Decisions comes with consequences..-ramesh

I officially quit sp vball team today....feeling damn sad now..

I kinda.. walked towards the court with a heavy heart.. gilbert came over to me first.. i told him wat i wanted to say and he grabbed my collar and ask me to repeat wat i said.. , damn... i was even sadder wen he did tht... but i tink he also got my reason bahz... I told bernard that i was gonna quit.. bernard was so shocked that he came out from the game he was playing.. i told him my reasons and all..He also agreed that studies are more important now for me bahz.. i've also told him cycling will be my main priority now.. and he also understood that.. but i feel tis sense of nostalgia even more as i walked furthur away from the court.. with zhi wei, gilbert and all looking at me.. I wouldnt even wanted to face my ex sch team mates, cant face them now... Dammit, if only i could quit my studies... the day has been trully saddening for me today...

Glorious moments at the zonals comp, imprinted in me ...

continue...

We've got lotsa acheivement after wards and with the help of another external coach... whom is mr sng's previous coach.. we fought our way to the west 2004 b divisions finals again.. Its nostalgic as we were against shuqun secondary yet again..we rallied our way till the bitter ends as both team won a set each.. the final set was juz as intensive with scores margins apart ...how ever , we manage to pull through... tears of joy were dropped by many of us.. as we clinched the final set.. Every one was relived tht the emotional roller coaster ride had ended...and its there again zheng hua first batch of volleyball players created legend for the school..

I Graduated from zheng hua after wards... Hur hur ... I went into sp after o's and joined the volleyball there.. I still love volleyball all the same there.. but i found out tht the trainings had been very hard on me....as in.. it left me with no time for doing tings like work and all..

thus, after much dillemia and contradictions.. i've come to a conclusion to quit vball...ay ay.. but i'll still play it la.. but not tht intensive any more.. i wanna focus more on my studies and cycling...

Cycling will be smth i tink i will wanna be good at... i'm gonna cycle faster and harder.. now.. I'm sorry to my team, esp chun hung jun yuan and chong tuck.. Letting myself and u guys down liddat are the tings thats been holding my decision back before.. I really hope u guys do well for wat u guys are good at... all the best to u on the paths u choose bahz..

Guess tis is the end ler bahz... 4 years + of intensive volleyball training will come to an end for me ler... i guess a few years down the road.. i still wont forget the adrenaline rush volleyball brought for me... short balls will be in my mind wen i cycle.. decisive , precisive and agressive....

Volleyball

If u asked me why i started playing volleyball, i guess i don't have an answer bahz.. I was selected by the coach during sec 1 to join the volleyball school team.. I went into the cca without knowing wat lies ahead for me in it.. We were all noobies den and we couldnt even hit the ball accurately..but through the thick and thins we grew together .. Mr sng.. our coach... trained us well

He thought the fundamentals of volleyball and went around discussing tatics used by other teams.. He introduce each of us to different positions suitable for us.... and it is him that groomed and tailored us to wat we are today ...

In the year 2002, zheng hua woned the division c boys of the west zonal championship.. We had a match against shuqun secondary school... The match was intensive and the match last till the very last point.. its any one guess tht who would win.. but we turned the tables on them and thus zheng hua proceeded to the nationals with the title of west zone champions..

We only reach the quater finals of the tournament though... Our groupings was a tough one as we were group against the power houses of volleyball like saint hilders.. xin min and hai sing.. Ay ay, but every one the arena of volleyball was impressed by our performance as we are the first batch of volleyball players from zheng hua...

to be continue.....

Lol i wanna sleep ler..

Tink its ok now coz i belive tht ting has a reason why they exist and happen...

Wootz, classes today was v boring.. ay ay.. Nvr did my ACC hw~! argh!~~!~!~ lol.. hur hur lucky i manage to catch up.. hur hur

After sch went to bras besar to acc ern to look at his bass guitar.. wootz.. found quite some decent deals for bass guitars and acoustic ones.. tink the stuffs there are generally cheapp.. lol.. i was telling ern tht we are cheap man.. lol its in our blood.. ahaha

Ay ay, jf came up to me ... asking me to join road biking... he says acenders is falling apart... ay ay..den he forming another team..joining road bike would meant less time again.. they are training for the up coming races next year for the road criterium.. km futhur pressurized me wen he said he is gonna join if i;m gonna....

