The road ride

The road ride

Saturday morning i woke up at 630 am.

Sore throat. Called muthusamy. One of my favourite cycling kakis.

"eh muthu, i want go cycling on or not?"

Suprised that the fact muthu is not sleeping in fact , anticipating my call.

" steady . I meet u 8 at adam's market.."

"go tampiness.. i wanna go try out the new race course."

Then i morph into a sloth , dragging my ass around the house packing my hydra pak and brushing my teeth at the same time. Stoned while i recall where i put my other piece of sock.

0730

Refreshed i woke up wifey and gave her a good spray of wd 40 before i push her outside. Ay, shes been complaining recently that the grime had been building up in her sprocket, time to de grease soon. Tsk.

0745

Was almost knocked down by a Bmw , yet again . The second time for this month already and its only the start of the month , I'm feeling lucky. I don't understand whats wrong with ppl driving big cars, its like, you know you can't control such a big car, why bother getting such a big car.Get some other 6 seaters which is so much easy to manuever round the streets please , for ur own sake and for the sake of other traffic users. Right , maybe i'm just against stupid drivers. Period.

0800

Met rub .

"eh first time , we both come together on time. Every time its either you late 30 mins or i late 1 hour one. Surprising."

"yea lo, break fast already ? makan prata at coffee shop you want?"

" Nah, i had cookie crisps before coming out. You need makan go ah.."

"Nvm la deh , i had light break fast too.scared later too full won't be able to cycle."

0815

Along geylang serai

" eh muthu , don't you think we're moving at a rather fast pace today.. Woots , whats the time ?"

"815 bro.. Yes , our average speed is 40km/h. Whats up with you today ar?"

" OMFG , 15 mins for us to reach gaylang... damn we're fast...XD .. Later come back here find for the frog porridge and bean curd . I heard its nice. "

0830

At tanah merah mrt .

called ruben" Eh ruben , where are you? I dont know how to go already . "

"I'm still at aljunied ...I meet you at tanah merah mrt."

"i'm already here ..."

0850 sth..

"Whats wrong with you today ar... don't ride so fast else later no strenght to ride the trail. "

"Okok.. i'll go slowly."

0900

Travelling on foreign land up on Upp changi east road . We reached tampiness central a few minutes later and were supposed to look up for ave 12.. which was not even available on the locality map until....

" Uncle , you know where is ave 12 ?"

" Turn there , after the fly over , turn right ,go straight . you'll see ave 12."

"thanks uncle."

0945

Finally reached Tampiness trail. Disgusted by how the trail is designed. Its just some small hills... Cleared away using shovels and had these little irritating meanders at the side of some of the corners, which are not even sharp. Right , so we went for one round..

1000

After one lap.I hear ruben complains about the trail.

" Wah lau , i think this trail cannot make it la deh , trust me , dont' waste your money on the race fees for this one..."

"Hmm , i don't know , u think leonard will sponsor me for this one? Ay, i think he will be quite pissed to find out that we're getting another sponsor instead of them sia.. "

"Don't bother to ask la... stupid trail , stupid mud ..."

Well, my tires are indeed caked with mud , like some of confectionary.

1005

" eh muthu , i'm hungry lets just grab a bite at any stall we see when we cycle back la ar.."

" ok ar , we go geylang area first , hopefully we fine the porridge and tao way"

1030

Along geylang lorong 20++

" I don't see anything that resemble tao hway or frog bro. Lets just settle for the next coffee shop we see.."

"Ok fine , how about that market place across the street."

1100

" Eh lets go ar.. damn i'm full ."

" Yea la, i think my intestines are going to be tied up man.."

"yea , in ribbon knots right.."

And..... We saw the frog porridge and bean curd shop just as we cycle 100 m down the street . &%*$!^#@!%

1115

" Jc , i go by china town back to my place.. you take aljunied back to balestier there ."

"Kk , ride again bye~"

Then its me and wifey alone again .

1130

reached thomsom .Tef bikers junction

" Yo leonard!"

" eh , pu bo kia...so long no come down already ... then finally come down also nvr bring anything for me ... wah lau.."

"Fine , i'll bring my gay friends over for you next ok.."

" eh , must make sure they are fit ar.. i don't like those skinny ones.."

" go away ~ wheres wilson?"

" Wilson ah. I don't know leh, he suddenly dissappeared...( now leonard gets touchy every time i asked for wilson [tef's boss ] but thats for another post.)"

" Aiya you got customer already, nvm i next time then come down i need to go , sky is looking bad."


1230

Back home . 1 and a halve hour to tampiness .. 15 mins breaks .... pain after waking up the next day ... timeless...

Your friendly neighbour hood samatarian.

So many people....Ay,where would be the perfect spot he thought to himself whilst skimming through the stupendous human traffic , mostly commuters. Then there is this lamp post , with a fair area of flat ground for him to lay his "equipments". Perfect.

Then he tooked out a card board , pre prepared the night before for the stunt he is gonna pull off .It states , " amateur vocalist doing his bit for charity , donate on your own account , trust me , i'll put those money into the donation box later". A dumb effort of creating persuasion , how ever , seemingly captivating . He tooked out his purple guitar together with his lucky cap. That very cap that gives him a sudden boost of self charisma, self given. He runs his fingers on the sleek body of the guitar clearing away what seemed to be cotton fibre from the cheap gig bag. He then opens up his gig bag and have it sprawled on the floor, not literally , just to make it a container to put the money. Then he strums , listening to the vibrations of the guitar stings , ensuring that every one of them fine tune. Reassured he prayed with his lucky charm and begins the intro for his first song of the day.

On lookers paused , momentarily and change from fast foot works to a slow saunter across him , with a thousand of thoughts. A trickle of sweat ran down his fore head , equating from the enormous mortification. He closed his eyes as he starts singing... The moment he open his eyes again , there lay some notes and coins in his gig bag . Sastification.. He began to do his mojo with more courage and anticipation.

Song he sang were limited from , collide to you and me to your beautiful to all thats i've got to scars to pieces to Qing fei de yi to Qing tian and then to the song he re wrote recently .

At one instance it started raining and it was helter skelter for him. Packing his gig bag and card board was enough to get him drenched inside out ... Then he sat and counted ... $22.30 ... It may seemed to be just some 4 hours work shift for any other job but that 22.30 meant alot to him . The rain wasn't giving any mercy thus he decided to call it a day.

He found his way to the nearest 7-11 outlet , and made his way to the counter where the donation box will always be at . He tooked out 3 ten dollar notes and slot it in.The cashier looked at him . " anything i can get for you sir? " she questioned.

" keep the change " he winked back

The call

" Hello is this Mr Goh Jun chin? I'm calling from <> do you have a few minutes to spare for a quick interview over the phone?"

"Hello, interview? What is it about?"

" oh we are doing a coverage on cyclists in singapore and i got your number from <> and if i'm not wrong u did a dialogue sorta thing over the phone with him the other time... so if you don't mind i've a few questions to ask you would now be a convenient time to do so?"

" yes , sure i'm glad to."

" so U want me to address u as mr goh or something else?"

"Jc.. just J and C would do.."

" Ok jc , i understand that you're prettty into cycling how long have u been cycling?"

"Well, if u're asking me when i started cycling , its dated way back during my childhood ... but hmm, i'ld say i started really cycling during my days in secondary school when i took part in my first race."

" Oh so you race ... so where do you guys race at ?"

" There are a few race courses in singapore for Mtb... one of the more well known one will be at bukit timah nature reserve . "

" oh why choose mountain bike over those road bikes? "

" well, i personally like to feel close to mother nature and by cycling on my mountain bike , it allows me to escape from all the urban buzz into the serenity of the trails. "

" Ic , so are you in any clubs or any sort ? I heard taht u're in the Pedal power club at some Cc."

