Clearify alittle.. the previous post aint about the chalet, so Jp, dont tink too much..

but since u've mentioned about it i shall write someting about what i feel, from my perspective.

I see JP, at australia... so many miles away.. trying every effort she could to reach to us to book the chalet.. sending emails, msging every one, try so hard to get help from others, checking out information, planning games, planning to rush back from the airport first time to meet us at the chalet , going against all odds for tis chalet..just to be disheartened by series of un wanted events. Kudos to her doing that.. shes trying very hard, too hard. Dont try so hard, ur studies comes first.

I see ppl who dont give a damn about the efforts made.. i even see how ppl started discriminating tis efforts as bull shit and total waste of time. Cooperation is what she nids the most and shes getting minimum of that. How un graceful some are.

Ok la , I'm so sorry for making tis Uncalled for comments if u think its so. Great if u did , continue tinking that way. So , with new friends , new environment, new attitude bla bla bla we can stop reminiscing what we have before. We can jolly well walk away from what we once call as friends? or what.. buddies..coz what, ur done with us and u dont nid US any more? U tink we are trash and put us away just liddat? So much so for that pin word on our group tee.

Stop and tink about all those Wonderous words u've said when we were together , laming every day before u start bull shitting.

Is tis clear enuff? or do i have to go on?

Here i am making every effort i can , and there they are giving up on it , not giving nay appreciation to the efforts made and still giving a cold shoulder, fuck shit.. why do i still care so much ~

My tire was 1.95 inch thick.... the road is 5 meters wide..... the nail was 5mm wide.. and it was laying on the road till it pierce into my 1.95 inch tire.. Great... i was just waiting for the lightning to strike me...

Mount fabour was great actually.. we did two laps ... i wanted more BUT it started to rain.. very good.. it started off with a drizzle.. ~

we decide to go eat .. again.. so much for training.. One ting about the food center at pasir panjang market.. there are plenty of ah peks around..and so.. the hawkers... are all ladies... QUITE old actually, those aunties..for me .... i tink... but they dressed them selves with Boot cut jeans... some even leather pants.. those low low upper ware i dunno what they call it... to reveal what they want to reveal... and when they so our gang coming.. a few of them approached us.. swiftly.... i was seriously... having tis contradicting sensation going on in me.. it was humorous .... yet.... disturbing.. I mean.. no offence... their way of doing their business is a sight i've not seeen before.. I can hardly looked on as i see wen jie trying to talk with them.. and there was even tis one in pink ... then got those feathery tings.... i was like.. wth u nid that for..~

hur hur

-_-

Any way... we ate.. quite abit.. the drizzle turn out to be a storm.. i tot hurricane wilma's daughter was near.. i started reflecting on the bad tings i've done when i saw the streaks of lightning ... Headed home in the storm..

Reminds me of one chapter in the book lance armstrong wrote.. when he got the 13th position in a race when it started to rain.. and he crashed badly.. The way he describes how cold it was with the head wind and the rain splattering on his face clearly describes my feelings then..quoted from the book'u dont feel ur fingers... ur arms are barely movable.. u gotto constantly pedal to create heat while ur body burns energy' ay ..

and i got the stupid puncture.. which totally saddens the whole ride..if ur a little melodramatic.. and u've watch initial D.. there tis path where that tofu boy's car broke down ... ay ay .. for me it was someting liddat... at that point of time.. where i just stared at my bike at the bus stop.. ay , still nid wen jie to comfort me and help me fix the puncture... soon ling was kind enuff to stayed and accompany us.. he lives at amk lo.. and we were at clementi..

ay ay.. i tink its karma... becoz i dropped the roadie yesterday.. ~ lucky its only dropping the roadie.. if its some ting even worst i tink i'll just jolly well get struck by the lightning.~

Gal ur more then i bargained for...

7pm, thursday night , colombus clouds forming on the horizon.

will be meeting wen jie later at 0725 .. we'll be meeting the rest of the peeps at 8.

