[Intro]Am G F G
Am
Your subtleties
F
They strangle me
Dm Em
I can't explain myself at all.
Am
And all that wants
F
And all that needs
Dm Em
All I don't want to need at all.
[PreChorus]
F
The walls start breathing
C
My minds unweaving
C
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
F C
A weight is lifted
Dm
On this evening
Dm
I give the final blow.
C F
When darkness turns to light,
Am
It ends tonight
G
It ends tonight.
Am
A falling star
F
Least I fall alone.
Dm Em
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Am F
Your finding things that you didn't know
Dm Em
I look at you with such disdain
[PreChorus]
[Chorus] C F
When darkness turns to light,
Am
It ends tonight
G
It ends tonight.
C F
Just a little insight will make this right
Am
It's too late to fight
G
It ends tonight,
F
It ends tonight.
[Bridge]
Am G
Now I'm on my own side
Dm F
It's better than being on your side
Am G Dm
It's my fault when you're blind
F Am
It's better that I see it through your eyes
F Dm
All these thoughts locked inside
G
Now you're the first to know
[Chorus x2]
Ending With Chord C.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
The road ride
The road ride
Saturday morning i woke up at 630 am.
Sore throat. Called muthusamy. One of my favourite cycling kakis.
"eh muthu, i want go cycling on or not?"
Suprised that the fact muthu is not sleeping in fact , anticipating my call.
" steady . I meet u 8 at adam's market.."
"go tampiness.. i wanna go try out the new race course."
Then i morph into a sloth , dragging my ass around the house packing my hydra pak and brushing my teeth at the same time. Stoned while i recall where i put my other piece of sock.
0730
Refreshed i woke up wifey and gave her a good spray of wd 40 before i push her outside. Ay, shes been complaining recently that the grime had been building up in her sprocket, time to de grease soon. Tsk.
0745
Was almost knocked down by a Bmw , yet again . The second time for this month already and its only the start of the month , I'm feeling lucky. I don't understand whats wrong with ppl driving big cars, its like, you know you can't control such a big car, why bother getting such a big car.Get some other 6 seaters which is so much easy to manuever round the streets please , for ur own sake and for the sake of other traffic users. Right , maybe i'm just against stupid drivers. Period.
0800
Met rub .
"eh first time , we both come together on time. Every time its either you late 30 mins or i late 1 hour one. Surprising."
"yea lo, break fast already ? makan prata at coffee shop you want?"
" Nah, i had cookie crisps before coming out. You need makan go ah.."
"Nvm la deh , i had light break fast too.scared later too full won't be able to cycle."
0815
Along geylang serai
" eh muthu , don't you think we're moving at a rather fast pace today.. Woots , whats the time ?"
"815 bro.. Yes , our average speed is 40km/h. Whats up with you today ar?"
" OMFG , 15 mins for us to reach gaylang... damn we're fast...XD .. Later come back here find for the frog porridge and bean curd . I heard its nice. "
0830
At tanah merah mrt .
called ruben" Eh ruben , where are you? I dont know how to go already . "
"I'm still at aljunied ...I meet you at tanah merah mrt."
"i'm already here ..."
0850 sth..
"Whats wrong with you today ar... don't ride so fast else later no strenght to ride the trail. "
"Okok.. i'll go slowly."
0900
Travelling on foreign land up on Upp changi east road . We reached tampiness central a few minutes later and were supposed to look up for ave 12.. which was not even available on the locality map until....
" Uncle , you know where is ave 12 ?"
" Turn there , after the fly over , turn right ,go straight . you'll see ave 12."
"thanks uncle."
0945
Finally reached Tampiness trail. Disgusted by how the trail is designed. Its just some small hills... Cleared away using shovels and had these little irritating meanders at the side of some of the corners, which are not even sharp. Right , so we went for one round..
1000
After one lap.I hear ruben complains about the trail.
" Wah lau , i think this trail cannot make it la deh , trust me , dont' waste your money on the race fees for this one..."
"Hmm , i don't know , u think leonard will sponsor me for this one? Ay, i think he will be quite pissed to find out that we're getting another sponsor instead of them sia.. "
"Don't bother to ask la... stupid trail , stupid mud ..."
Well, my tires are indeed caked with mud , like some of confectionary.
1005
" eh muthu , i'm hungry lets just grab a bite at any stall we see when we cycle back la ar.."
