"..Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see .."

Woots, really very sorry for such a delayed post. I've been so busy that i couldnt have time to blog and i'm having a very severe head ache now. Lack of sleep, pff.. Any wat, i hope every one is doing fine out there during this period of time.

So ,its been more then 2 weeks since i last posted. So many things happened.

For instance,one of the major events that happened was the pulau ubin trip . I've deep gratitude for the sailors that patronized this event. They made the event more lively and were magnimonious about some of the hip cups we had . Like the rain.-_- ..

Despite the set backs we all had fun.. every one enjoyed themselves, one way or another... ay, i guess a picture paints a thousand words....


or maybe less then 50 smiles..

Was at calins last monday for chocolate fondue. Ay , kudos to calin for preparing the fondue and all.. Thanks~ Although i think that came alil late. We gained alot of vitamins and dietary fibres after the feast, as well as much of some unwanted calories..=D



This is sth we had...


which is Almost similar to....

Then i had more fun with km ws and km's sister grace at escape. Although its only the four of us , it was all good. Despite the long queues for the go kart...-__-


Me and ws, experiencing lost child hood.

The reason for my head ache is very simple. I've been sleeping less then the usual 10 hours a day ... almost like 5 horus a day.. which is so not my daily beauty sleep routine.. thus... i'm falling that sick. How ever , that didnt stopped me from visiting sentosa with the peeps this afternoon. woots, i didnt like the people we played vball with though.... keep booing at us to get us out of the court.Never the less, the day was delightful with BILLY ! around...


Billy is so easily recognisable, hes always the odd one out, i dunno why =D

Hmm, Then its rush hour again for the coral reef project. Apparently, we are called to help to shift some coral reef 100 meters up stream from the southern tip of singapore. Well,heres me being super man again saving the world and mother nature.

I'll end here for now, tml will be me saving the earth... ay, its just so difficult to be me...

Take care blog peeps...

The importance of having friends.

Els test was on yesterday.

We were supposed to do a short write up on the array of topics given. I picked the topic on ' the importance of having friends'.

Reminiscences .

I don't know when is the last time i had a good chat with a friend. Too busy with work i guess. Every one is too.

Test are all up this two weeks. I just finished els, accountings and econs test, which i truely screwed up. Mmwd and rwps are coming up next . I need some decent time to practice my flash, else i'll screw my test up too. Stress level gone up high this two weeks.

Coupled with my proposals for the next events and so many things to do for the club, it didnt made my load any lighter.

Been having sleepless nights and bad migraines recently. Ay, funds running way low to go on too.

crappy life.

I need a break.

Its aint for ever.. its just too long.

In my life i think i've met lotsa people. Good people bad people, i didn't met too much of them , but i saw my fair share of the world. Well, i could only conclude now that life's aint fair and in many times we can't control our fate, and one of the saddest part of fate, is to see departures.

At departures, its like reading the conclusion of a story book. The end of perharps a wonderful time spent . It'ld be sad, thinking about how occasions like those could only be caputured in memories now. Its with my deepest regret, that i can't spend this very last part of the chapter , with a very fine person , comrade and friend i met . Irene.

It seemed so yesterday that 1a05 was formed, remembering those times we had , laughing, bickering, just chilling out. Jet li back then wasn't that cool, i understand.. =D Perharps maybe i'm being naive .. so naive that i can't accept the fact that you are alraedy leaving us, though its 1 year , but those time were nvr enough.

I guess the time down the road, each of us will be on our different paths, doing different things at different places. How ever looking back , we'll always remember that the happiness then was always so memorable.

I guess , its only natural that i wished you all the best in what ever you do at vancouver , i'ld also pray you and ur family will be safe over there , which u guys would be with my prayers.. wakkkaa.. Rite, 6 years ain't forever , when u are back again, i chop stamp go clubbing with u and ern~! Right , u'ld be missed.....

Jc

Dreaming too hard.

With the idol fever rocking the nation.. i couldn't help but dedicate a post for the recent up roar .

No i'm not gonna talk about American Idol.. i just think the saddest thing in my life happened when chris went out.. I'm not gay, but i like his style of singing.

Any wat, i'm sure some of you guys did pay attention to singapore idol ... rite? Ah the great vocals.. ah... the passion... ah.. the emotion.. and ah the comedY?Hur hur. Well, I think its really courageous to stand out on national tv and sing infront of 4 judges with great reputation, how ever, and its a great opportunity too for them to do this. How ever, why don't ppl just perform alil self check first? Just alil would do. Camp fight by the river... wth ..

Nong nong ago... there william hung... and now there is the malay singaporean american accent cow boy who's english is poor poor and american is good good.~ Sheesh, and he wants to go to the common wealth games ? Hai.. nong nong ago.. nong nong ago.

But personally i got quite appaud by this fellow who has hair all over his face. Appaud in a good way. he sings mcr's song well. Ay , and its not in any gorr or distortion or any of those shet.. he made it sound jazz... Woots, kudos to him ..

Any wat, i think this time round , standards went up better , ay, those ppl are small ppl with big voices ~ Right...

The replacements

If you had watch that show , you'ld find that it would be one of the best sporting movie you had ever watched. Sports... performed by maybe from an individual to a team of two dozens... that moves millions.

With relevance to the sports industry now, it seems that sport had been brought up to another level. Entertainment. Every court, field , track , stadium... had became a stage. For where , the performance would be put up by athelethes of all genre. The work,determination and talent one possesses and ontributed to his or her passion is reflected on the stage he or she istanding on.The stage is where, emotions, grace, focus , sweat, pain and glory all summed up to. Never once a good game performed ends without a heart warming applause from the audience.

In a few hours time it'ld be my turn , for my final performance on my stage. I guess it nvr was easy coming this far... for this one last spike. Match On~

C h a p t e r 5 - the match..

How many times in your life you put urself up the stage with hundreds of people cheering... supporting you.. Not many times..

How many times do u play a part in clinching that very medal.... that one sought for by many... that one that created so much hope and killed so many... Not many times...

The adrenaline rush...

" short~! "

The sweat...

"I think i can't go on doing this any more, i'm old..."

The blood....

"Fuck, its bleeding ... damn pain in the shin.."

How many finals do you play for in your life? Not many...

t h i s s a t.... u n l e a s h t h e b a n k a i.. =)

C h a p t e r 4- friends

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked that night about the rest of our lives
wonderin Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But then we left i knew we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and i've got something that i wanna say
i couldn't say it out cause you didnt gave a chance oh..
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in may
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
spent together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
would We still be
Friends Forever ?

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will km's jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will sweet ol' coconut be the next top businessman?
Can Jiapei find a job that would go with her plan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

This is what happens..
when u messed
with the wrong guy
on the wrong day..

(Cherish life.. drive carefully..)

C h a p t e r three -broken twig

Starring blankly at wat was broke,
Hearing her cries echoing my heart
If only i was more than a bloak
I nvr wished for our life to so hard.

They asked for my decision ,
Between both of them only one..
but i was only left to my own delusion
It make me sad for all this is not fun.

I was only p 3 when they were gone.
I hated him and detested her even more.
I couldn't even remember if memories was fond
I coudn't find any one trustworthable

Memories they haunt my life they nvr go away
All those scars still sting as they stay hook...
I wanted to run but ended up by myself in a dismay..
for i am still Starring blankly at wat was broke..

C h a p t e r 2 - God's explaination

Why? Why did it happened?

"How could this happen to me...."

Why ... wHy?? why...whY?

There's no solution... we could await god's deliverance.

Splendor

I Think God Can Explain

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet.
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
I'ts alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain

Run way cycling

Chapter o n e- reconnaissance

Deluded... Searching, its that light.

