crash and burn...

wootz.. had training today hur hur... alot of new players.. and they are all like better den me.. lol, i see my position in the ivp team vanishing... Hur hur.. esp with so many ppl from national youths and all.. Lol.. the court was quite peaceful at first de... den now so many ppl become very chaotic ler.. esp during spiking wahha, it was practically war in there.. hur hur, k la.. i seriously tink i cannot get in.. but nvm.. hehe, i still can cycle.. WOotz, its always good to hold two sports ... lol..

got rammed into two times today... First time is ctuck..wah lan tht one realy classic ar.. we both jump wanna spike same ball.. k la.. i got the ball.. c tuck got my head~.... wah lau.. i feel on baluku on my head now dunno how many brain cells died.. i feel sad for them..

Second time.. hur hur i wanna receive the ball but tht wen hong guy.. good.. he dive for the ball.. lol and he some how couldnt stopped himself.. and hur hur knocked me over like i'm some bowling pin or smth.. i sprained my ankle on tht one.. hur hur now like so zhong liddat~ ar. nvm.. tomolo will be fine ler hehe..

Hur hur... today in sch damn sian.. i actually spent almost up to 10 bucks on food.. hur hur today was having quite a voracious appetite....so broke... den wanna cut hair.. den buy new slippers some more.. ~ ARGH~! heal the world.. make it a cheaper place... for u and for me and the entire human race.. ~~

Soccer

i kinda concluded the soccer aint my kinda game not tht i dun enjoy today but i juz couldnt used my legs to kick the ball and yea...run around the field for 90 mins +~.. haha..

Today kicked soccer with the cadc peeps.. the year 1s lost.. k la.. i was the keeper for the first halve and i like gave 3 points away~ i'm trying hard to tell don tht a volleyball player doesnt implement tht he could be a good goallie.. wat we do might seemed similar but its not.. la.. Lol crap.. but we did enjoy ourself.. hehe.. though i'm like running like a headless chicken in the field..but ,i'm so looking forward to the day when the year 1 could challenge the senoirs to a vball match lol..

Mm,its a rainy wednesday morning.. actually intended to cycle to sch de.. but see rain so heavy.. dun wan ler.. maybe next week and yea.. after soccer i went to the club house to meet up with wen jie.. wootz, and i gotto know tis cool name.. i cant remb his name ler.. he is like in year 5 and he is quite a good person to tok to.. esp about technical stuffs.. and yea, i heard wen jie said tht he is quite a good cyclist.. wootz, gotto see tis sat ..

Hur hur i kinda got fooled by the senoirs last training at bt.. Lol, they all said they minimum wanna do 5 laps around bt..i found out only today it was smth to intimidate the year 1 peeps.. and i still stupidly belived them last sat and rode for 4 laps.. Lol..haha

Mm, tomolo got training sehz.. damn tiring after today soccer session.. tink not able to jump high tomolo liao... mM, but will continue working on short balls.. hah..

Its with ur absence tht coz me to mourn , but tears cant cry u back.how ever ,i'm looking towards the day tht our path converge and it willl seem like yesterday again...

Km went for ns ler..suddenly its like i wanna spend more time with him now but i cant already... hes gonna be gone for some time... yea..

Tinking on how much influence he has been as a friend of me before..

How he gave me the power to dream furthur.. gave me the hope to pursue my dream too and how he constantly fill my life with.. yea.. life..

Its his attitude tht caused me to look at him as a role modal in some aspects of my life.. for instance.. his strong will inspired me to not to give up on wat i do.. and its also his ability to get his ass outta tough situations tht made me look upon too...

Yea, hes also one of the guy who made me unleash the instinct to race in the mtbiking world. remebering the times where we train on tarmac and how we drafted vehicles and made alot of roadies eat dust and ate dust ourselves.. yea.. we did all tht together..

