I dun wan to fall asleep...

woke up quite late today.. miss berlukar session tis morning.. dang.. abit guilty now.. Tonned at ern's house yesterday nite for bbqing session.. lets see.. thats the 2nd class outing already huh... YAY~ hur hur..

Got all tis stuck up stuffs coming back again.. exams.. projects.. flea market.. dang... camps also..

Speaking of camps.. i already went for two camps tis week. It doesnt seemed like a sem break to me at all.. theres no break for me.. The cadc camp kinda sucked for me bahz. maybe coz i long time no go to their place ler den felt disconnected from them. marg was also saying the same ting.. ay ay, lucky marg acc me during the camp.. or i'll be bored to death, but i went off earlier one day any way.. hur hur.

Dang,i'm really afraid i cant get to sell all my cookies on flea market day...hur hur.ay ay...

It jus died..liddat.. so peacefully, leaving me behind..lonely..

K la... the lamest ting has happened in my life over and over again.. first my hp got rolled over by a taxi.. now its really outta commission wen i accidentally dropped it into the soup.. Hur hur.. Gr8, that fone has sentimental values for me lor, and it died.. such an..horrible death~ hur hur ..

oh well,that means i get a new fone any way.. tml maybe

Hur hur.. lame ~

Gone... its all gone.. everyting is gone... i'm gone.

Yesterday saw luan off at the air port.... kinda sad .. After seeing him off i practically walk aimlessly in the airport alone and went to bugis to get a mouse too.. Lone

School was sleepy for me today, very lethargic.. ay ay.. the css ting.. very scary.. hur hur.. went to the club meeting for the first time juz now.. mm.. dunno why i see rapheal face i keep feeling like sleeping..his face.. got that sleepy face


after meeting went to queensway.. heng ql acc me.. or else i'll rot to death.. hur hur.. finaly got the jersey liao.. orange.. tink jp will love it.. haha

k la.. end here.. heres a pic of me and luan at the air port

Even the best fall downs sometime

2 departures in a row... I'm really, sad now...

Mr luan has been a very very good teacher... he has tot me well, not only on academical basis, but also on alot of moral values.. He has my respect and he has my trust.. He's like been there for me wen i'm down ... and hes so understanding and caring to us.. still remember the times wen we juz simply drink our nights off at the kopitiam downstairs.. sharing the booze like nobodies business.. He tolerates our rowdy behaviour in class ... He is so understanding to such an extent that he doesnt wanna tell us wen he is departing ... coz he dun wan us to waste time to send him off.. haiz.. Luckily ws gotto know from miss yeo..

DAmn ,I regretted seriously now not to have spent more time with him and the peeps..haiz... very sad.IT always comes to an end.. why muz time bring tings to ends... why cant the forever word be true...imbecil i'm one.. haiz..

Wcd lessons..

Having wcd lessons now...Ay ay, next week holiday ler.. well, i guess its more of a study week den a holiday lor.. hur hur .. ay ay now i guess with the projects sorta at bay i'm more relaxed ler .. yay.Bought myself back to reality abit , tok to ws about stuffs about ct , the change in me.. and every one...I seriously noe that i am not spending time with the peeps la.. but i juz hope that i can be understood ... coz i'm really stuck up with lotsa project.. well, i dunno i guess i'll be piss off too if i were u guys.. Tok about relying on each other.. i guess we've rely on jp alil too much at times.. so much so that we want her back so she could organize stuffs for us.. well, i dunno thats what ws said and i kinda agreed , but i tink we are all prone to changes also yea..so i guess alot of tings are not different now.. now i've understood that, but i seriously stick to wat pz said... we accept friends for who they are and who they change to..and i furthur add.. and if we cant.. its better not to be friends..but i'm still able to accept every one though... Maybe i shud take on the role on organizign an event for us.. but i guess no one would come coz i've like not attended the events u guys organized.. I guess its a trend .. but i'll try...hur hur

Kinda sleepy today... hadnt had much sleep lately.. er erd.. Tink i find one day and really sleep hur hur , its tiring sleeping halve way sehz...

The most important thing in your life to find wat u want in life...

AY ay... now at ernest's house doing wcd project. ay ay... gonna burn the mid night oil liao

Went out to watch initial Juz now... ay ay... find the story with bits and pieces of similarities of me.. wakkakakaka.. not i bhb or wat la.. but i'm oso luv racing.. and i also have a father who does midnight deliveries.. and i'ld also help him do deliveries la.. but he does not deliver tofu he delivers fish balls instead... and he not so qiang.. he uses the lorry to deliver... and i also not so qiang i race on a bike..

BUt my life.. since i'm on my bike has been about drafting and drifting also..... ay ay.... THe Ds.. wakkkakak

Dunno, but i not so Kiang yet.. haven chose to become a full racer like wat he do.. wkakakak maybe in the future bahz.. ahha

ok la.. go do project ler.. JIa you to myself~

Itos Projects

Orite,i've juz finish typing like 1K plus plus words for the Itos project report and i'm still typing here.. wakkaka i can't get enuff of typing i tink.. er erd..


Ay ay, now adays not getting much sleep alos eh.. its like 1 am now and i'm still here.. lucky tml classes only starts at 10..

Ay ay, this sat maybe pia WCD liao.. hur hur burned my week end for wcd .. okok.. tink i dun type any more..i'm drained of my brain juices already~ ...

Rainy JOgs

Ay ay... sorry for the delay...hur hur kinda fast the days are passing.. no time to really post a blog..Very stressed eh, projects are all due next week ... wonder if i'm gonna complete it all..

Ay ay,i faced my first set back in Sp .. haha but yea.. i tink i handled it well enuff bahz.. hur hur thks to all those peeps who acc me.. thru it..

