Friday, February 25, 2005

Shagged

Today went for vball..

Mm the bm ppl was hear today.. damn..today dunno why.. like shagged... Dun have any intention to jump and run.DEn make till today's performance not very good.

after training went riding with yk ... We passed by the tunnel under bke.. According to stories from tv.. tht place was actually.. Haunted.. Thts why wen yk suggested of going there.. i told him not to.. Den we we exited the forest. i told him.. den he said.. he almost wen there alone yesterday... AT night some more..~

AFter tht met up with km to change yk's stem. Not bad.. his bike now really looks racey. Then tis sun .. organized a ride to sentosa. WOotz, not bad.. quite a lot of ppl going.. hopefully every ting turned out well tht day.. er erd. Mm, Smths happened yesterday.. which made me reflected.. and it made me missed some times.. i had back then, hmm... Dunno ~

Monday, February 21, 2005

I open my eyes i tried to see but i'm blinded.. i cant remember how and why i am lying here tonight.

Wootz, today early in the morning went out for work ler.. Thou still felt kinda dizzy.. Mum sent us there today. hehe ,so we kinda got there early.

dangz the uniform i wore today is damned small.. very uncomfortable.

At the start of work.. every ting was quite strict coz we still dunno each other yet.. There is tis captain.. Kinda fierce, den wei sheng and i was like. keep on pointing fingers at her at her back. She really very kao bei one.. heng she nvr group with either of us. Hehe, Km went to be the runner today.. Er erd. Coz he tokked too much.. den the manager put him there. Lol.

I paired up with a captain... her name funny, Ah chow, and another gal. then she started calling me ah boi ler.. Abit irritated by tht coz tht time at pearl river all the cap there call me xiao di~. So i juz told her my name.. the manager passed by and i also told him my name. Muaha, i'm known now at the legends. Today juz serve the vip room. Kinda shiok. Hehe, xiao chow kept tokking wit me also. She juz wont belive tht i'm 16. Hehe.

Wen the guest leave we clear the food.. then i see alot of nicely portioned left overs by them.. den i was tinking.. wah piangz.. so wasted.. I told xiao chow.. den wah liao.. she say i go eat.. den she close the vip doors say cannot let the manager see.. Wah piangz, she really very nice sial. I didnt eat in the end coz i not hungry.. i asked whether ws and km can eat or not.. she say cannot. Whaha.. wen i told ws and km they so pc.. At pearl river also liddat.. at here also liddat.. the capt all treat me gd .. Wahah, den xiao chow kept quarreling with Km and ws also. Er erd.

AFter tht We went to collect our pay.. AT orchard saw tio Kp.. k la.. actualy she saw tio me den suddenly pull my bag.. Long time no see her.. didnt know she was still alive.. Mm, maybe i shall suggest tht we go on outings with her..

After tht went to sch for training..Wootz, went to help ch coach the b gals.. They really kinda... Pathetic.... there are only 4 gals. not even enuff to play a game.I was like.. how to train.. But i belive you zhi zhe shi jing chen..if we train some of them.. the c girls tis year will join up with them next year.. then maybe a miracle can happen... '

Mm, after tht went upstairs to join the rest.. training today was sian again. Yk was tu lan.. coz ch dun wan to sub him in .. I was like.. dunno wat to say.Technically ch was doing the rite ting bahz.. coz his receiving was better ler.. But mentally.. it was devastating for yk bahz. Den during the matches and all following tht he also any how play ler.. we outsiders see ler also pc.. Its like, if thts a real competition and he kept coming out tis kinda pattern.. we will die ar. I do hope Gy comes back and yk go play the main spike.Tht would benefit every one lo....Aiya.. dun wan tok bad abt tis ler.. nt very good too..

Mm, tomolo got two lots of tings to do.. go do the sing pass ting..and then cut my hair... sianz.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Wah...

Wootz now very tired.. Juz now was a working at pearl river.. ehe. REally not bad lehz.. its better then i expected it to be.. definately better then my previous job.. but the pay is far off la.. hehe

Early in the morning met up with ws they all.. den went to the restaurant... we were late ler.. den kinda go scolded by the manager.. Hehe, gen yuan they all there. Its like, the whole restaurant was zheng hua's one. Hee, nth like my previous job lo.. where i face every ting alone. THere was two section today.. we did both.. lunch and dinner.