Road ride , at night. That xtr guy will be coming.

Will be riding the Legendary 3 hills of singapore, i know that sounds corny but thats the way it is..

I'm owing something.

Theres mud on ur face... big disgrace..

Its so sad today.. it rain... makes me sad.

Went to bt alone, at 3.. was supposed to meet up with the rest of the old ppl at 5.. i tot that they wouldnt want to ride that much lap as i did.. so i went alone.

Bt was saddening. I got mud all over me after just 2 laps.. The monkeys were laughing at me. My tires arnt meant for wet weather and the mud on the slopes are terrible.. i was having a sad time climbing them.

The old ppl came. They saw my polka dotted jersey and pants and bike.. and they decided to do road riding instead. hur hur..

THe road riding part was more interesting.. its been a nong nong time i drop a roadie ler. ay ay, feel so good. ang moh roadie some more.. hur hur

The mui fan and binjai park was nice sehz..

papa roach is nice also...!

Our scars remind us our past is real

Ay, went for vball today. I tink must be yesterday's ride.. today like no mood to play liddat.

Quite alot of peeps came back, got ct ,chun hung, ch, gy and kai.. ay, long time not see yk liao.

I tink i lost the club keys sia... tink wen jie is gonna be so~

Learnt from yk that rp's cycling club is far better and bigger then sp's cycling club. sad sehz, well no doubt , history states that Rp's cyclist had defeated sp's cyclist in the subaru intervasity race. Hmm, i hope there is another intervasity race, tis time ... I'm in sp's cycling team , be it the junoir team or varsity team..

Ay, maybe shud go to rp for vball some day, tok to yk about it and he said he'ld tok the coach. Wakakkaa~

Save those kids....

Ay , got up in the wee hours today , hur hur .The rain sadden me alittle but it kinda got reduced to a drizzle. So, i cleaned up , pack my hydrapak and went to meet up with wen jie and ruben. Ruben's dad was kind enuff to fetch us to the jetty.

We did a group chk before heading off. Wen jie had decided to race with us next year during a discussion on the car. GD, that makes one more person in the race team. We were supposed to meet up with genie at changi jetty but apparently he went off without us , as we were like 745 late. Too bad, oh well we decided to go there ourselves.

The salt water splashing on my face served as a good sting of realisation . The bum boat ride was indeed an endurance leaving me seeing stars after the 45 mins of torment. Its been long since i breath malaysian air.. ay ay, so malaysian.. one ting about penggerang i tink is that its not that civilised as the rest of the malaysian states .. its more rurual and u get to see lotsa attapt house with all the agricultural activities. I almost jumped outta my bike wen a cow suddenly appeared from the bushes beside me. ~

The air was great and the weather was so perfect for cycling. The breeze and the sun, ay ay, too perfect. We dilly dally around penggerang and decided to head west for desaru. After about 20 clicks of cycling we stop and had lunch at tis smack ass restaurant . The sea food they have are good and the food is relatively cheaper then what we have in singapore. Ay , that udang i had is damn big and juicy la. hur hur

Lunch was fufiling , so we slowly cycled along , lazing in the sun and the enjoying the enjoyable breeze.. hur hur. Mm, one of the aspects i notice there which left an impression was the kids. Unlike singaporean kids , the kids there i tink we pretty much independent and , mature in such a sense that , u'll fig tis scene, a little boy with his sister was selling some kinda snack, and was constantly promoting their goods and all. Ay ay, dont tink i'll get to see that from singaporean kids. U'll definately not get to see kids which are like 8-9 years old on a motor bike. ~

Ruben's dad was too kind when he sent us back to bp again on his car.I wanted to cycled back coz i kinda tink that 50 click for the day wasnt enuff of cycling, but wen jie like sian liao thus ...

ay ay.. divergence is quite a nice show i tink..

I was always halve a me until i met u to complete the whole of me...