Mm, went for tis meeting yesterday at the residents committee opp sch... Ay ay, they were tokking about encouraging cycling in singapore.. and i'm supposed to spear head the project pedal power to cater to these particular bunch of enthuist...apparently...this group of peeps are still green to the sport and hur hur... the looks of it.. i tink i'll be 'baby' sitting a group of senoir citizens~ argh~~!~!~!~!!~!~hur hur

ay ay.. now trying to wrap every ting up and yea will be bringing the documents over to sch to do .. hur hur com too lousy to do ler.. my mouse is like so sucky lor.. its not behaving~ ...grr

Wondering how jp is doing over at perth now.. ay ay.. wanna go there soon..go there to cycle.. muahahhaha

hur hur,i tink its my turn to have the knee cap injury ting.. Ah tuck ,jy yk and ws all experience before.. Mm, i tink its common for volleyball players who spike.. i dun see Gy getting it.. my right knee cap like spoilt liddat.. walk down stairs also feel pain..~ Mm according to wat Mo said.. we shud go swimming.. yk jy and ws tried swiming and they said it got better.. hur hur, i tink i shud go try it too.. but first.. nid to learn how to swim.. wkakakka tink i tis sun follow my bro go to his swimming lessons.. Aiya.. also nid to get myself a pair of swimming trunks~ so ma fan sehz....


k bah end here

i'm sry if i hurt u, its smth i muz do ...

This isnt good bye, even if i watch u leave... I can't bear to see the sihoutte of ur figure getting smaller and smaller as u walk furthur away from my scope across the horizon..


1 year before tis we are all still mugging so hard together...departures like tis nvr crossed our minds...it all seemed so yesterday now that reality had got the better of us..

Fate has brought us here today ... and its with fate also that we are brought away.... but our faith keep us strong in within

But its the present we are living in and we will cherish the present for its the present that we are concious now..

though we might be miles apart, memories we had before will always be in our hearts

We might seem to see our own future so clearly now, but OUR future is still so foggy, every ting might go..


Jia pei, though it seems hard and i've tried runnning but i tink the illusions for me are all gone... I'll definately miss u dearly , i'll not cry coz i couldnt cry an ocean for u .... I'ld rather wish and hope that u'll be safe out there and return not empty handed but with what u've wanted for ..so strive hard urself and i wish u all the best too for a better future that lies ahead... hur hur...

J.c

Love aint measurable by effort or time ... love is measured by the hole the person u love ,so dearly, in your heart wen he or she is gone..

LOl, i juz tot of tht shet on the mrt on the way home.. hur hur...

today was late for sch alarm clock failed me ~!!... hur hur heng mrs quek not angry ... coz we acted cute.. wahhhaa..

Hur hur the pig offal soup not nice to eat lor.... hur hur

Ay ay.. tht kim.. call my chinese name till very chine...

DId abit of WCD after sch... also nth much la.. hur hur slack around only.. tink we are gonna die....ern.. ur screwed.. i'm screwed too.. we are both screweed~!~!~!

Donation to jC club any one??? It seriously nids some financial support now.. haha..

die

HAd accounting test today... tink i'm gonna fail tht la.. hr hur

Quite broke now..

Went to lins house for curry..NOt bad lehz.. hur hur

planning for some up coming event..

still so busy with projects and tests

elated

Hehe, my mum bought me t shirts and a new pair of shoes.. hehe..

down with flu for the whole day.. so didnt went bt... ay ay, feeling guilty now for not training ler..

Studied accounting juz now.. Mm, hopefully i can pass tomolo's test..

hazel said tomolo will be halve day.. dunno true or not...

Ay ay.. nth much..ler..me ouT~

New look...

hehe , today actually wanna go out watch initial D de... but sadly.. was cancelled.. Sob~ But i made used of the time by going for a hair cut and collecting my specs.. which is overdue for like.. 3 months.. haha...

den at night.. joined km to ride with the ppl at YI shun.. Me and km went by the old woodlands route path... den we met up wit Km's friend.. who happends to be at the mandai hill camp.. Mm, seeing the life behind those caged doors.. I really....................................................... Am anticipating for my ns to come.. haha

After we cycled to meet the North east line peeps.. Thts wat they call themselves la...Ay ay.. but their facts about bikes to me .. is quite weird la.. lol km also felt the same... haha...

But me and km made them ate smoke.. ay ay.. drafting them down one by one.. haha.. but we rode by the cemetry sehz.. at night some more.. but i can bet with all u guys.... the stars there are like damn bright ~... we can see saggitaurius... and the heart of saggitaurius.. i dunno much about astronomy like km do.. but looking at so many stars are already great enuff..

Ay ay,my spds came lose for me.. wen i attempted a attack... causing my right leg to go under the chain ring and my shin to be scraped by the pedal.. Hur hur, now my right leg there got tis very beautiful scar... like tattoo lidddat.. left behind from the chain ring..

Ay ay.. first time nite cycled in a group... not very tiring to cycle at nite actually.. but wen u are not drafting ... its very cold .. hur hur... k la.. thts about all for today... till den..

deliverance..

Thks for the ppl who showed their concern...over my decision....really appreciated it.... I'll still continue to play vball .. not competitively already though... taking on a leisure pace for it....

We celebrated matt's birthday yesterday...happy belated birthday to him... I tink the white choco cake is nice..

Kingsly said to play the song by chemical romance.. i was like.. wah... how to sing for tht song.. ~~ nid to scream~~... dangz.. Ernie got real screwed for his nwe bass guitar... hur hur...

Ting wei gonna be another vocalist for the band...matthew's gonna be our electric guitarist..

Ernies been tokking tokking to march...

ay ay, we've yet found a name for our band...

I've yet watch initial D

Will tomolo ever come???

HUr hur, is it me or is smth missing...