During lunch.. i dunno anyting about chinese cusine.. though tht time tht guy from raffles tot us already, but i tink their style different.. here they use a simpler version bahz.. but i still dunno wat to do.. hehe. But My captain was good.. both of them are.. They keep on coaching.I got paired up with gy.. hehe Very funny one la..We keep tokking den our captain come over say even though nth to do cannot tok until liddat.. Muz find smth to do .. Act act. wah i here liao really sehz lehz..My previous job even my mum also wun gimme tiao gang until liddat ar.AFter tht the customers all came in.. all was fine until A custormer ordered for juices.i was holding the round tray.. then got orange and lime juices.. den i was serving wen a customer suddenly turn her head and knocked onto the tray.. Heng.. the juice all pour on me..Every one in the restaurant wen Oohh... so sia suay sial.

Tht ended it all.. hehe another funny ting during lunch time is.. my captain and other captain all keep pointing and like.. tokking abt me .. Den one of them call me over.. ask me how tall i am.. den i say 183... dey all go wah... hur hur every where all same reaction one.~ Den they ask me wat age i was again den i say 16.. den they go wah again.. ~~ pengz

After lunch me km dan and ws go suntec and marina square walk around....Mm we had two hours of break time.. actually we wanted to sneak into oriental for free food one.. but km dun wan... so we went to the food court at marina square..wah ehz.. daniel is a really good guy lo.. he keep ordering food for us.. ~ Wah.. if singapore got 1000 ppl like him ar.. the economy will be so much better.

AFter tht we went to sit at mac.. hhe... for some time.. before we go back to work again. Again there was some misunderstandings as the agent wasn't there to give us the voucher... Mm, i tink he also busy. But nvm.. the 'qian hui' looking manager still gave us a voucher.. she still say we are not at wrong its the management fault.. wah ehz.. realy lo.. tis job is good.. my job tht time ar.. if any ting wrong and u are there.. u are at fault one lo..~~

There wasn't much tings to do at night la.. coz customers lil.. hehe den my captain came over and tok to me .. she ask.. wat if i eat beef..Den i say HUh? den she huh back.. den she ask again.. Den i say got la..Den she say huh.. who cook one.. den i say i cook myself la.. ~ den she ask again. ur mum leh..i say working.. den she ask wat occupation den i say.. den she ask my dad leh.. den i say i dunno.. coz i really dunno.. den she ask me why liddat.. den i also say i dunno.. i say my dad doesnt live with us tht much.. den she ask why again.. den i say jia chou bu ke wai yang.. Den other captains come over liao..and listen to the conversation.. I was like.. i was the only one wearing white there.. den they are all in red.. ~ dangz.. Out numbered me.Then the manager come over ler.. they all siam away.. wahahah.. funny .

AFter every ting... we packed up at 10 30.. Wootz. not bad..

I tink i really like tis job .. in comparison to my previous one. Wah ehz.. Its like, i wun feel left out de sial.. nt bad.. hehe. Some more.. i get to see more chio bus den before here HIak hiak.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Cheated

Mm,kinda shagged today,,

Early in the morning woke up and meet up with km .. hur hur.. we then joged to cck stadium.. Kinda siong.. den we went swimming. AFter tht slack ler.. hehe.. go jacuzzi.Hehe , den we saw a kinda nice looking gurl sun tanning.. den km keep desiaoing.. hehe.

AFter tht we went home.. on the way back.. daniel called.. He say he got job vacency for us both and tell us to rush to The legends asap Den we kinda rushed there in a cab.. as he say the cab fare can be claimed.

Weather damn hot today.. arrive there all sweaty. den tok to the manager.. he say we came late ler he no nid so much ppl ler.. so tell us come back again.. Sianz..

After tht went to play lan with the rest of the peeps. Hur hur.. we played for quite long..

den also sian ler.. now come back home.. xue ning come tell me smth abt receiving moe's letter on becoming a teacher.. she say if the person received tht letter.. he or she will be getting results less den 20.. For l1 r5.. I haven received mine.. so now.. damn demoralised.. dunno if tht rumour is true or not...~~ haiz.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Tired~

Mm, woke up quite early today.. Went around cycling ..