Now i tink each of us have diverge and had our path laid already.. sadly, they dont converge... tings arent going to be together for us for quite some time.. I do hope ... tht we would see each other again.. and by then i hope we've achieve wat we wanted for ourselves... mm

Tis all might be crap la.. but hur hur thts wat i tell my blog de.. haha juz saying tis incase some of u cant take all tis.. er errd..ciaoz

Time causes one's faith to dwindle~

Kinda sleepy now,in itos class... Yesterday slept quite late ... woke up early tis morn..

HUr hur, hazel and her team will be presenting for the excel later on.. ~~ i've a feeling they will take quite long...

AFter there still is CD and wcd classes.. lecture for Fom is cancelled , yay!!! but tht means i've more time to spent in sch before vball training starts... Un-yay.........

Later got vball training sehz..~ Feel so lethargic now.. later dunno can perform well or not,i've gotto work on my short balls ler.. spiking not hard enuff... ~

Haiz~

any way.. any one got any comments for this new look on my blog? hehe plz comment on the tag box plz...

no where to belong... distorted...

Woke up quite late tis morning.. 1230~ dangz.. den i tot of meeting wtih may marg and aimar.... den hum blung change bath and set off ler..I slept for so long and still feel sleepy..~ dangz..

We went to suntec ... den went to bras besar.. mm.. went to the nike shop and saw tht there was tis new breed of volley ball on display.. the touch of them is quite different...Alot of grip.. Wonder if sand will stick to them if they are bought to the beach...

Tinking of getting myself a new shoe bag too... the old one looks.. OLD~ .. hur hur...but i'm kinda restricted la.. so any one out tht willing to donate to JC needy fund? hehe...

After tht we went to parco.. for awhile.. den i saw tis ... LOl.. gundam den i was like.. WAH! ! ! !.. a gundam.. lol, looks cool.. hehe ~ but then kinda funny ~

Went home.. Tot of training coz i woke up late tis morning and was feeling guilty not training.. so i went out for HSP training.. Justin and wen jie really tot me well on tht training scheme... It kinda worked for me.. i counted.. i drip 6 drips of sweat... after tht , went to saujana court to find ct and km... stayed for awhile and got home.. Den i heard tht dad was bringing us for dinner.. mum was coming along too.. Kinda happy.. hehe long time no liddat ler..~

Den, ct called and ask if i wanna go lin's house for steam boat.. i kinda rejected them bahz.. as i still have accounting hw to do.. Ay, dunno, tink they muz be hating me already.. wat gives.... haiz~

Doubts . . . Heart Breaks. . . Confusions. . .

Ay, early in the morning meet up with wen jie to go bt.. hur hur, on the way there, wen jie hit the curb and crashed..in front of a bus some more~!~! dang.. i tot he'ld be dead but its a good ting tht the bus stopped in time..He had a few abrasions on his elbow and hip and his rear deralliur hanger was bent cozing some problems when he shifts his gears up and down.. mm, wonder wen will it be my turn to crash..

Any way... we met up with the rest of the peeps.. I caught dan in action today.. hur hur.. dangz, he told emt he kl trip is in august.. which is still like light years away...~ nvm.. tht means i've time to train ... Justin tot me alot today.. about how to train using the Hsp techinque .. he arranged a training schedule for me.. then i told him i've vball training too.. he look at me blankly.. ~ he juz said i nid to get a life... hur hur...

Wen jie and some of the yera 2 and 3 peeps did 1 lap today..

Justin did 2 laps..

I did 4 laps..

On the second and third lap.. i was marked down by tht cannodale guy and his team.. had a tough time shaking them off.. but i tink they didnt engage in the 4th lap i did coz i tink they've did alot ler after i started.. And tht is how... hur hur i pissed the ppl off.. lOl.. wen i took off at them .. again. BUt okok la.. today not so bad.. we still had lunch together, i tink~ -_-

Oh well. returned home feeling kinda shagged and al.. suddenly got the urge to watch movie sehz.. its been quite some time since i've gone to the movies ler.. hur hur..I wanna watch intial D ~ !i also wanna watch tht show by aston kutcher.. hhehe.. Mm, i also wanted to visit gramps ... Kinda missed them.. Ok la.. its been only a few days back only la.. haha, but yea.. i still wanna go see them.. hur hur, go make dumplings maybe.. lol..