"you'll nvr get there, just give up..."

Tracing the paths.. trailing..

" go away... Just stay away from me.."

Falling deeply into darkness ... unknown.. unfamiliar...

" Hi , my name is Jc .. you are?"

Conquering, commanding... enrapturing... engulfing...

"This is not right.."

stranded..

In other words.... I love you..... In other words... darling kiss me~

During the 3 hour break yesterday, i found myself with 3 other gals... inside kbox . Well, i didn't really put up any resistance against the idea of gg to kbox with them, since i didn't really had anything else to do during the three hours... So i had to let them hear my petrifiying voice at kbox... Sorry for the broken ear drums and glasses.=D

Match was on yesterday. Tampiness north. 2-0 victory. We didn't really performed up to standards i think. Lotsa mistakes here and there. Next match should be the quater finals some where in 10th may. Single knock out.. the mention of that phrase is enough to sent goose bumps down the back of my neck.

Zhi wei, one of my team mates, was kind enough to send me to seng kang after the match . I had to take bus 89 from there to changi to meet up with the rest of the peeps for the chalet. On board his car, we had an enjoyable "dialouge" session. I found out that he is an ex-national player in his early 20s. His coach then was micheal too. He commented that, "micheal didn't have the techniques well, but he takes us as his team... During that period of time... we didn't really improved much. He get to take us as his team... via relations with other vball officials of singapore. " That testament threw me into deep thoughts. Is my coach, really adept for training teams after all?Its not that i'm making this statement without any personal insights of my own. Looking at what he had really done, its really left me pondering.

I took 89... and i did not over shot badly for good ness sake.. IN FACT its quite a perfect stop! despite the gays at the car park. I alighted at changi V. The night life there is indeed "interesting", maybe it'ld appeal to some of the male bloggers here.. HUr hur.

Any wat... welcome back to Incredible tales ....

I'm Jc... in this series of incredible tales... I'll be sharing with you my little experience after spending a night in a chalet at changi.

3 days before.. I was invited.... to irene and tw's chalet.

I met up with ernest at changi v." !@R!$@%^&$@#%!!$%^$%^@!#$%#^%!!!!!" was what he was saying.. apparently cursing and swearing at me for no particular reasons. Peharps it because something super natural had got a grip of him. Nonetheless i ignored him.

The chalet was pretty neat from the outside. Big house... nice tv and sofa sets.. nice kitchen... how ever, one thing which is significantly unified among all the chalet. The windows and doors are all painted red. In every room, there is always two doors. I took that as part of the chalet's structure and design.

I visted my room, it was pretty spacey. there is a balcony. I opened the door that leads the balcony... Immediately, i was tooked aback by a ghastly figure whcih went furthur away from the position i was standing at and finally dropping off the ledge.

I knew sth was there.

The evening was cool and i had alil supper prepared by irene and tw. Woots, its nice ... the spaggethi. We played some drinking game and it was then.. weird things started to happen.The air conditioning system for every room starts turning off. We chk the main power supply. After tripping a few switches.. the power for the air con came back online again.The puzzle is.. how come its only that air conditoners that gets their electricity cut off and not the lights and the fans and everything else. A few moments later... the air con gets cut off again, we were irritated. Tw called the officer incharge down to our chalet to come check the air cons for us.

The pak cik arrived and he chk the limit break. He did a few chks and got the air con system restarted again. He said if it turns off again.. we can contact him and he'll ask the contractor to come down to look at it for us.

"I dont think its system failure la... Uncle think its some one palying a prank la.." he said

" huh ? what you mean" i asked eyes widen in bewilderment.

" Its common la.. uncle see this kind of things here alot of times liao. They want to play pranks on you only la. Not that they would harm you if u didn't do anything bad to them. Uncle see alot of time already.."

Apparently, he went on tokking to us about ghost story for the next 15 minutes to ensure that the air con doesn't falter again. Before he left he chanted" please ar, don't disturb ar... ppl want to sleep and use air con ar... "He smiled and chuckled after he finished that chant .The moment we return to the rooms and sat down after sending the pak cik off... the air con turned off again. This time the contractor came down. He said that he couldn't do much.... after he tightened the screws... and he said if it occurs again, we will have to come down tommorow. He left and the air con went working fine .

We went to sleep after alil ps gaming . It was 4 in the morning. As i lay still in my bed, kept awake by the syphony of snorres coming from zhi jian and ern. I heard a loud knock on the door. It was clear some one wants to enter the room. But at this late hour... and every one else is asleep.. who could it be? The windows, doors and everythign else was locked.. and there is no way some one could have come into the house. I decided that it was just my imagination and i went back to sleep. It happened again.. the loud knock. This time zhi jian also was awaken. How ever i doubt he heard the knock, he just woke up becoz ernest was snorring way too loudly. I closed my eyes thinking its just becoz im too tired.. how ever, moments later... i heard something scratching on our door. Its directly out side our door. Immediately after the scratching stopped.. i felt a presence....i wanted to turn my body but i couldn't, i felt immense pain from my back. Perharps some wud say its due to the bad position i'm sleeping in... but can u explain why its only after i took out my wallet which has a amulet in it then i could turn .Right after the presence left i heard sound of marbles dropping on the tiles. I slept through though...

The next morning , i went to chk out some of the chalet areas. There is .... this papaya tree in the middle of no where.. and the grass surrounding it had already withered away. Its really puzzling. There is this mark.. of some one's hand on the paint job, which seemingly rotted around that spot. Every thing looks fine then. We had a conversation later. Apparently, i was not the only one who heard the sounds ... zhi jian heard it too. The way he describes the bangs on the doors was Ditto to what i heard.

To all of you, heres a little advice if u really had to book a chalet at changi. Book it close to some one else . Book it closest to civilisation. Don't rearrange your furniture yourself, they are placed in the way they are for reasons. Have your lights on even if you are sleeping. Don't go for night walks, u'll most prolly scare ursellf when u encounter bimbotic gays. Keep in mind that there are other "residents" sharing the palce with you and respect... is what every one deserve....

With that , i've come to the end of the show... Fact or fiction... your decide for it yourself. I'm jc , and you are watching incredible tales.. Till the next time , gd night~

This coming April..

Be prepared for ACTION...

Intensity..

and more action..

Speed...

And more action

This Spring...

J.c is...

Jc...

together with his pair of shoes and his team mates...

they will go against....

team tampiness..

In a cut-throat match nvr seen before....

12 men..

1 court..

1 net..

2 long chop sticks...

1 volleyball.....

AT the blow of the whistle..

Digging...

Serving...

Spiking.....




Be prepared for the ride of your life.....

There is no gays involved.....

Coming to theatres soon...

Happy birhtday jie min....

Ay .. so its jie min's birthday today.. Well, blame it on myself for being too busy with so much things that i can't celebrate it with her bahz. Oh well, i still wanna wish her a happy birthday and woots, may the 18th year for you on earth be much better then before... =D

Materialistic personalities

One kinda personalities i hate the most would be the materialistic personalities.Ppl tend to look at more of the material the person possess... rather then WHAT really possesses in the person. This is what i don't like. It happens.. every where.. among employers and employeess... teachers and students... among friends... and sometimes even between couple wannabes.. note wannabes..

A classical example for me would be this particular event that happened during a road rage when i cyclinga Fr bike back.This is how a fr bike looks like.



Its generally heavy and bulky.. suitable for doing stunts.. but it takes lottsa energy to make it go fast on the road becoz its heavy.

So i was cycling and cyclist, and.. a ah pek.. on a road bike kinda... like challenged me to a road rage.. u know.. body language speaks a thousand words. So his bike is sth like this..