In the afternoon i went to km's house to bai nian. Er erd.. his ah ma still tell me to kuai gao zhang da.. After tht i and him went to tef to bai nian also.. Wah piangz.. the iron horse stock juz came and the whole shop was pratically filled up with the bikes.. and boxes.. Er erd.. leonard also llooked damn shagged. Wilson also abit psychologically unstabled...


After tht we went to cl and ct house to bai nian.. Ct's mum is still the same. so funny.. hhe

We den went for dinner together at bangkit. Luan was there too together with la,shi hui and jr.we ordered yu sheng as today was Ren re.. hehe.. also lame.. the way we lao the yu sheng.. alot of weird comments.. hehe

Mm, tomolo will be going to jog with km to cck stadium early in the morning and we are gonna swim.. den come back again. Hehe train stamina bahz.. er erd..

K bahz.. thts abt all for today. ciaoz
Roses

Mm..Yesterday was valentines day, wootz..more eventful then i tot it wud be.-_-

Early in the morn acc jie to pets essential to have her rabbit groomed.. The groomer still remembers me.. er erd.. coz of my dog's weird name.

After tht went to meet up with jp.. they went to sch and deliver roses the teachers there.Mm.. funny peeps..

AFter tht follow jie go collect her rabbit again den went back home to get change and met up with km and ct then went for vball. Yesterday didnt play really well...

Mm, after tht acc dad and mum for dinner.. Mm, kinda promt dad to give the roses i ordered to mum.. hehe .. funny.

AFter tht went to return jie her ear phone.. She den went to do smth which,... kinda got me damn pc.. suan ler..her decision.

Mm.. nth to type ler.. ciaoz..

Monday, February 14, 2005

Hey there~! happy valentines to you !

Sunday, February 13, 2005

I cannot express myself ... not becoz i dunno how to .. but its becoz i canT~

Tinking abt wat jp said to me the other night.. Mm, making me feel tht Perceptions really varies alot between ppl...

wOotz, downloaded the war craft demo yesterday afternoon and had been playing it all the way till now.. MM, now sian of it liao..

Yesterday wen to luan house...there was alot of other peeps there too.. hur hur.. we juz did our own tings and they did theirs bahz..JP and jm was supposed to come to.. but due to some reasons.. they didnt turned up.I felt better after drinking some of the champagne luan had to offer there but still sorta dizzy.. so i left earlier and went back home to ocntinue playing war craft.. er erd..


I woke up late today bahz.. also got nth much to do. My mum went out to bai nian.. my father go out for mahjong.. den marcus go out play bowling. den my sis went to watch movie.. and i am left alone at home.. with tht animal and my maid. ~ Sianz, i called up every one but all of them are not free bahz.. so of i went to bring tht animal for a walk around bukit panjang.. I'm glad i did tht coz now its so tired tht it doesnt have the strenght to disturb me any more.. my tatic is good. er erd.

I am still feeling very bored until my relatives came over to my house.. Hx was here, but i had nth to entertain him.. so bought him to the arcade at plaza and played cs with him.. Also sian one.. two person.. play cs... its like.~ lame.

msg kah peng happy birthday juz now.. but she didnt really reply.. mm.. maybe she forgotten about me ler.. er erd..Oh well.. cant blame i dun tok to her much ..

Hao bahz. gtg to rot to death ler.. ciaoz..

Friday, February 11, 2005

Shagged

Wootz,today had more ang paos den yesterday...

Early in the morning went to SHen shen house to bai nian.. Quite alot of peeps there.. we bought beng along.. so naturally all the attention was turned towards him....

Jus look how cocky he is being...


Shermaine.. my lil cousin also entertained us quite alot.. er erd.. especially wen she did the cat walk after changing into her new clothes.. ahha. Kids now adays ~~..

Tok to edz alot after tht bahz.. Wootz.Finally some one who is around my age to keep me from not getting bored. Hehe his specs looks not badz.. so i decided to zhi lian again.. and i took tis pic..

AFter tht we went to gramps house.. At first there was no one there and it was pretty boring.. Gramps keep on niam niam niam at me to go have a hair cut..~Luckily awhile later jiu jiu they all came followed by Ah yis.Again .. beng took the attention away...