" oh yea.. the pedal power club.. i'm supposed to jump start that club for zheng hua Cc, but due to my other commitment in another club i wasn't really participative in the pedal power club."

" oh what other club?"

" Sp cyclist... Singapore polytechnic cyclists club.."

" oh .. so are u head of the club or sth ? "

" yea .. i think so"

" ic , its tough running a cycling club in Sp?"

" I'ld say its challenging , but i've got a team of trust worthy , passionate and committed partners in my club which i can't do without. We all have a role to play in the club and its with them that allow me to enjoy the benefits of such a wonderful cycling club .YOu can most likely say i'm nothing without them.."

" well said Jc... so lastly.. tell me why u like cycling so much.."

pause...

" ever remembered the very first day u learnt how to cycle? That sense of achievement that u can actually go any where with such speed with your own power. Like theres no boundaries that would limit urself . I still feel it now , every time i get on my bike. I guess thats what makes me like cycling so much..."

" Wow... you're bringing me back old memories eh... haha , it was nice talking to you and i truelly enjoy the session. Thank you for your time and good luck for your next race . Any wat my name is priscillia , sorry about the late introductions..."

" Its ok , I've fun talking to you too and thank you.. do remember to tell me which page to read when u publish the magazine ... thanks ~ =D"

" Oh right sure do, i'll get back to you , have a nice day ... good bye."

"bye..."

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Zzz , this couple day was hectic and chaotic sia...

sunday was the worst.. Lol.. Morning went bt , after that got home... went jamming... screamed .. Then it was over to nut's place. Where we were treated with utmost hospitality not hostality .. her little sisters are damn cute. No i'm not being a pedophile they are fun to play with ,restless with no limits to their energy banks. Oh well , kids.
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Monday was mugging day. I completed all my e learning other then stats . thank god. I guess i'll be completing stats today.
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Marcus asked me stupid question yesterday while cycling..

" Kor , why people don't cycle when it rains? "...

" becoz its raining la~U'll get wet.."

"but how come ppl still ride motor cycle when it rains..."

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So after working at a jap restaurant for quite some time , i did my fair bit of research and experiments and voila...



Jc's chawanmushi , JCC for short.

Well , work later.. and i wonder , when will the clock works be alive.

The Uncouth , ignorant and arrogant..

I just realised how much i'm wasting on those junk micro wave food at the 24 hour store. 3.50 for some bake rice thing which is like so little...-_- . The taste ain't good as well, i guess that explains why it came in small packages, to spare my agony of finishing it up.Well, i top it up with vitasoy to make it a more whole some and healthy meal. I guess.

So i'm sipping on plain rum becoz i ran out of ribena, damn no jc's cocktail today.. Work was more challenging then usual today. The crowd just kept coming and coming and for the first time i see Fenny(spelt wrongly definately) running around.

" Damn the crowd " mumured tw as we exchange paths..

" I wondered why they say singapore is facing population crisis eh.." i said as i was clearing my table.

Manager was neither fak sin nor marrissa today , it was the site manager , kath.. who might just turn into a tiger any time. For one instance we started clearing tables . We both cleared a six seater each .She finished clearing hers first and she came over to me and snapped

"look at you, clearing so slow.."

I almost tot of doing some thing that would cost me my job..*smirk

So i was clearing this table and some boy spilled some drink on the table ...

Mum said"Look at what u've done , now kor kor will be angry ar.."

" don't worry madam , i'll clean it up."

" Nvm wat, thats his job wat.." the boy went.

I paused for awhile .... and continue cleaning... the boy is correct in some sense . How ever , i wonder where would that be coming from. Its like , i belive in mutual respect for each other , this isn't . I put that incident at the back of my mind for the rest of the night , may the boy be bless with a bright future.

This brings me to an entry which i thought , would be one of my favourite from waiterrant.

"...I catch my reflection in the store windows as I walk along the avenue. My reflection looks tired – like he needs a vacation, like he needs to get laid, like he needs an entirely new life. "

Adapted from Cold Autum from waitterant.net

Well, my part time job as a waiter at such a restaurant, makes me realized so much. I wonder what the next one would bring...

One of those random mails...

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance

Smart man + dumb woman = affair

Dumb man + smart woman = marriage

Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit

Smart boss + dumb employee = production

Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion

Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.

A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do,

but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change,

but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change,

and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

Right , laugh. I so dread work later.. I so dread every thing. There is something yet there i s nothing. I thought it'ld be easy , but it isn't simple. Now i wonder , what the hell am i doing again.

NTU lecturer Feedback Damn Funny..

Laughs

Where dinner ain't just two lumps of rice.



Hirashimashte~!

A normal routine at sakae where the staffs greets the customer as they enter the shop. I have no idea whether the customer actually understand the real meaning of the japanese phrase or not ;the waiter or waitress will say welcome to sakae , again when the customer is seated..repetitive huh.

I've seen and learn quite alot from working at sakae for these few days. Its tiring as usual but its something different from the past jobs i had , its not like sales , its not like marketing, its not like serving at rtc and its definately not like coaching bike. You get so much interaction with people . Different kinds of ppl, from the demanding types to the usually shy and super polite kind. Its unlike the previous restaurants i worked before where things get classy and people asked for the gents or rest room and here you'ld get ppl that asked for toilets.

One very important thing i've learnt from working at sakae is to be organised. Their system is arranged in such a way that its really down to different sections doing different things and different deparments handling different jobs. The kitchen for example , u have a section doing the sushi , the sahshimi and all then there is the cooked food then there is the setam food , and woots , you've gotto place ur orders differently at the different stations . The way they utilised such a small kitchen to this optimum is amazing.And its influential.. i pack my notes now ... woots.

How ever there is of course the normal political stuffs going on too. Rather squabbles here and there and man's egoistic nature taking over.. despite this , the staffs there are really nice to each other . They'ld help each other out and all. Unlike the places where i worked before where staffs bonding session only occurs in the smoking room.

Right .. how ever, i think i'll get over with this job soon, there is job satisfaction, but i guess i'm nvr too satisfied with one job for too long.. =D

Somebody please remind me to bring my insect repellent when we go have food at fc 1 again, i got like a dozen mozzies attacks and woots ,i'll be damn high if any one of them has dengue on it. Right what are the symptoms of dengue fever again?

They said god will answer to ur prayer when u pray. I prayed, and boy did god answered my prayer. He peed whole night while i was working and there is not much of a crowd as a result. Thank you man... =D

So , this little joke of the day that happened.

Pak sin( my manager) : Jc , no 12 over there needs to take order .

* scurries over with my pen and note pad.

"yes sir , what would like to have sir"

" one sakae chawanmushi , one fried hotate , one ebi fry temaki , one soft shell crab crepe (creep or crepae? ) , one ... (goes on and on like a tommy gun..)":customer

"Sir , gimme a minute ( please switch to sub machine gun please),

Sorry , i'm slow here so i might be new..."

"what are you talking about?" frowned face.

One of my random blurness in action

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To a friend ,

Condolences to u and ur family.I know its hard for you but live strong. YOu gotto , i belive ur mum will be proud of you in the future. Make her proud. Only you have the ability to do that as u're her son. Even she is gone away , she'll always stay in the hearts of love ones such as you . My deepest sentinments go out to you and your family. I promise i'll dedicate the song i'll be singing soon , called pieces , for you and your mum.

A story of a fish and corn.

Once upon a time... there is a fish who named him self frog, for no particular reason. Maybe he wanted to be some thing else he was not.

The fish met a corn. On a holiday trip. They started to talk. Then they talked. And they talked. After the holiday trip... they came back home. Then they talked too. More talk.

Soon, the fish found out that he has feelings for the corn. Because it's yellow, green, with lots of corn kernels, filled with Vitamin C, thiamin, riboflavin, niacin, iron and dietary fibers. Its not that the fish liked eating the corn though, it just thought the corn was nice , with so much good substances and yea, the fish fell in love with the corn.

