Don't frown

Right, am having one of those healthy life style kinda day today.

8 hours of sleep, 30 mins jogging, 2 hours books reading, 1 hour grocery shopping, 2 hours cooking.. hapiness.... timeless....

I took chicken cooking to a newer level for myself today.



Ingredients used:

One whole chicken.
1 Red casicum
1 Yellow casicum
Tomatos
Sauce X

Methodology.
First, mix every thing.
Second Put every thing onto chicken.
Third Preheat oven to temperature to cook chicken.
Fourth Put in chicken.
Fifth Serve

See baking chicken is so easy, i just did it in 5 simple steps. Now , if Jc can do it, you can too~!

-_-

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been reading this book i've lent from ernest.

Happiness now - andrew matthews.


The book talks about taking positive perspectives to every day life. With the little jokes and stories , the author writes to show how one's life can be so much better by following the little philosophies in the book. It is indeed a nice book to read , with illustrations that yet , bring more humour.

"You don't find happiness in the absence of problems. You find happiness in spite of problems!" quoted from the book it self.

Don't Stop

"NO!!!!!! THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!"

Right, my tires gave way in the middle of Bt. Well if u guys don't know whats that,it bukit timah nature reserve. Yes , surrounded by thick greenery and wilderness....

That means no cycling for a very very long time.

NO cycling makes Jc a very very sad man.

Now that my bike's gone, i'll be on my two feet.One of the saddest things that can happen on earth.

Tsk, that unsightly hole ~( in my tires and my wallet)

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Been quite a geek , introvert , loner , pessimist now adays. Not really literally though.

Its like , woots , i'm moving , every one is moving. Some times they stop, but i continue moving , obvious reasons , now i stop , who'ld be there to stop together with me?

Its hard , to have our paths all converging , thats a fact that i realised back then. How ever , its hard to sink into that reality when u know how hard it feels that way.

Some times i feel dejected to the fact that i'm all alone again. I know , that i've only myself to blame for that . Perharps i should have take a better change and be more intiated.

Maybe its too late now ,maybe not, but who knows=S ,who will be stopping at the next stop with me.

Don't be scared

Ay ,I went with following ppl today to celebrate long yuan's belated birthday. Not that we didnt wanna celebrate his birthday on the day himself, but the man just has too many parties to attend..

Jc, ern , ly ,maybelline, Jy.
There is this mean machine at the arcade i couldn't get enough of. Hiack, i think ima go for it again next time. Woots, effective anger management i tell u .

Then they watched this thai horror film... I couldn't express how much i love that show. I start laughing the moment the characters start talking.

Win, lose or die. I thought its either win , or lose in a game.. -_-
So if you've got nothing to and enjoy erading subtitles and getting freak out , go watch it. NO don't get me wrong , its a really nice show.. i enjoyed it . Really.

Right , I did sth i did for the first time in my life today...and i'm so sastisified with it.....

I ordered a 12 inch sand wich from sub way.

I can still taste that onion taste at the back of my throat now. Tsk

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So topic of the day. Who's despo for a partner? Right , rephrase. Who feels empty now at this time of life. Tsk, I know a few.

Well, its not something embarassing or wat , yea right , but Hmm , we are all humans. Well for instance , i do feel empty , down and restless every time i see couples sweetening things up on the buses or in cinemas.

Well perharps there is/are ,a/thousand and one reasons for us to be single . How ever,ever single of them tend to contradict at the slightest sight of lovely doveys . Ok, maybe u can be on auto pilot mode like me when ever coupleism pops up , but tsk, yet again why are we even in auto pilot?

Right point made. Then can we venture out to find what we need? Problem is , what do we really need again. The girl? The relationship ? or The experience?

