The lovely year I had ..

Just about a year ago, I'ld say I was in a pretty screwed up state in my life. Things happening around me were pulling me down every single day back then and I wasn't a happy man , as many would have agreed. Thats until a particular individual decide to make a pit stop in my life...

This year with her around was probably one of the most meaningful,wonderful and care free year I've ever had in my life. ( I know, we all behave and say the same things when we're in a relationship, but thats how we're born to be like right?). Ay, things became so much different and again,Jc saw a major change in his life...
I'm grateful, for her presence, for her commitment, for her understanding ... Words can't express how grateful I am to who ever is up there pulling the strings with me and her...Ay, this one year I say.. was just totally... Awesome ... I wish for plenty and many of this years to come ... I can never have enough of awesome-ness...

Your lovely scars

I remember those younger teenage days ,the days where i do lots of radical stuffs..The drive to skip meals just to save up money to buy a bicycle,the drive to participate in those road events and to make a fool out of ourselves,the ridiculous stunts we pull to woo some girl which always have us end up broken hearted, the times when we braced ourselves when cycling in a rainy weather, those time when we spammed the hand phone of some one to have joint conversation together even though we don't have any idea what we're talking about.

I've began to reminiscence on those times , after starring at my ceiling for sometime.Right, I'm having a few days off from work thus I've the luxury to stare at my ceiling ~

Maybe we all grew up....

That's what I thought.I believe that's the more definite answer we could ever get , but.. I thought again, I still wanna have that kind of drive, that kind of feeling but its something I can't do alone.

Then I thought about the people around me. They all seemed so far away now, every one is on an endless pursuit for their ideal lifestyle, fulfilling their own needs or probably,what they need to fulfil, that kinda left me thinking. Am I the only one still holding on to such immature thoughts?

I know eventually my turn will come to pursue what I NEED to pursue and I'm probably am able to come up with this crap now because I'm so freaking free.. however, if you think about it.. Isn't it a pity that we've lost them all..and all that's left is all these lovely scars that haunts you....

I'm finally back

Finally, i get to have some decent blogging time to myself. I can't stand to blog while i have people behind me queing for the internet. Its like that in thailand when everyone shares that few terminals to use the internet.. Some insensitive bastards just don't understand what is privacy..

Oh well, I'm glad that its finally over!The satisfaction i get after accomplishing yet another big feat is overwhelming. Everyone on the flight back was so damn high. Right, ok i can't type much now.. my eyes are closing down on me.. Will update tml!~

ORD LO!

I miss singapore

So, I've been in Thailand for 2 weeks now. For those of you who don't know , I'm stationed now in Thailand for my final exercise in my Ns life. After which, I will be done with ns and moving on to my next phase in life. That is something that I'm very much anticipating..

The weather in Thailand is significantly hot and dry. Its easily freaking 38 degrees on every other day and to tell the truth, I had a hard time adapting to the weather conditions and fell ill the first few days upon my arrival.How ever, the locals had their way to cope with the hot weather with ice cream and this brilliant blended ice drink that they seemed to have a never ending list of flavours added to it.

The missions I've been to so far were fairly manageable,with the fact that I've got added responsibilities and the men were getting harder to manage, i thought we did a rather commendable job so far. Now that we're done with all the training mission, its time for the real one next week. Finally, I'm going to jump on a foreign country =)

At this point of time I got to say Jc's rather home sick.

On the lunar 15Th of CNY my family had a gathering which i was not there. Zzz, its one of the few times i get to see relatives only once year and I miss some of them eh. Sadly, i was stuck in Thailand on an exercise that very night.. its irritating..

One of my secondary school friend left for Hk the other day for her studies. Ay, the sec school peeps had a gathering to send her off but again, i was stuck in Thailand. Sucks to be here at that point of time... Zzz, I was just talking to Jia pei the other night about how people are just moving on and how miserable my click less life is as compared to others. Comfortingly, she told me she still feels comfortable talking with me thus like I said, friends is something that requires quality.. in any case, I wish to hang out more with the peeps when I get back to sg.

Ok this part is gonna get cheesy ..

I can't emphasize on how much I miss my girl friend when I'm here. Even back in Sg, just one day without seeing each other calls for cheesy mushy messages already.. Even the most cheesiest of the mushiest messages we sent each other everyday when I'm here in Thailand isn't comforting at all. Just for example earlier when I was drinking the Milk tea rendition of the blended ice, I remember the times when we always drink bubble tea together.

Its kinda depressing actually with all this sadness piling up, but one thing is for sure, I'm halve way through this shit and I'm coming back really soon!~ hopefully, all goes well and ends well here.