The fish decided that, yes, he'll make the corn his mate. Thus, he went into deep thoughts with his pea brain, on how to woo the corn. With his pea brain, the fish went out with the corn. He did what his pea brain told him to do and yea, he was a happy fish. That night after eating some of its own species at a very nice restaurant, the cannibal fish sent the corn home. Of course, they talked on the way back too.

As they are crossing the road, suddenly a ray of light shone on the fish. "Frog the fish... Do you hear me?" a voiced bellowed. "What!? Whose that... come out~ "Shrieked the fish..." Don't ask , I'm not supposed to show myself any where so don't bother too.. Any what ... hold her hand ... with this power I'm sending over to you, you'll have enough courage ..." the voice loomed ..." What the F." before the fish can even finish his sentence... He held the corn on her petal...

Thus they walked fin in petal... to her home. The fish was so high, that time; he thought he could be deep fried anytime. After the corn knocks her head on the fish's gills and the fish put some fish slime on some of the corn kernel the fish jump back into its little pond. Which seemed like an ocean to him.

The fish was happy.

"Did you know that fries contain hydrogenated vegetable oil?" The corn said, on a day out together with the fish. "What's that?"he fish asked munching his fries." Its one of the worst fats as they contain toxic Trans fatty acid .Fat molecules chemically altered. Which wreak havoc in our bodies. They contribute to cancer, heart disease, diabetes, MS, and many other health problems" "O_O really.... -_^" as the fish turned his munches into nibbles... "Yes...~trust me"

One fine day, the fish was sitting around with his fish mates... and they were just doing fish talking around.

"What!? You did every thing so fast?"Yelled fish mate 1

"I don't know, it's like some one up there told me to" explained the fish

"You think you're a marlin or something? You're just a Gold fish for good ness sake..." said fish mate 2

"Well, actually ... I don't know....."Mumbled the fish...

Days past by so quickly ... Like they say, time flies when you're having fun and feeling happy and all; It sure does for the fish. Every day the fish went back to his little pond feeling so happy, doing somersaults out of the water. He almost drowned himself.

The fish was looking forward to see the corn again every time he doesn't see her. They'll talk ... and talk and talk... how ever ... some things happened... and, the corn started not to talk to the fish that much any more...The fish started swimming slowly every time he ain't talking that much with the corn. He was worried .He starts to think about all sort of things that might happened... what if some one made her into cream of corn soup, what if some one decides to put her in high energy bars ... what if she turn pop corns! The fish was disturbed... quite disturbed...

He asked her...if there is anything wrong... she told him, these words ..." I think there are barriers in between us , something restricting me from talking to you, most probably because we went into some thing without knowing what's for us both. I guess, it'll be better if we were to start afresh and get to know each other more... "

"You're being too nice to me..."

The fish tried to get her back. He did stupid stunts, and he prayed to god to show up and give him a sign again. When god didn't show up, the fish curse him with all the curses his pea brain could come out with. Thus, god showed up. He was pissed...by the fish doings and he pissed on him. Then god decided that he was not satisfied enough , he decided to fart and blow wind on the fish ... It was a thunderstorm, the fish was drenched in rain water...not that he didn't want to be wet , but he'd prefer to be wet with pond water instead. He knew that he was helpless already by then...

He was going to say this..." But I love you, and I just want to be with you. Like what we've been doing... barriers can be moved ... we're going to learn about each other as we move on together... that's if..."

He couldn't bring himself to say those words. He knew that some how, the corn was determined by this. From the way she talks, that yea... things may have long been gone even before he realized...he respected her and her decision...

"I thought that this is the best of us, we will be hurt even more in the future if we continue any more."

The fish has a pea brain; he didn't understand a lot of things. He didn't know why it happened, how is it going to affect him, what comes next , where to go from here...So the fish went back to his little pond and started swimming on its own... Fishes don't cry ... they can't shed tear... they just swim and swim.... in those little circles in their lives...

Life is like a box of chocolates... you'll never know what you'll get

Ever been marvelled by the fact that life is so unpredictable. Things that you think won't happen... just happen with you totally oblivious of it.

This fact , embraces so many emotions following by it. Bringing grimace to faces , mourning for the lost of something.. most likely something precious. On how so suddenly , it just go away . Like ripping this piece of flesh from your gut deep within.. leaving you in this melancholic agony , desperately attempting to break you down.

Well, don't get me wrong. Its not all about bad things happening.. it could bring about blithe and starry eyes. Like how things seemed to fall into one big piece... one way or another ... to your liking. Miracles , they called it... thats why we hold on to hope.. they say.

Ironic ain't it ? How the devil or angel it can be.

Sweet or bitter it is... we'ld have to decide how to take it any way .Pulling ur hair over it? Indulging in the sinfully sweet treat? Cry over it ? laugh over it?Well, what ever ways be thank ful of the people.. or person around you thats concern about you . They are the finest balms for the wounds you get from the ripped gut... or the ppl you'ld definitely like to talk to about the wonders of your life. Well, i think i'm thank ful ..

Right, you guys might be thinking why i'm suddenly into all these shet... I don't know why , i couldn't find an explaination to account for , but , i'ld like to reccomend you guys to go watch forrest gump. Its a nice show. Stupidly inspirational.

Speaking the perfect engrish...



Engrish speaking aunty at counter:Ah boy, you want chi gek ?

Jc: Yes aunty , i'ld like to buy cheese cake . What flavours do you have ?

Engrish speaking aunty at counter:U want the moo kah chi gek or the lin mong chi gek ? We also got the kosong one.

*Puts on a smile that would turn into a hideous laughter anytime soon..*

Jc: I'ld like to have mocha cheese cake please..

Engrish speaking aunty at counter: OK boy , 6 dollar 50 cen pees...

Jc:Marcus! did u heard what the aunty just said ... wakkakakakkakakaka ....

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Right , do support local products guys ..XD

Rotted today. Waited today. Feeling dumb. Three days is no small feat without you .

The Jab

I'm taking a thyroid jab tml YAY~~~~~~ SO FUN~~~ .....



not.




So this is where the thyroid gland is , and this is what is going into my body . I don't understand why i need a thyroid jab to work at sakae.. I read that thyroid is about what growth hormones thing.Why the hell i need growth hormones...

I"M GROWN ENOUGH~~~




I don't want to look like him man..Seriously...

I'm grown enough and i love the way i look now... Zzz , can't imagine what i'll mutate to after the jab. Maybe something like this...

NO!!!!!!!! i don't want to look gay......


Seriously, after a few looks , dont you GUYS think he is gay. Ay, side trackked.





Yes master~thanks for reminding me that the jab cost 20.90 bucks


Sigh, maybe i'm just being paranoid. Its just a jab wat. Its just a needle they poke into ur skin , into ur veins , and leave a hole there only wat. They will just inject something and hope the needle don't break only wat. Even if its breaks, it'ld just flow along with the blood stream only wat. Even if it does, the doctors might be able to locate it and stop it wat.. even if they don't , it'ld just reach the heart only wat. If they really don't before it enters the pulmonary system i'll just die only WAT~... Zzz

K, i'm not petrified.. just alittle shy of the needle. Any wat, i can't belive i'm paying 20.90 for something which doesn't even make me go high~ ...Well, for the end of the day, its still worth it T_T ...

Responsibility, filial piety, love and jokes

So , its a sunday today. Well, this sunday, is one of those sunday that had too many events happening in one day. So much that its too much for my weak little heart to take it...

Breakfast with dad and mum, something rare nowadays... not the most enjoyable though.