Ay ay... walk one step , see one step bahz...

Tings I dont wish for come by my way and the tings i wish for juz dont seem to come at all..

Woke up damned early today.. 5.... hur hur to find out tht wen jie got drunk the last nite and couldnt attend the race with me... leaving me alone with ruben.. ay ay.. YI mian also damn jia lat.. lost his way.. hur hur he went all the way to discovery center instead of ntu..

AFter we reach the race area.. we were dispatched into group.. i'm team up with this bery great guy called yus.. AY ay.. he is a very gr8 man to tok to .... hur hur and we were allocated to the location whereby.. opposite.. theres a durian plantation..LOl.. so we were practically siting there and waiting durians to dropp.. and they did.. Lol it was nice lo, ahah fresh durians..

Ay ay, after every ting sat ruben car to go collect guitar from matthew.. haha.. had quite some time figuring out how to use it juz now.. thks hansel for teaching me all the stuffs.. hur hur..

Ay ay...Dunno how long to wait till we can go jamming.. Lol.. hope to get my vocals rite...by then..

Mm, missed out initia D with the ppl today.. haiz.. some times tings are realy nt in my control...

people always tell me tis is part of the plan.. tht god had got it all planned.. but i only hoped tht god is listening..is he listening?

Ay ay.. had quite an interesting day yesterday.. hur hur class outing at seoul.. Kingsly was there also haha. kinda cool. every ting was nice..

Ay ay.. theres not cycling training today as they went for night riding yesterday and i skipped tht..

Kinda broke now..desperately sourcing for cash.. any one day job to introduce?? hur hur

Heres a pic of the class bois... ay ay.. pissing off.

Flu season..

Ay ay.. ebery ones catching the flu in the class and all of the sudden every is sick.. Lol...

Hur hur.. i dozed of in acc today.. in the first seat some more.. and wats more i'm late.. LOl.

ay ay.. blur me left my shoe bag on the lrt .. heng i managed to retrive it... or else i dunno how am i gonna live on..

Ay ay... Today crs was at the tatami room.. I swear tht tht place smell like chocolate cookies to me lor.. hurhur i dunno maybe its my nose.. but thts the way it is now. lol..

Had a long break today also.. hur hur.. and i manage to catch some sleep during tht long break. haha..

Went to the club house for a little while...... ay ay, dunno tink of quiting cadc wen i found out no one is in the same comm as me.. hur hur, maybe joining guiitar club bahz. since i picking up eeither an acoustic or a bass guitar... but will depend on its schedule first bahz.. if its tight i'll juz ask some one else to teach me muahaha..

Dun tink i can get back my bike sial.. by tis weeek.. i missed her.. shes been away from me for like.. 4 days already.. i wonder if she is cold at the club house or nt...

ay ay... vball was the same.. with same good peeps.. hai..tink i nid to really improve my xia shou qiu in sp.. it aint the same as before.. they dont use liberos.. hur hur.~ jia lat sial..

Or maybe i'll juz quit.. hur hur, orite la.. type till here for today...

Weak!

ay ay.. cud hardly get myself outta bed today.. woke up with flu... which aggravated in sch later on in the itos room.. ~ ting wei was saying its the itos virus~ hur hur..I dunno but i could barely keep up with anyting and the room is so damned cold lor..

ARgh.. feeling so sicked.. now.. dunno wanna go to sch tomolo ... sianz..

Numb conciousness, sad mornings..

AY ay.. training today ended only like at 1020.. hur hur i juz reached home not long ago only.. my stomach is so hungry to the extent tht i felt numb by the stomach pangs...Ay ay... i didnt played well today.. tink i;m not gonna make it to the ivp team ler.. sianz .. might be quitting volleyball and concentrate on cycling ler.. if i do tht will be adding in a new genre of cycling too.. hur hur bmx cum free ride..

was constantly dozing off i classes today.. esp the itos one.. and the fom lecture... haiz.. gotto find some day to sit down and revise.. next week already there are tests coming up.. ARGH~!~i tink i've gotto agree with wat miss yeo said.. singaporeans are trained to take stress.. hur hur.. even from young~! ay ay.. speaking of miss yeo...saw her the other day.. hur hur she was like one kind.. lol cannot recognise me at first.. LOl.. aha.. dang. kinda miss my sec sch.. gotta find one day go back for vball and to see the peeps again..

ay ay.. 2 more days to intial D and alot like love.. haha..gonna watch them both. hur hur..

