Collision.

Right, sorry guys for the not updating. I'm back. But to king kong peeps.. i'm sorry... i can't and won't post on our trip back at redang any more. Unluckily, i lost my external hard disk and all my pictures ,videos, work and club stuffs in it. I'm still dreading over it, though i'm not supposed to .

Cca week had been quite hectic for every one. Thanks guys ~! For rotting at the booth every day during the drive. We over did our expectations but it was all good. Least we got what we aimed for. RIght, its still down to events , proposals and Alicia Zee so.. woots, all the best for Sp cyclists.

Had fish and co with King kong peeps the day before.

I think the staffs there just wish they were dead with us around. XD

Woots.. the ambience , the service , the live band and most importantly the people simple rocked. Though i had a hard time fighting with my sword fish, i couldn't get enough of soaking in the atmosphere of the tribe again. Especially when adrian went up the stage and sing.

That man is fearlessly mad.

Watched john tucker with gold fish(G.F , one way or another XD) . Chick flick huh. Not bad one , suitable for gals , and guys who likes to exercise alittle out of the box imagination ,literally.Right, no pics for the movie .

Starting of school had always sucked for me. Although i get all the cancelled lessons and all,like today. When i only got to know of a cancelled tutorial after sitting in the class room, and this is not the first time somethign like this happened. Not to mention 8 am classes almost every day. Which i so hate .

Geoffery from unicyclists came again. Hai, old stuffs about merging and all. Its like ,wth this thing had been dragging ever since dunno how many generations of presidents ago. I wish i could end it here . With them going their way , and we going our way . Cycling with one wheel and two wheel... we've just too much difference to co exist man.

Pedal power ppl called again. Regarding yet another event. Zzz, they never give up at encouraging youth to cycle for pedal power.How ever , ay its still a long way even before they can have their own professional batch of cyclist . The other day mr stephen called me again about engaging a coach to coach. I was like.. u mean there is a team to coach? hur hur


Any way, life has been pretty good now and then. Despite all the complains i've just wrote.Especially this few days. Some thing very very special happened to our Jc . Woots. and yeap, i'm lovin it.I don't know why.XD

someone told me to help him blog bout his life.. cuz he's one lazy person.. so here goes, jc.. ur post:

J.C's life.


muahahah.. =p

Redang islands

The night was cold, the air con was spouting cold air in a mono tone above my head. The engine of the bus buzz through out the night as i embark on my trip to terrangue to catch the ferry to go to redang. I had mixed emotions as i watched the bus driver recklessly drive in the midst of the darkness of malaysian road. Why won't he keep his head lights brighter. I turn to kenneth,my bunk mate,tribe mate , president of choir club," eh kenneth, see the uncle perform stunt" as the driver over took 3 tankers on a single lane road.

Sleeping then wasn't something we intended to do as the members from king kong tribe chatted away at our little corner . The occassional pit stops brought about excitement in the bus , as this meant toilet breaks, snacks, and the must have chewing gums.

I was browsing through the mart at a stop some where and noticed that price of things had risen quite significantly. I guess the people living there must be cursing us "tourist"for the price rise.

We finally reach terrangue jetty after 9 hours of bus ride. It was not that uncomfortable like i expected and i managed to get a few winks of sleep.Break fast was light with the energy bars they handed to us and a cup of tea. After a group picture and some chilling sessions with the tribe we were set off to take the boat to redang.

I almost had sea sick on board the cruise, Zzz, the effects of the pills wearing off. Any wat, I really got turned on as i saw how blue the blue sea was and the waves that slapped against little foundations around our destination.

Upon reaching the island, we were greeted by crystal clear waters and white sands of the magnificent beach. The waves and batik looking buildings promised me a holiday which would be much enjoyed.

After much registerations and paper work we finally chked in to our allocated room. I shared room with Adrian (aka king kong ) , Alex and kenneth.