Dumplings

HUr hur,suddenly its dumpling days again... I jus had two.... Hur hur.. dang.. i like ah ma's dumpling Lol, esp the nonya ones..And i love mine one.. looks like ketupat though.

ORite. enuff of dumplings.. Today went to the cafe.. wootz, had tht caramel coffee.. damn nice.. hehe, but alil too sweet for me..i tink the uncle at the cafe has a good attitude. i like his character.. hehe..

AFter coffee session i went to the cadc event.. didnt stayed long though.. all they did was take photo.. abit lame.. hur hur.. but i went off early la..

Went to jp house for steam boat.. hehe.. quite fun la.. mm, but the tot of ppl leaving still lingers in my mind..but we had tis little piano lesson at her house.. Lol, quite nice lehz.. hehe.. tink i might wanna go back to electone again.. but aiya.. the price of one puts me off again.. lol.. after tht went home ler.

tomolo cycling session is at bt.. hur hur, thts the circuit where i trained most at.. hope the terrain would be dry tomolo bahz.. orite.. end here...

Shagged

Wootz, today got training damn tired..

It rained kinda heavy today in the morning i tink.. Luckily.. tings got settle down or else hur hur .. mm,the new vending machine at sch is damn hot i tink.. LOl, and wats more.. its got sprite ice in it.. Muahaha..

Lessons was quite dry today... with me always wanting to fall asleep.. Mm.. tried Yong tau huuu at food court 6 today.. not bad lehz.. lol.. After tht we went to watch a video on ern's lappy.. wootz, damn funny.. got one part tht guy act as a chinese who tries hard to be a hero.. "confucious says.. ur going to jail.." lol.. in the hong kong cum english accent.. damn funny ~

oh ya.. today is Ah boon's birtday.. happy birthday to him...

Mm, after every ting went for vball.. I tink today got back most of the touch ler.. Blocking still nid to revise alot.. hehe.. but i did managed to block raymond today.. haha.. Mm, so shagged after training..mm, not sure whether to join cadc or not.. lol, i've got up to monday to tink.. hehe

till den ciaoz..

Irony

Tokked with yk... mm.. feeling kinda nostalgic after the conversation....yk, was part of zheng hua... the team i played for last time, i mean.. we played for last time..He was our sub set.. a very good one.. despite having some problems with his knees..

He was hard working and at every training he would preservere to correct his mistakes and spike harder.. receive better .. block better and set better.. But , tings didnt went smoothly for him and us...

We had our fair shaares of quarrels.. yk, hasnt really got a calm spirit at the time... he toks about us not appreciative of his contribution.... Brings me back to think of one the characteristics played by us via the translations of emotions.. ' we want ppl to give back wat we give.." , karma they would say.. or maybe some other words they used, its a common characteristic i tink tht every one posses.. i have tht too.. but yea, if only we could do tings in such a way that we do it juz by doing ting.. no nid for returns.. no motives. juz purely becoz we wanna do it..but yea. tht characteristic got the best of us and him..

He sorta deserted the team... or i would say.. walk out.. after a guy from ngee ann join us in the csc matches..reality sorta hit us...at tht point of time, tht guy is also a sub set.. and is more agile.. flexible den yk..

Sensitive issues like why shud a out sider be playing for team ZHENG HUA was brought out....it end up only in antagonism and constant controversies among us.. sides were took and stands were fought for...

And our paths began diverging even more as all of us started our sch in different schs.. now, the team is nth more then pieces of us ... not even pieced together...and now..1 year back... we will be in the same side of the court.. working towards that 25 points..every point we lost... every point we gain .. every match we win or lose.. We shared the passion together. but now, ironically speaking.. we will be facing off against each other in different sides of the courts.. its like.. telling brothers to cut the throats of each others.. wat irony.. wat dismay...

