I think Ns would be significant milestone in my life as I think that it marks a conclusion to my teenage life and the beginning of adulthood for me. The thought of me with a shave head and rushing through the jungles of brunei with a rifle is still not exactly imaginable yet for myself. Probably after I'm done with the cdo training, I'll rid myself of this naive mindset and probably develop an ego to suit the experience .
I'm gonna miss the bunch of people who were always by my side during this confinement period .
Elly the girl I'm going to miss too much.
I know you've been tolerating my temperament and having not enough time to spend with you lately . Trust me even though I'm sad when I'm pissed and all, I'll feel worse when you become depressed over my emotion breakdowns. You are the person i can pour most of my true feelings to and probably, you are the person who have seen me in my worst state. If I Knew ns would come so soon I would have told you all these words slowly and dearly everyday. I've said perhaps for thousand of times , over the phone, text messages, in your face, on a card, on msn and probably through another person but I'm gonna say it to you for the first time on this blog as directly as this. I love you.
Ernest my would be best man for the wedding.
Fucker ,see la, fail napfa purposely la , extra 2 mths la.. Laugh at you~ what do you think you are trying to do when you said all those gay words at the bust stop the day before.. trying to make me cry is it! Well, I'ld give you credit for that, Its quite a good shot. Damn, I don't know what I'ld be if i don't get those not so advisable to listen to advices man. I'ld also say that although I seem to be ordering you around and treating you like shit... you are still my best candidate for the position of my best man eh .. and don't worry, I'll try to get a suitable bridesmaid accordingly to the preferences you gave me~!
The mates louis and GArY..
Don't ask me why you guys don't get the special privilege of being labeled as a category . Ay, from the talk cock sessions at fc 6 , to the disturbing the leader and dj pang session, I'ld miss all those man. Especially drinking sessions with gary talking shet after hes drunk and ernest rolling all over the place. Jeeze, don't worry dudes, after the pop .. we'll hang out together with the leader and dj pang and make fun of them ~
The peeps from the darlings..
Probably some of you wouldn't care about my state now, but ay, I still care about the bulk of you as i read through your blogs and rants about your daily life. Expressing concern would be luxury for me probably because i don't wanna make myself seem to be there only for awhile.. if thats the case , i rather not be there at all.. if you get what i mean. With that , probably i've drifted away from the hearts of you guys but I'm sure you guys would always remain close to my heart,, I'ld always feel at home when I'm hanging out with the bunch of you , even though we've not met for a long time.. haha so i guess, I'm leaving home again this time?
To miss Guo .. the zhi~
Lol, Aiya, where have you and i been la. i don't knw why I see online everyt ime i nvr go double click on you and talk to you la.. Probably Im' more busy browsing through my fishing kaki and watching youtube or something la. BUT , that don't make you less significant with contrast to them. Well, judging from everything, I guess you're doing fine ( as of 6/7/2008 10:44:36 PM) so ahah, all the best with you and you !BING~ jeeze, the name .. the name.. =/
To the people I've missed out..
I'm sorry there are jsut too many for me to type it all out, but I'll definitely remember all of you and the memories we had together. Too bad we could carve deeper ones...
Ay, with that I guess I'm pretty much ready to serve already. I think I'll make it a point to
serve my ns as happily as I could
move up to the rank as high as possible
spend enough time with the people i cared
do this shet for honour and glory.
All the best for me , and I'ld like to thank all the readers who had been reading this blog up till now .. the 516th post.. phew...