Woots. After dropping the barang barang we proceeded to the restaurant for the buffet lunch waiting for us.After which was the programmes that the organising committee had planned for us.

The trip

A few months back , ernest and i were envying how kenny spent his time at phuket with the clear waters and fine beaches. We made it a point to go there during september holidays . Due to tight schedules and -_- budget.. we didnt manage to make it to phuket . How ever , we went to another place which i think should be far better off then phuket. The redang islands.

If u guys have no idea where that is.... don't ask me...i only know its in malaysia.

Well, we were there to attend the leader ship training camp " leaders of tommorow" organised by the staff from Saa.Its a camp where leaders from different clubs in sp converge in groups,and shared a common experience and fate in the camp. Now , what the organisers want might be for us to remember the lessons learnt during the camp... but i just couldn't do that.... the experience i had was just too over whelming, it over came the lessons i've learnt there.

We were all organised into different groups(tribes) during the pre event work shop on the 13th. I'm in tribe 4, which was later named as king kong tribe. 15 leaders in a group, 11 gentlemen and 4 ladies. God knows then what is there to unfold for us during the camp for the next few days.

Don't crash.

One fine day, we went to cycle , some one fell and we gotta call the ambulance.-_-

Right, had one of our events organised by yet another sub committee. Woots, so proud of the bunch of them who put in tremendous work in the paper works and adminstrations. Zzz... but..

Right , if ppl were to pay alittle more attention to what i've always stress on every ride.... things will not have to happen this way.

So this few cyclists... they over take the lead man for the day.... They were going down this very steep slope.... and there is a blind corner furthur ahead. Since its a blind spot, the car turning infront can't really see the cyclists until they are very near. So, they did met and one of them crashed while trying to avoid the car and the other swerve into the curb inorder to avoid the guy infornt who crashed. Zzz, then he flew and knocked into poles of a post . The first pole hit his head , which luckily was covered by a helmet. The second one , unluckily hit his right cheek whcih caused a dislocation of jaw , and a cracked cheek bone. Ouch.

The ambulance was called and the boy was sent to Nuh. Zzzz...

He is fine now, but ay, things like this can be prevented. Felt quite guilty then... but thinking about it alittle relived my guilt.

Lesson learnt... always pay attention to the safety briefing at start of the ride.Zzz

any wat what u guys think of this design below.For t shirt.

Don't forget

Ay, miraculously... i woke up early today. Scourge through the kitchen for break fast.. Cookie crips again, i've been having that for like the past week. Zzzz .

Then i watched an episode of opprah. Nah, i'm no fan of hers , just that cna is airing some lame shet interview.

Today's episode of opprah was doing a special shoot on the footages of hurricane katrina's aftermath. Ay, before i watch the show i thought that hurricane katrina was the one that hit indonesia and thailand all those. Well, its something that happened at missipi and new orleands. The cities of united states.



Pff, the interviews and shootings on that particular episode is really heart breaking. Zzz, better not talk about how their officials are handling the situation there.Which is obviously not efficient nor effectively aiding.

I saw how the families are struggling with survival in desperation. How they squeeze in quaters no larger then perharps ur own hall . The food that they had to made do with. Pitiful. Well, i couldn't help much but say this silent prayer for them and for their love ones which passed on .. or still couldn't be found... -_^its been 6 mths.



I felt blessed after watching that episode... Begin to appreciate things alittle. Eating my cookie crisp... ain't such a bad thing after all.

Don't belong.

Sinned as a vagrant i am.
Lying admist the vagabonds ,
with no where to long.

Walks of life pass me by ,
different ppl come with the tide.

Hearing sorrows ,
that can't adjourn.
Lying the frowns,
with these legs i stand firm.

writing this shet ,
i don't know why.
Perharps its a spurt
of melancholy.

Sinned as a vagrant i am.
Let me be sinned
and punish the way i deed.

Don't frown

Right, am having one of those healthy life style kinda day today.