Tired sia. Knocked out once i reach home from yesterday .. woke up to go back to school for vball. Nobody tot that punggol peeps would be there. AY , me and ws , and some other junoirs.. hur hur wen we had one match of friendly with them... we were practically fooling them around , i remember there was the score was 15-3 , and i was still laughing my ass off wen i hit some one in the face .. we were just too much.. sinned.

Came back home to be knocked out again . and i woke up just now becoz i've forgetted to blog.. hur hur.. so here i am.. la di da..

I always see pretty ladies in the merc or bmws of other man...

Yay.. i did managed to train today.. and i was also able to walk back all the way from bukit timah with a flat~

Ay ay, i tink the cold weather had cause the air in the tube to like condense i tink.. causing the tube easier to go burst.. and thats what happened to me tis fine day. It was realy a great day to cycle.. but argh~ wasted..

and i hereby welcome ernest and ting wei in to SP cyclist.. ay ay, i tink the role they'll be taking up is that position for slackers.. wakakkaak.. Jk.

The successful man always has a woman supporting him and the furthur the woman is, the more successful the man is..rofl..

Good. Theres no rain today. And theres no fever liao.. and theres no more stomach aches.. yay~ i can ride again!....

went to school for vball today also. Ay ~

Folks, do warm up before doing strenous exercises.. it really help.. some light streching would do the job..

Hmm, thats about all ~~ i want more CYCLING!

What i do don't necessary define what i am

bad day.

Pedal power in the morning. Stupid, every one was late and so many ppl pang sehed me. Stephen looked dissapointed. Mr gan was confused at my way of doing tings.

Only managed to do halve a bt today. The drift at that corner was horrible.

The rain was terrible.Damn it.

Head aches and the high temperature didnt make tings better.

I won't be unrealistic and making empty promises by saying for ever.... i'ld say that as long as i could.. i 'll give it all that i've got..

So, yesterday there was bbq for the peeps. Ay , it was tiring indeed. I tink it went against all odds, and tings are pretty much in a struggle, but it turned out fine ~ Well just a little some ting to ge every one together for those who ask me the purpose of organizing tis event.

Good i see pppl i've not seen in ages coming back. BUt of course , i can see how different everyone is. There i was sitting at my corner... watching . Its a good ting i didnt cook much yesterday...tink its best not to , might worsen the fever. I tink. but well at least that got some of the peeps to appreciate what they have more and i still had plenty of chicken wings. Hur hur.

shall wait now to see who gives in and press the intiating button to organize another event bahz.

I stood up on ruben again. oww man , sorry lots. Dang, tink i seriously ate some ting wrong the past few days, making me sick all over . dammit. missed my bt ride.. and i hope i dont have to miss tml's event.

But i went to tef and got myself a pair of mtb shorts. Thats one of the many tings i've wanted quite nice. and a pair of tektro brake pads. Leonard was KIND! enuff to offer me 50 bucks for a full service.. i was like wth .. i almost shouted at him but well , i'm just too dissapointed.. time to look for another bike shop. Back to square 1. great.

AH mah is over to 'baby sit' us while my mum went for a vacation in tai wan for a week. That means i'll have a stern pair of eyes on me , my bro and sis 24/7 ,restricted sehz.. But oh well, i must still cycle more.

I'll aim to complete 5 laps TML!at bt, plz plz plz dont rain.

To carry on living his life is a great challenge for every man himself.

How many times did u feel that life is so stale and out that u just want to end it quickly?How do u constantly prove that ur alive in ur life and not so dead watching ur life drain away?What is that challenge in ur live that obstructs u from being alive? Are u gonna overcome it?

So u found out that it was ur birthday and ur looking at ur mobile waiting so anxiously for a phone call or maybe just a msg. With the passing of every second ur enthuism dwindles and u start losing faith . You thought u have that much friends but actually u did not.. at that moment , do u really tink its still worth carrying on ur life ? Is that ur life? Are u alive?

how do u remind urself that ur alive in ur life ? It was 9 am on an ordinary morning at the trails, which saw cyclists enduring the stinging latic acid. Yes, the pain, with every cadence pushed down on the pedal u feel pain , physically on ur body , mentally as the pain draws ur concentration away. Yes , thats how they remind them selves that their alive.. they are living their life well..