I hate wasabi,esp wen its on my body

Orite.. today sch end early~!~!~ YAY!!!!!so happy..Brings me to realisation tht sch life is realy robbing me of my time.. Mm , the peeps actually wanted to go watch movie.. but after i heard km also not going i also dun feel like going ler.. ~

Mm, i was supposed to go for bike mech ting.. but after hearing tht they were tokking about bike anotomy... hur hur i tink i kinda suck.. so i didnt go and went for shopping with tw zhi jian and ern~ Its really SHOPPING tis time.. without the inverted commas.. Wootz, for the first time..I tink i'm such a town noob.. dunno where to walk sial.. lol.. ern and zhi jian are like damn expert.. and me and tw was like following them .. lol.. but nvm.. after a few more times theer tings will be better liao. lol , kinda tink wen jie is rite about the getting a life for myself part..


after every ting i rushed back to sch.. Wah liao.. tht bus uncle really wat... he really very wat lor.. I was tokking to hansel saying i will be late.. den i say the bus is moving very slowly. den the uncle hear lehz.. then he moved even slower~...Tht caused me to end up in sch at 430.. danG~hur hur the game they played today was shi zi lu kou.. <-dunno got spell wrongly or not.. any way.. we played tht game.. and we were supposed to eat longans with wasabi and onions.. I eat ler i almost cried manz.. piang oie~~!~!~!.. the taste is really.. bo wei gong..

After tht choon hong got 'G'ed.. lol, i see him in distress ler.. I quickly............. went over to help........ the guys to G him lol~! wahhha..Hur hur den i got 'G'ed also.. it happened wen they wanna G tht wen cong.. lol.den i go over help.. den he turn the tables.. LOl, point finger at me.. den i was like.. Wth~ hur hur, I struggled in silence.. LOL..They actually put wasabi on me tis time.. lol.. cool.. i mean.. its really cooling~...

K la.. after tht they celebrated some one's birthday den we went home after tht.. jp did ask if i wanna go to luan's house.. I dun wanna.. as i was quite shagg.. Mm, tomolo still got training and damned~~~ tomolo will be missing out on chase again.. Sad final episode liao..

shagged

Juz got back from vball training at sp only.. and its like so late.. ARGH~!~!~!>. tomolo still got tht cadc stuffs..

den i screwed up at the presentation today. arh!~!~!

den i nvr bring money to sch today.. argh~!~!~!~!~1

i hate tuesday~!~!!~!~!

+A.ng.e.l.o.f.M.i.n.e+
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you girl you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (girl you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, girl you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take,
the love that we make I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine


You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (girl You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, girl you're right on time (But girl your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya,girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

spike before dishonour

Ay, tomolo will be presenting our presentation.. Yea.. we will do it man~ hopefully i dun cock up tomolo..

Ay, tomolo will also be the first day i will be training at sp for vball.. mm, its been a long time ler..haha i could actually miss spiking short balls...

Today was kinda boring sehz.~ k bahz.. dun have much to type today..

-what would a guy do if the gal he loves the most, leaves him...

NEW SHOES! NEW JERSEYS!

Woot, went with ctuck to Ps today for 'shopping' (the guy way of shopping) hur hur.. bought my vball shoe ~!~!~!~!~!~ ARGH~!~!~! ARGH~!~! lol.. ok, i'm abit mentally unstabled here.. so excited about the shoe.. and i also got myself a yellow jersey...Which is pretty cool la.. despites its yellow~ ... After tht we went to may's shop.. hur hur... c tuck.. was kinda brave la, hur hur,wen the dogs there came to him he did jump alil.. lol but it was juz a lil so he is quite brave.. LOl, but he was hur hur abit siao at tht point of time..~ and yes.. greenies really contain mint~

Mm, then we went to the dinner for km's fare well ... Mm, kinda sad now.. tht he is going away for ns soon.. haiz.. each of us is leaving each other in dues time.. jp is going to aust ler.. Mm, time seemed to pass faster as the dates draw near.. i dun wan them all to go.. but i won't wanna keep them here.. Looking back, mm, i feel tht i've gone through alot of tings with km also.. all the races.. thick and thins.. and now he is going into tht alone.. Haizx. really kinda emotional i tink.. Kk, i tink i blog till here ler bahz.. ciao ppl..

orite.. i took a big step in my life today.. though it may seem puny to the other pros out there but it was kinda big for me.. though the out come aint.. er.. good i tink i'm still so proud of myself.. hur hur.. self form of tinking i'm still good....~ i tink

tanned...