" ok ar , we go geylang area first , hopefully we fine the porridge and tao way"
1030
Along geylang lorong 20++
" I don't see anything that resemble tao hway or frog bro. Lets just settle for the next coffee shop we see.."
"Ok fine , how about that market place across the street."
1100
" Eh lets go ar.. damn i'm full ."
" Yea la, i think my intestines are going to be tied up man.."
"yea , in ribbon knots right.."
And..... We saw the frog porridge and bean curd shop just as we cycle 100 m down the street . &%*$!^#@!%
1115
" Jc , i go by china town back to my place.. you take aljunied back to balestier there ."
"Kk , ride again bye~"
Then its me and wifey alone again .
1130
reached thomsom .Tef bikers junction
" Yo leonard!"
" eh , pu bo kia...so long no come down already ... then finally come down also nvr bring anything for me ... wah lau.."
"Fine , i'll bring my gay friends over for you next ok.."
" eh , must make sure they are fit ar.. i don't like those skinny ones.."
" go away ~ wheres wilson?"
" Wilson ah. I don't know leh, he suddenly dissappeared...( now leonard gets touchy every time i asked for wilson [tef's boss ] but thats for another post.)"
" Aiya you got customer already, nvm i next time then come down i need to go , sky is looking bad."
1230
Back home . 1 and a halve hour to tampiness .. 15 mins breaks .... pain after waking up the next day ... timeless...
Saturday morning i woke up at 630 am.
Sore throat. Called muthusamy. One of my favourite cycling kakis.
"eh muthu, i want go cycling on or not?"
Suprised that the fact muthu is not sleeping in fact , anticipating my call.
" steady . I meet u 8 at adam's market.."
"go tampiness.. i wanna go try out the new race course."
Then i morph into a sloth , dragging my ass around the house packing my hydra pak and brushing my teeth at the same time. Stoned while i recall where i put my other piece of sock.
0730
Refreshed i woke up wifey and gave her a good spray of wd 40 before i push her outside. Ay, shes been complaining recently that the grime had been building up in her sprocket, time to de grease soon. Tsk.
0745
Was almost knocked down by a Bmw , yet again . The second time for this month already and its only the start of the month , I'm feeling lucky. I don't understand whats wrong with ppl driving big cars, its like, you know you can't control such a big car, why bother getting such a big car.Get some other 6 seaters which is so much easy to manuever round the streets please , for ur own sake and for the sake of other traffic users. Right , maybe i'm just against stupid drivers. Period.
0800
Met rub .
"eh first time , we both come together on time. Every time its either you late 30 mins or i late 1 hour one. Surprising."
"yea lo, break fast already ? makan prata at coffee shop you want?"
" Nah, i had cookie crisps before coming out. You need makan go ah.."
"Nvm la deh , i had light break fast too.scared later too full won't be able to cycle."
0815
Along geylang serai
" eh muthu , don't you think we're moving at a rather fast pace today.. Woots , whats the time ?"
"815 bro.. Yes , our average speed is 40km/h. Whats up with you today ar?"
" OMFG , 15 mins for us to reach gaylang... damn we're fast...XD .. Later come back here find for the frog porridge and bean curd . I heard its nice. "
0830
At tanah merah mrt .
called ruben" Eh ruben , where are you? I dont know how to go already . "
"I'm still at aljunied ...I meet you at tanah merah mrt."
"i'm already here ..."
0850 sth..
"Whats wrong with you today ar... don't ride so fast else later no strenght to ride the trail. "
"Okok.. i'll go slowly."
0900
Travelling on foreign land up on Upp changi east road . We reached tampiness central a few minutes later and were supposed to look up for ave 12.. which was not even available on the locality map until....
" Uncle , you know where is ave 12 ?"
" Turn there , after the fly over , turn right ,go straight . you'll see ave 12."
"thanks uncle."
0945
Finally reached Tampiness trail. Disgusted by how the trail is designed. Its just some small hills... Cleared away using shovels and had these little irritating meanders at the side of some of the corners, which are not even sharp. Right , so we went for one round..
1000
After one lap.I hear ruben complains about the trail.
" Wah lau , i think this trail cannot make it la deh , trust me , dont' waste your money on the race fees for this one..."
"Hmm , i don't know , u think leonard will sponsor me for this one? Ay, i think he will be quite pissed to find out that we're getting another sponsor instead of them sia.. "
"Don't bother to ask la... stupid trail , stupid mud ..."
