The importance of having friends.

Els test was on yesterday.

We were supposed to do a short write up on the array of topics given. I picked the topic on ' the importance of having friends'.

Reminiscences .

I don't know when is the last time i had a good chat with a friend. Too busy with work i guess. Every one is too.

Test are all up this two weeks. I just finished els, accountings and econs test, which i truely screwed up. Mmwd and rwps are coming up next . I need some decent time to practice my flash, else i'll screw my test up too. Stress level gone up high this two weeks.

Coupled with my proposals for the next events and so many things to do for the club, it didnt made my load any lighter.

Been having sleepless nights and bad migraines recently. Ay, funds running way low to go on too.

crappy life.

I need a break.

Its aint for ever.. its just too long.

In my life i think i've met lotsa people. Good people bad people, i didn't met too much of them , but i saw my fair share of the world. Well, i could only conclude now that life's aint fair and in many times we can't control our fate, and one of the saddest part of fate, is to see departures.

At departures, its like reading the conclusion of a story book. The end of perharps a wonderful time spent . It'ld be sad, thinking about how occasions like those could only be caputured in memories now. Its with my deepest regret, that i can't spend this very last part of the chapter , with a very fine person , comrade and friend i met . Irene.

It seemed so yesterday that 1a05 was formed, remembering those times we had , laughing, bickering, just chilling out. Jet li back then wasn't that cool, i understand.. =D Perharps maybe i'm being naive .. so naive that i can't accept the fact that you are alraedy leaving us, though its 1 year , but those time were nvr enough.

I guess the time down the road, each of us will be on our different paths, doing different things at different places. How ever looking back , we'll always remember that the happiness then was always so memorable.

I guess , its only natural that i wished you all the best in what ever you do at vancouver , i'ld also pray you and ur family will be safe over there , which u guys would be with my prayers.. wakkkaa.. Rite, 6 years ain't forever , when u are back again, i chop stamp go clubbing with u and ern~! Right , u'ld be missed.....

Jc

Dreaming too hard.

With the idol fever rocking the nation.. i couldn't help but dedicate a post for the recent up roar .

No i'm not gonna talk about American Idol.. i just think the saddest thing in my life happened when chris went out.. I'm not gay, but i like his style of singing.

Any wat, i'm sure some of you guys did pay attention to singapore idol ... rite? Ah the great vocals.. ah... the passion... ah.. the emotion.. and ah the comedY?Hur hur. Well, I think its really courageous to stand out on national tv and sing infront of 4 judges with great reputation, how ever, and its a great opportunity too for them to do this. How ever, why don't ppl just perform alil self check first? Just alil would do. Camp fight by the river... wth ..

Nong nong ago... there william hung... and now there is the malay singaporean american accent cow boy who's english is poor poor and american is good good.~ Sheesh, and he wants to go to the common wealth games ? Hai.. nong nong ago.. nong nong ago.

But personally i got quite appaud by this fellow who has hair all over his face. Appaud in a good way. he sings mcr's song well. Ay , and its not in any gorr or distortion or any of those shet.. he made it sound jazz... Woots, kudos to him ..

Any wat, i think this time round , standards went up better , ay, those ppl are small ppl with big voices ~ Right...

The replacements

If you had watch that show , you'ld find that it would be one of the best sporting movie you had ever watched. Sports... performed by maybe from an individual to a team of two dozens... that moves millions.

With relevance to the sports industry now, it seems that sport had been brought up to another level. Entertainment. Every court, field , track , stadium... had became a stage. For where , the performance would be put up by athelethes of all genre. The work,determination and talent one possesses and ontributed to his or her passion is reflected on the stage he or she istanding on.The stage is where, emotions, grace, focus , sweat, pain and glory all summed up to. Never once a good game performed ends without a heart warming applause from the audience.

In a few hours time it'ld be my turn , for my final performance on my stage. I guess it nvr was easy coming this far... for this one last spike. Match On~

C h a p t e r 5 - the match..

How many times in your life you put urself up the stage with hundreds of people cheering... supporting you.. Not many times..

How many times do u play a part in clinching that very medal.... that one sought for by many... that one that created so much hope and killed so many... Not many times...

The adrenaline rush...

" short~! "

The sweat...

"I think i can't go on doing this any more, i'm old..."

The blood....

"Fuck, its bleeding ... damn pain in the shin.."

How many finals do you play for in your life? Not many...

t h i s s a t.... u n l e a s h t h e b a n k a i.. =)

C h a p t e r 4- friends

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked that night about the rest of our lives
wonderin Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But then we left i knew we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and i've got something that i wanna say
i couldn't say it out cause you didnt gave a chance oh..
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in may
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
spent together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
would We still be
Friends Forever ?

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will km's jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will sweet ol' coconut be the next top businessman?
Can Jiapei find a job that would go with her plan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

This is what happens..
when u messed
with the wrong guy
on the wrong day..

(Cherish life.. drive carefully..)

C h a p t e r three -broken twig

Starring blankly at wat was broke,
Hearing her cries echoing my heart
If only i was more than a bloak
I nvr wished for our life to so hard.

They asked for my decision ,
Between both of them only one..
but i was only left to my own delusion
It make me sad for all this is not fun.

I was only p 3 when they were gone.
I hated him and detested her even more.
I couldn't even remember if memories was fond
I coudn't find any one trustworthable

Memories they haunt my life they nvr go away
All those scars still sting as they stay hook...
I wanted to run but ended up by myself in a dismay..
for i am still Starring blankly at wat was broke..

C h a p t e r 2 - God's explaination

Why? Why did it happened?

"How could this happen to me...."

Why ... wHy?? why...whY?

There's no solution... we could await god's deliverance.

Splendor

I Think God Can Explain

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet.
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
I'ts alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain

Run way cycling

Chapter o n e- reconnaissance

Deluded... Searching, its that light.

"you'll nvr get there, just give up..."

Tracing the paths.. trailing..

" go away... Just stay away from me.."

Falling deeply into darkness ... unknown.. unfamiliar...

" Hi , my name is Jc .. you are?"

Conquering, commanding... enrapturing... engulfing...

"This is not right.."

stranded..