When valentines seems so yesterday....

The rombustious week left me seasoned with trauma. A sense of immense gratitude for the week end was undeniably sensational. Well, the week end is indeed someting i look forward to . Really.. i meant it..

Well, its been some time since i've been preparing for this.. ever since that day i pop that question outta the blue. The latter agreed which made me sceptical at first....... but i was reassured later. Hah

WEll, the chk list.. Present chked.



Well, i thought it was my first time on a date.... i thought i'ld make it alil tad bit more contemporary. Its a good thing we are going some where with air con to dine .



Lol, i learnt from the experts that alittle talent time during the time together nvr fail to impress . You and me by life house... is the song i'ld play. Hah, i called the bistro up and they allowed me to leave my guitar with them before i actually went to pick her up.



I was alil late when i met her below her block. 5 mins she said.. Lol, i guess i ought to start kicking that habit off. Soon soon i will . So we took the cab down to the bistro...I was awed by the glandiour of the building at night. It was glamourous..



Every thing was beautiful in the building.. wasn't allowed to take photos though.. haha. We indulge in the 7 course meal prepared by the chef. On the 4 th course.. i excused myself from the table to retrive the guitar.. cleverly concealed by the staffs at the bistro. Kudos to them for doing that.

I did a quick checked on it , strum it once.. perfect. The expansive manager even went to the extent of getting me a mike , a stand... and alil amp for me to sing . That is excellent customer service for you. G chord..' what day is it... and in what month this clock never seems so alive......"

A peck on the cheek by the lady was just the right amount for complimentray purposes after the little performance i did. I was also flattered by the on lookers with their magnanimous applause. That sweet smile which melt my heart back then when to evaporate it furthur..

I guess the bouquet went well with the present. Lavenders and roses... weird combi? Ay, i guess I shud have attended Horti culture lesson more..

The night was still young.. she suggested we went for alittle walk around. Ay , i couldn't agree more with her... infact.. i find myself in concordat with any of her ideas all the time. Magic i supposed.



We shared alil private moment of intimacy before i sent her to her door step.. Alil.. but yet, sweet. I guess i couldn't even get enuff of it... hah..

And the moon was stained scarlet ...

U can cover ur ears to stop hearing everyting... but as u close eyes, love turns into a drop of tear- adapted from some twtish quote.

There is alot of tings which one man cannot do alone.....

Like, performing in super band....

Like, doing cpr.....

Like, playing vball......

Like , commiting in a relationship....

Like, running a club in singapore polytechnic....

Ay, team work team work team work~ ...

Woots, first day of sch.. it was a fruitful day today.So we did the intro thing today.. i gotto partner this gal named cherry... AY, well cherry.... is sweet... red..... alittle sour....alil juicy and the bad ting abuot it.. there was a seed inside..

Any wat, theres a guy named Long yuan too in my class.. He wore purple today.. sama as ern. Long yuan is again... sweet , juicy with a seed inside how ever u'll nid to peel its skin.

And there is MANGO GOH , sitting beside me during class.. Mango Goh just got her name today becoz the teacher require a christian name for her.. Mango is again.. sweet, juicy , yellow how ever its seed is much bigger then cherry's and long yuan's.

Right , it was a really fruitful day indeed.


Met up with the much missed peeps at Fc6 . saw juliana, Ay, she still remembers me sial.. so cool..AFter lunch econs, ay... i saw my father's face on the screen.. i dunno why every one around me started laughing when i acknowledge him..

Any wat.. i lost my keys sial... and my pencil box and i only found out when we are Empress Alicia's palace.. So the fellow man went back on our horses and weapons back to er mei mountain to retrive the holy keys...

The quest includes(In sequence)...

1)To search for nothingness in dungeon Mlt 11

2)To search for emptiness in cava 9 ..

3)To Look for the Architect at coordinates 2232..

4)To look for the sexy lady at home base...

5) To look for the card master with sexy lady's map

6) To open doors of darkness at coordinates 2157 with key item retrieved from card master

7) To go to the swamp to ask the gremlims for the coordinates for the Key holder's palace..