The roads are dusty filled with that much pollution , intoxicating the lungs of every one. The men on their bikes were at the mercy of the diseases that follow. Thats one of the challenge to obstruct them from living. Vehicles swerved around without magnanimity , hopeful of ending the LIFE of him. How ever , every time he avoids those insane drivers , and stays healthy from all those toxic air, he overcame the challenge .

That is one specific basis on how One remind himself he is alive and over coming the challenge of living his life...what about u ? how do u remind urself and what are ur challenges?

loneliness makes one independent... does it?

Hmm.. ok.. nw sp 's vball coach is back ~ tings might take a turn for me now.. ay ..

Meeting just now , with the csc ppl ...i dun even know why i'm there, if not for stephen. So came out that there is faults with the t shirt design.. ay.. i'm kinda lost for words just now coz i didnt knew that'ld happen. shet ...

It seems that we might be facing some major troubles with the bbq tis friday, coz jm didnt book the pit.. couldnt blame any one for tis bahz... every one is too busy i guess.. but it'ld turn out fine one way or another..

Will u realise me even if i'm gone?

head aches.. tink too much cycling in the rain liao..

went to tiong bahru plaza and cant belive wat my mum told me and my bro to do.. she gave each of us ten bucks for shopping and there she went to go attend some tok.. big time blooper...

So there we went wandering around the building.. finding for a place to belong to. but to no avail.

Went for dinner at sunshine plaza.. i dunno why there too..

So i landed myself in home now...

Almost-bowling for soup

I almost got drunk with milk at14
Where I almost Puke out everything in the sink
I tried to make cookies to pay for those taxes
and almost gave them all to a slut with big breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wish you woulda loved me too

I almost held up a stationery store
Where I almost had 5 strokes and then 7 more
Cause I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cause he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cause you went away
And I wish I would have had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessin'
And now i'm destined to spend my time missing you
I almost with you would have loved me too

Here I go thinking bout all the things I could have done
I'm gonna need a forklift cause all the baggage weighs a ton
I know i had my problems
I can't remember yours
I almost forgot to say something else
But if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessin' and now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you

And I almost had you (and I almost had you)
Almost had you
I almost wish you would have loved me too

72 clicks of off road non stop. .3 hours of adrelanine rush, 2 legs, 1 bike.. amount of calories burnt.. countless

Starry eyes and skies greeted me as i rosed from my slumber after that shrieking noise from that F....ing alarm clock.. ay ay what good english i cant stand myself.. hur hur

Ok,so this is what was originally planned weeks ago.. 3 and 2 night off road riding at malaysia.. sounds so cool to me la.. i was pretty much psyched for tis "MIGHT " be once in a life time challenge.and so it was 3 days 2 night.. and then it became 2 days 1 night... then it became 1 day touch and go becoz there were too little ppl.. then when we reached changi V tis morninng.. the rain was JUST too good to be true so .. we decided not to go to pengerang.. Great.. But oh well.. we did made the best outta the effort to go there.. we decide to go to pulau ubin instead..

Pulau ubin is fun.. its like returning back to home.. all of the sudden.. every ting is so familiar yet so far away... the run down cars... that opera stage. the tua bei kong temple.. the coconut selling shop.. the quarry... and yea.. of course .. the trees.. I'm not being an environmentalist or wat.. but the rambutan trees and durian trees makes me feel nostalgic.. Very~

well. i had a little off road cycling there before.. but that was like. hmm.. 17-3=14 years ago? ay ay.. i still remember my super purple colour tubeless extreme single speed bmx bike.. wakaka, but today's off road ride... is simple extraordinary.. well thats because the usual trail i ride had became too ordinary.. ~tink i bull shitt too much

any way .. the trail was neat stuffs with flowy trails and blind AGAYIFIED corners.. at first wen jie fell there .. then every one tot its so cool la.. that particular turn .. then every one 'go stun' and taking turns to fall down at that turn.. maniac ppl i'ld say.. i took the corner smoothly lo.. her~ (adapted from zhi's book of many many weird language)

ok.. no more laming.