I tink the song The Truth by good charlotte is pretty nice..click hereto listen to the song, sad~

Sleepy

K la.. today cycled to sch.. i knocked into a car in the heavy traffic at bukit timah road.. hur hur lucky its a traffic jam so i rode off .. haha before the driver could wind his screen down to get to me.. Lol..hur hur i went to the club house alone.. ay ay.. they said tht passage was very haunted and they said its not good to walk alone there.. lol.. i only gotto know tht fact wen i was doing my acc hw in the itos study area and i over heard a bunch of peeps tokking about it.. Lol..

Hur hur, the water in the bath room is damn cold .. in the morning.. ay ay... good ting i didnt jump too high or i'll hit my head again..

Yay matt came back from overseas ler.. haha.. missed his lame jokes.. lol.. already today in class so damn funny ler.. esp wen i tooked his jacket and act like little blue riding hood with tht hood of his.. Lol.. k la.. maybe its rather little blur riding hood.. lol... Damn sleepy today.. making me seemed like a walking zombie..Tink lack of sleep aint the cause of tht..ay ay.. maybe i'm overdoign myself lol.. i dunno hehe..

on the way back home today damn comical.. i sat on the lrt.. den tis mum and his two kids.. i tink both not older den 3 came sat next to me..
hur hur.. tht kid.. Lol.. suddenly come sat on my lap..~ den i was like..Huh.. den her mother said "sayang.. come here.. later uncle scold u ar.." den i was like O_O wat the... me uncle..argh!~~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! whahahaha.. tink its coz of my hair .. hur hur time i got it cut ler.. yay.. gonna cut hair again.. so excited , lol..

wah juz now i saw tis new gundam ting.. i was like.. WAH... its so cool lor.. hur hur.. heres a pic of it.. lol

drafting.. attacking.. drifting.. drop offs..

Ay ay.. stayed at home today..rotted....

slept almost through out the afternoon.. damn tired... still..

been not training enuff.. come to tink about it.. The nationals are coming up soon ler.. ay ay.. nid to ride harder from tomolo on wards..ay, losing my self discipline.. hur hur..

My wings

Today woke up for riding again.. dont really have the mood to ride today.. so at the trials.. it was quite peace ful ~ Hur hur, I tot some of the freshies how to ride and climb better in the trails, hur hur Mm, i've a feeling tht they will go train themselves at the trails after today, Hah, the will to improve and be better and take over others..

Mm,lunch had tht char siew rice.. 3 bucks.. wah lau. its like no diff from the 2 bucks one sia... was like so pissed while i eat my chicken rice. wen jie was like eating happily with his platter of food which is also 3 bucks.. but has vegetables.. chicken Drum stick some more.. and an egg and more rice den me... ARgGHHH~!~!~!~...

K la.. at the trails i picked up quite alot of stuffs accidentally dropped by other cyclist.. like a multi tool kit.. and a pair of pearl izumi gloves.. wah lau.. tht thing cost like 50++ bucks per pair lor.. ~Mm, thts the good ting about riding slow at the trials.. U get to SEE more tings.. hehe.. wah den today alot of durians sehz.. any one gamed for a durian picking session? lol

After tht went back to sch.... Did the inventory cleaning up and brought the bikes into the bike shed and dismantle parts and all. After the whole after noon the club house looks more.... like a house now.. ay ay, it'll be messy again after 1 week.. trust me.. lol..

Ay ay.. yesterday km book out ler.. hur hur.. hearing his story inside there can laugh till peng.. esp the one where they nid to do a forfeit.. Firstly.. u shud pull the bow and arrow action while making the sound WOOSSHHH.. den u get into the crane stance position den u flap ur wings and while making the tweet tweet sound.. K la.. difficult to illustrate using words.. tell km do for u see.. lol..

ARGH~!~!~!~

k la.. its friday leer.... so relived..the past week had been quite hectic for me.. now tht i'm allowed to rest , hur hur so over joyed...