8 hours of sleep, 30 mins jogging, 2 hours books reading, 1 hour grocery shopping, 2 hours cooking.. hapiness.... timeless....

I took chicken cooking to a newer level for myself today.



Ingredients used:

One whole chicken.
1 Red casicum
1 Yellow casicum
Tomatos
Sauce X

Methodology.
First, mix every thing.
Second Put every thing onto chicken.
Third Preheat oven to temperature to cook chicken.
Fourth Put in chicken.
Fifth Serve

See baking chicken is so easy, i just did it in 5 simple steps. Now , if Jc can do it, you can too~!

-_-

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been reading this book i've lent from ernest.

Happiness now - andrew matthews.


The book talks about taking positive perspectives to every day life. With the little jokes and stories , the author writes to show how one's life can be so much better by following the little philosophies in the book. It is indeed a nice book to read , with illustrations that yet , bring more humour.

"You don't find happiness in the absence of problems. You find happiness in spite of problems!" quoted from the book it self.

Don't Stop

"NO!!!!!! THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!"

Right, my tires gave way in the middle of Bt. Well if u guys don't know whats that,it bukit timah nature reserve. Yes , surrounded by thick greenery and wilderness....

That means no cycling for a very very long time.

NO cycling makes Jc a very very sad man.

Now that my bike's gone, i'll be on my two feet.One of the saddest things that can happen on earth.

Tsk, that unsightly hole ~( in my tires and my wallet)

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Been quite a geek , introvert , loner , pessimist now adays. Not really literally though.

Its like , woots , i'm moving , every one is moving. Some times they stop, but i continue moving , obvious reasons , now i stop , who'ld be there to stop together with me?

Its hard , to have our paths all converging , thats a fact that i realised back then. How ever , its hard to sink into that reality when u know how hard it feels that way.

Some times i feel dejected to the fact that i'm all alone again. I know , that i've only myself to blame for that . Perharps i should have take a better change and be more intiated.

Maybe its too late now ,maybe not, but who knows=S ,who will be stopping at the next stop with me.

Don't be scared

Ay ,I went with following ppl today to celebrate long yuan's belated birthday. Not that we didnt wanna celebrate his birthday on the day himself, but the man just has too many parties to attend..

Jc, ern , ly ,maybelline, Jy.
There is this mean machine at the arcade i couldn't get enough of. Hiack, i think ima go for it again next time. Woots, effective anger management i tell u .

Then they watched this thai horror film... I couldn't express how much i love that show. I start laughing the moment the characters start talking.

Win, lose or die. I thought its either win , or lose in a game.. -_-
So if you've got nothing to and enjoy erading subtitles and getting freak out , go watch it. NO don't get me wrong , its a really nice show.. i enjoyed it . Really.

Right , I did sth i did for the first time in my life today...and i'm so sastisified with it.....

I ordered a 12 inch sand wich from sub way.

I can still taste that onion taste at the back of my throat now. Tsk

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So topic of the day. Who's despo for a partner? Right , rephrase. Who feels empty now at this time of life. Tsk, I know a few.

Well, its not something embarassing or wat , yea right , but Hmm , we are all humans. Well for instance , i do feel empty , down and restless every time i see couples sweetening things up on the buses or in cinemas.

Well perharps there is/are ,a/thousand and one reasons for us to be single . How ever,ever single of them tend to contradict at the slightest sight of lovely doveys . Ok, maybe u can be on auto pilot mode like me when ever coupleism pops up , but tsk, yet again why are we even in auto pilot?

Right point made. Then can we venture out to find what we need? Problem is , what do we really need again. The girl? The relationship ? or The experience?