Well, i belive that we (single ppl)have friends or people around us that are in a relationship. Tsk, See if we were to observe from their behaviour (p.s its not being nosey , take it educationaly) we'ld understand and learn. =D Well, sadly ,for me ,most of the relationships i've seen are all running on passive. Those are the ones that ceased off after a few months or maybe about a year. Well , they can continue to drag...... like some i know -__- . Face it , its an ordeal to go into marital terms now. For us , without the backbone to even support our selves financially and mentally, to go into a blossoming relationship is hardly possible. So most of the time i see friends coming to tell me that , " Well, i'm glad that lasted long.... " or " Eh , its not bad , at least now i know what i'm bad at."

Before u start thinking that this is all bad , what have we got to pass down for the jurisdification? Well, for certain , i tend to agree with some cases of gaining experiences . Ay, i don't wanna talk about those who go into the relationship just for the sake of it. -_- time out.

I did mentioned its hardly possible to have a blossoming relationship, but , well, i've seen my share couples who are really , Thumbs up , going strong. Its to that point that i would really look forward to their wedding night. No its not about thinking too much or fantasies , its realising the reality.

Well..tsk with that much said , i tink i've only covered up for some of the majoy set backs i have when i reckon the fact that we should go into a relationship. Maybe.... just maybe....we should wide our eyes, pacen up , give and take, initiate .... who knows... what category of the above we'ld fall into..

~
On the safe side , i did not , and will not point out any individuals on the above excerpts.

If the world don't suck, we'll all fall off...

Tsk , pre- after math foul mood... un justification had been passed, i'll shut up.

I'm so done with Ba . Tsk, and i'm so screwed up by the paper.Ima good for nothing yes yes.. i won't be motivated by any sneering, so save it.

Well, something good happened though. Gotto watch click , with tw , ern , ly, cal, GArY, zj and me. Tsk , if only we could get more ppl to come along...ern knows.

It is raelly a great show, like what patrick said. Click is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Right. I was so anxious to get home quick and sulk that i took the wrong bus. 106 as 700. The optician told me to wear my specs constantly... i thought that was dumb... till now.

Right , so i board 106. Its all good, until some guy came aboard and sat beside me. For the starting of the journey was anticipating for some pretty lady to sit beside me, tsk, wat a dismay. Well, i'm cool until.... The guy starts rubbing his body against mine. Gay rite. -_- No no i'm not gonna conclude that he's gay now. Until......... he starts flinging his side burn. He is gay. Well... I wanted get off the bus but it was only then i realise i was on 106 and in the middle of no where.... and then......

This two ppl, sat infront of me.( I was boarded on a Tibs bus... the one which had seats facing each other infront) . I thought they were a couple. Yea, they are a pair. Then the "GUY" started talking..If only the butch is a real male, they'll make excellent couples .. really.

Right so its like, hmm gay beside me , lesbos infront of me...HOmosexual bus.

Got my ass off the bus at dover , before i get it any where else,and took the last mrt home..

ay, tranquility and good riddance.

P.s I'm fine with people with an alternative sex life as long as they don't disturb me.

Woots, Happy birthday Calin~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~Happy birthday Jun Feng!!!!!!

Tsk , so its calin's birthday today , woots, she should be enjoying herself right now..

And its also Jun Feng's birthday... Right i know there is only little possibility he will be reading this blog but aiya.. best wishes dude~!

Any wat,heres a quick update.The projects are all finally over.. now ,upcome are 3 tests... Ida , ba and econs.. tsk. Found out that vincent wong ain't that bad after all... am alraedy guilty for cursing him that much..

Tsk , sleepless nights ... Maybelline and ql ... woots , iron ladies...contributed the most to the ida project... making em and longyuan feeling like we've done nth at all..=_=

Woots , hope u guys caught the array fire works... damn beautiful and extravagant... if u haven't and dont know the dates.. u can catch them today at 9 or on the 11th and 12th... at marina promenade, where the esplanade is... its starts at 9 pm by the way(information thanks to miss evangelline=D)

Tsk , had lunch with class mate at the staff lounge. The buffet is gd, for its price i guess.. but tsk, like still so ... don't belong... maybe in due time =D

Right end of the quick update..out~

999

Today ,i did something in my life for the first time. No its nothing that involves with my virginity. I dialled 999 for a good cause. Our club got broken into.