Ay, today went cafe to buy caffeine.. hur hur but the hazel nut ice blended aint nice to drink sehz.. I like the rest of the ice blended but wen i tried the hazel nut ice blended today i almost puke.. hur hur.. it taste weird~~ sian.. tink i'll tell it to the uncle next time.. haha..

K la.. i'm going out to meet the peeps liao.. ciao..

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HUr hur..k la.. i tink the knock yesterday i had from ctuck really killed lotsa my brain cells.. hur hur.. i actually came to sch at the wrong timing.. I thought today's lesson was supposed to be at 9 while actually.. it only starts at 10.. damn.. arghz..~ I could've slept more ~ stupid shudnt had fixed tht alarm clock.. ~

Now in sch's library early in the morn.. with nth to do and still an hour more to kill ARGH~!~!~!~! HUr hur.. tink i'm stressed.. lol

crash and burn...

wootz.. had training today hur hur... alot of new players.. and they are all like better den me.. lol, i see my position in the ivp team vanishing... Hur hur.. esp with so many ppl from national youths and all.. Lol.. the court was quite peaceful at first de... den now so many ppl become very chaotic ler.. esp during spiking wahha, it was practically war in there.. hur hur, k la.. i seriously tink i cannot get in.. but nvm.. hehe, i still can cycle.. WOotz, its always good to hold two sports ... lol..

got rammed into two times today... First time is ctuck..wah lan tht one realy classic ar.. we both jump wanna spike same ball.. k la.. i got the ball.. c tuck got my head~.... wah lau.. i feel on baluku on my head now dunno how many brain cells died.. i feel sad for them..

Second time.. hur hur i wanna receive the ball but tht wen hong guy.. good.. he dive for the ball.. lol and he some how couldnt stopped himself.. and hur hur knocked me over like i'm some bowling pin or smth.. i sprained my ankle on tht one.. hur hur now like so zhong liddat~ ar. nvm.. tomolo will be fine ler hehe..

Hur hur... today in sch damn sian.. i actually spent almost up to 10 bucks on food.. hur hur today was having quite a voracious appetite....so broke... den wanna cut hair.. den buy new slippers some more.. ~ ARGH~! heal the world.. make it a cheaper place... for u and for me and the entire human race.. ~~

Soccer

i kinda concluded the soccer aint my kinda game not tht i dun enjoy today but i juz couldnt used my legs to kick the ball and yea...run around the field for 90 mins +~.. haha..

Today kicked soccer with the cadc peeps.. the year 1s lost.. k la.. i was the keeper for the first halve and i like gave 3 points away~ i'm trying hard to tell don tht a volleyball player doesnt implement tht he could be a good goallie.. wat we do might seemed similar but its not.. la.. Lol crap.. but we did enjoy ourself.. hehe.. though i'm like running like a headless chicken in the field..but ,i'm so looking forward to the day when the year 1 could challenge the senoirs to a vball match lol..

Mm,its a rainy wednesday morning.. actually intended to cycle to sch de.. but see rain so heavy.. dun wan ler.. maybe next week and yea.. after soccer i went to the club house to meet up with wen jie.. wootz, and i gotto know tis cool name.. i cant remb his name ler.. he is like in year 5 and he is quite a good person to tok to.. esp about technical stuffs.. and yea, i heard wen jie said tht he is quite a good cyclist.. wootz, gotto see tis sat ..

Hur hur i kinda got fooled by the senoirs last training at bt.. Lol, they all said they minimum wanna do 5 laps around bt..i found out only today it was smth to intimidate the year 1 peeps.. and i still stupidly belived them last sat and rode for 4 laps.. Lol..haha

Mm, tomolo got training sehz.. damn tiring after today soccer session.. tink not able to jump high tomolo liao... mM, but will continue working on short balls.. hah..

Its with ur absence tht coz me to mourn , but tears cant cry u back.how ever ,i'm looking towards the day tht our path converge and it willl seem like yesterday again...

Km went for ns ler..suddenly its like i wanna spend more time with him now but i cant already... hes gonna be gone for some time... yea..

Tinking on how much influence he has been as a friend of me before..

How he gave me the power to dream furthur.. gave me the hope to pursue my dream too and how he constantly fill my life with.. yea.. life..