Well, i belive that we (single ppl)have friends or people around us that are in a relationship. Tsk, See if we were to observe from their behaviour (p.s its not being nosey , take it educationaly) we'ld understand and learn. =D Well, sadly ,for me ,most of the relationships i've seen are all running on passive. Those are the ones that ceased off after a few months or maybe about a year. Well , they can continue to drag...... like some i know -__- . Face it , its an ordeal to go into marital terms now. For us , without the backbone to even support our selves financially and mentally, to go into a blossoming relationship is hardly possible. So most of the time i see friends coming to tell me that , " Well, i'm glad that lasted long.... " or " Eh , its not bad , at least now i know what i'm bad at."

Before u start thinking that this is all bad , what have we got to pass down for the jurisdification? Well, for certain , i tend to agree with some cases of gaining experiences . Ay, i don't wanna talk about those who go into the relationship just for the sake of it. -_- time out.

I did mentioned its hardly possible to have a blossoming relationship, but , well, i've seen my share couples who are really , Thumbs up , going strong. Its to that point that i would really look forward to their wedding night. No its not about thinking too much or fantasies , its realising the reality.

Well..tsk with that much said , i tink i've only covered up for some of the majoy set backs i have when i reckon the fact that we should go into a relationship. Maybe.... just maybe....we should wide our eyes, pacen up , give and take, initiate .... who knows... what category of the above we'ld fall into..

~
On the safe side , i did not , and will not point out any individuals on the above excerpts.

If the world don't suck, we'll all fall off...

Tsk , pre- after math foul mood... un justification had been passed, i'll shut up.

I'm so done with Ba . Tsk, and i'm so screwed up by the paper.Ima good for nothing yes yes.. i won't be motivated by any sneering, so save it.

Well, something good happened though. Gotto watch click , with tw , ern , ly, cal, GArY, zj and me. Tsk , if only we could get more ppl to come along...ern knows.

It is raelly a great show, like what patrick said. Click is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Right. I was so anxious to get home quick and sulk that i took the wrong bus. 106 as 700. The optician told me to wear my specs constantly... i thought that was dumb... till now.

Right , so i board 106. Its all good, until some guy came aboard and sat beside me. For the starting of the journey was anticipating for some pretty lady to sit beside me, tsk, wat a dismay. Well, i'm cool until.... The guy starts rubbing his body against mine. Gay rite. -_- No no i'm not gonna conclude that he's gay now. Until......... he starts flinging his side burn. He is gay. Well... I wanted get off the bus but it was only then i realise i was on 106 and in the middle of no where.... and then......

This two ppl, sat infront of me.( I was boarded on a Tibs bus... the one which had seats facing each other infront) . I thought they were a couple. Yea, they are a pair. Then the "GUY" started talking..If only the butch is a real male, they'll make excellent couples .. really.

Right so its like, hmm gay beside me , lesbos infront of me...HOmosexual bus.

Got my ass off the bus at dover , before i get it any where else,and took the last mrt home..

ay, tranquility and good riddance.

P.s I'm fine with people with an alternative sex life as long as they don't disturb me.

Woots, Happy birthday Calin~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~Happy birthday Jun Feng!!!!!!

Tsk , so its calin's birthday today , woots, she should be enjoying herself right now..

And its also Jun Feng's birthday... Right i know there is only little possibility he will be reading this blog but aiya.. best wishes dude~!

Any wat,heres a quick update.The projects are all finally over.. now ,upcome are 3 tests... Ida , ba and econs.. tsk. Found out that vincent wong ain't that bad after all... am alraedy guilty for cursing him that much..

Tsk , sleepless nights ... Maybelline and ql ... woots , iron ladies...contributed the most to the ida project... making em and longyuan feeling like we've done nth at all..=_=

Woots , hope u guys caught the array fire works... damn beautiful and extravagant... if u haven't and dont know the dates.. u can catch them today at 9 or on the 11th and 12th... at marina promenade, where the esplanade is... its starts at 9 pm by the way(information thanks to miss evangelline=D)

Tsk , had lunch with class mate at the staff lounge. The buffet is gd, for its price i guess.. but tsk, like still so ... don't belong... maybe in due time =D

Right end of the quick update..out~

999

Today ,i did something in my life for the first time. No its nothing that involves with my virginity. I dialled 999 for a good cause. Our club got broken into.