I saw how gramps had difficulty getting some one to bring him to the hospital. I almost wanted to gave up sentosa trip to follow him to the hospital. I dunno why his other sons and daughters couldn't bring him to the hospital when they drive big cars and have big money. Mum was almost jumping into fits already . How ever , when i visited gramps just now at the hospital.. he can still joke about how pretty the nurses there are with me.. So , i guess he'll be fine.. just alittle sad about how insignificant he can be ..

Sentosa is getting boring i think.Volleyball is not the same today, u get super poser ppl around. I'm also one big poser but , honestly i didnt like the matches much today. Ay , went off from sentosa early. Hmm, maybe its the ppl we are with ??? Thats why its like.. getting plain. I know siloso is not just about this only.Its about so many things else, perharps its just another SO thing too.

Vivo city is damn big with plenty of weird ppl in it. Don't belive? Go take a look .

We saw pauline on the way. The news she told us is terribly shocking. So shocking , that me and jx decided we shouldn't talk much. Else >_<....

Just received news from tw that i had to get a jab to vaccinate myself to work at sakae. Damn, the person who created needles is dumb.

Any wat, after much observations from today and before ... to the person whom it might concern,which i doubt would still be reading this... I think u've changed.. dramatically. So much... that its too much. Things were so much better and fun before. I didnt know how it turned so ugly that i would love to hate and hate to love... so... Zzz , please if You are reading this take a good hard look at what u've become. Ps, if u think that i'm refering to you, you are wrong, the person is just some one who will know that i'm talking about him or her. HOw ever , if u are having doubts u can come talk to me.

I'm a very approachable guy, i don't love every one , but i'm a very approachable guy.. =D world peace. I don't like gay banglas though.

No matter how ugly one is...she will be prettiest in the eyes of the person that loves her with all his heart...

This is so rare, i'm actually blogging two times in day.. O_o

Went hucking with patrick just now. HUCKING... is not some gay stuff. Its just riding and jumping here and there..

Ay, thanks to pat's much coaching and all... i finally conquered 3 steps of stairs. Woots, shuang.
And he was kind enough to video it for me..

Catched up with him here and there.. We were saying what if one of our pri school mates were to see us..The emo kid guy... i wonder how he is doing man.. most prolly still emoing around..

Arms all cramped up from all the hucking.....

Speaking of emo... hur hur.. am feeling emo now... reason being... i don't know why.. trust me~... Abit guilty too... reason being..i don't know why... trust me~ .. and maybe paranoid....

ZZz, tell me please...

So pwnned..

Right , yesterday i took a bus and i got caught by the uncle for using my bro's Ez link card.. REJOICE . Lol. But ay, so fun ... After so long ... its quite an achievement.=D

Ken kwan's class now..Zzz , gay tutorer. Other then the fact that he is gay.. i think he is pretty nice leh.I'm STRAIGHT. He said that i look so much better with my long hair. XD ,like woots, thats like the last thing i'll hear coming outta the mouth on a lecturer. Well, the fact that he still shrieks like a woman still makes me freak out though.Womanly man. Period.

Been quite broke recently , thanks to Tw ,i've got an applicable job as a waiter at sakae. Sushi mambo jumbo man.

Had this man to boy conversation with an insurance agent yesterday. The session was quite interesting , as he told me about his life as an agent , the crictism , the fun, the passion and the pride . He told me how he enjoy being his own boss when he worked as an insurance agent, which i think is pretty cool. Self given work schedule, self given breaks , self given holidays , self given targets to meet. Woots.

Right , Singapore is getting too small huh. No where else to go.. Zzz. Any suggestions guys?I thought vivo city is cool though.

Zzz, and its the 28... remember...

My mum..

Just came back home... 12:25...dinner had been waiting for me since don't know when.

I creeped into mum's room, she knew i was there but she just kept quiet. Took a quick bath and proceed to the kitchen to eat the dinner i promised my mum that i'll eat. Cabbage with roast pork, chinese sausage with egg and pickles and 5 spice chicken. They were all our , me my sis and my bro, favourite dishes.

Its been quite long since i ate my mum's cooking, and i especially missed this specialties she made, but nevertheless , i sense this melancholy as i scooped my meal.

I'm seriously afraid now... that i'll lose her... my mum. What she told me yesterday really had me thinking. Though i dindt really show it much , i'm seriously bombed by all the out comes which may occur tml .This fear ..... of losing sth precious..

She has always been a good mother . In fact, she is the best. I guess the only person who will still wake up at 6 am every day to make sure we be punctual to school after being totured by our numberous troubles we make would be my mum. The only person that would sacrifice her lunch just to get my brother's execise book to him before lessons start would be my mum. The only person that would throw all dignity away for my sis would be my mum. The only person that would share my sorrows, woes and misfortunes and let me have my happiness on my own would only be my mum.In fact , i think the only person who will make me cry now when i eat the dishes she make , would only be my mum...

I don't know how these tears start to well up and i don't know what i'm talking about,but i'm really afraid now... that she'll leave me..

I hope i'll be able to say these following words...

I love you mum...

Ladies night...

Went for super star musical with club gang ... apprantly, we were coerced.. btu over all, the performances was quite good. The music, was rather good especiallys on a few vocal expats. The skit was well written with a tinge of melo dramatism...whats more , even the president was there.

Right after that chionged down to dxo to meet jan and her gang, crystal, dk, han huei and xavier, woots i'm good . On the way there , the haze was so horrible that i couldn't see singtel building from like less then a kilometer away. How ever , i don't know why i am surrounded by this over whelming sweet talk , coming from the person beside me i don't know who, and i don't know who he is talking to ...It was so sweet that i think its worse then diabetic.

Clubbing is fun...when u don't look like a looney on the dance floor, which i always do... Zzz bad dance moves. Zzz , the dancers there are really good though , especially when u encounter an over sized blotch of fat which couldn't help jumping around in attempt of dominating the dance floor , at the expense of knocking at people like a pin ball.A softer and much succullent one that is.

It was ladies night yesterday thus drinks were free for the ladies . So , lol the guys kinda took advantage of the two ladies and got we self some free drinks too. Eventually we were drinking alcohol like drinking water. Right, i'll start my quest to quit drinking again. Starting from tml!

Irene told me a few stuffs just now on the net, hmm. Kinda made me ponder abit. Maybe i should do like what she said instead ... right.... sigh, weather damn hazy.........

The power of love..

One would think that the power of love is something which is so great...... so powerful.. so magnificent that it is far beyond any magnitude of definition...










All i can say is ... you guys are so pwned.... the power of love........ is an album with 17 tracks.







So powerful.O_o

I've forgotten who what where when, remembering only you me there then.

Right , one of those zombie auto pilot days today.

Couldn't slept a wink ever since the grass hopper cross breeded with cockroach insect the size of my wallet came hopping by the room. Not that i'm petrified or sth i just wish that it would hop with more ease and consideration. I can feel it on my hand for a moment .

Zzz and there goes , 5 hours straight i can't slept a wink . Mind flooded with senseless thoughts , clouding the will to sleep too.

Lessons today were quite dry . Esp the first lessons.Pitchy and spastic tutorer. Followed by another as always pitchy and spastic lectuere. Gg.

Was tickled pink by mr brown's pod cast though, especially on this particular episode on maids in singapore. "So, does my maid come with gurantee?" adapted from Mr brown show..

Alicia finally agreed with my questions to be posted to the principle wit regards to the size of the club and the rat problem. Of course , language and phrasing wise got to take note while asking the holy one.Another thing to add, Alicia actually complemented our club, news from daryl . Its so unexpected to hear her sing praises for us , when the fact that she would not reprimand us on any nitty gritty would be rare enough.The world changed , woots, now 3 out of 5 ppl in the world from 60% of the world population.Serious.