Its his attitude tht caused me to look at him as a role modal in some aspects of my life.. for instance.. his strong will inspired me to not to give up on wat i do.. and its also his ability to get his ass outta tough situations tht made me look upon too...

Yea, hes also one of the guy who made me unleash the instinct to race in the mtbiking world. remebering the times where we train on tarmac and how we drafted vehicles and made alot of roadies eat dust and ate dust ourselves.. yea.. we did all tht together..

Now i tink each of us have diverge and had our path laid already.. sadly, they dont converge... tings arent going to be together for us for quite some time.. I do hope ... tht we would see each other again.. and by then i hope we've achieve wat we wanted for ourselves... mm

Tis all might be crap la.. but hur hur thts wat i tell my blog de.. haha juz saying tis incase some of u cant take all tis.. er errd..ciaoz

Time causes one's faith to dwindle~

Kinda sleepy now,in itos class... Yesterday slept quite late ... woke up early tis morn..

HUr hur, hazel and her team will be presenting for the excel later on.. ~~ i've a feeling they will take quite long...

AFter there still is CD and wcd classes.. lecture for Fom is cancelled , yay!!! but tht means i've more time to spent in sch before vball training starts... Un-yay.........

Later got vball training sehz..~ Feel so lethargic now.. later dunno can perform well or not,i've gotto work on my short balls ler.. spiking not hard enuff... ~

Haiz~

any way.. any one got any comments for this new look on my blog? hehe plz comment on the tag box plz...

no where to belong... distorted...

Woke up quite late tis morning.. 1230~ dangz.. den i tot of meeting wtih may marg and aimar.... den hum blung change bath and set off ler..I slept for so long and still feel sleepy..~ dangz..

We went to suntec ... den went to bras besar.. mm.. went to the nike shop and saw tht there was tis new breed of volley ball on display.. the touch of them is quite different...Alot of grip.. Wonder if sand will stick to them if they are bought to the beach...

Tinking of getting myself a new shoe bag too... the old one looks.. OLD~ .. hur hur...but i'm kinda restricted la.. so any one out tht willing to donate to JC needy fund? hehe...

After tht we went to parco.. for awhile.. den i saw tis ... LOl.. gundam den i was like.. WAH! ! ! !.. a gundam.. lol, looks cool.. hehe ~ but then kinda funny ~

Went home.. Tot of training coz i woke up late tis morning and was feeling guilty not training.. so i went out for HSP training.. Justin and wen jie really tot me well on tht training scheme... It kinda worked for me.. i counted.. i drip 6 drips of sweat... after tht , went to saujana court to find ct and km... stayed for awhile and got home.. Den i heard tht dad was bringing us for dinner.. mum was coming along too.. Kinda happy.. hehe long time no liddat ler..~

Den, ct called and ask if i wanna go lin's house for steam boat.. i kinda rejected them bahz.. as i still have accounting hw to do.. Ay, dunno, tink they muz be hating me already.. wat gives.... haiz~

Doubts . . . Heart Breaks. . . Confusions. . .

Ay, early in the morning meet up with wen jie to go bt.. hur hur, on the way there, wen jie hit the curb and crashed..in front of a bus some more~!~! dang.. i tot he'ld be dead but its a good ting tht the bus stopped in time..He had a few abrasions on his elbow and hip and his rear deralliur hanger was bent cozing some problems when he shifts his gears up and down.. mm, wonder wen will it be my turn to crash..

Any way... we met up with the rest of the peeps.. I caught dan in action today.. hur hur.. dangz, he told emt he kl trip is in august.. which is still like light years away...~ nvm.. tht means i've time to train ... Justin tot me alot today.. about how to train using the Hsp techinque .. he arranged a training schedule for me.. then i told him i've vball training too.. he look at me blankly.. ~ he juz said i nid to get a life... hur hur...

Wen jie and some of the yera 2 and 3 peeps did 1 lap today..

Justin did 2 laps..

I did 4 laps..

