Friday, August 18, 2006

Don't be scared

Ay ,I went with following ppl today to celebrate long yuan's belated birthday. Not that we didnt wanna celebrate his birthday on the day himself, but the man just has too many parties to attend..
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Jc, ern , ly ,maybelline, Jy.
There is this mean machine at the arcade i couldn't get enough of. Hiack, i think ima go for it again next time. Woots, effective anger management i tell u .

Then they watched this thai horror film... I couldn't express how much i love that show. I start laughing the moment the characters start talking.

Win, lose or die. I thought its either win , or lose in a game.. -_-
So if you've got nothing to and enjoy erading subtitles and getting freak out , go watch it. NO don't get me wrong , its a really nice show.. i enjoyed it . Really.

Right , I did sth i did for the first time in my life today...and i'm so sastisified with it.....

I ordered a 12 inch sand wich from sub way.
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I can still taste that onion taste at the back of my throat now. Tsk



So topic of the day. Who's despo for a partner? Right , rephrase. Who feels empty now at this time of life. Tsk, I know a few.

Well, its not something embarassing or wat , yea right , but Hmm , we are all humans. Well for instance , i do feel empty , down and restless every time i see couples sweetening things up on the buses or in cinemas.

Well perharps there is/are ,a/thousand and one reasons for us to be single . How ever,ever single of them tend to contradict at the slightest sight of lovely doveys . Ok, maybe u can be on auto pilot mode like me when ever coupleism pops up , but tsk, yet again why are we even in auto pilot?

Right point made. Then can we venture out to find what we need? Problem is , what do we really need again. The girl? The relationship ? or The experience?

Well, i belive that we (single ppl)have friends or people around us that are in a relationship. Tsk, See if we were to observe from their behaviour (p.s its not being nosey , take it educationaly) we'ld understand and learn. =D Well, sadly ,for me ,most of the relationships i've seen are all running on passive. Those are the ones that ceased off after a few months or maybe about a year. Well , they can continue to drag...... like some i know -__- . Face it , its an ordeal to go into marital terms now. For us , without the backbone to even support our selves financially and mentally, to go into a blossoming relationship is hardly possible. So most of the time i see friends coming to tell me that , " Well, i'm glad that lasted long.... " or " Eh , its not bad , at least now i know what i'm bad at."

Before u start thinking that this is all bad , what have we got to pass down for the jurisdification? Well, for certain , i tend to agree with some cases of gaining experiences . Ay, i don't wanna talk about those who go into the relationship just for the sake of it. -_- time out.

I did mentioned its hardly possible to have a blossoming relationship, but , well, i've seen my share couples who are really , Thumbs up , going strong. Its to that point that i would really look forward to their wedding night. No its not about thinking too much or fantasies , its realising the reality.

Well..tsk with that much said , i tink i've only covered up for some of the majoy set backs i have when i reckon the fact that we should go into a relationship. Maybe.... just maybe....we should wide our eyes, pacen up , give and take, initiate .... who knows... what category of the above we'ld fall into..

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On the safe side , i did not , and will not point out any individuals on the above excerpts.

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