" hi this is singapore police force may i help you?

Yes , i'm calling from sp cyclists . I want to report a case of bugary.

I see , where are you from sir?

Singapore Polytechnic Cyclists club.

I see , which is the one? Poly marina center or Singapore Polytechnic.

As in , Singapore polytechnic. The one at dover road , you can reach here by taking the mrt and dropping at dover.

Ok, what happened?

3 bag containing lap tops , hand phone and wallet are stolen.

Ok, what block at you at?

I don't know what block is this , i'm near the saa

what is the saa

Student alumni affair

Ok, my colleague will be over shortly

thank you. Bye"

30 fricking minutes later

" Hello is this Mr loh?

No , Mr goh

Mr loh?

No , mr goh is this the police officer coming over?

Arh yes , how do i enter the building?

Go in from gate three and turn right and go all the way straight up....

OK, roger thanks.

"
15 mins later

" hello officer , where are you?

I don't see any Saa building near by ..

U turn right ?

Yea , i turn right into gate three and go all the way up..

X_X can u go down .. once u hit a left turn... turn, and go up the slope... U'll see me..."

2 mins later..

" Hellow mr goh, may i know where are you?

Nvm i saw u , in the police car rite..."


During the interrogation...

" So , who was the last one who entered the room..

The theive...

-_-, other then him?


Oh me.."

Yi mian said..." eh, how come the police officer ask u more then they asked the victims?

I dont know, because they asked me instead of them..."


Right , I'm damnnned dissappointed with Mankind now... for breaking in to the club house.. tsk, ok maybe he is an defect of man kind... what ever.. bite me..

busy days

Aiyai yai... long time no post ...~

WEll, i've been pretty , very , busy this two weeks , that explains why i took so long to do a update . Sorry >_<

Right , the past two weeks saw quite alot of things. Apart from school work.... basically... there is little other things. =S Well, like u can conclude, i've been too busy with school work i'm negleting every thing else... Yes , everything else , my friends... my sleeping time my bike. Things are also rather happening at home, but i'll it to that ,shan't touch more about it.

Talk about how i prioritize my stuffs, i think i'm getting a wee bit over stress up with the shit loads of work. Tsk, i need even better time management i guess. Other wise i'll be sauntering halve heartedly every day to school.

The club is omg tough to manage now. With ppl all having school work, we're running low on man power. Tsk , msn came in real handy now adays to relay msges. Esp when we've got big evetns like the pengerrang trip and the Race we're gonna organize.

Perharps i'm more of a loner now adays . Ok ,maybe yesterday. School. I couldn't really click with them all. Thus , confining myself to the bellows of the head set and the monitor . ok fine , maybe i'm lacking on intiative but, wth , i can't do it.

Well, not that i'm totally enjoy being alone or wat . I do feel empty . Yes , i'm feeling very empty now adays. Sheesh ern , stop the gf thing , its not about that. Maybe it is... though.

Well, thats about it for this post.. maybe i'll write a story on the next one... tsk, i've been writing too much , rwps , else .. time out.I need kit kat.

Conviction..


SO i went to school today to attend my favourite lesson with one kick ass lecturer.. yew siong... (a.k.a Bike mechanics instructor). Its the third and some how the last session of his whole course and i've learnt alot about the tweaks and twitches of my bike.

and then i bought my bike down today.. hopefully to give the bugger a health check or sth. Heres what yew siong said at the first sight of my bike. " At one glance, i can tell the owner of the bike had been constantly abusing the bike and was lazy to maintain it."

I felt guilty.