I drop dead on my couch the moment my face kissed it . Too shagged. I woke up at 7 by noises in the kitchen and had this weird sense of dejavu. I looked at the mechanical clock above me , 7:10 SHUTS , i'm late for school. I jumpped out of the sofa and rush to wash up while asking my mum why didnt she wake me up earlier .. then she came to me and told me... " son, its P.m now..not a.m . " -_-

My bio clock is seriously messed up.

Collision.

Right, sorry guys for the not updating. I'm back. But to king kong peeps.. i'm sorry... i can't and won't post on our trip back at redang any more. Unluckily, i lost my external hard disk and all my pictures ,videos, work and club stuffs in it. I'm still dreading over it, though i'm not supposed to .

Cca week had been quite hectic for every one. Thanks guys ~! For rotting at the booth every day during the drive. We over did our expectations but it was all good. Least we got what we aimed for. RIght, its still down to events , proposals and Alicia Zee so.. woots, all the best for Sp cyclists.

Had fish and co with King kong peeps the day before.

I think the staffs there just wish they were dead with us around. XD

Woots.. the ambience , the service , the live band and most importantly the people simple rocked. Though i had a hard time fighting with my sword fish, i couldn't get enough of soaking in the atmosphere of the tribe again. Especially when adrian went up the stage and sing.

That man is fearlessly mad.

Watched john tucker with gold fish(G.F , one way or another XD) . Chick flick huh. Not bad one , suitable for gals , and guys who likes to exercise alittle out of the box imagination ,literally.Right, no pics for the movie .

Starting of school had always sucked for me. Although i get all the cancelled lessons and all,like today. When i only got to know of a cancelled tutorial after sitting in the class room, and this is not the first time somethign like this happened. Not to mention 8 am classes almost every day. Which i so hate .

Geoffery from unicyclists came again. Hai, old stuffs about merging and all. Its like ,wth this thing had been dragging ever since dunno how many generations of presidents ago. I wish i could end it here . With them going their way , and we going our way . Cycling with one wheel and two wheel... we've just too much difference to co exist man.

Pedal power ppl called again. Regarding yet another event. Zzz, they never give up at encouraging youth to cycle for pedal power.How ever , ay its still a long way even before they can have their own professional batch of cyclist . The other day mr stephen called me again about engaging a coach to coach. I was like.. u mean there is a team to coach? hur hur


Any way, life has been pretty good now and then. Despite all the complains i've just wrote.Especially this few days. Some thing very very special happened to our Jc . Woots. and yeap, i'm lovin it.I don't know why.XD

someone told me to help him blog bout his life.. cuz he's one lazy person.. so here goes, jc.. ur post:

J.C's life.


muahahah.. =p

Redang islands

The night was cold, the air con was spouting cold air in a mono tone above my head. The engine of the bus buzz through out the night as i embark on my trip to terrangue to catch the ferry to go to redang. I had mixed emotions as i watched the bus driver recklessly drive in the midst of the darkness of malaysian road. Why won't he keep his head lights brighter. I turn to kenneth,my bunk mate,tribe mate , president of choir club," eh kenneth, see the uncle perform stunt" as the driver over took 3 tankers on a single lane road.

Sleeping then wasn't something we intended to do as the members from king kong tribe chatted away at our little corner . The occassional pit stops brought about excitement in the bus , as this meant toilet breaks, snacks, and the must have chewing gums.

I was browsing through the mart at a stop some where and noticed that price of things had risen quite significantly. I guess the people living there must be cursing us "tourist"for the price rise.

We finally reach terrangue jetty after 9 hours of bus ride. It was not that uncomfortable like i expected and i managed to get a few winks of sleep.Break fast was light with the energy bars they handed to us and a cup of tea. After a group picture and some chilling sessions with the tribe we were set off to take the boat to redang.

I almost had sea sick on board the cruise, Zzz, the effects of the pills wearing off. Any wat, I really got turned on as i saw how blue the blue sea was and the waves that slapped against little foundations around our destination.

Upon reaching the island, we were greeted by crystal clear waters and white sands of the magnificent beach. The waves and batik looking buildings promised me a holiday which would be much enjoyed.

After much registerations and paper work we finally chked in to our allocated room. I shared room with Adrian (aka king kong ) , Alex and kenneth.


Woots. After dropping the barang barang we proceeded to the restaurant for the buffet lunch waiting for us.After which was the programmes that the organising committee had planned for us.

The trip

A few months back , ernest and i were envying how kenny spent his time at phuket with the clear waters and fine beaches. We made it a point to go there during september holidays . Due to tight schedules and -_- budget.. we didnt manage to make it to phuket . How ever , we went to another place which i think should be far better off then phuket. The redang islands.

If u guys have no idea where that is.... don't ask me...i only know its in malaysia.

Well, we were there to attend the leader ship training camp " leaders of tommorow" organised by the staff from Saa.Its a camp where leaders from different clubs in sp converge in groups,and shared a common experience and fate in the camp. Now , what the organisers want might be for us to remember the lessons learnt during the camp... but i just couldn't do that.... the experience i had was just too over whelming, it over came the lessons i've learnt there.

We were all organised into different groups(tribes) during the pre event work shop on the 13th. I'm in tribe 4, which was later named as king kong tribe. 15 leaders in a group, 11 gentlemen and 4 ladies. God knows then what is there to unfold for us during the camp for the next few days.

Don't crash.

One fine day, we went to cycle , some one fell and we gotta call the ambulance.-_-

Right, had one of our events organised by yet another sub committee. Woots, so proud of the bunch of them who put in tremendous work in the paper works and adminstrations. Zzz... but..

Right , if ppl were to pay alittle more attention to what i've always stress on every ride.... things will not have to happen this way.

So this few cyclists... they over take the lead man for the day.... They were going down this very steep slope.... and there is a blind corner furthur ahead. Since its a blind spot, the car turning infront can't really see the cyclists until they are very near. So, they did met and one of them crashed while trying to avoid the car and the other swerve into the curb inorder to avoid the guy infornt who crashed. Zzz, then he flew and knocked into poles of a post . The first pole hit his head , which luckily was covered by a helmet. The second one , unluckily hit his right cheek whcih caused a dislocation of jaw , and a cracked cheek bone. Ouch.

The ambulance was called and the boy was sent to Nuh. Zzzz...

He is fine now, but ay, things like this can be prevented. Felt quite guilty then... but thinking about it alittle relived my guilt.

Lesson learnt... always pay attention to the safety briefing at start of the ride.Zzz

any wat what u guys think of this design below.For t shirt.

Don't forget

Ay, miraculously... i woke up early today. Scourge through the kitchen for break fast.. Cookie crips again, i've been having that for like the past week. Zzzz .

Then i watched an episode of opprah. Nah, i'm no fan of hers , just that cna is airing some lame shet interview.

Today's episode of opprah was doing a special shoot on the footages of hurricane katrina's aftermath. Ay, before i watch the show i thought that hurricane katrina was the one that hit indonesia and thailand all those. Well, its something that happened at missipi and new orleands. The cities of united states.



Pff, the interviews and shootings on that particular episode is really heart breaking. Zzz, better not talk about how their officials are handling the situation there.Which is obviously not efficient nor effectively aiding.

I saw how the families are struggling with survival in desperation. How they squeeze in quaters no larger then perharps ur own hall . The food that they had to made do with. Pitiful. Well, i couldn't help much but say this silent prayer for them and for their love ones which passed on .. or still couldn't be found... -_^its been 6 mths.



I felt blessed after watching that episode... Begin to appreciate things alittle. Eating my cookie crisp... ain't such a bad thing after all.

Don't belong.

Sinned as a vagrant i am.
Lying admist the vagabonds ,
with no where to long.

Walks of life pass me by ,
different ppl come with the tide.

Hearing sorrows ,
that can't adjourn.
Lying the frowns,
with these legs i stand firm.

writing this shet ,
i don't know why.
Perharps its a spurt
of melancholy.

Sinned as a vagrant i am.
Let me be sinned
and punish the way i deed.

Don't frown

Right, am having one of those healthy life style kinda day today.

8 hours of sleep, 30 mins jogging, 2 hours books reading, 1 hour grocery shopping, 2 hours cooking.. hapiness.... timeless....

I took chicken cooking to a newer level for myself today.



Ingredients used:

One whole chicken.
1 Red casicum
1 Yellow casicum
Tomatos
Sauce X

Methodology.
First, mix every thing.
Second Put every thing onto chicken.
Third Preheat oven to temperature to cook chicken.
Fourth Put in chicken.
Fifth Serve

See baking chicken is so easy, i just did it in 5 simple steps. Now , if Jc can do it, you can too~!

-_-

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been reading this book i've lent from ernest.

Happiness now - andrew matthews.


The book talks about taking positive perspectives to every day life. With the little jokes and stories , the author writes to show how one's life can be so much better by following the little philosophies in the book. It is indeed a nice book to read , with illustrations that yet , bring more humour.

"You don't find happiness in the absence of problems. You find happiness in spite of problems!" quoted from the book it self.

Don't Stop

"NO!!!!!! THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!"

Right, my tires gave way in the middle of Bt. Well if u guys don't know whats that,it bukit timah nature reserve. Yes , surrounded by thick greenery and wilderness....

That means no cycling for a very very long time.

NO cycling makes Jc a very very sad man.

Now that my bike's gone, i'll be on my two feet.One of the saddest things that can happen on earth.

Tsk, that unsightly hole ~( in my tires and my wallet)

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Been quite a geek , introvert , loner , pessimist now adays. Not really literally though.

Its like , woots , i'm moving , every one is moving. Some times they stop, but i continue moving , obvious reasons , now i stop , who'ld be there to stop together with me?

Its hard , to have our paths all converging , thats a fact that i realised back then. How ever , its hard to sink into that reality when u know how hard it feels that way.

Some times i feel dejected to the fact that i'm all alone again. I know , that i've only myself to blame for that . Perharps i should have take a better change and be more intiated.

Maybe its too late now ,maybe not, but who knows=S ,who will be stopping at the next stop with me.

Don't be scared

Ay ,I went with following ppl today to celebrate long yuan's belated birthday. Not that we didnt wanna celebrate his birthday on the day himself, but the man just has too many parties to attend..

Jc, ern , ly ,maybelline, Jy.
There is this mean machine at the arcade i couldn't get enough of. Hiack, i think ima go for it again next time. Woots, effective anger management i tell u .

Then they watched this thai horror film... I couldn't express how much i love that show. I start laughing the moment the characters start talking.

Win, lose or die. I thought its either win , or lose in a game.. -_-
So if you've got nothing to and enjoy erading subtitles and getting freak out , go watch it. NO don't get me wrong , its a really nice show.. i enjoyed it . Really.

Right , I did sth i did for the first time in my life today...and i'm so sastisified with it.....

I ordered a 12 inch sand wich from sub way.

I can still taste that onion taste at the back of my throat now. Tsk

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So topic of the day. Who's despo for a partner? Right , rephrase. Who feels empty now at this time of life. Tsk, I know a few.

Well, its not something embarassing or wat , yea right , but Hmm , we are all humans. Well for instance , i do feel empty , down and restless every time i see couples sweetening things up on the buses or in cinemas.

Well perharps there is/are ,a/thousand and one reasons for us to be single . How ever,ever single of them tend to contradict at the slightest sight of lovely doveys . Ok, maybe u can be on auto pilot mode like me when ever coupleism pops up , but tsk, yet again why are we even in auto pilot?

Right point made. Then can we venture out to find what we need? Problem is , what do we really need again. The girl? The relationship ? or The experience?

Well, i belive that we (single ppl)have friends or people around us that are in a relationship. Tsk, See if we were to observe from their behaviour (p.s its not being nosey , take it educationaly) we'ld understand and learn. =D Well, sadly ,for me ,most of the relationships i've seen are all running on passive. Those are the ones that ceased off after a few months or maybe about a year. Well , they can continue to drag...... like some i know -__- . Face it , its an ordeal to go into marital terms now. For us , without the backbone to even support our selves financially and mentally, to go into a blossoming relationship is hardly possible. So most of the time i see friends coming to tell me that , " Well, i'm glad that lasted long.... " or " Eh , its not bad , at least now i know what i'm bad at."

Before u start thinking that this is all bad , what have we got to pass down for the jurisdification? Well, for certain , i tend to agree with some cases of gaining experiences . Ay, i don't wanna talk about those who go into the relationship just for the sake of it. -_- time out.

I did mentioned its hardly possible to have a blossoming relationship, but , well, i've seen my share couples who are really , Thumbs up , going strong. Its to that point that i would really look forward to their wedding night. No its not about thinking too much or fantasies , its realising the reality.

Well..tsk with that much said , i tink i've only covered up for some of the majoy set backs i have when i reckon the fact that we should go into a relationship. Maybe.... just maybe....we should wide our eyes, pacen up , give and take, initiate .... who knows... what category of the above we'ld fall into..

~
On the safe side , i did not , and will not point out any individuals on the above excerpts.

If the world don't suck, we'll all fall off...

Tsk , pre- after math foul mood... un justification had been passed, i'll shut up.

I'm so done with Ba . Tsk, and i'm so screwed up by the paper.Ima good for nothing yes yes.. i won't be motivated by any sneering, so save it.

Well, something good happened though. Gotto watch click , with tw , ern , ly, cal, GArY, zj and me. Tsk , if only we could get more ppl to come along...ern knows.

It is raelly a great show, like what patrick said. Click is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Right. I was so anxious to get home quick and sulk that i took the wrong bus. 106 as 700. The optician told me to wear my specs constantly... i thought that was dumb... till now.

Right , so i board 106. Its all good, until some guy came aboard and sat beside me. For the starting of the journey was anticipating for some pretty lady to sit beside me, tsk, wat a dismay. Well, i'm cool until.... The guy starts rubbing his body against mine. Gay rite. -_- No no i'm not gonna conclude that he's gay now. Until......... he starts flinging his side burn. He is gay. Well... I wanted get off the bus but it was only then i realise i was on 106 and in the middle of no where.... and then......

This two ppl, sat infront of me.( I was boarded on a Tibs bus... the one which had seats facing each other infront) . I thought they were a couple. Yea, they are a pair. Then the "GUY" started talking..If only the butch is a real male, they'll make excellent couples .. really.

Right so its like, hmm gay beside me , lesbos infront of me...HOmosexual bus.

Got my ass off the bus at dover , before i get it any where else,and took the last mrt home..

ay, tranquility and good riddance.

P.s I'm fine with people with an alternative sex life as long as they don't disturb me.

Woots, Happy birthday Calin~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~Happy birthday Jun Feng!!!!!!

Tsk , so its calin's birthday today , woots, she should be enjoying herself right now..

And its also Jun Feng's birthday... Right i know there is only little possibility he will be reading this blog but aiya.. best wishes dude~!

Any wat,heres a quick update.The projects are all finally over.. now ,upcome are 3 tests... Ida , ba and econs.. tsk. Found out that vincent wong ain't that bad after all... am alraedy guilty for cursing him that much..

Tsk , sleepless nights ... Maybelline and ql ... woots , iron ladies...contributed the most to the ida project... making em and longyuan feeling like we've done nth at all..=_=

Woots , hope u guys caught the array fire works... damn beautiful and extravagant... if u haven't and dont know the dates.. u can catch them today at 9 or on the 11th and 12th... at marina promenade, where the esplanade is... its starts at 9 pm by the way(information thanks to miss evangelline=D)

Tsk , had lunch with class mate at the staff lounge. The buffet is gd, for its price i guess.. but tsk, like still so ... don't belong... maybe in due time =D

Right end of the quick update..out~

999

Today ,i did something in my life for the first time. No its nothing that involves with my virginity. I dialled 999 for a good cause. Our club got broken into.


" hi this is singapore police force may i help you?

Yes , i'm calling from sp cyclists . I want to report a case of bugary.

I see , where are you from sir?

Singapore Polytechnic Cyclists club.

I see , which is the one? Poly marina center or Singapore Polytechnic.

As in , Singapore polytechnic. The one at dover road , you can reach here by taking the mrt and dropping at dover.

Ok, what happened?

3 bag containing lap tops , hand phone and wallet are stolen.

Ok, what block at you at?

I don't know what block is this , i'm near the saa

what is the saa

Student alumni affair

Ok, my colleague will be over shortly

thank you. Bye"

30 fricking minutes later

" Hello is this Mr loh?

No , Mr goh

Mr loh?

No , mr goh is this the police officer coming over?

Arh yes , how do i enter the building?

Go in from gate three and turn right and go all the way straight up....

OK, roger thanks.

"
15 mins later

" hello officer , where are you?

I don't see any Saa building near by ..

U turn right ?

Yea , i turn right into gate three and go all the way up..

X_X can u go down .. once u hit a left turn... turn, and go up the slope... U'll see me..."

2 mins later..

" Hellow mr goh, may i know where are you?

Nvm i saw u , in the police car rite..."


During the interrogation...

" So , who was the last one who entered the room..

The theive...

-_-, other then him?


Oh me.."

Yi mian said..." eh, how come the police officer ask u more then they asked the victims?

I dont know, because they asked me instead of them..."


Right , I'm damnnned dissappointed with Mankind now... for breaking in to the club house.. tsk, ok maybe he is an defect of man kind... what ever.. bite me..

busy days

Aiyai yai... long time no post ...~

WEll, i've been pretty , very , busy this two weeks , that explains why i took so long to do a update . Sorry >_<

Right , the past two weeks saw quite alot of things. Apart from school work.... basically... there is little other things. =S Well, like u can conclude, i've been too busy with school work i'm negleting every thing else... Yes , everything else , my friends... my sleeping time my bike. Things are also rather happening at home, but i'll it to that ,shan't touch more about it.

Talk about how i prioritize my stuffs, i think i'm getting a wee bit over stress up with the shit loads of work. Tsk, i need even better time management i guess. Other wise i'll be sauntering halve heartedly every day to school.

The club is omg tough to manage now. With ppl all having school work, we're running low on man power. Tsk , msn came in real handy now adays to relay msges. Esp when we've got big evetns like the pengerrang trip and the Race we're gonna organize.

Perharps i'm more of a loner now adays . Ok ,maybe yesterday. School. I couldn't really click with them all. Thus , confining myself to the bellows of the head set and the monitor . ok fine , maybe i'm lacking on intiative but, wth , i can't do it.

Well, not that i'm totally enjoy being alone or wat . I do feel empty . Yes , i'm feeling very empty now adays. Sheesh ern , stop the gf thing , its not about that. Maybe it is... though.

Well, thats about it for this post.. maybe i'll write a story on the next one... tsk, i've been writing too much , rwps , else .. time out.I need kit kat.

Conviction..


SO i went to school today to attend my favourite lesson with one kick ass lecturer.. yew siong... (a.k.a Bike mechanics instructor). Its the third and some how the last session of his whole course and i've learnt alot about the tweaks and twitches of my bike.

and then i bought my bike down today.. hopefully to give the bugger a health check or sth. Heres what yew siong said at the first sight of my bike. " At one glance, i can tell the owner of the bike had been constantly abusing the bike and was lazy to maintain it."

I felt guilty.

" look at this , the rear deraillure lever, its dis functional. The rear deraillure is not functioning properly. The cables and cable housing are filled with mud and rust . The chain had not been lubbed for decades resulting to it wearing out it self and the cassette. So many things that can be prevented just by proper lubrications." yew siong scolded .

I felt more guilty.

He gave me a kick in my ass, "PLEASE BE A BETTER OWNER"..

Thats it.

Its like judgement day. I stood at the mercy of the judge..

" convict P 0520111 , GOH JUN CHIN AKA JC. Are you guilty of the following charges

In humane bike abusements.

Neglection of bike's requirements.

Sexual harrasment of pretty bikes.."


I here by sentence u to life imprisonment in the land of broken frames and rusted cranks . Court.

Sob sob.

So now , adding on to my shopping list for my bike would be , new cable housing , new chain , new cassettes, new rear dee shifters, new lub. Donations to the JC needy fund any one?

For my own references

Things to buy

1. Tires. 90
2. Grips. 15
3. Gloves, FOX 35
4. Cable housing. 10
5. Chain and cassette. 60
6. Rear dee shifters. 45
7. Lubricant . 7.50

Total=$262.50 ( 105 plates of chicken rice.)

AY, and we had a wonderful time at jp's place this saturday night's steam boat session. There was so many people there and woots , girl friends and boy friends was one the IN thing now i think. Tsk, fellow females out there , wanna tag along with me for the next event. Tsk, session.


Don't ask me why the pic is so blurry ....

Frog-phone spoil says:now adays
Frog-phone spoil says:i'm having troubles communicating with gals i dont knw
Frog-phone spoil says:am i like that always?
Frog-phone spoil says:>_<

- e r n - says:i thought u are always like that

Frog-phone spoil says:really meh
Frog-phone spoil says:Hmmm
Frog-phone spoil says:that need to change

- e r n - says:ya
- e r n - says:i also need to be more interactive with gals
- e r n - says:im only interactive with gals that i noe

Frog-phone spoil says:jia lat
Frog-phone spoil says:i'm little interactive with gals i know also-

e r n - says:lets go clubbing and start tokinig to unknown gals

Frog-phone spoil says:NO


So , this is a little confession i have to make for myself. I am bad with communicating with gals, not online , but during real life. Perharps there are a few individuals out there who would reckon with that statement , but ay , i'm sure theres a plenty of the rest who agree with that.

Take for instance when ever i'm tokking to a female class mate , or any other female individual. The conversation would just end off without even a full stop. Arh , the barrier perharps, thats what i used to blame on. How ever , i guess thats only much of an excuse now.

Alot of reasons why this is a liability i don't want to have , for instance, i might run the possibility of not getting a female counterpart in the near future in my life. (worst case scenario)

Then i do not wish to be not able to live with females around me.(worst case scenario 2).

I don't want this to restrict me making more female friends.

I also want to be able to work well with female associates...



Thus , its decided that i need to change . For starters, i've heard from some guy who made it successful , to admit ur mistakes before trying to rectify it. Thus , tada , i'm admiting this.

No luck, No fish.

After a toturous week after school reopened,I decided to slack alittle and go fishing with ernest and zj this week end at east coast park. Well, heres something fresh for us.


The ultimate test of our patience.. and our tolerance of not having sleep.



We caught alot of crabs... Its a pity i didnt took a picture of them... If you ever visited the coffee house named " Kim san leng" and catch a glimpse of their crabs... thats the type of crabs we caught . I counted we caught 11. =D

Oh yea of course we managed to catch fishes as well.. all the small ones and one big one. HOw ever... we were aiming to catch something like this...


Too bad , we didnt got any of that . If not we could strike 4d or sth.

Well we did get this fellow though, our biggest catch. Hiack...


Fish ole'

Ay, my phone went into coma after it suffered from some concussion. My bad, if only i'd pay more attention.. sorry phone... Been running down on luck recently.. perharps i should visit india to release birds... Ay, and jy said to walk there.~wth.

"..Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see .."

Woots, really very sorry for such a delayed post. I've been so busy that i couldnt have time to blog and i'm having a very severe head ache now. Lack of sleep, pff.. Any wat, i hope every one is doing fine out there during this period of time.