I was thinking not to engage , but oh well, i tot i tried... and i over took him after a turn... We stopped at the traffic light for a quick breather.... he said sth like this.. WOOT, FAST BIKE u have there... i was like.. HUh... he went" YOUR BIKE... ITS FAST~...." and i said... " uncle.... my bike's engine is runned by me....not sth else..." he just went" No la.. i think ur bike very good... got disc brake... suspension very good"

They said that we shud forgive and forget and let the ignorant be blessed with the little knowledge they had.. Well, I thought that phrase suited fine... I cycled off..

I see next time this bike can be a FAST BIKE TOO

and i can see how this cyclist over take him again .

YOU GUYS ARE OWNEDDDD!!! WAKAKKAKAKAKKAKKAkAKAKkakaKaKAKkAKKAKAKKAk


Ay , hate me , luff me, love me... LOl

Right i think most of u must be wondering who the gurl is an all.. Well, be it sad or happy to say.. The previous post is just some thing i wrote out of a philosphiscal spurge.. Lol, in a nut case.. i'm still single ... and there is no gal at all.. BUt Hey, i just reassured any potential gurl friend might out there that i'll be sooooooo good to them.. wakkakak.. anywat.. Chew on it.. XD

When valentines seems so yesterday....

The rombustious week left me seasoned with trauma. A sense of immense gratitude for the week end was undeniably sensational. Well, the week end is indeed someting i look forward to . Really.. i meant it..

Well, its been some time since i've been preparing for this.. ever since that day i pop that question outta the blue. The latter agreed which made me sceptical at first....... but i was reassured later. Hah

WEll, the chk list.. Present chked.



Well, i thought it was my first time on a date.... i thought i'ld make it alil tad bit more contemporary. Its a good thing we are going some where with air con to dine .



Lol, i learnt from the experts that alittle talent time during the time together nvr fail to impress . You and me by life house... is the song i'ld play. Hah, i called the bistro up and they allowed me to leave my guitar with them before i actually went to pick her up.



I was alil late when i met her below her block. 5 mins she said.. Lol, i guess i ought to start kicking that habit off. Soon soon i will . So we took the cab down to the bistro...I was awed by the glandiour of the building at night. It was glamourous..



Every thing was beautiful in the building.. wasn't allowed to take photos though.. haha. We indulge in the 7 course meal prepared by the chef. On the 4 th course.. i excused myself from the table to retrive the guitar.. cleverly concealed by the staffs at the bistro. Kudos to them for doing that.

I did a quick checked on it , strum it once.. perfect. The expansive manager even went to the extent of getting me a mike , a stand... and alil amp for me to sing . That is excellent customer service for you. G chord..' what day is it... and in what month this clock never seems so alive......"

A peck on the cheek by the lady was just the right amount for complimentray purposes after the little performance i did. I was also flattered by the on lookers with their magnanimous applause. That sweet smile which melt my heart back then when to evaporate it furthur..

I guess the bouquet went well with the present. Lavenders and roses... weird combi? Ay, i guess I shud have attended Horti culture lesson more..

The night was still young.. she suggested we went for alittle walk around. Ay , i couldn't agree more with her... infact.. i find myself in concordat with any of her ideas all the time. Magic i supposed.



We shared alil private moment of intimacy before i sent her to her door step.. Alil.. but yet, sweet. I guess i couldn't even get enuff of it... hah..

And the moon was stained scarlet ...

U can cover ur ears to stop hearing everyting... but as u close eyes, love turns into a drop of tear- adapted from some twtish quote.

There is alot of tings which one man cannot do alone.....

Like, performing in super band....

Like, doing cpr.....

Like, playing vball......

Like , commiting in a relationship....

Like, running a club in singapore polytechnic....

Ay, team work team work team work~ ...

Woots, first day of sch.. it was a fruitful day today.So we did the intro thing today.. i gotto partner this gal named cherry... AY, well cherry.... is sweet... red..... alittle sour....alil juicy and the bad ting abuot it.. there was a seed inside..

Any wat, theres a guy named Long yuan too in my class.. He wore purple today.. sama as ern. Long yuan is again... sweet , juicy with a seed inside how ever u'll nid to peel its skin.

And there is MANGO GOH , sitting beside me during class.. Mango Goh just got her name today becoz the teacher require a christian name for her.. Mango is again.. sweet, juicy , yellow how ever its seed is much bigger then cherry's and long yuan's.

Right , it was a really fruitful day indeed.


Met up with the much missed peeps at Fc6 . saw juliana, Ay, she still remembers me sial.. so cool..AFter lunch econs, ay... i saw my father's face on the screen.. i dunno why every one around me started laughing when i acknowledge him..

Any wat.. i lost my keys sial... and my pencil box and i only found out when we are Empress Alicia's palace.. So the fellow man went back on our horses and weapons back to er mei mountain to retrive the holy keys...

The quest includes(In sequence)...

1)To search for nothingness in dungeon Mlt 11

2)To search for emptiness in cava 9 ..

3)To Look for the Architect at coordinates 2232..

4)To look for the sexy lady at home base...

5) To look for the card master with sexy lady's map

6) To open doors of darkness at coordinates 2157 with key item retrieved from card master

7) To go to the swamp to ask the gremlims for the coordinates for the Key holder's palace..

8) Quest completed...


AY, long post long post.. end here...

28th april , Yck 830 pm...reloading bankai.

Clock watching

OMG OMG OMG NO TIME~ NO TIME.....

ay, i've been super busy the past few days.... ride, vball.. all the shet..i can't imagine what will happen to me once school reopens. Cranked out,.

Anywat, the ride yesterday was fun.. cant go really fast becoz it was cold.. hur hur so many ppl crash yesterday.. Ay

First CSC match up today.. against keat hong. I'm in team bukit panjang now... we won .. 2-0. That big fellow... keat hong number four... gives me a feeling of dejavu... he reminds me of Chong hoe. Ay Shrug. Oh well, next match 28th.. hur, 1 day before the camp. HUr.

Right , Starting school tml already. GOOD LUCK to all poly peeps... we'll make it there... at the end of this sem... for our next break away... CHIONG AR~~~~~


hur hur

The English song Gal

AY, went to sch today.. back to t19.. ay, so long nvr been there already... was being a gd samatarian when i brought "some" year 1 DAC fresh man to where she is supposed to go.There was no gratitude -;- .Saw Tw and irene there.. She went to withdraw from the course. Hmm, dunoe why , i felt kinda sad about it. Right heres a lil section dedicated to irene..

Days past so quickly , its been already 2 sems already.
From the bickerings and the sneerings we laugh through,
I remb that u said i look like jet li , and i tot it was kinda creepy.
It great knowing u and may all ur dream come true.

Wow, it actually rhymed.. wakkakaka, i shud do this more often.

After tat it was busy busy busy.

Me zj ern zhi hong and wei long were running around the school planning for the FO camp.. we are indeed productive when we actually got it acknowledge... Despite being such a last minute work. Wootz... How ever, we face perils now as cheng hong said that we might not be able to book the camp site as the date we pick is supposively hot. >_<>

AY more busy days ahead i tink.

But heres a some news before i go .

Tonight of channel news Jc

"Leading experts have discovered that 4 out of 5 ppl in the world form 80% of the world population." This is Jc reporting live from CNJ.

Nite.

Life house-You and me


G Cadd9 G/F# Em C

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G Cadd9
What day is it?
G/F# G
And in what month
Em D C
This clock never seemed so alive.
G Cadd9
I can't keep up
G/F# G
And I can't back down
Em
I've been losing
D C
So much time.

Chorus 1:

G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
Nothing to lose,

G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Verse 2:

G C
What other things
G/F# G
That I wanna say
Em D C
Just aren't coming out right.
G C
I'm tripping on words,
G/F# G
You've got my head spinning
Em D C
I don't where to go from here.

Chorus 2:
G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
And nothing to prove

G Em
And it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Bridge:

Em Cadd9
Something about you now,
G G Cadd9
I can't quite figure out,
Em D
Everything she does is beautiful,
Em (Cadd9 Em G/F# x2)
Everything she does is right.

Chorus 3:

G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
Nothing to lose,

G Em
And it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D
I can't keep my eyes off of

G Em
You and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
And nothing to prove

G Em
And it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Last verse:

G C
What day is it?
G/F# G
And in what month
Em D C
This clock never seemed so alive.

Wastage

I've been spending the past few days... at home, coup up in my room. Morphing into an introvert some wud say. Well, my days aren't that non productive ... i managed to cook up some weird dish. Learnt how to play F chord neatly. Played lots of Dota. Meditate. YES with my leg crossed... Did yoga, to a certain extent , i just wanted to get more ab muscles .. and tidy the room up alil.

Well,what i did for the past few days indeed resemble to the main character of the movie... 40 year-old virgin. Quite an introvert.

So much so for acting like an extrovert .

Any wat...Classes starting soon, ay looks like we're all gonna be seperated into different classes .. reminiscing i'ld be , but i guess we have too much of this . Change. Its a really part and parcel of life indeed. Looking back at the foot steps we left.. some deep foot steps.. some so shallow that they've been blown away, its been such a great journey.

Woots, but looking to the future.. new class.. Some new class mates.. Ay, So fun.. Like the start of a new quest.

Ay, monday's jamming cancelled again... FITH LA! >_<

Out

In a very bad mood now..

I know its pointless saying....but i still want to say..

That i'm in a very bad mood now...

coercion was perharps only to those who wants to hold on to false hopes

Wootz, i finally gave ed his present... Ay, draggy...

Any wat... today is a fine day.. fine weather.. and fine mood

=D

Went to pay my respects to my grand father at his grave. Mum and dad could not make it.. i know my relatives are all tokking about it..Well, i told grand father to excuse them both.

Went to meet up ct and km. Ay, they had alil disagreement.... but i'm glad that tings went fine. After all..its been so long...

Woot, i'm like blogging for the sake of blogging.. Till den...

out.

Pieces

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

Nice song ain't it? It virtually expresses my feelings i guess... well its really nice song , so nice that we wanted to jam it. HIack

One day a boy ask his dad..

"dad , why did Jimmy helped me with my work when i didn't even ask him too?"

"Thats what friends are for..." the latter replied.

The boy ask again, " Why did Jimmy gave me his share of the apple pie when i couldn't get any ? "

"Son, that again is what friends are for" he replied , simultaneously...

"And are friends for ,being sad together with u? like when ur sad ? And are friends for ,being there for u when u are at the lowest part of your life? And are friends there to guide u , help u , cry with u, laugh with u , play with u ... no matter the odds?" the boy rattles

"Yea... Appreciate ur friends for what they are .. becoz they are ur friends for what they are... whom they are ..and they will form part of ur life "dad said.

ANd so.... the boy ... went on to make more friends ....and live happily ever after....

NOT

Well perharps thats the best results we all wanted... but , snap back to reality guys, which is sadly.. always cold and cruel. Ignoable personalities enrapture the society , dwindling the meaning of friendship, to perharps as a mere statement , or as a tool to accomplish personal desires.

Hah, but one ting remains true i guess... we find true friends and we cherish them, simple as that...

Period

I love flame wars..

WEll, if some of you would be wondering wat flame wars are.. its a term used in this webby i'm frequenting..www.togoparts.com -_- which meant of some one getting all the negative feed backs of sth....arising to an intellectual conflict inbetween opposition parties . Hah, in a nut shell... its just ppl quarelling on the net.

So , i said i have a rather.. sick passion for this kinda "sessions". Some wat, it kinda entertains me to a certain extent on how , one... decide to fight for his or her stand ; rational.. or ridiculously absurb. The way some phrase their thoughts.. through maybe words... i said maybe.. coz i duno what kinda other forms of communication they use... regardless of whether it is or not.. understandable.. ~laugh.

Thus, i'll be grinning ear to ear ,at how ppl dig their own hole and throw themselves inside if u peeps get what i meant.. not forgetting the times where they just forget~ to make more amusement for the public by adding more....bull shet. Lol.. yea bull shet.. nonsense, crap...

Ay, my my ... since when had poor old jc turned into such a sadist.. oh well.. as long as he's happy i guess..

LOl

Ay, blog peeps.. i'll be mia.... do contact me ya.. If u reallly reallllly nid sth from me URGENTLY.. lol.. i'm not leaving my contact no.... u peeps shud have it.. Till den... blog peeps.. have a gd day.. i meant it. >_<

Happy birthday Pz!!!!

Once again , ur older den me again.


Wth~

Well, had quite an enriching day today.. Did a quest..~! 19 sweets dedication.. and ay.. it was an effort worth while la..

Ay, palawan tml plz....

Out~

The new padlock.

"Hi every one this is Me again, from class 933.3 fm, its 2 in the morning now and i'm here to keep u company.. for now.. lets go back to the 80s and listen to some golden classics.."... the radio aired some wasted oldies on the fm. I hummed to the tune as i drove along the same stretch of road. My back ached from those nites on the polyester bed i " D.I.Y' for my self. Ah teck....the first store i nid to deliver the fish balls to.... my eyes set on the horizon non- chalantly as the daily routines begans.

"pAk!" that sound of my door closing signifies the end of my day .I drove, wearily to the nearest coffee shop to get break fast for my children. Ay , my children.. i've 3 kids. 2 sons and one daughter. My elder son is already 18, hah... i still remmeber the times when he was still small and i'ld so much wanted to bring him wiht me for fishing like any other dad wuold do. And my daughter... Shes alil way ward now..but i tink she'ld do fine. Not forgetting my youngest son.. hah, he looks nerdy and all now.. but i tink he'll turn out to be like a fine gentlemen. WEll, its almost dawn and they'll be waking up to go to school... I stepped on the throttle to go as fast as the old raven can go.

" Wan ton noodles 3 packs plz, take away , 2 no chilli 1 with chilli . "i told the hawker. " Soya milk please , the biggest packet... and one kopi o, less sugar Thks~!"


I drove home after collecting the food. Submited to my body's cries of pain.. i was so realived that i got home able to rest for that 2 hours before setting to work again. Gingerly.. i took out my keys and slot it into the padlock. denial. I tried again... the key won't go in. Feeling weird.... i took a closer look at the padlock. "Queens padlock"it stated as the brand.A new pad lock.Remorse and melachony stabbed my heart. I know that i've took a wrong step and i couldn't amend it any more.. There is no second chance left. I left with a heavy haert.

As the packets of breakfast hung on the door's handle.

Birthdays.

Birthdays are dates that account for one's date of birth. Its the day that one's mother , bears the pain of labours in the ward for hours giving birth, and the significant day that ends the torment she had been having for the past 9 or so months. This is the day which children would express gratitude to their mother.

Birthdays,carries lots of other kind of meanings. It brings out loves from hearts of ppl who cared for the one celebrating his or her birthday. Love in the sense can be tangible , or pragmatic .. no matter how illusive, transparent it is.. One can raelised whether he or she is loved by ppl who care.Love is felt, not seen nor heard.


Birthdays also developes cohesion in families. No matter how torn apart a family is, birthdays of the members in the family would always be remembered by the rest of the family members. And , the family members would do their best to make the particular family member who is having his or her birthday happy on that very special day. How ever, the ultimate pain would be when family members don't remember ur birthday .... and does stuffs that pains u in the heart on ur birthday... that leads to how birthdays represents cohesiveness in a family as well.

