I completely rotted at home today....

Dunno wen i acuquired tis new ting .i'm losing my cool all over...... I feel so pissed at every ting now... Its like.. arGH, i'm getting it all and i've kept inflicting it on others ... I;m freaking pissed and stressed out right now... i dunno.. Maybe i've offended ppl wen i'm in tis state and i'm also getting pressurize by all tth.. dammit. ! I only wish peace in myself now....

My whole situation made from clay to stone...

Woke up early in the morning by JP~!... went to play bad with the peeps at gombak.. dang.. Sian one...played for two houors. AFter tht we went to sunplaza walk around..its kinda ulu there..

After tht went home to read a book.. Lance armstrong de .. kinda nice i tink. Inspirational book. after tht went to find the peeps at the bball court again. Hur hur, saw Jl bro there. played 3-3 with them.. Funny, long time no play bball ler..

AFter tht chilled under the blocks.. den went home ler.. ~~

Mm, so far... plans for Jp birthday can say.. is still not planned yet lehz.. kinda worried.. 8 days left to the celebration.. 6 days left to her actualy birthday....

wootz, ddint went to np.. abit shagged.. ct also no go ler.. Mm stayed at home and nua around.. Did some planning for jps birthday but it all came back to nth. ay . constantine is outta the competition ler.. Mm, hes quite a rocker i tink.. Pity..

BOrinG~!

Wootz, juz came back from Sp ..

Went down to the briefing with ct tis morn.. Stupid one i tink.. wen we reached there we tot we were quite late liao.. Who knows.. got ppl later.. the ting only starts at 1030..We were like playing ice breakers games and all.. since ct and me were Into tis kinda tings before wen we were in the prefectorial board.. we act till very garang lidat there.. The facilators let us tua until duno wat to say.. Lol. First ly there was tis game.. the blown wind blow game.. Stupid one.. walk here and there only.. AFter tht there is dis husband and wife game.. Lol, tht patricia gal siao one... Den i was tinking if jie were there.. Woot wootz.. for some body else liao.. ER erd.. as the husbands in the game were quite Reluctant to keep their wives with them.. they change the game where by the husband will be the one runing away from the wives instead of the other way round.. Lol.. in the end.. got a gal kenna forfeited.. Den for dunno wat the hell reason.. Wen ask for guys to perform the forfeit with her.. tht patricia go raise my hand..Kenna sa boed.. then the forfeit was So ~~~~~ argh~!~! tink liao my hair also stand.. den ar.. we supposed to call another couple up also.. lol. den i saboed ct.. den the gal also called another gal.. heng ar tht patricia..~ the forfeit is like tis.. the gal muz hold a poke in her mouth.. and the bois are supposed to bite it away.. , while doing push up. So the gal will be lying down on the floor den .... sian.. machiam kenna rape liddat.. in the end of the forfeit i was telling ct we very chi kuay.. Lol.

After tht also alot games.. den they wan to bring us to their club room.. den i sian sian dun wan go..so i tell ct to pon tht ting,.and we really did.. very nice break out seh.... We juz walked away.. LOl...after lunch at sp... we walked around the sch.. found out alot of other features there.. Mm..NOt bad sehz.. the sch got popular book shop.. kfc.. mac...pizza hut.. and even a travel agency..!

AFteer tht went home ler.. later maybe going to ngee ann for vball ...~~ dats abt all for now...

Tired legs

Wootz, today woke up... nua around wen jp called and told me to follow her and jie to town to buy la's present and change the Jeans as its kinda small for jies BIG ass..was supposed to meet up with evan and ning de... budden they cancelled it ler. so .. kinda freed ...

dangz, followed the two gers around orchard.. and went to places i';ve not been before.. for example the cosmetic store... ~ tht place so alien to me...

Den continue to walk all over orchard for jies slipper after tht. They also bought other stuffs.. dang.. every ting stuff inside my bag. machiam me like doraemon liddat.. ~

after tht went home ler...

Thts abt all for today.. ciaoz...er erd..

Le fruit of thou hart work

finally after days of planning and decision making.. The organization had successfully commenced jie min's birthday party bash.. Er erd....

abt 2 weeks ago, me and jp and ct... went to the library... Den , we were tokking abt jm's birthday wen jp suggested a surprise birthday party...We den decided tht we want have a bbq party under her condo where tings are tot to be accessible..