" hi this is singapore police force may i help you?

Yes , i'm calling from sp cyclists . I want to report a case of bugary.

I see , where are you from sir?

Singapore Polytechnic Cyclists club.

I see , which is the one? Poly marina center or Singapore Polytechnic.

As in , Singapore polytechnic. The one at dover road , you can reach here by taking the mrt and dropping at dover.

Ok, what happened?

3 bag containing lap tops , hand phone and wallet are stolen.

Ok, what block at you at?

I don't know what block is this , i'm near the saa

what is the saa

Student alumni affair

Ok, my colleague will be over shortly

thank you. Bye"

30 fricking minutes later

" Hello is this Mr loh?

No , Mr goh

Mr loh?

No , mr goh is this the police officer coming over?

Arh yes , how do i enter the building?

Go in from gate three and turn right and go all the way straight up....

OK, roger thanks.

"
15 mins later

" hello officer , where are you?

I don't see any Saa building near by ..

U turn right ?

Yea , i turn right into gate three and go all the way up..

X_X can u go down .. once u hit a left turn... turn, and go up the slope... U'll see me..."

2 mins later..

" Hellow mr goh, may i know where are you?

Nvm i saw u , in the police car rite..."


During the interrogation...

" So , who was the last one who entered the room..

The theive...

-_-, other then him?


Oh me.."

Yi mian said..." eh, how come the police officer ask u more then they asked the victims?

I dont know, because they asked me instead of them..."


Right , I'm damnnned dissappointed with Mankind now... for breaking in to the club house.. tsk, ok maybe he is an defect of man kind... what ever.. bite me..

busy days

Aiyai yai... long time no post ...~

WEll, i've been pretty , very , busy this two weeks , that explains why i took so long to do a update . Sorry >_<

Right , the past two weeks saw quite alot of things. Apart from school work.... basically... there is little other things. =S Well, like u can conclude, i've been too busy with school work i'm negleting every thing else... Yes , everything else , my friends... my sleeping time my bike. Things are also rather happening at home, but i'll it to that ,shan't touch more about it.

Talk about how i prioritize my stuffs, i think i'm getting a wee bit over stress up with the shit loads of work. Tsk, i need even better time management i guess. Other wise i'll be sauntering halve heartedly every day to school.

The club is omg tough to manage now. With ppl all having school work, we're running low on man power. Tsk , msn came in real handy now adays to relay msges. Esp when we've got big evetns like the pengerrang trip and the Race we're gonna organize.

Perharps i'm more of a loner now adays . Ok ,maybe yesterday. School. I couldn't really click with them all. Thus , confining myself to the bellows of the head set and the monitor . ok fine , maybe i'm lacking on intiative but, wth , i can't do it.

Well, not that i'm totally enjoy being alone or wat . I do feel empty . Yes , i'm feeling very empty now adays. Sheesh ern , stop the gf thing , its not about that. Maybe it is... though.

Well, thats about it for this post.. maybe i'll write a story on the next one... tsk, i've been writing too much , rwps , else .. time out.I need kit kat.

Conviction..


SO i went to school today to attend my favourite lesson with one kick ass lecturer.. yew siong... (a.k.a Bike mechanics instructor). Its the third and some how the last session of his whole course and i've learnt alot about the tweaks and twitches of my bike.

and then i bought my bike down today.. hopefully to give the bugger a health check or sth. Heres what yew siong said at the first sight of my bike. " At one glance, i can tell the owner of the bike had been constantly abusing the bike and was lazy to maintain it."

I felt guilty.