Friends play an important role in ur birthdays too.Birthdays would signify how u stand in the eyes of ur friends. How appreciated u are by friends. No doubt , u'ld be very sad when u sat alone at ur party waiting for friends to come... from 7 till 11.. hah, birthdays also signifies loniless for some and perharps sadness.

Well, i don;t know about u guys, but i feel that birhdays are very special occassions which could only occur once a year, and its supposed to be Happy, because every one goes.."hey dude, HAPPY BIRTHDAY" well, thats what i've been taught from youung and thats what i thought. Till recently.. Hah, happy birthday to my self...... =)


period....

Birthdays.

Birthdays are dates that account for one's date of birth. Its the day that one's mother , bears the pain of labours in the ward for hours giving birth, and the significant day that ends the torment she had been having for the past 9 or so months. This is the day which children would express gratitude to their mother.

Birthdays,carries lots of other kind of meanings. It brings out loves from hearts of ppl who cared for the one celebrating his or her birthday. Love in the sense can be tangible , or pragmatic .. no matter how illusive, transparent it is.. One can raelised whether he or she is loved by ppl who care.Love is felt, not seen nor heard.


Birthdays also developes cohesion in families. No matter how torn apart a family is, birthdays of the members in the family would always be remembered by the rest of the family members. And , the family members would do their best to make the particular family member who is having his or her birthday happy on that very special day. How ever, the ultimate pain would be when family members don't remember ur birthday .... and does stuffs that pains u in the heart on ur birthday... that leads to how birthdays represents cohesiveness in a family as well.

Friends play an important role in ur birthdays too.Birthdays would signify how u stand in the eyes of ur friends. How appreciated u are by friends. No doubt , u'ld be very sad when u sat alone at ur party waiting for friends to come... from 7 till 11.. hah, birthdays also signifies loniless for some and perharps sadness.

Well, i don;t know about u guys, but i feel that birhdays are very special occassions which could only occur once a year, and its supposed to be Happy, because every one goes.."hey dude, HAPPY BIRTHDAY" well, thats what i've been taught from youung and thats what i thought. Till recently.. Hah, happy birthday to my self...... =)


period....

Sitting up watching the north western sunrise.. creeping out of high rises..

I think its time i let go of my dog.. Whats meant to be gone.. willl be gone...Whats meant to be mine , will belong to me. Whats not won't.

I'm not holding to any hope that he'ld be back any more.Gave Up.

I know it sucked and all, but i figure out that its pointless brooding over it already. You might say that i give up easily and i don't love my dog much.. I'll reckon with that kinda statements made. Its times like this I want to focus on living my life better by forgetting the pain caused from all the sadness, just let me be and stop rubbing salt into everyting ok?

To the peeps who help me throughout this ordeal.. Thks alot, I meant it. Its through times like this u felt love ,care and concern from friends and love ones around u. Trully with all my heart.. i appreciated it.

Good bye beng.

I'm tired... just too tired bahz..

I nid help.

I know this is crazy but i nid the help...of blog peeps to go flat by flat at the block next to me to look for my dog.. I seriously hear the dog barking for the past few days.. so I'll nid to go flat by flat block by block to go look for it. But i can't do it alone.. PLZ!!! i nid help.

Tml if possible !! contact me on my cell 90214103.. to enlist.. UR HELP WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!!

Hate Tears Pain Jealousy Greed creed

Perharps i've been a jerk too much recently. Yes.. Indeed I am one. NOT recently.. always.


Sorry if i made any one's day bad.. really... i meant it.

Beng is lost. no news for him. worried and sad i am.. hating myself too. Deeep inside i'm selfish. I always wanted things for myself. I'm an ass. Trully. I never tot for others. I want tings greedily... for myself. I want beng to be there when i'm sad.... I want attention .. I want People to acknowledge my existence. I want all of this. Every ting i wanted .. i want it for myself.. nvr giving....always receiving.


I'ld complain i'm alone.. when there is so many ppl out there feeling alone too. I'ld complain i'm alone when i'm the one who wants to be left alone. I want to show care and concern... only to want to accept it back.I'm a parasite to man kind.. defect of god's creation.


Who i am hates who i've been... -relient K

Beng come home..

WHere are you boy? Why aren't u beside me now? U'ld always stayed beside me when i'm using the com.. Why aren't you here now? Where are you? PLease come home...


I'll let you have part of my bed if u come back boy.. U'ld used to fight with me for the bed during bed time. Without u around.. no one is there to fight with me for the bed. Come home beng..

You''re always there when the whole world turn its back on me.. but now... u aren't there.. nobody is there for me.. I nid u beng.. come home..

U'ld always wake me up from my sleep at 9 , without u , i can't wake up.. and i find it so hard to fall asleep.. beng come home...

I promise to buy lotsa dog treats for you when you come home beng.. plz come home.

Don't leeave me hanging on the thread alone boy..your my cure from this ilitious world..come home now beng..

Please beng.. i beg of u .. come home...

Dear blog peeps, i nid alittle bit of ur help now .... dearly.... I've lost my dog... Ah beng, on a thursday morning on march 02 . If any one of you guys spot it .. any where.. PLZ!!!! contact me!.. The family really misses the dog dearly.. SO plz.. Help by contacting me either way.. on msn via Junchin02@hotmail.com .. my email.. 90214103..my cell...THanks alot!...

Heres a picture of him..

Food for thought- Is it more embarressing to fart in the public or to burp in the cinema or to walk with ur fly open in the mall??


Hmm, ROT my day away today.-_- Ay naruto 167.... bleach 70...


So i've been wondering.. what am i gonna do during the break. WOrk? i can't find one. PLay? with who? Chalet? we can't find any common time together.. ay... i guess i'll be serisouly rotting away my holidays too~ Aw crap.. but i'm sure looking forward to my birthday!!! lol, ay.. this is not a reminder.. i'm not trying to tell u guys that my birthday is on the 17th..i'm not trying to hint to u guys that i want presents... i'm not doing anything of the above mentioned.. seriously~...-_^

YAY! 3 down 1 to go..

Ay , so... stress level reduced by 75%... left with Java.. Ay, i dont wanna tok abuot it >_<.... I had my Managament and organisations behaviour examstoday.. Mob for short.. Ay, think i'm so gonna not do well for that paper.. Dreads~ Well, its over now i guess , went to town.. to eat. Ay, pepper lunch...I think i need to work on my japanese pronounciation more. Ko ni chi wA! Omaiwa ~! ay crap, i also nid to work on some language skills too.. with dinner over , we went for pool.. after which we went to be posers. Lol, I wanted to start a gang fight with my tie!!!! Crap. Went to esplanade.. there was this really cool gig there.. Damn, the vocalist damn natural~ ay.. After that we went to the did some photo shots. ay, posers we are.. a group of korean tourists actually approached us to look at our great "art work" .. lol pretty cool, i starrted tokking to them with my japanese accnet and greeted one of them wtih the AN nyeong haseyo.. lol, its a good ting i learnt korean from hazel.. lol, it promotes that i'm a internationally friendly person LOL.. ay , crap... i'll end here.. with a pic of us , the pee dudes.

Alrite heres to all the coffee lovers out there...

Orite, After sometime off , its time i did some decent blogging .. AM having my exams now. Stressed Mode.... Any way , In this post , i'ld like to review this blend of coffee by nescafe,its called the blend 37 ,Cup of character.