we got our self pretty mudded up and all.. I got a flat.. and crashed into some trees . Hur hur.. one of the most magnificent crashed of the day.. i think.. The police offered to take photos for us.. mm pulau ubin have one of the most friendliest police force bah.. i think..

So after a quick clean up.. we settled down for our last coconuts and set off onto the ferry..it was the same uncle which ferried us there.

Wen jie and i tooked the roads back to bukit panjang.. ay ay i lead a wrong direction for one part and he was quite pissed la.. quite guilty now tinking of it. Then the cars there are horrendous.. today is one of the days i get so near to death.. there was 3 instances i almost had an accident.the first one was along kallang there.. where there is this turn ... we are going straight while there is tis faggot mazda 3 driver who turn in from the middle lane .. wen jie dodged it by cycling faster... i was behind him.. and i almost couldnt dodge it.. but i swerved and got my armed hit by its side mirror... and he just droved off.. imagine how irresposible and tyranic these drivers are.. asses..

And there is tis taxi.. which apparently think we will cycle slower then the time he take to turn out.. so he intended to go all out by turning out suddenly.. wen jie almost got caught by the nose of the car while me the back.. lucky we both swerved to the 2nd lane.. which a car almost immediatly droved passed us... lucky we didnt hit it..

And of course there is the bus..156.. i still remember the bus number.. It just turn out from the bus stop.. no signals no nothing... and seemingly he turn out when we were at the exit of the bus stop.. which is like.. so darn sickening .. like want to run us down liddat.. i didnt know bus driver has so much hate for cyclist.. wen jie pointed the middle finger while i cycled up to the driver's window.. and knock on it.. hoping it would knock some sense to that guy.. we were hooligans indeed....

ay ay.. but after that we went home la.. sad case of distance clocked today.. we only manage 76 km... haiz..

orite.. i'll go off liao...

u know.. some times its just so sad...

Make a decision... and follow through whole heartedly~

Ay , went to ern's house today to watch the longest yard. ay , qutie a nice show actualy la.. like what he said.

Went for the meeting to pedal power club ting at the new Cc.. ay ay.. quite posh the new cc.. the smell of the laminated wood was still in the air. Proposed what i proposed to stephen and there is this chair person from the YEC ting also.. ay ay .. apparently he said prefered to walk then to cycle. ~ Well , after every ting i find that tings are getting abit too flexible.. coz i'm just getting fellow cyclist to cycle for the event.. its like.. Mm pointless but oh well.. i design the t shirt.. so haha..

saw tis very dramatic scene just now.. A lady , quarelling with her bf.. She then walks out on her bf after a slap.. then she walk to the middle of the road.. and a car almost bang into her... ok it did but luckily not that great the impact.. and she continued walking~ across the road.. like she owns it.. in fact there were lotsa car and she almost got knock again on the other side.. she stood there in the middle of the road and i said thts it.. shes commiting suicide.. i ran... towards her liao.. but then she suddenly cross over to the path ment and sat there... hur hur.. then i tot how horrible it would be to disturb her now... and i tot she nids to cool off.. so i walk off too.. but i saw her bf.. walking towards her later on.. so i guess every ting is gonna be fine for that couple.. =D

Some time .. some where... some place.. some one decided some ting..

ay , i will be missing for the next few days.. hmmm...

U dont have to be a cyclist to cycle..

Mm , had an eventful and tiring day today. So hot and tired now..