I called the peeps up and sort them all up... with the help of jp .. After which.. we decided on the budget we are gonna have and stated the price for the whole event to every one.. as tis is going to be a surprise party.. we had to tell every one to keep at low profil so tht jm will definately be surprised by wat we did.. We gotto constantly remind every one through out the days to keep jm from knowing tht we will be celebrating for her...

At the mean time.. me km and irvin were incharged of getting the present for jm... Actually we wanted to buy from cck lot 1 one.. bt irvin suggested tht we go to town so tht we have more choices to choose from.. We threw away our dignity and .... browse through the ladies section with much eyes kept onto us...~ Eventually we decided on the levi's593 boot cut jeans... Hur hur, not a very cheap pair of jeans.. so jm.. better wear it well.. Lol ..

Through out all tis time.. me and km were researching on the food for tht day too.. i went through Books and all while he went to find markets which wud suit our budget.. Lol, we went to sheng siong like for dunno how many times to chk the prices and all.. Km really helped alot on the price fitting part...

Ct really played an important role as he was responsible for the cake and all.. He constantly gives us suggestion on wat to do and he really keeps the team going too.. hehe

AS the day draw near... we tot of telling jm how we could nt make it on her birthday. after much brain storming together.. the team tot of the best tatic to have tht muddle headed ger belive in wat we say.. Lol.. We all became actors and actresses then... I hope i get nominated.. Lol

the day before her birthday.. the team met up and we went to sheng siong super mart we split into two sub groups.. ct and jp went to the utensils section.. while me and km went to The food section... Tht ct... still said my pin no out so loudly.. dangz.. but we had quite alot of fun at sheng siong la..Wootz, but four of us carrying the stuffs back... aint fun.. lol

The day finally arrived.. AT dawn.. i woke up quite early ... to start packing the stuffs... among all i tink the most time consuming food is the Kebab.. I took alot of time piercing chicken meat.. green peppers.. red peppers... pine apples.. and even my finger.. The rest of the food is quite simple to pack as i only nid to transfer the marinate and the meat onto a packable container..

I only ended my work at 130.. which allows me to have time for lunch.. before dad says he nids to go off early.. so he told me.. to hurry up and all..so frantically.. I called up ct and km...ct came to my house in quite a rush with the cake.. BUt to find out my dad glued to the tv set.. ~ dangz.. i also abit seh tio.. but bo bian.. hes sending us there.. After picking km up..we went to her condo.. initially i wanted to enter through the rear dooor.. so gotto ask jie shi.. budden.. ~ hur hur.. i dunno her number... so i call their housee.. bo pi is jie shi pick up.. budden suay... tht muddle head picked up..den i asked for jie shi in a not so me tht kinda voice.. btu i tink she got caller id.. SO~ diaoz.. i dunno if we were exposed at tht part...hur hur

We went in from the front door eventually..We waited for quite long for the peeps to come.. den they eventually came.So we proceeded to start the fire.. Km did much of the arrangement of the fire today coz i poked my hand in the morning so dun wan go Dirty it.. Tis time the bbq fire damned strong sehz.. coz tht time jp compared us to Some one elses one.. and we were like.. ARgh . SO tis time we really Pia , so we got such a gr8 fire.. Lol.. the food were cooked quite quickly..

after tht.. js called to say tht Jm is coming down sooon... so we all like.. scramble here and there finding for place to hide.. den we she came.. every one like walked out.. Lol,Surprise~! Er erd.. abit funy at first.. but we continued with the food any way.. After tht we decidded to take pictures beside the pool.. hiack hiack.. We all were like scheming already.. who to push down.. jp came over to tell us to push Jm down as she was the birthday gal.. but... we boys had smth else in mind.. we decided to push her and jm into the pool as well... Lol,.. so we were all there taking pics and alll.. den Km suddenlly jerk.. wanting to push Jm into the pool.. but ct suddenly pushes him In instead.~ diao.. very messy here now.. alot of back stabbers.. LOl.. wahaha.. Den jp was at the edge falling off also.. den ct also pushed her down.. followed by jm whom we dragged down.. LOl. yh tried to save her but was pushed down too.. Wahaha.. DEN I , I didnt got push down.. i'm the fastest.. i good.. lol.. i run here run there To run as far as possible.. after tht they say no more play ler.. den i went back.. scarly... was cheated de.. They all come to grab me... and really.. dragged me into the pool.. i was like.. X-X..

so we all got wet and alll..Mm, after tht we cut the cake.. not after some cream smashing events..then we bid some of our Jc's friends gd bye as they made their way home.. WE too began packing up the place ler... There were left overs so we decided to bring to jies house to cook them all...We lingered around her house for awhile wen we decided to go bukit timah to have supper.. ~ i ordered ice cream split and murtarbak.. I dunno why i choosed tht combination. but i vomitted every ting out wen i reached home.. i tot of ordering tht ice cream to compliment myself for all the hard work i put into for tis event.. Lol.

after supper we walked the gals back home and we took a cab home too ourselves..reached hoem ler.. now so shagged.. Dang... Jp's birthday is up next ar...~ i nid a break first.. Ciaoz...

halve past twelve midnight..