I was just doing my groceries for my grand ma when i realised that we're running outta COFFEE~.. So , i went over to the dried goods sections and there it was.. In a dark , gothic yet attractive Bottle..OUt of curiosity , i grab a bottle and turn to its back and looked. There this interesting read abuot this man who survived in a ship wreck and lived on coffee for 37 years. The astonishing news break through recently and its said that nescafe wanted to make a debute out off this extraordinary man , thus Voila... the blend 37 was created ,re enacting the 37 years the man spent on his salvage.

I looked at the gold blend , i've normally drink.. and look at blend 37 again and instinctly... i looked at the priced.. a dollar difference. Lifted a brow -_^ .. Well, its not too bad to spend another dollar for something new i thought. Thus , in goes blend 37 into the shopping cart.

As soon as i dropped my groceries in the kitchen, i scourge for that bottle of my precious. Twisted the bottle cap, peeled off the protective Layer.. Ay, protective layer.. doesn't that sound risque... Lol. I tooked up my mug , my spoon , dunk the spoon into the bottle of precious.. scooped a spoonful outta the bottle. Grab my creamer, my brown sugar... did some chemical reaction.. ta da... the wonderful cup brown liquid is finished!!!! MUahahahahaha... -_-


Ay, took my virgin sip for the new blend..Ay, more then i anticipated. It was a whole new taste~! That gingerly sour taste from gold blend... was taken over by a more robust.. mild bitterness. The aroma of the coffee is amazing as it spreads to every corners of ur mouth. So much so that u could actually smell the coffee while its in ur mouth. NIce~ For that 1 dollar difference.. its worth it >_<\/


Right , so if any of you guys run out of coffee at home, do remember this post of mine and go try Blend 37 out ~..

Ay , wats better then watching Movie parodies after a tough day at school? Lol , snugggle up and chill peeps and enjoy the parodies laughs after laughs..

Star wars MTV?

She scurries to the toilet... locks the door urgently and reached out for the side cupboard . From the highest level, cleverly concealed was a packet to marlboro lights. 1,2,3....8 she counted. Gingerly , she pulled out one stalk and stroke a match.Her heart pounded rapidly as her stalk of ciggarrette is being lit. Suddenly , the door burst open and her mother grab her hard on her wrist.. forcing and pulling her out of the toilet. Shocked she was.. vindicated she tot she is.

"What on earth do u think u are doing?? "Her mum screamed...

"What...."She protested... her trade mark uncouth style of replying to her mum...

"I'm going to bring u to the police, have u any sane idea what u are doing? Do u care about how i felt when i see u doing things lie this" her mum sobbed, pulling her to the livnig room hard on her wrists.

Then her brother heard the commotion and walked to the living room from his bed room only shocked to see his mum holding a packet of ciggarrette on her hands.

"Look at her! Look at ur sister , look at what she has done ... nvr in my life i've expected her to be so bad."Cried his mother , tears flowing down her sunken cheeks.

Shes been sufferring... with the stress from her work and as being the sole bread winner of the house. Their dad , do occassionally comes back once in a blue moon. Other then that , it had always been their mum looking after the three children. A cancer survivor , the only thing that motivates her into such a drive is to see her children grow up to be fine adults .

Her brother , dazed by the sight of the ciggarretes, his mind distorted on what he is going to do next . Straight away he sat down on the couch while listen to his mother rant at his sister.

She stared , eyes filled with deep hatred at her mother.. in her heart she felt that she was correct , because it was THEM ! who made her smoke, THEM who put her into such a sorry state, THEM! . its their fault! NOT HERS!....

Exhausted from the ranting , her mum felt faint and collasped onto the chair nearest to her.

"MOVE" that word flashed in his brother's mind for a second... jolting him up from the couch..

"Why must u make mummy cry... Why must u hurt the hearts of ppl who cared for u ?"Bellowed his brother.

"Why must u smoke? WHy must u do with ciggarrettes? "

"Do u think its cool ? I'll answered that question for u , Its absoulutely not."

"Can't u see that ur are beign used by ur friends? I understand that u felt that ur friends are the closest ppl to u and u would do what ever it takes to help them, but have it ever crossed ur mind whether what u do is correct or not. Will it hurt the hearts of PPl who care for u ? "

"True friends won't land u into such a sorry state as u are now! LOok at U, 3 years back before u came into this school u aint like that! you were just like any other ordinary fine gurls out tat.. Look how u've stained urself with ciggarrettes and vulgarities, LOok at the god damn mirror and see for urself how UGLY u've turn to.. Ugly!"Her brother rapped those words out from the bottom of his heart..

Silence.. and that cold stare... was all the response she had.. deep in her heart she was fighting... That devil ... I didnt do anything wrong...


Hot bead of tears rolled down his cheeks... he sobbed...

"When i look at u.. i can only see my self as a brother who have failed... to guide his little sister on the correct path..When papa left us, i know u felt sad, but then u were still young me too.. all i can do is to cry with u .. marcus is luckier he didnt know how it really felt then..."his words trembled with his emotions.."Do u know how i wished u didnt went to the same school as i am?My grades then suck... i wanted u to get better grades then me... i wanted u to go to a better school..its ok if u didnt did well for u studieds, but i ddint expect u to turn bad as well..I didnt wanted all this to happen...but looking at the ciggarrettes now , i feel helpless and i can only cry for u .... "

"Please dont smoke.. become a better person... if u are still there... Know that what u've done is wrong.. and correct it.. IF u still nid help, me and mummy will be still here to help.. even if the whole world turn their back on u .. ur kins wont. Becos its in our blood... so plz... become a better person and let this be the last time ..."Pleaded her brother, discarding all pride resorting to pleadings...

Akwardly.. she nodded her head and proceeds to the sink to wash her face...

Extreme Make over in progress... Make over of the day.. Ernest a.k.a ern.. but knwn as the ern meinster for today..

Orite, its the Ern-meinster B-day now. We celebrated his b-day yesterday and , we , the extreme make over team ... was kind enuff to give the ern-meinster the make over he deserved as a birthday gift. Dun say yor nigga daddy aint treating his little sonny good enuff yo dawg.. your hear? Lol..


Well.. we went to far east to actually have his hair rebonded. Ice rebonding i think , and i've learnt quite alot about rebonding today. We went to this cool saloon on the 4th floor i supposed. 04-21 of far east shopping center. We were greeted by a friendly guy named ??? . Ern was then ushered to a seat nearest to the door and the long gruelling yet worth waiting for wait started. First it was the applying of some cream which looks like mayoinnesse(i'm pretty sure i got the spelling wrong..)to me.


Then after awhile it was the alien ball on the head.. And then a wash.. then the ironing... Ay, the whole processed took like some 3 hours and 30 mins.. -_- me zj and boon practically covered the whole of far east ... leaving no one square feet spared.Then the finaly moment came when ern revealed his new hair style.. His girl friends were like going OMG OMG OMG OMG looks like some small boy or sth...I tot it look like the korean actor from the movie my sassy gurl friend.. when i interviewed ern whether he was satisfied with the hair style,he replied and definite and positive yes without any hesitation. So it was a job well done for the extreme make over team... Till the next episode stay tune ^_^..


Right , dinner was on erns at marche. Crap i think that Rostli thing... and that enormous sausage.. Was damn filling.. Looks can be deceiving..


It was some pretty nice stuff at first..but to keep on eating that.. I couldnt help but turned Green. Till now the taste of burnt potatoes still resides in a corner of my mouth tingling with my taste buds.

Went for pool after dinner.. Ay.. there is definately lotsa ppl today at town. And omg , the posers.. with the extreme street wears weren't the minority, on the contrary we were overwhelmed by ppl with extreme dress codes. They practically swarmed around in large packs. So much so that i tot the singapore Idol auditions was held at town. O_o


Well maybe i'm a toad, or rather.. a frog in the well..~

We bid ern and his friend.. his brother and another gurl gd bye as me zj and boon went home first. Well.. that concludes the day.. happy birthday ern!