Mm, hx came and we also tokked alot.. WEll, did gamble abit bahz.. i was on a winning streak bahz.. so can say won quite alot..~ er erd.. but gambling is not good.. i rather drink.. but for today.. i didnt touched alcohol.. Yepz.AFter dinner we went to The entertain ment centre for bowling.. For me being a begginer.. my bowling ball kept going into the "drain" JIe they all are all so pro.. ALl got strike and all.. soon i got board and went for pool with su fen jie.

On my way up i saw ah teck.. sitting outside the pool room. Awhile later.. ming fa wei da they all walk out of the room.Wootz, ml was there too. I greeted all of them.. den i greeted ml also.. budden she was like saying.. I dunno u u greet me for wat.. made me felt damn lame.. hehe.Do i really look tht different from the past.. I den walk into the pool room with su fen jie ler..

Wah she is damn pro lor.. for a gal.. All the poses and all.. i was abit worried for her as most of the ppl around us are all pai kias and all.. den alot of eye staring incidents.. ~~ hur hur.. but we played for an hour bahz.. den went home ler...

Mm, now very tired ... the fever like nvr go away lehz.. ~~ mm, maybe didnt drink enuff water..Orite bahz.. type till here today... ciaoz








Thursday, February 10, 2005

Hang over...

Here i am, juz had my brunch.. having a hang over.. Tink i had a lil too much yesterday night....
Manz, i get tis white spots all over my body wenever i got drunk... ~~

Yesterday went around to collect ang pao.. hur hur..After tht at night we went to watch the late night movie.. seoul riders. Actually wanted to call jp they all de.. but i call jp she nvr ans my fone.. Mm...

THts about all ler bahz.. then tis morn wake up with fever ler.. muz be all those beer and ba guas.. Alrite.. i got to limit myself today.. NO beer... a lil ba gua.. hehe..

thts all bahz..

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

happy new yEAR~!!!!!

To all my blog reader.. wishing u the best of luck and all time happiness for which u preservere in tis year... Thks for reading my blog and craps all tis time.

Wootz, CHu 1. YEsterday was very eventful....hehe

At dawn, i woke up at 7 and called up km to confirm to see who is going to sch. In the end gt me ct and km. We met up gayness outside sch.. er erd. We saw mdm how.. and finally we were able to tok to her after so much time not seeing her.. Wootz, those were the times.The celebration was quite ok... but the highlight was when yu sheng came up the stage and sang the new year songs. Er erd.. i tink he is a very courageous boy to be able to face the whole sch and still sing liddat. And wats more.. he gave the sch alil speach after his amazing performances.

AFter the celebration we went around the sch wishing teachers happy new year and all. Er erd, the sch changed alot...We managed to caught up with mR luan. hehe, He's very shagged after spending the whole night working on the it presentation for the chinese new year concert. Kudos to him for all the work he done.He was supposed to go and have break fast with us at green ridge.. but wen we walked out halve way.. he says he wanna go home and rest.. so he went home.. den we like nth to do.. went back to sch again.Awhile later Mr luan called up km and said he left his home keys on the table and told us to go collect it for him. DEn he said tht we cud go and walk around first... as he is also wandering in the markets in search of crabs.... Hes a lame guy.

After tht we went to have our brunch at greenridge.. me cun lai ct and km. HUr hur, long time no eat at banquet ler. AFter tht i and km went to plaza..and ct and cl went to gr. I and km initially wanted to play war craft one.. budden ct callled up and he say he want to play cs.. Hehe, we discuss until we reach the arcade counter and we decided to play.. 40 mins war craft and 20 mins cs.. hehe. tok abt making the best outta 2 bucks.After finish playing cs, luan called km again saying he wanted to come to plaza to look for us.. so we walked around and waited for him.. hehe. AFter tht we meet up and went to ntuc to buy beverages . I tink he's a really damn alcohol siao lo. He bought two bottles of duno wat champagne .... 50 bucks each... and a bottle of nui er hong.. and another bottle of kong zi jiu. ~ The sum came out to be more then 200 with juz only 4 products.

AFter tht we sat the taxi back with luan lau.. er erd. Wootz, wen i reached home.. my dad told me not to come in as he said tht he wanted to go out to buy new year goods and told me to tag along.. so there i was in my jeans and we went to fajar to buy the new year good. I was looking at the bakery and then i saw Jp there. Wootz, kinda shocked i tink.. hehe i shouted and shouted till every one looking at her.. whaha. Did know she worked at swee heng.. but didnt know she working there.. hehe.

