard chartered bank to return our fees. Quite tedious to run from point a to b and then back to point a again. Jp called to tell me tht her vcd player was spoilt.. den i had to go home after paying my fees to get my vcd player. ~ dang. WIth all the big luggages .. tht aint fun.We then met up with gay ness and km at the bus stop. After which we took 700 to city hall to meet with jie and yh. DEn we proceed to the chalet. We had abit of problem checking in at first.. but all went well. THe counter ppl were quite kind i tink.

First day was quite , not eventful la.. every one was kinda watching the tv and all. AFter which around evening me jie and jp went to rent bikes . 15 bucks per bike per nite.~! its day light robbery lo.. YIkes! But all well.. we needed the bikes to get dinner . Er erd. Me and km rode to the coffee shops out side to buy food for the peeps. AFter dinner and all..i and jm kinda rode out to the beach.. Mm, did quite a bit of tokking.. was baffled abit at first.. but i kinda fig out tht i should not interfere any more... well, i tink .. i quit interfering long ago ler... but aiya... wat ever.

WOot, tht was abt tht for the first day.. the second day proved more eventful.... i tink. Km went for his health chk up in the morning. Xiang fa bougt the left over bbq food for us wen he come to meet up with km in the morning.AFter tht me and ct went for a swim.. again... we had another round of tokking.. er erd.. I got a tan from the swim seh....

AFter tht.. we went back to the chalet.. and slacked again.... den we kinda went out to play ball. Km then met up with us.. along with him.. came xiang fa... ~ we were like.. sian abt his presence.. but oh well bo bian.. km den suggested we go play soccer with some guys...we kinda pang sehs the gals bahz.. coz i tink its not their ting to play soccer wit us... Lol. Mm, after tht.. we prepared for the bbq ler bahz... Bbq was quite alrite..and all... weisheng and his gf came over to join us during the bbq.After which he and gay left... Sian.. xiang fa... didnt left.. Lol. i spent tht night not sleeping together with jie and sl company. every one else was sleeping ler... at dawn, jie and yh went out to meet up with a person from oriental... leaving behind me and san li.. Wootz, also qutie good.. i got to know sl more.. behind tht cool composure lies a gal i nvr knew before.. Nt bad. The tok abt her mum's business was very interesting. We den walked to down town east for break fast.. Lol, we reached there quite early.. so the shops aare still not opened yet... so bo bian.. gotto wait.. loitered around and all.. Mac finnaly opened. I found out tht sl's diet was quit weird. She didnt like cheese in her burger and...she ate miute amounts only.. While i was gobbling down my big break fast.. she already gave up her sausage muffin. ~ dang.WE den went back to the chalet.. had a round of pool with her.. Mm, she played quite welll . i tink. yh and jie joined us later...

THe third day was undesirably... boring.. I tink. Slept for halve the day. went for another pooling session with the guys... Den.. came back with booze... xiang fa bought them for us. I finally manage to drink wild turkey ler.. after much attempts.. Lol. Mm, but the taste aint tht satisfactory.. I prefered sl's drink.. long island.

The last nite was quite eventful la.. ate quite a huge number of fish balls.... er erd...Mm, also quite boring.. alot of kissing going on ahah.. AFter all tht.. we... went to sleep.

Woke up in the morning by the aunty... Hur hur, den we ham blang every ting and chk out.. Mm... we then went to white sands to have our break fast.. After which.. we went home...

Wat i can say abt tis chalet... is tht it aint tht fun like the previous one.. but i hope we could have more chalets in the future to allow us to get together and all.. Orite.. tht ends the post for the chalet ler....

quick.. post.. dun forget abt us.... Plz~

NIghts out

Some how , i tink tht strolling at nights .. alone or with the company of some one.. or smth helped me clear many tots. HEhe, can live longer tht way.

Went to pasamalam with vin km and ct juz nw.. saw alot of peeps on the way there.. Mm, so the pasamalam trip was like tis,there was a beggining a mid section and an end. Er erd. WE ended up at Our 'htb star bucks ' for some serious man talking session. After tht, we all went home..

Now so sian.. msn like got problem liddat.. ~~ dammit

TIng of sadness in me..

Dunno why, at this very moment.. i am feeling tis ting of sadness in me.. Its like, someting had been lost ler.. Its tht ting which i once tot wud come back but it nvr wud , Wud dis post surpress or depress anyone? I hope it wud not.

Perharps its juz mere time doing the magic again. Time...ultimate end of everyting. Father of changes. like it or hate it at times.. its also the mother of begginings.

Through all tis time... i guessed , wats tot stagnent had moved already .. Forever is not a word to be used any how. Shrugs, maybe its nvr meant to be used. But i do hope.. I cud use tis word " prolong" I dun wan my predictament to come so fast.. Yes, its tht premonition. Hur hur ..

Orite, now everyones back.. i hope my wished tht day wud come true..and every ting wud be back to normal.

I dunno how to treat u.. i dunno how to make u smile .. i dunno how to get the courage to tok to u... but i only knw how to love u ...