YAy!! new blog scheme again..

This one really perks my day up.. Bright colour.. easy to read words.. hiack.. User friendly too.. ay i just love the sun..~!

Orite, 3 days... since i've blog i shall rant on with no mercy..

Valentines day was cool.... avoiding and playing pool. Hiack. Ay i wished i would have a date though but hiack.. Like Rock lee from naruto always say.. we are still young we are full of dreams with our ne ver ending YOUTH! *thumbs up with the good guy smile*.

Integrity

On that day i found an o2 xda phone. Not say i found.. calvin saw and i picked it up. We then gave it to the reception corner to report loss..

I then heard from zhi jian and ernest that the phone cost alot they were rambling about how "Kam gong " i am to give the phone back. Then i questioend my self of upholding my integrity; how many ppl out there would still up hold their integrity after being tempted by such valuables. Hmm, i've gotto admit it.. my integrity then wasa wavered under ernest's and zhi jians propagande! Ay ,after all.. there must still be bad ppl to allow us GOOD samaritians to stand out. *>_< ern and zj~! Lol

Good news for me as i managed to swim 30 laps alraedy.. yesterday... how ever... there were intervals la.. and i couldnt help it at the 20th lap to go abck using free style becoz my calf muscles kinda got too strained ~ but ay.. i'm swimming well liao orite.. Lol. Went to seoul to celebrate calvin's birthday. The dog is seriously obedient.. unlike the beast beside me now.. had pool for awhile at fusion and went home after ern's halve a treat at Tcc.

Ay, today had vball not much happenings.. rained though.. heavily.. ay..

Well .. tats about all for the update!

Dear blog readers, its valentines tml.. heres a lil something i've done to embrace the occassion..hah, i shall post smth joyous in de conjuntion of the series of sad happenings for me.here goes...


The History of Saint Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day started in the time of the Roman Empire. In ancient Rome, February 14th was a holiday to honour Juno. Juno was the Queen of the Roman Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of women and marriage. The following day, February 15th, began the Feast of Lupercalia.

The lives of young boys and girls were strictly separate. However, one of the customs of the young people was name drawing. On the eve of the festival of Lupercalia the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and placed into jars. Each young man would draw a girl's name from the jar and would then be partners for the duration of the festival with the girl whom he chose. Sometimes the pairing of the children lasted an entire year, and often, they would fall in love and would later marry.

Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off.
Here is a story of saint valentines in his prison cell...


Folds of sun light creeped through the square window, no larger then the size of one's palm. There he laid, ontop of the mass of dried hay as a rudimentary bedding where his body rested.

"Father.. wake up.. I've brought something for you...."a thin voice echoed through the wallows ..

A plate of scrimped food was shoved into the prison cell via the gap between the floor and the wooden door.

"good morning Julia, how are u today?"Croaked Saint Valentine, had he not hydrated more .. he's lucky to only have a dry throat.. had he had any little more hydration... he would have just died.

"valentinus... does God really hear our prayers?" Julia asked from the other side of the door.


"Yes, my child, He hears each one."



"Do you know what I pray for every morning and every night? I pray that I might see. I want so much to see everything you've told me about!I want to love and be together with the man i love.... " Julia continued


"God does what is best for us if we will only believe in Him," Valentinus said.


"Yes, i have my faith in god and belive in him with all my might."Julia cried, tears flowing down her cheeks as she hold saint valentines hand...

"Praise be to god' he said..

On the eve of his death Valentinus wrote a last note to Julia, urging her to stay close to God. He signed it, "From your Valentine."



He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed.


The pastors of the early Christian Church in Rome endeavoured to do away with the pagan element in these feasts by substituting the names of saints for those of maidens. And as the Lupercalia began about the middle of February, the pastors appear to have chosen Saint Valentine's Day for the celebration of this new feaSt. So it seems that the custom of young men choosing maidens for valentines, or saints as patrons for the coming year, arose in this way.


So,ay love birds.. do what u must do.. singles don't fret.. ur not alone.. hiack.. perharps u could ask me out tml? no gays pls.. Lol

YAY THE POST IS TAKEN DOWN? but has the saga ended? no.

Be it me being benevolent.. be it me having a great mood now.. i decide to take that post down. I shall not accumulate more bad karma in me , but hEy if any one is interested in reading it.. I'll send it to u . To the person who know who he/she is, this is not done for u ... And yes, i've asked ur friends and they've showed no doubts on what they've heard and there is not misintepretation. sad i would be, i won't make myself sadder by creating more sad ppl. U mentioned about me flaming u on my blog... on irrelevant stuffs.. i'm not sure how relevant is the content of the post is now.. but Hey again, contradict it with what ever explanations u want orite. I'm sure u'll pushed all the blame for what ever u've done to some one else or some other stuffs.. We wanted to helped u, as friends.. but u 've said u dont want friends or rather.. U DONT NEED friends who help.


Nostalgic when ever i sit on the bus and pass by star bucks i would be... re affirmed that I'm a redundant existence in ur life... jaded

Taken from one of those interesting "emails" that I received,take ur time off, have a sip of ur favourite beverage, snuggle into ur work chair and enjoy ...



When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know -- take it out on someone you don't know.

I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it.

A man answered, saying, "Hello."

I politely said, "Could I please speak with Robin Carter?"

Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I realized I had called the wrong number. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had accidentally transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.

When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an arsehole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'arsehole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer.

Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an arsehole!" It always cheered me up.

When Caller ID came to our area, I thought my therapeutic 'arsehole' calling would have to stop. So, I called his number and said, "Hi,this is John Smith from the Telephone Company. I'm just calling to see if you're familiar with the Caller ID program?"

He yelled, "NO!" and slammed the phone down.

I quickly called him back and said, "That's because you're an arsehole!"

One day I was at the store, getting ready to pull into a parking spot. Some guy in a black BMW cut me off and pulled into the spot I had patiently waited for. I hit the horn and yelled that I had been waiting for that spot. The idiot ignored me. I noticed a "For Sale" sign in his car window, so, I wrote down his number.

A couple of days later, right after calling the first ******* ( I had his number on speed dial), I thought I had better call the BMW *******, too.

I said, "Is this the man with the black BMW for sale?"

"Yes, it is."

"Can you tell me where I can see it?"

"Yes, I live at 1802 West 34th Street. It's a yellow house, and the car's parked right out in front."

"What's your name?" I asked.

"My name is Don Hansen," he said.

"When's a good time to catch you, Don?"

"I'm home every evening after five."

"Listen, Don, can I tell you something?"

"Yes?"

"Don, you're an arsehole."

Then I hung up, and added his number to my speed dial, too. Now,when I had a problem, I had two arseholes to call.

But after several months of calling them, it wasn't as enjoyable as it used to be. So, I came up with an idea. I called arsehole #1.

"Hello."

"You're an arsehole!" (But I didn't hang up.)

"Are you still there?" he asked.

"Yeah," I said.

"Stop calling me," he screamed.

"Make me," I said.

"Who are you?" he asked.

"My name is Don Hansen."

"Yeah? Where do you live?"

"*******, I live at 1802 West 34th Street, a yellow house, with my black Beamer parked in front"

He said, "I'm coming over right now, Don. And you had better start saying your prayers."

I said, "Yeah, like I'm really scared, *******."

Then I called ******* #2.

"Hello?" he said.

"Hello, arsehole," I said.

He yelled, "If I ever find out who you are...!"

"You'll what?" I said.

"I'll kick your ass," he exclaimed.

I answered, "Well, arsehole, here's your chance. I'm coming over right now."