Disturbed, by words again..

It aint sure but there must be misunderstandings.. They are muddled but i'm clear of wat i tink.

Confession will only pull me back into deeper shet... Ay, dismayed it wud be i had to keep tis to myself..

MM, by typing all tis maybe i'll feel better... but it all comes back to the question ...

WHo am i cheating..

Passionné

Wootz, its a rainy sunday

Woke up early today again.. went market with mum... bought loads of tings, hur hur. den went home nuah..

now adays very unproductive.. er erd.

Den after tht went to develope some photos.. den come back home nuahs again

now at home.. nuah... Later maybe going out.. hur hur... later den.. ciaoz

Where is the very chio chio bu...


Woke up early today.. after sleeping early yesterday. Saturday morning normally see me doing the same routine.. watching cartoons and all... Bla... but since gundam seed had finished its last episode the last week... i don't want watch cartoon ler... Ay, i've grown matured. ER erd...

Met up with C.tuck and K.meng and we went to lot 1 .. den beauty world.. for shopping.. Dunno if i shud use tis term or not... but guys.. we.. normally juz grab and go, unlike those ah sohs who will linger around the whole shop.. well, i did got myself a decent piece of shirt i tink... hur hur.

after tht went back to plaza nuahz around.. then went home after c.tuck went to dunno where to celebrate his bro's b-day.

mum came back ler.. with lotsa food..sianz.... if only she cud get a koala bear back... or maybe a kangaroo also can...

Ay, i'm lame.. thts all for today.. ciaoz..

Face green green...

Today woke up.. quite early.. again.. dunnow hy liddat.. yesterday slept quite late.. den now so lethargic and all. STupid one.

Went town for some business with vin and km. Hur hur... Dilly dally around town after tht. saw diana ser.. Wootz, quite a chio chio bu. Den went back bp nua around with ct .Then it started raining.. sian one. couldnt get home.. dere was tis very very loud tunder which shooked the ground sial.. -__- why am i typing all tis...

Ok la.. thts abt all for today... ciaoz....

Mémoires

Spent 75 % of the day at home today.. Nth much to do.. mum went aust ler.. gramps came over to baby sit again.ok la... baby sit like not applicable.. she juz came over to er. look around

Mm,tested out some kebabs today , apparantly... cognac is a better to choicce to go with rather then the dry gin... the soury taste of the dry gin kinda killed the taste..

I tried getting onto ko and staying for the whole day.. but all seems impossible.. my com too lag.... GRR so buay pc. So much so tht i went out for a cycle... ~ at home also nth to do..

Ay... asked yk whether he want to play under 19 for zheng hua... he said he will be playing for rp ler... haiz... tht explains why he always dun wan come for the past training.. dammit....

Tsk tsk , i shudnt care much ler.. ~

Enrolment..

Woked up quite early for the enrolment today...

8 i woke up ler.. den started filling in every ting.. packing the documents.. and made my way to meet up with ct ler.. dangzx i forgetted to fotostep smth.. so we went to jp to fotostep the stuffs after meeting up with jm.

After tht we went to sp ..for the enrolment...

the whole process was quite long.. and it ended up with all three of us joining the same orientation camp.AFter all of tht we went to mac and had our lunch...hur hur, tht aunty at mac.. abit blur... lol..

AFter tht they came to my house.. but.. dad was on the sofa.. so.. we went to jp house instead to watch the show.. Lol, quite nice la.. Den... jm went home first.. after tht we went to fajar for dinner..After slacking aroud.... went home ...

now also si buay sian.. tomolo got quite alot of tings to do.. hur hur... thts abt all for now..

Hatred...

ay, tis morning.. went out quite early..to go sp with jm.. to only ask a question and go off.. I find my self quite lame... going there.. ask tht question.. aGrgh.. Any way... after tht acc her to the med chk up.. Lol, i scared her with all the twisted out comes tht will happen during the experiment.. Lol.. In the end. all turn well la. I still dun understand smths..

After tht, we went to jp to collect my specs.. Damned.. they look... small.. abit weird. Ay, nvm.. made ler also bo bian..