On the second and third lap.. i was marked down by tht cannodale guy and his team.. had a tough time shaking them off.. but i tink they didnt engage in the 4th lap i did coz i tink they've did alot ler after i started.. And tht is how... hur hur i pissed the ppl off.. lOl.. wen i took off at them .. again. BUt okok la.. today not so bad.. we still had lunch together, i tink~ -_-

Oh well. returned home feeling kinda shagged and al.. suddenly got the urge to watch movie sehz.. its been quite some time since i've gone to the movies ler.. hur hur..I wanna watch intial D ~ !i also wanna watch tht show by aston kutcher.. hhehe.. Mm, i also wanted to visit gramps ... Kinda missed them.. Ok la.. its been only a few days back only la.. haha, but yea.. i still wanna go see them.. hur hur, go make dumplings maybe.. lol..

Dumplings

HUr hur,suddenly its dumpling days again... I jus had two.... Hur hur.. dang.. i like ah ma's dumpling Lol, esp the nonya ones..And i love mine one.. looks like ketupat though.

ORite. enuff of dumplings.. Today went to the cafe.. wootz, had tht caramel coffee.. damn nice.. hehe, but alil too sweet for me..i tink the uncle at the cafe has a good attitude. i like his character.. hehe..

AFter coffee session i went to the cadc event.. didnt stayed long though.. all they did was take photo.. abit lame.. hur hur.. but i went off early la..

Went to jp house for steam boat.. hehe.. quite fun la.. mm, but the tot of ppl leaving still lingers in my mind..but we had tis little piano lesson at her house.. Lol, quite nice lehz.. hehe.. tink i might wanna go back to electone again.. but aiya.. the price of one puts me off again.. lol.. after tht went home ler.

tomolo cycling session is at bt.. hur hur, thts the circuit where i trained most at.. hope the terrain would be dry tomolo bahz.. orite.. end here...

Shagged

Wootz, today got training damn tired..

It rained kinda heavy today in the morning i tink.. Luckily.. tings got settle down or else hur hur .. mm,the new vending machine at sch is damn hot i tink.. LOl, and wats more.. its got sprite ice in it.. Muahaha..

Lessons was quite dry today... with me always wanting to fall asleep.. Mm.. tried Yong tau huuu at food court 6 today.. not bad lehz.. lol.. After tht we went to watch a video on ern's lappy.. wootz, damn funny.. got one part tht guy act as a chinese who tries hard to be a hero.. "confucious says.. ur going to jail.." lol.. in the hong kong cum english accent.. damn funny ~

oh ya.. today is Ah boon's birtday.. happy birthday to him...

Mm, after every ting went for vball.. I tink today got back most of the touch ler.. Blocking still nid to revise alot.. hehe.. but i did managed to block raymond today.. haha.. Mm, so shagged after training..mm, not sure whether to join cadc or not.. lol, i've got up to monday to tink.. hehe

till den ciaoz..

Irony

Tokked with yk... mm.. feeling kinda nostalgic after the conversation....yk, was part of zheng hua... the team i played for last time, i mean.. we played for last time..He was our sub set.. a very good one.. despite having some problems with his knees..

He was hard working and at every training he would preservere to correct his mistakes and spike harder.. receive better .. block better and set better.. But , tings didnt went smoothly for him and us...

We had our fair shaares of quarrels.. yk, hasnt really got a calm spirit at the time... he toks about us not appreciative of his contribution.... Brings me back to think of one the characteristics played by us via the translations of emotions.. ' we want ppl to give back wat we give.." , karma they would say.. or maybe some other words they used, its a common characteristic i tink tht every one posses.. i have tht too.. but yea, if only we could do tings in such a way that we do it juz by doing ting.. no nid for returns.. no motives. juz purely becoz we wanna do it..but yea. tht characteristic got the best of us and him..

He sorta deserted the team... or i would say.. walk out.. after a guy from ngee ann join us in the csc matches..reality sorta hit us...at tht point of time, tht guy is also a sub set.. and is more agile.. flexible den yk..

Sensitive issues like why shud a out sider be playing for team ZHENG HUA was brought out....it end up only in antagonism and constant controversies among us.. sides were took and stands were fought for...

And our paths began diverging even more as all of us started our sch in different schs.. now, the team is nth more then pieces of us ... not even pieced together...and now..1 year back... we will be in the same side of the court.. working towards that 25 points..every point we lost... every point we gain .. every match we win or lose.. We shared the passion together. but now, ironically speaking.. we will be facing off against each other in different sides of the courts.. its like.. telling brothers to cut the throats of each others.. wat irony.. wat dismay...

I hate wasabi,esp wen its on my body

Orite.. today sch end early~!~!~ YAY!!!!!so happy..Brings me to realisation tht sch life is realy robbing me of my time.. Mm , the peeps actually wanted to go watch movie.. but after i heard km also not going i also dun feel like going ler.. ~

Mm, i was supposed to go for bike mech ting.. but after hearing tht they were tokking about bike anotomy... hur hur i tink i kinda suck.. so i didnt go and went for shopping with tw zhi jian and ern~ Its really SHOPPING tis time.. without the inverted commas.. Wootz, for the first time..I tink i'm such a town noob.. dunno where to walk sial.. lol.. ern and zhi jian are like damn expert.. and me and tw was like following them .. lol.. but nvm.. after a few more times theer tings will be better liao. lol , kinda tink wen jie is rite about the getting a life for myself part..


after every ting i rushed back to sch.. Wah liao.. tht bus uncle really wat... he really very wat lor.. I was tokking to hansel saying i will be late.. den i say the bus is moving very slowly. den the uncle hear lehz.. then he moved even slower~...Tht caused me to end up in sch at 430.. danG~hur hur the game they played today was shi zi lu kou.. <-dunno got spell wrongly or not.. any way.. we played tht game.. and we were supposed to eat longans with wasabi and onions.. I eat ler i almost cried manz.. piang oie~~!~!~!.. the taste is really.. bo wei gong..

After tht choon hong got 'G'ed.. lol, i see him in distress ler.. I quickly............. went over to help........ the guys to G him lol~! wahhha..Hur hur den i got 'G'ed also.. it happened wen they wanna G tht wen cong.. lol.den i go over help.. den he turn the tables.. LOl, point finger at me.. den i was like.. Wth~ hur hur, I struggled in silence.. LOL..They actually put wasabi on me tis time.. lol.. cool.. i mean.. its really cooling~...

K la.. after tht they celebrated some one's birthday den we went home after tht.. jp did ask if i wanna go to luan's house.. I dun wanna.. as i was quite shagg.. Mm, tomolo still got training and damned~~~ tomolo will be missing out on chase again.. Sad final episode liao..

shagged

Juz got back from vball training at sp only.. and its like so late.. ARGH~!~!~!>. tomolo still got tht cadc stuffs..

den i screwed up at the presentation today. arh!~!~!

den i nvr bring money to sch today.. argh~!~!~!~!~1

i hate tuesday~!~!!~!~!

+A.ng.e.l.o.f.M.i.n.e+
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you girl you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (girl you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, girl you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take,
the love that we make I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine


You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (girl You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, girl you're right on time (But girl your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya,girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

spike before dishonour

Ay, tomolo will be presenting our presentation.. Yea.. we will do it man~ hopefully i dun cock up tomolo..

Ay, tomolo will also be the first day i will be training at sp for vball.. mm, its been a long time ler..haha i could actually miss spiking short balls...

Today was kinda boring sehz.~ k bahz.. dun have much to type today..

-what would a guy do if the gal he loves the most, leaves him...

NEW SHOES! NEW JERSEYS!

Woot, went with ctuck to Ps today for 'shopping' (the guy way of shopping) hur hur.. bought my vball shoe ~!~!~!~!~!~ ARGH~!~!~! ARGH~!~! lol.. ok, i'm abit mentally unstabled here.. so excited about the shoe.. and i also got myself a yellow jersey...Which is pretty cool la.. despites its yellow~ ... After tht we went to may's shop.. hur hur... c tuck.. was kinda brave la, hur hur,wen the dogs there came to him he did jump alil.. lol but it was juz a lil so he is quite brave.. LOl, but he was hur hur abit siao at tht point of time..~ and yes.. greenies really contain mint~

Mm, then we went to the dinner for km's fare well ... Mm, kinda sad now.. tht he is going away for ns soon.. haiz.. each of us is leaving each other in dues time.. jp is going to aust ler.. Mm, time seemed to pass faster as the dates draw near.. i dun wan them all to go.. but i won't wanna keep them here.. Looking back, mm, i feel tht i've gone through alot of tings with km also.. all the races.. thick and thins.. and now he is going into tht alone.. Haizx. really kinda emotional i tink.. Kk, i tink i blog till here ler bahz.. ciao ppl..

orite.. i took a big step in my life today.. though it may seem puny to the other pros out there but it was kinda big for me.. though the out come aint.. er.. good i tink i'm still so proud of myself.. hur hur.. self form of tinking i'm still good....~ i tink

tanned...

Rode with the sp peeps tis morning.. every ting was quite gr8, though we did mostly road the drafting competition was quite nice juz the way i like it.. The peeps there are also damn funny esp tht xuan hong.. damn joker hur hur..Tink i kinda made some of the senoirs un happy wen i took away their lead and broke away from the main pack.. hur hur.. Ay, its smth good to keep low profile hur hur.. so far i tink i'm the only enthu freshie cyclist inside. the rest are also enthu la.. but mmm, i would say they've not unleash their potential yet...quite a few bling bling bike aorund but i guess i'll stick tot .'its the monkey on the bike tht counts.. not the money on the bike' hur hur..

but wah the yaer 3 peeps were constant on the attacks manz.. they were like attacking and attacking esp tht scott tampico guy.. hur hur.. but lol, its good tht i sit on their wheel and waited for my chance to attack.. Hur hur, no head wind =less force exerted.. lol so i haha.. i delivered quite a fatal blow at the last strech ... waahaha lance armstrong taught me tht. then yi mian the president of the club came over to tell me in the club house after tht i've been marked.. LOl, haha jking la.

After tht went with xuan hong and wei jie to eat at xuan hong's mum shop.. the ba kut teh was ichiban.. hondor desu...~ Then xuan hong told me tht previously during year 1 they were all like me.. riding every alterante days and all.. den lol i told him i've not like rode for months.. but i also said tht during race preps.. i'ld ride every day.. he juz told me to get a life..Lol ~

mm, not sure whether to get in to shape for the next race or not..i tink no one is joining the atc challenge organized by ntu ... so yea.. we will be skipping tht.. but for my self... saca race 4 is juz round the corner..i dunno if i shud go or not... dilemia mode also sian mode...

K bahz... later going for ah ma's and ah gong's wedding anniversary.. hur hur.. dunno wat man qing lou restaurant.. i'll end here ler.. ciao peeps...

AT the library


Woo, juz fin lunch.. hur hur, no cheng tng today ler... too much cheng tng is bad for health ,the cheng tng fan club members all share the same sentiments i guess..Reached school damn early today, passed the stuffs to hansel to put it inside the club house.. damn they are damn heavy and bulky.

Later still have a few more classes and may be staying for the events organized by the club also.. damn tired and sleepy again... Some how i tink coffee don't work for me now.. some more the classes are like so boring.. no motivation sia..mm , tink i write till here bahz rushing off to the next lecture liao.. ciaoz ppls...

mocha cold blended..

Kinda tired today in sch...

the pratical was damned long~
we went to the cafe.. quite cool in there.. hur hur.. but er.. yea.. kinda hot inside.. the uncle also damn funy la.~
after tht to attend tht meeting.. was tinking of ending everyting early.. hur hur.. So i volunteered to buy the stuffs on my own... who knows..they were damn heavy.. tink i'm sick in the mind wen i volunteered to do tht.. ar nvm.. dun complain~

after carrying the stuffs back watched the seasonal finale part 1 of chase... Mm, he said he wud wait another ten year.. sheez... I dunno... waiting aint fun... lol...anyway met up with wen jie to fix my bike.. and i only gotto know then tht he was the vice president of the club.I tink he is quite a fine guy bahz.. though sp cycling club is facing.. some.. er problems.. i really hoped i could help out to promote more cycling in sp bahz.. i hope so..

KK , thts about it for now...tink tings shud cool down for every one.. chill

damned... so boring now in class.. so shagged ... so sleepy...

Had quite a bad day.. after jp said yet another word which kinda hit me hard.. Haiz, i'm really outta of my ways trying to get to some where where i will feel home ler.. it kinda sucks ya. I'm really tired ler, after trying so much and failing every time i tried... Its nvr gonna succeed, i've lost my determination already.. i tink i'm gonna quit.