8) Quest completed...


AY, long post long post.. end here...

28th april , Yck 830 pm...reloading bankai.

Clock watching

OMG OMG OMG NO TIME~ NO TIME.....

ay, i've been super busy the past few days.... ride, vball.. all the shet..i can't imagine what will happen to me once school reopens. Cranked out,.

Anywat, the ride yesterday was fun.. cant go really fast becoz it was cold.. hur hur so many ppl crash yesterday.. Ay

First CSC match up today.. against keat hong. I'm in team bukit panjang now... we won .. 2-0. That big fellow... keat hong number four... gives me a feeling of dejavu... he reminds me of Chong hoe. Ay Shrug. Oh well, next match 28th.. hur, 1 day before the camp. HUr.

Right , Starting school tml already. GOOD LUCK to all poly peeps... we'll make it there... at the end of this sem... for our next break away... CHIONG AR~~~~~


hur hur

The English song Gal

AY, went to sch today.. back to t19.. ay, so long nvr been there already... was being a gd samatarian when i brought "some" year 1 DAC fresh man to where she is supposed to go.There was no gratitude -;- .Saw Tw and irene there.. She went to withdraw from the course. Hmm, dunoe why , i felt kinda sad about it. Right heres a lil section dedicated to irene..

Days past so quickly , its been already 2 sems already.
From the bickerings and the sneerings we laugh through,
I remb that u said i look like jet li , and i tot it was kinda creepy.
It great knowing u and may all ur dream come true.

Wow, it actually rhymed.. wakkakaka, i shud do this more often.

After tat it was busy busy busy.

Me zj ern zhi hong and wei long were running around the school planning for the FO camp.. we are indeed productive when we actually got it acknowledge... Despite being such a last minute work. Wootz... How ever, we face perils now as cheng hong said that we might not be able to book the camp site as the date we pick is supposively hot. >_<>

AY more busy days ahead i tink.

But heres a some news before i go .

Tonight of channel news Jc

"Leading experts have discovered that 4 out of 5 ppl in the world form 80% of the world population." This is Jc reporting live from CNJ.

Nite.

Life house-You and me


G Cadd9 G/F# Em C

e--3---------3----------3-----------3-----------O----
B--3---------3----------3-----------3-----------1----
G--0---------0----------0-----------0----------0----
D--0---------x----------0-----------2----------0h2--
A--x---------3----------x-----------2-----------3----
E--3--------------------2----------------------------

G Cadd9
What day is it?
G/F# G
And in what month
Em D C
This clock never seemed so alive.
G Cadd9
I can't keep up
G/F# G
And I can't back down
Em
I've been losing
D C
So much time.

Chorus 1:

G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
Nothing to lose,

G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Verse 2:

G C
What other things
G/F# G
That I wanna say
Em D C
Just aren't coming out right.
G C
I'm tripping on words,
G/F# G
You've got my head spinning
Em D C
I don't where to go from here.

Chorus 2:
G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
And nothing to prove

G Em
And it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Bridge:

Em Cadd9
Something about you now,
G G Cadd9
I can't quite figure out,
Em D
Everything she does is beautiful,
Em (Cadd9 Em G/F# x2)
Everything she does is right.

Chorus 3:

G Em
Cause' it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
Nothing to lose,

G Em
And it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D
I can't keep my eyes off of

G Em
You and me,
Cadd9
And all other people
Em G
With nothing to do,
Em D
And nothing to prove

G Em
And it's you and me,
Cadd9
And all other people,
Em G
And I don't know why,
Em D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Last verse:

G C
What day is it?
G/F# G
And in what month
Em D C
This clock never seemed so alive.

Wastage

I've been spending the past few days... at home, coup up in my room. Morphing into an introvert some wud say. Well, my days aren't that non productive ... i managed to cook up some weird dish. Learnt how to play F chord neatly. Played lots of Dota. Meditate. YES with my leg crossed... Did yoga, to a certain extent , i just wanted to get more ab muscles .. and tidy the room up alil.

Well,what i did for the past few days indeed resemble to the main character of the movie... 40 year-old virgin. Quite an introvert.