Den we took cab home.. on the way back..we both rmbered tht we forgotted to fotostep smth.. ~ den i was like.. arghz.. bo bian.. i take the paper.. home foto step at bangkit.. den cycle bring to her house..

Jm alighted first... den the uncle tot i alighting too.. den he pressed the meter to stopped le.. ~ den he kinda.. scolded me for not telling him earlier dat i was not going off.. ~ so lan lan.. but he was kind enuff to charged me 10 bucks for the whole trip though.. ~

AFter tht.. went sch meet up with ct first.. but in the end.. i went to the stadium alone. ct sat coach car... as he himself nid to finish coaching first.. I was so damned tu lan with yk.. He fukking idiot cheebye..... nvr come again. Tis is not the first time ler.. tht time.. he said he cannot come for training.. one time.. was orientation..
other time was nid to buy lap top..
den now.. cannot come for MATCH! coz he nid to study at RP..

Very nice ... pattern chu ka liao.. I was damned fed up lo.. Duno why i so fed up also.. ct they also dun care abt him ler.. ~ Aiya.. tht alone spoilt my day.. heng.. i'm going to sleep ler.. it did not spilt the whole day...~

grand ma's birthday

today was grand ma's birthday..

Mm, spent the afternoon at home.. sorting out smth.. Den after tth .. mum fetched us from home to grand ma's house.. Mm, heres a lil abt my grand ma..

When i first came to earth, my grand ma was living together with us.. way back them at the older homes. Den we moved.. and they moved to. Grand ma and pa.. moved to lived with my uncle and aunty. Ay, i would often go to their house back then, its juz a few blocks away.. After a few years.. grand pa passed on... leaving grand ma alone. AY, they decided to sell the flat grand pa left for them away and bought a bigger one...

Uncle was a buddhist...but my grand ma aint.. she belive in another religion.. i aint sure wat, but she kepts telling me to join her in her chants and all. I wud gullibly join her in the past.. but i ain't doing tht now. Grand ma and uncle had a argument over the differences ... and some how.. grand ma was forced to moved out .

She now stays alone , we do visit her occasionally though, and she seemed to be doing quite well in her solitude, ay, maybe it aint solitude after all. She claims tht grand pa would be around her.. Kinda freaked me out at times... but as time passes by, i got quite immune to tht.

Mm, happy birthday to her , and may her wishes come through...

Shagged...

hur , today play vball in sch... very sian.Was made to play as setter.. sian one.. no setter around..

AFter tht went to play bad... loL, unsuccessfully i tink.. the wind kinda strong.. and there was claps of tunders and streaks of lighting..Soon.. rainfall..

Riding back home in the rain at night... is .... kinda cold.. The tarmac was quite warm though... Mm, ironically speaking.

went home, watch a bit of telly here and there... den cmae online .. became a samatarian.. helped out with htmls stuff.. and lotsa stuffs.. Ay, now resulting me having a temporary brain hemmoraage now.. <- i definately got the spelling incorrectly..

Ay, wat gives..

Ay.... a man without stable perceptions is no man ard all..

Woke up by jp's fone call tis morn to tell me tht they aint goin to ct house any more.
Mum took me to the eye care center to make a new pair of specs.. Silver frame de, juz the way i like it...
The pipe at jp broke , water came gushing out at the food court area , luckily.. no one was hurt... hur hur
Met up with the peeps..
watch the movie "the wedding date'
i tink.. its some how like... the princess dairy 2.. Galy kinda show.. ~shet
Went to Kfc at Bp after the show..
calin metup with us followed by yh
paid respect at km's gramps funeral..
chatted with the peeps till around 11
got to see grace, real life.. er erd..
after tht , went home..
DEn now.. i'm here..

I"M BACK!

Dunno if any one missed me or not.. but after a period of time being MIA i'm back into business ler.. er ed..

ORite.. I've long waited to post abt the chalet so heres how it goes...

First day.

Me adn ct woke up quite early to go to the standard chartered bank to return our fees. Quite tedious to run from point a to b and then back to point a again. Jp called to tell me tht her vcd player was spoilt.. den i had to go home after paying my fees to get my vcd player. ~ dang. WIth all the big luggages .. tht aint fun.We then met up with gay ness and km at the bus stop. After which we took 700 to city hall to meet with jie and yh. DEn we proceed to the chalet. We had abit of problem checking in at first.. but all went well. THe counter ppl were quite kind i tink.