We got back home again.. and i waited till my relatives all came and we had our renouin dinner. Wootz, mum got drunk, i wanted to drink to.. but she said i cud nt.. dangz.. wen shes not drunk she allows me to lo.. ~ FUnny woman. I quickly finished up every ting and jp msg me saying tht they are going to chinatown AFter wards to look at the fire works..

Initially ct was going.. but it was too late wen we were going out so ct gave it a pass. We met jie at about 11+ ler.. hehe .. was only have alil time left before the fire works go off so we were like rushing here and there. Er erd. We met up with jp at outram and we rush out of the mrt . After a few secs , there was loud booms all over and ppl were going"oooo... AAhh' hehe, we reached there juz in time.. i manage to record abit of the fire works with my cam. It was very spectacular in deed, its like..a miracle happening in front of my eyes.. er erd.. i got lost with the rest of the peeps in the midst of the dazzling diplay er erd. I soon found them back and we went to the night market at china town to shop. wah biangz.. its really crowded lo.. hehe.. we were like squeezing our self.. hehe. I was like.. nursery teacher.. bring out two nursery gals.. hehe. After much.. we went home bahz. all shagged... hehe..

It all ended , but every ting was good. Alrite bahz, i guess its another start again.. wootz,tis year shud be packed with more events and excitement bahz.. Good luck to me tis year...




Sunday, February 06, 2005

After math..

Mm, aint tht happy with the results.. Sixth position.. it sucked..Juz abit more to a medal. I hate myself for tht. Definately i nid to train more.. i'm lousier then i tot today.. esp the spds control, argh, still cant harness it well. WEll, not to say i did go back empty handed today, i sorta am glad tht my friends did turn up after all, I've shudn't have doubted dem.I also gain more experience ler.. and of course lots of injury. Well, i guess its all for a good cause but my swollen ankle is really killing me now.

Mm, Heres a pic of my bike before the race.. sweet and clean



and heres my bike and km's bike after race.. how nicely the dirt had decorated it.. hehe..



WEll, i guess life have to move on, i'm gonna prepare myself for the next race.Some where in march.. mm, hopefully.... i get onto the podium .

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Its ok bahz..

Kinda.. filled with mixed feelings now ..

TOmolo will be my day of race. Mm, lots of my friends all cannot make it to support me due to some reasons bahz.. I understand... but i dunno why i still feel so.. Down over it all. Wat ct said really hit me hard.. Maybe i really no have friends ...

My final preperations are almost due ler.. First time i will be cycling alone tis time.. Hur hur, tatics used for the race will be quite different ler bahz.. esp now tht we are competiting on dryer and more level grounds.. I dunno how strong my opponents are.. but i do noe tht 2 of them will be the ppl i want to beat.I duno, hopefully my spds wun fail me tomolo and my fatigue wud all be healed.

TOday acc A guy and A gal, to their frst date. Hur hur. Kinda set up by me de.. but i tink was kinda poorly planned.. i didnt expect the show to be so lousy and for it to end so fast.. for those who wanna watch seed of chucky .. pls dun. it sucks. I understand tht there is alot of embaressment going through between tis two couple bahz.. and i am really shining very brightly.Dunno why.. i feel tht there is at least conversation going on between they two bahz.. but also quickly ended one.. Dunno why liddat. I really racked up my brains ler.. *shrugs*

Perharps tomolo there will be no one there to support me.. but yes.... i know.. Tht they will be all be wish me good luck.. for example irvin.. he said he wud pray for me. Mm, or maybe perharps i am only consoling myself.. Hur hur.. crapz

Friday, February 04, 2005

Gratituded.

I felt very very ... wat... after xu wei from ntu offered me his hand pump for me... WAh sehz.. alot of very supportive ppl out there.. Even the cycling manager of ntu dan came to gimme a pat on my shoulder... I am so very motivated by all tis peeps and i'll be riding for them, i wont let them down de..

Acc ct to queensway today.. had quite an eventful day bahz.. WE went to browse the shops at the shopping center den we saw wei da, ming fa and ming li.. DAngz.. HEhe for first time she replied me to my hi~ hur hur. Dao gal.

after tht we went to ikea.. then anchor point then ct bought me to the ABC market.. His grand ma stays there tht explains why he knows tht place well. After tht ,i and him each bought a shirt bahz.. hur hur, he bought a jersey for CNY ... ~

K bahz.. thts abt all today... I have approximately 33 hours left to my race.. jia you~!


