Jc's blog

PLaying selfishly for urself aint gonna work in a team.

Mm,today.. kinda tu lan after one very fine event happened..

Today quite early wake up.. Mm saw Jm's msg so went down to meet her at suntec... mm first time i sit bus alone to suntec. Lol i'm tht sua gu. We walked around... did lots of catching back while looking for stella's present.. Mm.. in the end we didnt got the present though.. Then lin come ler.. they go look at clothes and all.. den felt kinda sian already so i left and search for stella present myself as i tot km they all were going to stella house later for a ... Mini birthday celebration. Mm, in the end did not too i was running low on cash.. So i took the bus back to bp to meet them.

mm then they say dun wan go stella house ler.. so .. we nua abit at ct's house..After tht we went to bp kfc.. was eating my chicken wing when i saw mei.. den i was like.. Wasnt she supposed to be at sch.. den i calledd mum to ask if she told her anyitng abt going out.. Wen my mum said no. i was kinda.. hot liao.So... i went over infront of alot of ppl and one of her friend... scold her and all.. She was of course Blurified.. tis is the first time i scold her infront of her friends. dammit i was like.. feeling so angry .. All the promises she made are like.. empty de. Haiz.. Also kinda sad tht she like tht. After tht km also saw his cousin at the arcade with his friends. Then he told me.." LEt me show u a more fierce method..." then i was like sehz.. He pratically went into the arcade.. pull his cousin out.. den beat him al up infront of his friendS and other ppl lo.. HE pulled and beat him all the way while they make their way home.. Its not like beat here and there.. its aiming at the face and all.. den ct see ler.. tried to stop but km shrugged him off. Den i was also telling ct tht tis kinda ting we couldnt like.. stop him one.. Ct saw ler also very shock.. he den kinad frustrated abt it.. He says tht km treats his cousin as if he was some animal and all.. taming him by inflicting hurt.. mentally and physically.BUt wat i can say is.. different ppl and homes have different measures of disciplining the young.. For km .. i tink thts the way... for me i tink i did over board.. but i tink its also the best way.. or else she wun learn.. Mm, dunno but i really do feel guilty and all.. doing tht..

After tht went for the friendly. YK did not turned up.. tht is the ting tht is really.. disturbing me now.. Its like, haiz..wats the pt of not coming.. wat can he prove.. its like.. ppl will be more angry abt him lo..dammit.. aiya.. dun tok much abt him bahz..

WE played against bp csc today.. wah they spike very siao one lo..fast.. accurate and hard. dammit. They old men really can play well. Shaun was also very fast ... We played four sets. lost 3-1.. Mm, ct was still having the jitters from his food poisoning.. so he really didnt performed well today.. Den today i also like.. sian sian liddat.. maybe demoralised after wat happened.. after tht still sprained tio my leg.. wat luck.. ~~

MM, but i tink i'm feeling better now.. after tokking so much to the blog.. LOl, it works.. i am beggining to extend my life span by not keeping all tis tings to myself... alrite.. thts abt it for now..

si buay hungry...