" look at this , the rear deraillure lever, its dis functional. The rear deraillure is not functioning properly. The cables and cable housing are filled with mud and rust . The chain had not been lubbed for decades resulting to it wearing out it self and the cassette. So many things that can be prevented just by proper lubrications." yew siong scolded .

I felt more guilty.

He gave me a kick in my ass, "PLEASE BE A BETTER OWNER"..

Thats it.

Its like judgement day. I stood at the mercy of the judge..

" convict P 0520111 , GOH JUN CHIN AKA JC. Are you guilty of the following charges

In humane bike abusements.

Neglection of bike's requirements.

Sexual harrasment of pretty bikes.."


I here by sentence u to life imprisonment in the land of broken frames and rusted cranks . Court.

Sob sob.

So now , adding on to my shopping list for my bike would be , new cable housing , new chain , new cassettes, new rear dee shifters, new lub. Donations to the JC needy fund any one?

For my own references

Things to buy

1. Tires. 90
2. Grips. 15
3. Gloves, FOX 35
4. Cable housing. 10
5. Chain and cassette. 60
6. Rear dee shifters. 45
7. Lubricant . 7.50

Total=$262.50 ( 105 plates of chicken rice.)

AY, and we had a wonderful time at jp's place this saturday night's steam boat session. There was so many people there and woots , girl friends and boy friends was one the IN thing now i think. Tsk, fellow females out there , wanna tag along with me for the next event. Tsk, session.


Don't ask me why the pic is so blurry ....

Frog-phone spoil says:now adays
Frog-phone spoil says:i'm having troubles communicating with gals i dont knw
Frog-phone spoil says:am i like that always?
Frog-phone spoil says:>_<

- e r n - says:i thought u are always like that

Frog-phone spoil says:really meh
Frog-phone spoil says:Hmmm
Frog-phone spoil says:that need to change

- e r n - says:ya
- e r n - says:i also need to be more interactive with gals
- e r n - says:im only interactive with gals that i noe

Frog-phone spoil says:jia lat
Frog-phone spoil says:i'm little interactive with gals i know also-

e r n - says:lets go clubbing and start tokinig to unknown gals

Frog-phone spoil says:NO


So , this is a little confession i have to make for myself. I am bad with communicating with gals, not online , but during real life. Perharps there are a few individuals out there who would reckon with that statement , but ay , i'm sure theres a plenty of the rest who agree with that.

Take for instance when ever i'm tokking to a female class mate , or any other female individual. The conversation would just end off without even a full stop. Arh , the barrier perharps, thats what i used to blame on. How ever , i guess thats only much of an excuse now.

Alot of reasons why this is a liability i don't want to have , for instance, i might run the possibility of not getting a female counterpart in the near future in my life. (worst case scenario)

Then i do not wish to be not able to live with females around me.(worst case scenario 2).

I don't want this to restrict me making more female friends.

I also want to be able to work well with female associates...



Thus , its decided that i need to change . For starters, i've heard from some guy who made it successful , to admit ur mistakes before trying to rectify it. Thus , tada , i'm admiting this.

No luck, No fish.

After a toturous week after school reopened,I decided to slack alittle and go fishing with ernest and zj this week end at east coast park. Well, heres something fresh for us.


The ultimate test of our patience.. and our tolerance of not having sleep.



We caught alot of crabs... Its a pity i didnt took a picture of them... If you ever visited the coffee house named " Kim san leng" and catch a glimpse of their crabs... thats the type of crabs we caught . I counted we caught 11. =D

Oh yea of course we managed to catch fishes as well.. all the small ones and one big one. HOw ever... we were aiming to catch something like this...


Too bad , we didnt got any of that . If not we could strike 4d or sth.

Well we did get this fellow though, our biggest catch. Hiack...


Fish ole'

Ay, my phone went into coma after it suffered from some concussion. My bad, if only i'd pay more attention.. sorry phone... Been running down on luck recently.. perharps i should visit india to release birds... Ay, and jy said to walk there.~wth.