Thursday, February 03, 2005

Revived~!

Early in the morning.. i wen to meet up with jie.. Hur hur, she challenge me to race for 2.4km. Dun say i ungentlemently ar.. i beat her graciously sui sui bo pang zui. ACtually ar.. i realised smth.. we ran for 3.2 km instead of 2.4 today.Hur hur. Any way.. she has to fufil 5 task for me ler.. hur hur.. who ask U to be mouth itchy.

AFter tht got my bike to tef. Had it fixed up and going... Leonard was being really very good to me ler.. Hur hur, he even tot of sponsoring .. Mm, if tht it.. i will be a sponsored rider.He told jas to service my bike and change the tube and he even gave me a free tube for free.. Dangz. He even wanted to sponsor me a pair of wet condition tires.. a pump .. a pair of gloves.. and a dozen of energy bars. Den i was like.. wah seh.. hehe, of course i turn down the offer.. cannot be gian beng.

Den went to play vball ler. Wootz, Kk and Ah teck came today.Kk was really a different person today lor..Very wat seh... i saw a different ah teck and kk today. Dangz, imagine 20 year old ppl behaving liddat.. whaha.. i luff till i peng until siao ar. One incident was like tis.. we were at the food court makaning.. den ar.. i walk walk.. den suddenly a gal walk in my way.. kk two gals.. den they ar.. like ~~~ liddat. I let them pass me ler. but they still gu yi come bump into me. All tis time ah teck and kk have been observing .. and wen i went back to them.. den ah teck went.. wah ehz.. some one tan tio .. den kk also kept on suaning.. HUr hur, the way they tok ar.. damn tiko pek .. ~~ especially KK with tht funny voice. But they are fun guys to be with ..

Wootz,, tomolo i will try my best to complete 4 laps ler.. all the best to me.. jia you


Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Still dissapointed despites achievement

Rode Today early in the morning. I am doing fine with spds already.. i did two laps without falling and clocked quite a decent timing too.. BUt unluckily.. i had a puncture on the start of the third lap so i wasn't able to carry on. But some how i felt tht i could complete 4 laps today de ARGhz...called up pa do Ferry me back from the course back to home after tht.

IN the afternoon meet up with Qing ai de Jie .. Hur hur.I acc her to shopping (one of the three wishes she made,One down.. two more to go)... shopping for some V-tines day present tht is..~WEll..some how.. i might not understand gals after all and they might not understand us also.. hehe. But there is one ting which is about me.. I'm complacent for materialistic tings.. but i'm quite sure other guys wud be the same also bahz.

tomolo not able to train bahz.. with the punctured tire. HOpefully i get it fixed tomolo soon.. and i finished 4 laps.. by friday... Its a must to finished the 4 laps.. big words again.. ARGHZ~!



Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Damaged


Went to Bt for the first time with spds. KInda dissapointing.. I only did 1 lap.. I'm not able to continue with the injuries..

Fell twice , first fall at the first section of berlukar.. dat was kinda .. technical. Technically.. my front tyre slipped. Its quite normal for tht spot as its filled with loose sand.. and normally we are able to control the bike from losing control. But, i guess its my inexperience with the spds tht cause me to fall there. The front wheel locked out and slipped , due to my feet stucked to the pedal, i am not able to shift the weight of the frame to the opp direction, thus the bike began to tail spin .. cozing me to land with my feet stuck on the pedals on my arm.

For the second fall it was at the second section nearing echo. I tink its due to pure carelessness tis time. I did not saw the bulging rock.. so my rear hit on bad.. endowed but tis time luckier my feet came off the pedals.. so i juz landed on my back and went into a roll out but hitting the tree again with my hip.~~ Tht caused my knee and hip bruise.

Was unable to continue riding much after a while more.. Thus i decided to go home earlier. Hopefully tis wounds dry up by tomolo.. and i'll be going for four laps again tomolo.Orite Jc.. U can do it...
dun make me be the person i dun wanna be... dun mould me into wat i am before.. I dun wanna live another person live.. but i dun wanna dissapoint at all.. I hollered for any one out there who wud understand me and my feelings afterall.. But to no avail.