" look at this , the rear deraillure lever, its dis functional. The rear deraillure is not functioning properly. The cables and cable housing are filled with mud and rust . The chain had not been lubbed for decades resulting to it wearing out it self and the cassette. So many things that can be prevented just by proper lubrications." yew siong scolded .

I felt more guilty.

He gave me a kick in my ass, "PLEASE BE A BETTER OWNER"..

Thats it.

Its like judgement day. I stood at the mercy of the judge..

" convict P 0520111 , GOH JUN CHIN AKA JC. Are you guilty of the following charges

In humane bike abusements.

Neglection of bike's requirements.

Sexual harrasment of pretty bikes.."


I here by sentence u to life imprisonment in the land of broken frames and rusted cranks . Court.

Sob sob.

So now , adding on to my shopping list for my bike would be , new cable housing , new chain , new cassettes, new rear dee shifters, new lub. Donations to the JC needy fund any one?

For my own references

Things to buy

1. Tires. 90
2. Grips. 15
3. Gloves, FOX 35
4. Cable housing. 10
5. Chain and cassette. 60
6. Rear dee shifters. 45
7. Lubricant . 7.50

Total=$262.50 ( 105 plates of chicken rice.)

AY, and we had a wonderful time at jp's place this saturday night's steam boat session. There was so many people there and woots , girl friends and boy friends was one the IN thing now i think. Tsk, fellow females out there , wanna tag along with me for the next event. Tsk, session.


Don't ask me why the pic is so blurry ....

Frog-phone spoil says:now adays
Frog-phone spoil says:i'm having troubles communicating with gals i dont knw
Frog-phone spoil says:am i like that always?
Frog-phone spoil says:>_<

- e r n - says:i thought u are always like that

Frog-phone spoil says:really meh
Frog-phone spoil says:Hmmm
Frog-phone spoil says:that need to change

- e r n - says:ya
- e r n - says:i also need to be more interactive with gals
- e r n - says:im only interactive with gals that i noe

Frog-phone spoil says:jia lat
Frog-phone spoil says:i'm little interactive with gals i know also-

e r n - says:lets go clubbing and start tokinig to unknown gals

Frog-phone spoil says:NO


So , this is a little confession i have to make for myself. I am bad with communicating with gals, not online , but during real life. Perharps there are a few individuals out there who would reckon with that statement , but ay , i'm sure theres a plenty of the rest who agree with that.

Take for instance when ever i'm tokking to a female class mate , or any other female individual. The conversation would just end off without even a full stop. Arh , the barrier perharps, thats what i used to blame on. How ever , i guess thats only much of an excuse now.

Alot of reasons why this is a liability i don't want to have , for instance, i might run the possibility of not getting a female counterpart in the near future in my life. (worst case scenario)

Then i do not wish to be not able to live with females around me.(worst case scenario 2).

I don't want this to restrict me making more female friends.

I also want to be able to work well with female associates...



Thus , its decided that i need to change . For starters, i've heard from some guy who made it successful , to admit ur mistakes before trying to rectify it. Thus , tada , i'm admiting this.

No luck, No fish.

After a toturous week after school reopened,I decided to slack alittle and go fishing with ernest and zj this week end at east coast park. Well, heres something fresh for us.


The ultimate test of our patience.. and our tolerance of not having sleep.



We caught alot of crabs... Its a pity i didnt took a picture of them... If you ever visited the coffee house named " Kim san leng" and catch a glimpse of their crabs... thats the type of crabs we caught . I counted we caught 11. =D

Oh yea of course we managed to catch fishes as well.. all the small ones and one big one. HOw ever... we were aiming to catch something like this...


Too bad , we didnt got any of that . If not we could strike 4d or sth.

Well we did get this fellow though, our biggest catch. Hiack...


Fish ole'

Ay, my phone went into coma after it suffered from some concussion. My bad, if only i'd pay more attention.. sorry phone... Been running down on luck recently.. perharps i should visit india to release birds... Ay, and jy said to walk there.~wth.

