Oh well, that gives a very good excuse to have not blog for so many days =DSo....
Christmas is coming , jingle bells and coniferous trees can be seen every where. Green and red is the fashion statement now and artificial snow is every where. I think this year's Christmas will be different from last year.. Tsk , with so many changes going on, theres no reason why it should be the same.
So recently i'm filled with so much hatred , something like a bottle of soda water that has been taken on a roller coaster ride. It might pop any second.
I don't know why , i'm so pissed all of the sudden , i'm just fukking angry with everything. I guessed i listen to too much angry music at the start of every morning. Maybe sometimes some people will be filled with anonymous hatred too, Hatred you have no idea where its origin is.
People like this tend to stare alot. Walk along the side walk stare at the front , locking eyes with who ever comes near , wishing that person were dead. Not just die like that , but die with something more mortifying. Perharps having his innards combusting into flames before having his exterior charred with hell fire.
Hate.
People like this tend to avoid unnecessary attention though. For example when he sees a friend or some one he knows on the same train , he'll most prolly just say hi and say that he is meeting his friend in the next cabin while he walks to the next cabin just to be alone. They want to be left alone .
How ever , sometimes when this hatred overwhelmes you , you tend to find contradictions in yourself . Its like a realistic personality in you fighting with this virtual one. Then you end up hating more . Some times , it blinds you. Like when you're copying notes for FMA in Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy class. You tend to start copying wrong points , weird rite? You find that after the end of the lessons you've got new terms such as , unforgivable assets , or dead debts.
Don't worry though , these are all normal symptoms of every day life. Coz if there is no hate , there'll be no love . So with hate comes love , with love comes hate, it all balances out.. trust me. =D
You got a problem with my pronounciation?!
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