Rode with the sp peeps tis morning.. every ting was quite gr8, though we did mostly road the drafting competition was quite nice juz the way i like it.. The peeps there are also damn funny esp tht xuan hong.. damn joker hur hur..Tink i kinda made some of the senoirs un happy wen i took away their lead and broke away from the main pack.. hur hur.. Ay, its smth good to keep low profile hur hur.. so far i tink i'm the only enthu freshie cyclist inside. the rest are also enthu la.. but mmm, i would say they've not unleash their potential yet...quite a few bling bling bike aorund but i guess i'll stick tot .'its the monkey on the bike tht counts.. not the money on the bike' hur hur..

but wah the yaer 3 peeps were constant on the attacks manz.. they were like attacking and attacking esp tht scott tampico guy.. hur hur.. but lol, its good tht i sit on their wheel and waited for my chance to attack.. Hur hur, no head wind =less force exerted.. lol so i haha.. i delivered quite a fatal blow at the last strech ... waahaha lance armstrong taught me tht. then yi mian the president of the club came over to tell me in the club house after tht i've been marked.. LOl, haha jking la.

After tht went with xuan hong and wei jie to eat at xuan hong's mum shop.. the ba kut teh was ichiban.. hondor desu...~ Then xuan hong told me tht previously during year 1 they were all like me.. riding every alterante days and all.. den lol i told him i've not like rode for months.. but i also said tht during race preps.. i'ld ride every day.. he juz told me to get a life..Lol ~

mm, not sure whether to get in to shape for the next race or not..i tink no one is joining the atc challenge organized by ntu ... so yea.. we will be skipping tht.. but for my self... saca race 4 is juz round the corner..i dunno if i shud go or not... dilemia mode also sian mode...

K bahz... later going for ah ma's and ah gong's wedding anniversary.. hur hur.. dunno wat man qing lou restaurant.. i'll end here ler.. ciao peeps...

AT the library


Woo, juz fin lunch.. hur hur, no cheng tng today ler... too much cheng tng is bad for health ,the cheng tng fan club members all share the same sentiments i guess..Reached school damn early today, passed the stuffs to hansel to put it inside the club house.. damn they are damn heavy and bulky.

Later still have a few more classes and may be staying for the events organized by the club also.. damn tired and sleepy again... Some how i tink coffee don't work for me now.. some more the classes are like so boring.. no motivation sia..mm , tink i write till here bahz rushing off to the next lecture liao.. ciaoz ppls...

mocha cold blended..

Kinda tired today in sch...

the pratical was damned long~
we went to the cafe.. quite cool in there.. hur hur.. but er.. yea.. kinda hot inside.. the uncle also damn funy la.~
after tht to attend tht meeting.. was tinking of ending everyting early.. hur hur.. So i volunteered to buy the stuffs on my own... who knows..they were damn heavy.. tink i'm sick in the mind wen i volunteered to do tht.. ar nvm.. dun complain~

after carrying the stuffs back watched the seasonal finale part 1 of chase... Mm, he said he wud wait another ten year.. sheez... I dunno... waiting aint fun... lol...anyway met up with wen jie to fix my bike.. and i only gotto know then tht he was the vice president of the club.I tink he is quite a fine guy bahz.. though sp cycling club is facing.. some.. er problems.. i really hoped i could help out to promote more cycling in sp bahz.. i hope so..

KK , thts about it for now...tink tings shud cool down for every one.. chill

damned... so boring now in class.. so shagged ... so sleepy...

Had quite a bad day.. after jp said yet another word which kinda hit me hard.. Haiz, i'm really outta of my ways trying to get to some where where i will feel home ler.. it kinda sucks ya. I'm really tired ler, after trying so much and failing every time i tried... Its nvr gonna succeed, i've lost my determination already.. i tink i'm gonna quit.