"..Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see .."

Woots, really very sorry for such a delayed post. I've been so busy that i couldnt have time to blog and i'm having a very severe head ache now. Lack of sleep, pff.. Any wat, i hope every one is doing fine out there during this period of time.

So ,its been more then 2 weeks since i last posted. So many things happened.

For instance,one of the major events that happened was the pulau ubin trip . I've deep gratitude for the sailors that patronized this event. They made the event more lively and were magnimonious about some of the hip cups we had . Like the rain.-_- ..

Despite the set backs we all had fun.. every one enjoyed themselves, one way or another... ay, i guess a picture paints a thousand words....


or maybe less then 50 smiles..

Was at calins last monday for chocolate fondue. Ay , kudos to calin for preparing the fondue and all.. Thanks~ Although i think that came alil late. We gained alot of vitamins and dietary fibres after the feast, as well as much of some unwanted calories..=D



This is sth we had...


which is Almost similar to....

Then i had more fun with km ws and km's sister grace at escape. Although its only the four of us , it was all good. Despite the long queues for the go kart...-__-


Me and ws, experiencing lost child hood.

The reason for my head ache is very simple. I've been sleeping less then the usual 10 hours a day ... almost like 5 horus a day.. which is so not my daily beauty sleep routine.. thus... i'm falling that sick. How ever , that didnt stopped me from visiting sentosa with the peeps this afternoon. woots, i didnt like the people we played vball with though.... keep booing at us to get us out of the court.Never the less, the day was delightful with BILLY ! around...


Billy is so easily recognisable, hes always the odd one out, i dunno why =D

Hmm, Then its rush hour again for the coral reef project. Apparently, we are called to help to shift some coral reef 100 meters up stream from the southern tip of singapore. Well,heres me being super man again saving the world and mother nature.

I'll end here for now, tml will be me saving the earth... ay, its just so difficult to be me...

Take care blog peeps...

The importance of having friends.

Els test was on yesterday.

We were supposed to do a short write up on the array of topics given. I picked the topic on ' the importance of having friends'.

Reminiscences .

I don't know when is the last time i had a good chat with a friend. Too busy with work i guess. Every one is too.

Test are all up this two weeks. I just finished els, accountings and econs test, which i truely screwed up. Mmwd and rwps are coming up next . I need some decent time to practice my flash, else i'll screw my test up too. Stress level gone up high this two weeks.

Coupled with my proposals for the next events and so many things to do for the club, it didnt made my load any lighter.

Been having sleepless nights and bad migraines recently. Ay, funds running way low to go on too.

crappy life.

I need a break.

Its aint for ever.. its just too long.

In my life i think i've met lotsa people. Good people bad people, i didn't met too much of them , but i saw my fair share of the world. Well, i could only conclude now that life's aint fair and in many times we can't control our fate, and one of the saddest part of fate, is to see departures.

At departures, its like reading the conclusion of a story book. The end of perharps a wonderful time spent . It'ld be sad, thinking about how occasions like those could only be caputured in memories now. Its with my deepest regret, that i can't spend this very last part of the chapter , with a very fine person , comrade and friend i met . Irene.

It seemed so yesterday that 1a05 was formed, remembering those times we had , laughing, bickering, just chilling out. Jet li back then wasn't that cool, i understand.. =D Perharps maybe i'm being naive .. so naive that i can't accept the fact that you are alraedy leaving us, though its 1 year , but those time were nvr enough.

I guess the time down the road, each of us will be on our different paths, doing different things at different places. How ever looking back , we'll always remember that the happiness then was always so memorable.

I guess , its only natural that i wished you all the best in what ever you do at vancouver , i'ld also pray you and ur family will be safe over there , which u guys would be with my prayers.. wakkkaa.. Rite, 6 years ain't forever , when u are back again, i chop stamp go clubbing with u and ern~! Right , u'ld be missed.....