Then I hung up and immediately called the police, saying that I lived at 1802 West 34th Street, and that I was on my way over there to kill my gay lover. Then I called Channel 13 News about the gang war going down on West 34th Street. I quickly got into my car and headed over to 34th street. When I got there, I saw two *******s beating the crap out of each other in front of six squad cars, a police helicopter, and the channel 13 news crew.





NOW, I feel better - This is "Anger Management" at its very best

Caution to blog readers who have really weak hearts..dont proceed reading on.



We are holding on to hope, becoz death is so unpresaged... Death is immnent when we lost hope.


It only takes a few seconds to fall from that high storey.. Through out this few seconds.. u began to think about ur life.. what have u been doing.. Memories flashed in ur mind . By the time u start to regret it , u've hit the group. Head first, followed by the rest of the body. U saw ur body, the shell which contained u. U saw how multilated it would be, bits of brain tissues spilling outta ur skull, deformed jaw, eye balls forcefully erected outta ur sockets , a twistem arm, indented rib cage. Its unsightly, even for ur self, how would ur family members felt.


Escaping .. is always the best way out.. NOT . We tend to perceive that giving up is the easiest way out, It may seemed so for some, how ever on the contrary, u'ld actually lose more.Ur loved ones, ur kins, ur family, ur friends... we are all holding on to the hope together. Pulling each other.. through thick and thin. Love might seemed to be illusive but look at how prominent, the tears of the people who loved u flowed. Killing ur self.. ain't gonna help the fact that u've let urself and the ppl whom loved u down.. It only aggravate it.


I feel sorry for the children and the widow.. May thy hold on to hope and continue living strong.


To all blog readers, hold on to hope.. Live ur days to the fullest....

Orite , Dedicating this song to all the heart breakers.. Ay, u know who u are.. lol.

The heart breaker song~


20days,since i've heard from u..
I tried to call, but there isnt any use..
so i've been wondering, whats with us..
So i've been worrying , If then meant last..
I wished my valentines to be with u,
With the movies and kisses~.


Girl Tell me the things i've done..
This isnt any fun..
Could u talk to me...
Just even for this once..
I nid u by my side... or i couldn't live through one night ...
I want u next to me, never leaving me.


waking up is so tough, and sleeping is just so hard
The streets that we've once walk, the beggar at the side walk.
I couldnt help my feelings, just sinking down my heart.


Girl Tell me the things i've done..
This isnt any fun..
Could u talk to me...
Just even for this once..
I nid u by my side... or i couldn't live through one night ...
I want u next to me, never leaving me.

Talk to me.. Just even for this once..
Be next to me.. or i couldnt live the night..
Girl please dont leave me....

Jc company: Control station this is Jc company plz respond

Control Station: Roger Jc company, crystal.

Jc company:Requesting back up.

Control Station: Report status and current coordinates.

Jc Company: Heading north west 200,401 love river, currently melting in it.

Control Station: Wth, Jc company , Please re affirm location and situation

Jc company : Code red ,Code Red , we request immediate back up~ WE're going down.

Control Station: Jc company , help re inforcements are current setting off to the coordinates u've specified , do u copy.

Jc company: MAY DAY~ MAY DAY... We're going down.. the s..ii.......t...d....own..... *BSSSSSSHHHH>>>.

Control Station: we've got a situation.

*plays Sugar we're going down by fall out boy*

La la la

Rite, woke up in the middle of day and night ,limp to the toilet, jumped around as soon as cold water touches my skin and knock my head on the sink~. Right, jump into my jumpers, pat the dog ,open the gate and close it, and sets off to the lrt station.

Hum the tune for the song i've wrote last week, stared at the person who close the lift door on me. Stand sleeping on the lrt. Droop saliva on the way. Woke up at Cck station, met calin. Took mrt , saw jm, look look see, stand sleeping some more. Change train, sit sleeping on the other train. No saliva drooped. Hate the sun~ hate the foreign girl beside me.. most prollly jap.. which kept moving closer to me. Found myself a new seat, sat sleep. Change train, sat sleep.

Reach changi, walk sleep. Drew 10 bucks from the machine erected from the wall. Ordered Big mac. Drank Orange water.Took too much sodium nitrate on the harsh brown. Drank calin's coffee. Top up more coffee. Two packs creamer.. two packs sugar, like old times. Met calin's bf. Saw a mutated table cloth on the way to sent jp off. Found out that mutated table cloth is jp. Took pics. Saw Jp off. sat sky train. Sat MRt, change mrt. Start reminescing old times with calin's bf. Felt nostalgic on 960.

Reach home. Watch pokemon. Decides its too boring. watch some anime. watch mask rider. on com, do project. call km. Call some more. call ct. do project. call km. call some more. Call km home. went sheng siong, Bought the nose sticker. Did groceries. Went up stairs to take lrt.Went into the station. Tap the card. Look at the schedule for the next train. 1.20p.m. It was 1. Tap the card again. Took lift. Flag 190. Alight from bus. Hum . Reach home. Rant at bro. Starts using the nose sticker. Decides one isnt enuff so went on to use two. Carried on with project. CAlled km, ask him to go temple.

Met ct and km at liv 2 eat. Went to the temple. Enquired uncle at temple on how to bai tai sui. Uncle explained in un comprehensible language. Km translated. Found out that we nid 6 mandarine oranges. Rush of to buy. bought. came back. Uncle said we nid rice vermicilli and dried longans. Scourge the whole of bangkit for the holy items~. FOund them. Owed km money. Went back temple. Donate money. Burn candles and joss stick. Look at ct and follow what he is doing. Apparently, he is doing the same thing too. Followed the guy infront of us. toured around the vicinity of the temple.I got three more joss sticks left after the entire walk through.stick it to the nearest urn . went to grab the joss paper. Was told to do an hooking action from head to toe with the bundle of papers.Stun for a moment , intepreting what the person just asked us to do.Looked at ct for clues. couldnt find any. Starts trying out. Kept going. Held my breath as i didnt wanted to laugh. Finished with the action. Burnt paper. Tok under block . decides not to do sit ups today after laughing too much at ct.

Reach home. Cook dinner. eat.Ate. watch home ward bound while completing project. Complete project. disturb dog. starts to blog. end blogging.

Rudimentary Socialing ethics ... I doubt theres any known existence...

Hmm, Part and parcel of life. Departures, ppl come and ppl go.Cries joy saddness and happiness, shared and wasted. Perharps Whats left are kept in the back of our brain and over whelmed by other foreign intervene... Well, most prolly hatred?

What ever it is.. I've learnt that this iis one of the things that is totally out of our control , like it or not.. I've gave up on pursuing any furthur and succumed my self to the destiny beyond. well, not that its any bad though, i'm sure every one will live well and all.. happily... I'm sure..i belive that when one is done with his work or her work.. they'ld live for the benefit of not causing obstructions to any activities too.

HAh, that tinge of melachony..

Right snap back to reality..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRENE!!!!!

Orite,today's irene birthday... didnt really celebrated.. but ay , i think the present shud be cool~


Right, today is the first time i saw the maths lecturer so angry.. ay , and the way she throw her tantrum, gives me nostalgic feeling of my previous maths teacher in my previous school. Well, perharps that an adoptable behaviour?


Right after school, went back to school for vball. Crap, the old birds all wore the CSC jersey except for me wit the pt Tee. Odd one out again, but well, in due time.. zheng hua alumni team will be diversified.. with the ppl playing for zhenghua csc and bukit panjang csc differentiated. I'll be in bukit panjang Csc.. first time playing for a foreign team.

After vball ,met km at the school's canteen after that went to buy some ice cream and then went to calin's house for JP's pot luck. Lotsa food.. very cosy feeling i shud say... hmm.. wat else?

Right.. gonna fix my com up, conclude here.