Woke up damn early today to go school to meet wen jie and the rest of the peeps . We were supposed to conduct lessons to coach ppl on how to cycle. AY ay.. and apparently, i was the only yaer 1 there again.. ay ay generation gap with the old men..Hur hur tok about being solo

The first batch of peeps came at 9. ay ay and from there we brought them to the bike shed choose the bike and , ay ay i gotto run up and down to the club house to get tools , first aid bla bla and bla. Then came down ler cheng hong tell me to inflate the deflated tires . Its ok if i were to inflate one only.. but hur hur , there were like 8 of them there .. so there will be 8 bikes thus there will be 16 wheels. DAmn cheng hong is such a gooood guy.

So after that work out..we told them to carry the bike up a fleet of stairs to the car park where we could conduct the lesson. Some gals stared at the fleet of stairs in despair as they try to carry the bike, but to no avail, and some how very unluckily i was there.. -_-

After that strenous weight lifting work out , we set of to the car park. Apparently, some asses there knew how to cycled already and they were like disrupting the class.. so i gathered them around abit.. and i taught them more advance skills like gear coordination.. and they got it.. and since they are the more advance students.. the got cocky and disturb the ppl who are struggling to even balance on the bike.. Ay ay, shake head tis kinda ppl.. i cooled them off my style..

Then we bought them out for the road ride.. one of the hopefuls still couldnt cycle well yet.. and the moment we hit the main road.. she crashed... gently into a barrier.. The crash was not serious but there were red ants on the barrier and some jumped onto her.. she started shrieking.. and i was just behind her.. so... ~~~ but it was very dangerous and cars were passing by very quickly ..

How ever the gal was determined to finish the route and so we continued.. thats the spirit.. hur hur.. Then came to a slope.. I thought that she could get her balance right.. but as she went faster and faster she started screaming and i gave chase but the moment i reacch her she already crashed.. actually i cud have prevented that from happening one.. i thought that she should be able to continue on .. ay ay, thats and excuse i know...

The gal was bruised... on her right arm.. not that serious though, but the sight of her falling was shocking enuff.. yi mian also got nothing to say..i told yi mian to lead the rest of the better cyclist to continue first and so.. i was left.. haiz, with the gal and 3 of her friends. Its tiring ..not cycling.. but to cope with them..

She said she stil wanted to cycle on.. so thats what we did.. but came to a point where she couldnt carry on any more as its too tiring for her.. so she dismounted and push the bike.. and poor me again.. had to do the same.. i hate walking. . . and she started telling how stupid she was and keep apologizing to me for cozing all the trouble ~ argh~...

We went back and put the bikes back to the shed. I told the old men about what happened and they keep laughing and laughing only.. hur hur and i also dunno why i laugh.. i see monkey , i do like monkey too~ . Cheng hong help the gal applied first aid. ay ay, there is this spray ting which u spray on wounds and it'll sting damn alot one. cheng hong took it and spray on the wound.. And the gal went shrieking la.. unfortunately. i was beside her.. argh~

Mm, the bbq chicken rice at fc 3 is nice.. and i had my red bull solution and i was ready for the next batch.

the sun was scorching la. hur hur. we thought it rain.. it did , when we went back to the club house.. and it stop and the sun came out .. so radiantly.. when we go out of the club house.. Too good.. its just too good..

So again we push the bikes out. Mm , one of the participant was a mute.. I'm damn surprise and moralized by him.hmm. so we pain stakingly carried on teaching bahz for the rest of the day.. we were dead beat la.. by the end of every ting..ay ay nt to mention through out the event i was haunted by yi mian's and cheng hong's lamenessity.. -_-

and to miss Mark ... i'm only retarded for today and i'm not p2... hur hur.

The reason why we lock our pinky fingers seal our promises...( extracted from "wind struck")

Once upon a time.. live a princess .. a very vain one.

She looks at the magic mirror every day and ask the same question, who is the most beautiful gal in the world, and she got the same answer as the mirror said that she was the most beautiful gal in the world..