Jc

Dreaming too hard.

With the idol fever rocking the nation.. i couldn't help but dedicate a post for the recent up roar .

No i'm not gonna talk about American Idol.. i just think the saddest thing in my life happened when chris went out.. I'm not gay, but i like his style of singing.

Any wat, i'm sure some of you guys did pay attention to singapore idol ... rite? Ah the great vocals.. ah... the passion... ah.. the emotion.. and ah the comedY?Hur hur. Well, I think its really courageous to stand out on national tv and sing infront of 4 judges with great reputation, how ever, and its a great opportunity too for them to do this. How ever, why don't ppl just perform alil self check first? Just alil would do. Camp fight by the river... wth ..

Nong nong ago... there william hung... and now there is the malay singaporean american accent cow boy who's english is poor poor and american is good good.~ Sheesh, and he wants to go to the common wealth games ? Hai.. nong nong ago.. nong nong ago.

But personally i got quite appaud by this fellow who has hair all over his face. Appaud in a good way. he sings mcr's song well. Ay , and its not in any gorr or distortion or any of those shet.. he made it sound jazz... Woots, kudos to him ..

Any wat, i think this time round , standards went up better , ay, those ppl are small ppl with big voices ~ Right...

The replacements

If you had watch that show , you'ld find that it would be one of the best sporting movie you had ever watched. Sports... performed by maybe from an individual to a team of two dozens... that moves millions.

With relevance to the sports industry now, it seems that sport had been brought up to another level. Entertainment. Every court, field , track , stadium... had became a stage. For where , the performance would be put up by athelethes of all genre. The work,determination and talent one possesses and ontributed to his or her passion is reflected on the stage he or she istanding on.The stage is where, emotions, grace, focus , sweat, pain and glory all summed up to. Never once a good game performed ends without a heart warming applause from the audience.

In a few hours time it'ld be my turn , for my final performance on my stage. I guess it nvr was easy coming this far... for this one last spike. Match On~

C h a p t e r 5 - the match..

How many times in your life you put urself up the stage with hundreds of people cheering... supporting you.. Not many times..

How many times do u play a part in clinching that very medal.... that one sought for by many... that one that created so much hope and killed so many... Not many times...

The adrenaline rush...

" short~! "

The sweat...

"I think i can't go on doing this any more, i'm old..."

The blood....

"Fuck, its bleeding ... damn pain in the shin.."

How many finals do you play for in your life? Not many...

t h i s s a t.... u n l e a s h t h e b a n k a i.. =)

C h a p t e r 4- friends

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked that night about the rest of our lives
wonderin Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But then we left i knew we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and i've got something that i wanna say
i couldn't say it out cause you didnt gave a chance oh..
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in may
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
spent together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
would We still be
Friends Forever ?

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will km's jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will sweet ol' coconut be the next top businessman?
Can Jiapei find a job that would go with her plan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

This is what happens..
when u messed
with the wrong guy
on the wrong day..

(Cherish life.. drive carefully..)

C h a p t e r three -broken twig

Starring blankly at wat was broke,
Hearing her cries echoing my heart
If only i was more than a bloak
I nvr wished for our life to so hard.

They asked for my decision ,
Between both of them only one..
but i was only left to my own delusion
It make me sad for all this is not fun.

I was only p 3 when they were gone.
I hated him and detested her even more.
I couldn't even remember if memories was fond
I coudn't find any one trustworthable

Memories they haunt my life they nvr go away
All those scars still sting as they stay hook...
I wanted to run but ended up by myself in a dismay..
for i am still Starring blankly at wat was broke..

C h a p t e r 2 - God's explaination

Why? Why did it happened?

"How could this happen to me...."

Why ... wHy?? why...whY?

There's no solution... we could await god's deliverance.

Splendor

I Think God Can Explain

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet.
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
I'ts alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright I'm OK
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain