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Irony

Tokked with yk... mm.. feeling kinda nostalgic after the conversation....yk, was part of zheng hua... the team i played for last time, i mean.. we played for last time..He was our sub set.. a very good one.. despite having some problems with his knees..

He was hard working and at every training he would preservere to correct his mistakes and spike harder.. receive better .. block better and set better.. But , tings didnt went smoothly for him and us...

We had our fair shaares of quarrels.. yk, hasnt really got a calm spirit at the time... he toks about us not appreciative of his contribution.... Brings me back to think of one the characteristics played by us via the translations of emotions.. ' we want ppl to give back wat we give.." , karma they would say.. or maybe some other words they used, its a common characteristic i tink tht every one posses.. i have tht too.. but yea, if only we could do tings in such a way that we do it juz by doing ting.. no nid for returns.. no motives. juz purely becoz we wanna do it..but yea. tht characteristic got the best of us and him..

He sorta deserted the team... or i would say.. walk out.. after a guy from ngee ann join us in the csc matches..reality sorta hit us...at tht point of time, tht guy is also a sub set.. and is more agile.. flexible den yk..

Sensitive issues like why shud a out sider be playing for team ZHENG HUA was brought out....it end up only in antagonism and constant controversies among us.. sides were took and stands were fought for...

And our paths began diverging even more as all of us started our sch in different schs.. now, the team is nth more then pieces of us ... not even pieced together...and now..1 year back... we will be in the same side of the court.. working towards that 25 points..every point we lost... every point we gain .. every match we win or lose.. We shared the passion together. but now, ironically speaking.. we will be facing off against each other in different sides of the courts.. its like.. telling brothers to cut the throats of each others.. wat irony.. wat dismay...