So ,its been more then 2 weeks since i last posted. So many things happened.

For instance,one of the major events that happened was the pulau ubin trip . I've deep gratitude for the sailors that patronized this event. They made the event more lively and were magnimonious about some of the hip cups we had . Like the rain.-_- ..

Despite the set backs we all had fun.. every one enjoyed themselves, one way or another... ay, i guess a picture paints a thousand words....


or maybe less then 50 smiles..

Was at calins last monday for chocolate fondue. Ay , kudos to calin for preparing the fondue and all.. Thanks~ Although i think that came alil late. We gained alot of vitamins and dietary fibres after the feast, as well as much of some unwanted calories..=D



This is sth we had...


which is Almost similar to....

Then i had more fun with km ws and km's sister grace at escape. Although its only the four of us , it was all good. Despite the long queues for the go kart...-__-


Me and ws, experiencing lost child hood.

The reason for my head ache is very simple. I've been sleeping less then the usual 10 hours a day ... almost like 5 horus a day.. which is so not my daily beauty sleep routine.. thus... i'm falling that sick. How ever , that didnt stopped me from visiting sentosa with the peeps this afternoon. woots, i didnt like the people we played vball with though.... keep booing at us to get us out of the court.Never the less, the day was delightful with BILLY ! around...


Billy is so easily recognisable, hes always the odd one out, i dunno why =D

Hmm, Then its rush hour again for the coral reef project. Apparently, we are called to help to shift some coral reef 100 meters up stream from the southern tip of singapore. Well,heres me being super man again saving the world and mother nature.

I'll end here for now, tml will be me saving the earth... ay, its just so difficult to be me...

Take care blog peeps...

The importance of having friends.

Els test was on yesterday.

We were supposed to do a short write up on the array of topics given. I picked the topic on ' the importance of having friends'.

Reminiscences .

I don't know when is the last time i had a good chat with a friend. Too busy with work i guess. Every one is too.

Test are all up this two weeks. I just finished els, accountings and econs test, which i truely screwed up. Mmwd and rwps are coming up next . I need some decent time to practice my flash, else i'll screw my test up too. Stress level gone up high this two weeks.

Coupled with my proposals for the next events and so many things to do for the club, it didnt made my load any lighter.

Been having sleepless nights and bad migraines recently. Ay, funds running way low to go on too.

crappy life.

I need a break.

Its aint for ever.. its just too long.

In my life i think i've met lotsa people. Good people bad people, i didn't met too much of them , but i saw my fair share of the world. Well, i could only conclude now that life's aint fair and in many times we can't control our fate, and one of the saddest part of fate, is to see departures.

At departures, its like reading the conclusion of a story book. The end of perharps a wonderful time spent . It'ld be sad, thinking about how occasions like those could only be caputured in memories now. Its with my deepest regret, that i can't spend this very last part of the chapter , with a very fine person , comrade and friend i met . Irene.

It seemed so yesterday that 1a05 was formed, remembering those times we had , laughing, bickering, just chilling out. Jet li back then wasn't that cool, i understand.. =D Perharps maybe i'm being naive .. so naive that i can't accept the fact that you are alraedy leaving us, though its 1 year , but those time were nvr enough.

I guess the time down the road, each of us will be on our different paths, doing different things at different places. How ever looking back , we'll always remember that the happiness then was always so memorable.

I guess , its only natural that i wished you all the best in what ever you do at vancouver , i'ld also pray you and ur family will be safe over there , which u guys would be with my prayers.. wakkkaa.. Rite, 6 years ain't forever , when u are back again, i chop stamp go clubbing with u and ern~! Right , u'ld be missed.....

Jc

Dreaming too hard.

With the idol fever rocking the nation.. i couldn't help but dedicate a post for the recent up roar .

No i'm not gonna talk about American Idol.. i just think the saddest thing in my life happened when chris went out.. I'm not gay, but i like his style of singing.

Any wat, i'm sure some of you guys did pay attention to singapore idol ... rite? Ah the great vocals.. ah... the passion... ah.. the emotion.. and ah the comedY?Hur hur. Well, I think its really courageous to stand out on national tv and sing infront of 4 judges with great reputation, how ever, and its a great opportunity too for them to do this. How ever, why don't ppl just perform alil self check first? Just alil would do. Camp fight by the river... wth ..

Nong nong ago... there william hung... and now there is the malay singaporean american accent cow boy who's english is poor poor and american is good good.~ Sheesh, and he wants to go to the common wealth games ? Hai.. nong nong ago.. nong nong ago.

But personally i got quite appaud by this fellow who has hair all over his face. Appaud in a good way. he sings mcr's song well. Ay , and its not in any gorr or distortion or any of those shet.. he made it sound jazz... Woots, kudos to him ..

Any wat, i think this time round , standards went up better , ay, those ppl are small ppl with big voices ~ Right...

The replacements

If you had watch that show , you'ld find that it would be one of the best sporting movie you had ever watched. Sports... performed by maybe from an individual to a team of two dozens... that moves millions.

With relevance to the sports industry now, it seems that sport had been brought up to another level. Entertainment. Every court, field , track , stadium... had became a stage. For where , the performance would be put up by athelethes of all genre. The work,determination and talent one possesses and ontributed to his or her passion is reflected on the stage he or she istanding on.The stage is where, emotions, grace, focus , sweat, pain and glory all summed up to. Never once a good game performed ends without a heart warming applause from the audience.

In a few hours time it'ld be my turn , for my final performance on my stage. I guess it nvr was easy coming this far... for this one last spike. Match On~

C h a p t e r 5 - the match..

How many times in your life you put urself up the stage with hundreds of people cheering... supporting you.. Not many times..

How many times do u play a part in clinching that very medal.... that one sought for by many... that one that created so much hope and killed so many... Not many times...

The adrenaline rush...

" short~! "

The sweat...

"I think i can't go on doing this any more, i'm old..."

The blood....

"Fuck, its bleeding ... damn pain in the shin.."

How many finals do you play for in your life? Not many...

t h i s s a t.... u n l e a s h t h e b a n k a i.. =)

C h a p t e r 4- friends

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked that night about the rest of our lives
wonderin Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But then we left i knew we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and i've got something that i wanna say
i couldn't say it out cause you didnt gave a chance oh..
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in may
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
spent together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
would We still be
Friends Forever ?

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will km's jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will sweet ol' coconut be the next top businessman?
Can Jiapei find a job that would go with her plan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

This is what happens..
when u messed
with the wrong guy
on the wrong day..

(Cherish life.. drive carefully..)

C h a p t e r three -broken twig

Starring blankly at wat was broke,
Hearing her cries echoing my heart
If only i was more than a bloak
I nvr wished for our life to so hard.

They asked for my decision ,
Between both of them only one..
but i was only left to my own delusion
It make me sad for all this is not fun.

I was only p 3 when they were gone.
I hated him and detested her even more.
I couldn't even remember if memories was fond
I coudn't find any one trustworthable

Memories they haunt my life they nvr go away
All those scars still sting as they stay hook...
I wanted to run but ended up by myself in a dismay..
for i am still Starring blankly at wat was broke..

C h a p t e r 2 - God's explaination

Why? Why did it happened?

"How could this happen to me...."

Why ... wHy?? why...whY?

There's no solution... we could await god's deliverance.

Splendor

I Think God Can Explain

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet.
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
I'ts alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain

Run way cycling

Chapter o n e- reconnaissance

Deluded... Searching, its that light.

"you'll nvr get there, just give up..."

Tracing the paths.. trailing..

" go away... Just stay away from me.."

Falling deeply into darkness ... unknown.. unfamiliar...

" Hi , my name is Jc .. you are?"

Conquering, commanding... enrapturing... engulfing...

"This is not right.."

stranded..