So much so for acting like an extrovert .

Any wat...Classes starting soon, ay looks like we're all gonna be seperated into different classes .. reminiscing i'ld be , but i guess we have too much of this . Change. Its a really part and parcel of life indeed. Looking back at the foot steps we left.. some deep foot steps.. some so shallow that they've been blown away, its been such a great journey.

Woots, but looking to the future.. new class.. Some new class mates.. Ay, So fun.. Like the start of a new quest.

Ay, monday's jamming cancelled again... FITH LA! >_<

Out

In a very bad mood now..

I know its pointless saying....but i still want to say..

That i'm in a very bad mood now...

coercion was perharps only to those who wants to hold on to false hopes

Wootz, i finally gave ed his present... Ay, draggy...

Any wat... today is a fine day.. fine weather.. and fine mood

=D

Went to pay my respects to my grand father at his grave. Mum and dad could not make it.. i know my relatives are all tokking about it..Well, i told grand father to excuse them both.

Went to meet up ct and km. Ay, they had alil disagreement.... but i'm glad that tings went fine. After all..its been so long...

Woot, i'm like blogging for the sake of blogging.. Till den...

out.

Pieces

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

Nice song ain't it? It virtually expresses my feelings i guess... well its really nice song , so nice that we wanted to jam it. HIack

One day a boy ask his dad..

"dad , why did Jimmy helped me with my work when i didn't even ask him too?"

"Thats what friends are for..." the latter replied.

The boy ask again, " Why did Jimmy gave me his share of the apple pie when i couldn't get any ? "

"Son, that again is what friends are for" he replied , simultaneously...

"And are friends for ,being sad together with u? like when ur sad ? And are friends for ,being there for u when u are at the lowest part of your life? And are friends there to guide u , help u , cry with u, laugh with u , play with u ... no matter the odds?" the boy rattles

"Yea... Appreciate ur friends for what they are .. becoz they are ur friends for what they are... whom they are ..and they will form part of ur life "dad said.

ANd so.... the boy ... went on to make more friends ....and live happily ever after....

NOT

Well perharps thats the best results we all wanted... but , snap back to reality guys, which is sadly.. always cold and cruel. Ignoable personalities enrapture the society , dwindling the meaning of friendship, to perharps as a mere statement , or as a tool to accomplish personal desires.

Hah, but one ting remains true i guess... we find true friends and we cherish them, simple as that...

Period

I love flame wars..

WEll, if some of you would be wondering wat flame wars are.. its a term used in this webby i'm frequenting..www.togoparts.com -_- which meant of some one getting all the negative feed backs of sth....arising to an intellectual conflict inbetween opposition parties . Hah, in a nut shell... its just ppl quarelling on the net.

So , i said i have a rather.. sick passion for this kinda "sessions". Some wat, it kinda entertains me to a certain extent on how , one... decide to fight for his or her stand ; rational.. or ridiculously absurb. The way some phrase their thoughts.. through maybe words... i said maybe.. coz i duno what kinda other forms of communication they use... regardless of whether it is or not.. understandable.. ~laugh.

Thus, i'll be grinning ear to ear ,at how ppl dig their own hole and throw themselves inside if u peeps get what i meant.. not forgetting the times where they just forget~ to make more amusement for the public by adding more....bull shet. Lol.. yea bull shet.. nonsense, crap...

Ay, my my ... since when had poor old jc turned into such a sadist.. oh well.. as long as he's happy i guess..

LOl

Ay, blog peeps.. i'll be mia.... do contact me ya.. If u reallly reallllly nid sth from me URGENTLY.. lol.. i'm not leaving my contact no.... u peeps shud have it.. Till den... blog peeps.. have a gd day.. i meant it. >_<

Happy birthday Pz!!!!

Once again , ur older den me again.


Wth~

Well, had quite an enriching day today.. Did a quest..~! 19 sweets dedication.. and ay.. it was an effort worth while la..

Ay, palawan tml plz....

Out~

The new padlock.

"Hi every one this is Me again, from class 933.3 fm, its 2 in the morning now and i'm here to keep u company.. for now.. lets go back to the 80s and listen to some golden classics.."... the radio aired some wasted oldies on the fm. I hummed to the tune as i drove along the same stretch of road. My back ached from those nites on the polyester bed i " D.I.Y' for my self. Ah teck....the first store i nid to deliver the fish balls to.... my eyes set on the horizon non- chalantly as the daily routines begans.

"pAk!" that sound of my door closing signifies the end of my day .I drove, wearily to the nearest coffee shop to get break fast for my children. Ay , my children.. i've 3 kids. 2 sons and one daughter. My elder son is already 18, hah... i still remmeber the times when he was still small and i'ld so much wanted to bring him wiht me for fishing like any other dad wuold do. And my daughter... Shes alil way ward now..but i tink she'ld do fine. Not forgetting my youngest son.. hah, he looks nerdy and all now.. but i tink he'll turn out to be like a fine gentlemen. WEll, its almost dawn and they'll be waking up to go to school... I stepped on the throttle to go as fast as the old raven can go.

" Wan ton noodles 3 packs plz, take away , 2 no chilli 1 with chilli . "i told the hawker. " Soya milk please , the biggest packet... and one kopi o, less sugar Thks~!"


I drove home after collecting the food. Submited to my body's cries of pain.. i was so realived that i got home able to rest for that 2 hours before setting to work again. Gingerly.. i took out my keys and slot it into the padlock. denial. I tried again... the key won't go in. Feeling weird.... i took a closer look at the padlock. "Queens padlock"it stated as the brand.A new pad lock.Remorse and melachony stabbed my heart. I know that i've took a wrong step and i couldn't amend it any more.. There is no second chance left. I left with a heavy haert.

As the packets of breakfast hung on the door's handle.

Birthdays.

Birthdays are dates that account for one's date of birth. Its the day that one's mother , bears the pain of labours in the ward for hours giving birth, and the significant day that ends the torment she had been having for the past 9 or so months. This is the day which children would express gratitude to their mother.

Birthdays,carries lots of other kind of meanings. It brings out loves from hearts of ppl who cared for the one celebrating his or her birthday. Love in the sense can be tangible , or pragmatic .. no matter how illusive, transparent it is.. One can raelised whether he or she is loved by ppl who care.Love is felt, not seen nor heard.


Birthdays also developes cohesion in families. No matter how torn apart a family is, birthdays of the members in the family would always be remembered by the rest of the family members. And , the family members would do their best to make the particular family member who is having his or her birthday happy on that very special day. How ever, the ultimate pain would be when family members don't remember ur birthday .... and does stuffs that pains u in the heart on ur birthday... that leads to how birthdays represents cohesiveness in a family as well.

Friends play an important role in ur birthdays too.Birthdays would signify how u stand in the eyes of ur friends. How appreciated u are by friends. No doubt , u'ld be very sad when u sat alone at ur party waiting for friends to come... from 7 till 11.. hah, birthdays also signifies loniless for some and perharps sadness.

Well, i don;t know about u guys, but i feel that birhdays are very special occassions which could only occur once a year, and its supposed to be Happy, because every one goes.."hey dude, HAPPY BIRTHDAY" well, thats what i've been taught from youung and thats what i thought. Till recently.. Hah, happy birthday to my self...... =)


period....

Birthdays.

Birthdays are dates that account for one's date of birth. Its the day that one's mother , bears the pain of labours in the ward for hours giving birth, and the significant day that ends the torment she had been having for the past 9 or so months. This is the day which children would express gratitude to their mother.

Birthdays,carries lots of other kind of meanings. It brings out loves from hearts of ppl who cared for the one celebrating his or her birthday. Love in the sense can be tangible , or pragmatic .. no matter how illusive, transparent it is.. One can raelised whether he or she is loved by ppl who care.Love is felt, not seen nor heard.