How ever having beauty but not being appreciate is not enuff tot the princess, so she decides to get married. Invitations to the match-making sessions was sent and many fine young men came down , hopeful to get the princess, there was many fine young man, but not all were fine young man, like tis one

The princess decides to choose the man which could understand her. So she told the hopefuls that whoever raises the finger that she was gonna raise.. he will get her hand for the marriage. Plenty tried, plenty failed. All down till it reached Prince J the C . Prince J the C nevously held out his hand and, then .. he sticks out his little finger..


surprise the princess was , that she had found the right guy..



And so their fingers were locked as the promised love to each other . tra la la..

And the got married .. How ever none of them knew the war which was gonna start ..

Prince J the C had to be called upon for duty and he had to leave his wife behind in order to fight for his country. On the night before he left, he Met the princess. The princess said 'Hey hun... promise that u'll come back ... " Prince j the c said " i promised " He locked his little finger against her , and said' i'll come back to lock my finger against urs again as promised.." and he went off to fight the war.



weeks past, months past, years past.. the princess waited , looking at the horizon constantly seeking out for that familiar silhoutte, but to no avail.

Then the king decides that the princess should stop waiting and should re marry. Another series of match making was held but of course, all the hopefuls were turn downed. THen came a filthy begger.The guards didnt allow him to come in first but the princess tot that every one stands a chance to be her groom so she allowed him in.


To her surprised it was prince J the C . The princess was still able to recognise him despite his battered looks.

That night as both of them sat together on the couch... prince J the C held out his hand to the princess to lock their pinky fingers.

The moment they unlock their fingers, prince J the C stood up .. and started walking away. Surprised the princess was , she stopped the prince but he kept walking away. She gave chase but eventually lost sight of him.

The next morning soldiers bought in the body of prince J the C . Apparantly he was killed during war.. devastated the princess was she was drowned by her sorrow when she look at the body of her late fiance.

That night , the princess decides that she had no point living on so she took some of this..

And then she laid on prince J the C's chest and lock their fingers once more as her life slowly drains away.

despite being killed in the war prince J the C ghost still came back to fufil the promise.. thus that is why ... we use our little fingers to seal a promise.

Times are hard... things are difficult.. I stood tall.. Ay , wth i'm tall wat..

So.. Today is children day.. happy children day kiddos~ ! ay ay, wheres my happy meal.

Woke up early in the morning.. damn early.. ay ay, to go to lavender to extend my pass port.Tedious thing to do.. when i reached there , there was plenty of peeps already. The receptionist also.. hur hur abit impatient. She spoke so soft and expected the Peeps there to Understand her murmuring.~ ay ay. Its a saturday after all..

After that, went to see gramps at alexndra hostpital. He complained about having cramps , aches from his stomach. Had ah mah worrying and she called my mum to fetch gramps to go to the neighbourhood doc. But the doc said he must go to the hospital. SO thats how he landed himself in the hospital~ and he's still being so lame when he woke up this morning. Told me mum to buy 4d coz he cant buy in the hospital~ When i went there , he asked "eh , bing ar... how come i put this drips i wont get hungry one ar? " hur hur still laming when he is in such a bad shape. Ay , i really dont want any ting to happen to him sehz.. Ay.. prayed~

Went to chill with Hx at his house. ay ay, saw his stead's pic.. quite compatible sehz both of them. Da yi was like.. hao lianing him la.. come ask me whether i've got my self a gf too >>>> hurhur .. LIS

Went home around 4+ .. slept. till 6. ay ay. watch tis pretty nice show.. the house make over on channel 5 , eh its really nice leh. The way they tear down ppl house and rebuild them like so many times better then before..one word. Sweet.

Did abit flashing just now.. then went out to san san bu. Went to bp .. ay ay, played some porno game at the bowling alley. Saw madam howe. She suddenly appeared outta no where sehz.. scared tio me.. hur hur.. Oh well.. she changed alot sehz, become stricter i guess.

ay ay, i think i've missed out on alot of tings..