First day was quite , not eventful la.. every one was kinda watching the tv and all. AFter which around evening me jie and jp went to rent bikes . 15 bucks per bike per nite.~! its day light robbery lo.. YIkes! But all well.. we needed the bikes to get dinner . Er erd. Me and km rode to the coffee shops out side to buy food for the peeps. AFter dinner and all..i and jm kinda rode out to the beach.. Mm, did quite a bit of tokking.. was baffled abit at first.. but i kinda fig out tht i should not interfere any more... well, i tink .. i quit interfering long ago ler... but aiya... wat ever.

WOot, tht was abt tht for the first day.. the second day proved more eventful.... i tink. Km went for his health chk up in the morning. Xiang fa bougt the left over bbq food for us wen he come to meet up with km in the morning.AFter tht me and ct went for a swim.. again... we had another round of tokking.. er erd.. I got a tan from the swim seh....

AFter tht.. we went back to the chalet.. and slacked again.... den we kinda went out to play ball. Km then met up with us.. along with him.. came xiang fa... ~ we were like.. sian abt his presence.. but oh well bo bian.. km den suggested we go play soccer with some guys...we kinda pang sehs the gals bahz.. coz i tink its not their ting to play soccer wit us... Lol. Mm, after tht.. we prepared for the bbq ler bahz... Bbq was quite alrite..and all... weisheng and his gf came over to join us during the bbq.After which he and gay left... Sian.. xiang fa... didnt left.. Lol. i spent tht night not sleeping together with jie and sl company. every one else was sleeping ler... at dawn, jie and yh went out to meet up with a person from oriental... leaving behind me and san li.. Wootz, also qutie good.. i got to know sl more.. behind tht cool composure lies a gal i nvr knew before.. Nt bad. The tok abt her mum's business was very interesting. We den walked to down town east for break fast.. Lol, we reached there quite early.. so the shops aare still not opened yet... so bo bian.. gotto wait.. loitered around and all.. Mac finnaly opened. I found out tht sl's diet was quit weird. She didnt like cheese in her burger and...she ate miute amounts only.. While i was gobbling down my big break fast.. she already gave up her sausage muffin. ~ dang.WE den went back to the chalet.. had a round of pool with her.. Mm, she played quite welll . i tink. yh and jie joined us later...

THe third day was undesirably... boring.. I tink. Slept for halve the day. went for another pooling session with the guys... Den.. came back with booze... xiang fa bought them for us. I finally manage to drink wild turkey ler.. after much attempts.. Lol. Mm, but the taste aint tht satisfactory.. I prefered sl's drink.. long island.

The last nite was quite eventful la.. ate quite a huge number of fish balls.... er erd...Mm, also quite boring.. alot of kissing going on ahah.. AFter all tht.. we... went to sleep.

Woke up in the morning by the aunty... Hur hur, den we ham blang every ting and chk out.. Mm... we then went to white sands to have our break fast.. After which.. we went home...

Wat i can say abt tis chalet... is tht it aint tht fun like the previous one.. but i hope we could have more chalets in the future to allow us to get together and all.. Orite.. tht ends the post for the chalet ler....

quick.. post.. dun forget abt us.... Plz~

NIghts out

Some how , i tink tht strolling at nights .. alone or with the company of some one.. or smth helped me clear many tots. HEhe, can live longer tht way.

Went to pasamalam with vin km and ct juz nw.. saw alot of peeps on the way there.. Mm, so the pasamalam trip was like tis,there was a beggining a mid section and an end. Er erd. WE ended up at Our 'htb star bucks ' for some serious man talking session. After tht, we all went home..

Now so sian.. msn like got problem liddat.. ~~ dammit

TIng of sadness in me..

Dunno why, at this very moment.. i am feeling tis ting of sadness in me.. Its like, someting had been lost ler.. Its tht ting which i once tot wud come back but it nvr wud , Wud dis post surpress or depress anyone? I hope it wud not.

Perharps its juz mere time doing the magic again. Time...ultimate end of everyting. Father of changes. like it or hate it at times.. its also the mother of begginings.

Through all tis time... i guessed , wats tot stagnent had moved already .. Forever is not a word to be used any how. Shrugs, maybe its nvr meant to be used. But i do hope.. I cud use tis word " prolong" I dun wan my predictament to come so fast.. Yes, its tht premonition. Hur hur ..

Orite, now everyones back.. i hope my wished tht day wud come true..and every ting wud be back to normal.

I dunno how to treat u.. i dunno how to make u smile .. i dunno how to get the courage to tok to u... but i only knw how to love u ...