Birthdays also developes cohesion in families. No matter how torn apart a family is, birthdays of the members in the family would always be remembered by the rest of the family members. And , the family members would do their best to make the particular family member who is having his or her birthday happy on that very special day. How ever, the ultimate pain would be when family members don't remember ur birthday .... and does stuffs that pains u in the heart on ur birthday... that leads to how birthdays represents cohesiveness in a family as well.

Friends play an important role in ur birthdays too.Birthdays would signify how u stand in the eyes of ur friends. How appreciated u are by friends. No doubt , u'ld be very sad when u sat alone at ur party waiting for friends to come... from 7 till 11.. hah, birthdays also signifies loniless for some and perharps sadness.

Well, i don;t know about u guys, but i feel that birhdays are very special occassions which could only occur once a year, and its supposed to be Happy, because every one goes.."hey dude, HAPPY BIRTHDAY" well, thats what i've been taught from youung and thats what i thought. Till recently.. Hah, happy birthday to my self...... =)


period....

Sitting up watching the north western sunrise.. creeping out of high rises..

I think its time i let go of my dog.. Whats meant to be gone.. willl be gone...Whats meant to be mine , will belong to me. Whats not won't.

I'm not holding to any hope that he'ld be back any more.Gave Up.

I know it sucked and all, but i figure out that its pointless brooding over it already. You might say that i give up easily and i don't love my dog much.. I'll reckon with that kinda statements made. Its times like this I want to focus on living my life better by forgetting the pain caused from all the sadness, just let me be and stop rubbing salt into everyting ok?

To the peeps who help me throughout this ordeal.. Thks alot, I meant it. Its through times like this u felt love ,care and concern from friends and love ones around u. Trully with all my heart.. i appreciated it.

Good bye beng.

I'm tired... just too tired bahz..

I nid help.

I know this is crazy but i nid the help...of blog peeps to go flat by flat at the block next to me to look for my dog.. I seriously hear the dog barking for the past few days.. so I'll nid to go flat by flat block by block to go look for it. But i can't do it alone.. PLZ!!! i nid help.

Tml if possible !! contact me on my cell 90214103.. to enlist.. UR HELP WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!!

Hate Tears Pain Jealousy Greed creed

Perharps i've been a jerk too much recently. Yes.. Indeed I am one. NOT recently.. always.


Sorry if i made any one's day bad.. really... i meant it.

Beng is lost. no news for him. worried and sad i am.. hating myself too. Deeep inside i'm selfish. I always wanted things for myself. I'm an ass. Trully. I never tot for others. I want tings greedily... for myself. I want beng to be there when i'm sad.... I want attention .. I want People to acknowledge my existence. I want all of this. Every ting i wanted .. i want it for myself.. nvr giving....always receiving.


I'ld complain i'm alone.. when there is so many ppl out there feeling alone too. I'ld complain i'm alone when i'm the one who wants to be left alone. I want to show care and concern... only to want to accept it back.I'm a parasite to man kind.. defect of god's creation.


Who i am hates who i've been... -relient K

Beng come home..

WHere are you boy? Why aren't u beside me now? U'ld always stayed beside me when i'm using the com.. Why aren't you here now? Where are you? PLease come home...


I'll let you have part of my bed if u come back boy.. U'ld used to fight with me for the bed during bed time. Without u around.. no one is there to fight with me for the bed. Come home beng..

You''re always there when the whole world turn its back on me.. but now... u aren't there.. nobody is there for me.. I nid u beng.. come home..

U'ld always wake me up from my sleep at 9 , without u , i can't wake up.. and i find it so hard to fall asleep.. beng come home...

I promise to buy lotsa dog treats for you when you come home beng.. plz come home.

Don't leeave me hanging on the thread alone boy..your my cure from this ilitious world..come home now beng..

Please beng.. i beg of u .. come home...

Dear blog peeps, i nid alittle bit of ur help now .... dearly.... I've lost my dog... Ah beng, on a thursday morning on march 02 . If any one of you guys spot it .. any where.. PLZ!!!! contact me!.. The family really misses the dog dearly.. SO plz.. Help by contacting me either way.. on msn via Junchin02@hotmail.com .. my email.. 90214103..my cell...THanks alot!...

Heres a picture of him..