"..Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see .."

Woots, really very sorry for such a delayed post. I've been so busy that i couldnt have time to blog and i'm having a very severe head ache now. Lack of sleep, pff.. Any wat, i hope every one is doing fine out there during this period of time.

So ,its been more then 2 weeks since i last posted. So many things happened.

For instance,one of the major events that happened was the pulau ubin trip . I've deep gratitude for the sailors that patronized this event. They made the event more lively and were magnimonious about some of the hip cups we had . Like the rain.-_- ..

Despite the set backs we all had fun.. every one enjoyed themselves, one way or another... ay, i guess a picture paints a thousand words....


or maybe less then 50 smiles..

Was at calins last monday for chocolate fondue. Ay , kudos to calin for preparing the fondue and all.. Thanks~ Although i think that came alil late. We gained alot of vitamins and dietary fibres after the feast, as well as much of some unwanted calories..=D



This is sth we had...


which is Almost similar to....

Then i had more fun with km ws and km's sister grace at escape. Although its only the four of us , it was all good. Despite the long queues for the go kart...-__-


Me and ws, experiencing lost child hood.

The reason for my head ache is very simple. I've been sleeping less then the usual 10 hours a day ... almost like 5 horus a day.. which is so not my daily beauty sleep routine.. thus... i'm falling that sick. How ever , that didnt stopped me from visiting sentosa with the peeps this afternoon. woots, i didnt like the people we played vball with though.... keep booing at us to get us out of the court.Never the less, the day was delightful with BILLY ! around...


Billy is so easily recognisable, hes always the odd one out, i dunno why =D

Hmm, Then its rush hour again for the coral reef project. Apparently, we are called to help to shift some coral reef 100 meters up stream from the southern tip of singapore. Well,heres me being super man again saving the world and mother nature.

I'll end here for now, tml will be me saving the earth... ay, its just so difficult to be me...

Take care blog peeps...

The importance of having friends.

Els test was on yesterday.

We were supposed to do a short write up on the array of topics given. I picked the topic on ' the importance of having friends'.

Reminiscences .

I don't know when is the last time i had a good chat with a friend. Too busy with work i guess. Every one is too.

Test are all up this two weeks. I just finished els, accountings and econs test, which i truely screwed up. Mmwd and rwps are coming up next . I need some decent time to practice my flash, else i'll screw my test up too. Stress level gone up high this two weeks.

Coupled with my proposals for the next events and so many things to do for the club, it didnt made my load any lighter.

Been having sleepless nights and bad migraines recently. Ay, funds running way low to go on too.

crappy life.

I need a break.

Its aint for ever.. its just too long.

In my life i think i've met lotsa people. Good people bad people, i didn't met too much of them , but i saw my fair share of the world. Well, i could only conclude now that life's aint fair and in many times we can't control our fate, and one of the saddest part of fate, is to see departures.

At departures, its like reading the conclusion of a story book. The end of perharps a wonderful time spent . It'ld be sad, thinking about how occasions like those could only be caputured in memories now. Its with my deepest regret, that i can't spend this very last part of the chapter , with a very fine person , comrade and friend i met . Irene.

It seemed so yesterday that 1a05 was formed, remembering those times we had , laughing, bickering, just chilling out. Jet li back then wasn't that cool, i understand.. =D Perharps maybe i'm being naive .. so naive that i can't accept the fact that you are alraedy leaving us, though its 1 year , but those time were nvr enough.

I guess the time down the road, each of us will be on our different paths, doing different things at different places. How ever looking back , we'll always remember that the happiness then was always so memorable.

I guess , its only natural that i wished you all the best in what ever you do at vancouver , i'ld also pray you and ur family will be safe over there , which u guys would be with my prayers.. wakkkaa.. Rite, 6 years ain't forever , when u are back again, i chop stamp go clubbing with u and ern~! Right , u'ld be missed.....

Jc