Well, my tires are indeed caked with mud , like some of confectionary.
1005
" eh muthu , i'm hungry lets just grab a bite at any stall we see when we cycle back la ar.."
" ok ar , we go geylang area first , hopefully we fine the porridge and tao way"
1030
Along geylang lorong 20++
" I don't see anything that resemble tao hway or frog bro. Lets just settle for the next coffee shop we see.."
"Ok fine , how about that market place across the street."
1100
" Eh lets go ar.. damn i'm full ."
" Yea la, i think my intestines are going to be tied up man.."
"yea , in ribbon knots right.."
And..... We saw the frog porridge and bean curd shop just as we cycle 100 m down the street . &%*$!^#@!%
1115
" Jc , i go by china town back to my place.. you take aljunied back to balestier there ."
"Kk , ride again bye~"
Then its me and wifey alone again .
1130
reached thomsom .Tef bikers junction
" Yo leonard!"
" eh , pu bo kia...so long no come down already ... then finally come down also nvr bring anything for me ... wah lau.."
"Fine , i'll bring my gay friends over for you next ok.."
" eh , must make sure they are fit ar.. i don't like those skinny ones.."
" go away ~ wheres wilson?"
" Wilson ah. I don't know leh, he suddenly dissappeared...( now leonard gets touchy every time i asked for wilson [tef's boss ] but thats for another post.)"
" Aiya you got customer already, nvm i next time then come down i need to go , sky is looking bad."
1230
Back home . 1 and a halve hour to tampiness .. 15 mins breaks .... pain after waking up the next day ... timeless...
Friday, November 10, 2006
Your friendly neighbour hood samatarian.
So many people....Ay,where would be the perfect spot he thought to himself whilst skimming through the stupendous human traffic , mostly commuters. Then there is this lamp post , with a fair area of flat ground for him to lay his "equipments". Perfect.
Then he tooked out a card board , pre prepared the night before for the stunt he is gonna pull off .It states , " amateur vocalist doing his bit for charity , donate on your own account , trust me , i'll put those money into the donation box later". A dumb effort of creating persuasion , how ever , seemingly captivating . He tooked out his purple guitar together with his lucky cap. That very cap that gives him a sudden boost of self charisma, self given. He runs his fingers on the sleek body of the guitar clearing away what seemed to be cotton fibre from the cheap gig bag. He then opens up his gig bag and have it sprawled on the floor, not literally , just to make it a container to put the money. Then he strums , listening to the vibrations of the guitar stings , ensuring that every one of them fine tune. Reassured he prayed with his lucky charm and begins the intro for his first song of the day.
On lookers paused , momentarily and change from fast foot works to a slow saunter across him , with a thousand of thoughts. A trickle of sweat ran down his fore head , equating from the enormous mortification. He closed his eyes as he starts singing... The moment he open his eyes again , there lay some notes and coins in his gig bag . Sastification.. He began to do his mojo with more courage and anticipation.
Song he sang were limited from , collide to you and me to your beautiful to all thats i've got to scars to pieces to Qing fei de yi to Qing tian and then to the song he re wrote recently .
At one instance it started raining and it was helter skelter for him. Packing his gig bag and card board was enough to get him drenched inside out ... Then he sat and counted ... $22.30 ... It may seemed to be just some 4 hours work shift for any other job but that 22.30 meant alot to him . The rain wasn't giving any mercy thus he decided to call it a day.
He found his way to the nearest 7-11 outlet , and made his way to the counter where the donation box will always be at . He tooked out 3 ten dollar notes and slot it in.The cashier looked at him . " anything i can get for you sir? " she questioned.
" keep the change " he winked back
So many people....Ay,where would be the perfect spot he thought to himself whilst skimming through the stupendous human traffic , mostly commuters. Then there is this lamp post , with a fair area of flat ground for him to lay his "equipments". Perfect.
Then he tooked out a card board , pre prepared the night before for the stunt he is gonna pull off .It states , " amateur vocalist doing his bit for charity , donate on your own account , trust me , i'll put those money into the donation box later". A dumb effort of creating persuasion , how ever , seemingly captivating . He tooked out his purple guitar together with his lucky cap. That very cap that gives him a sudden boost of self charisma, self given. He runs his fingers on the sleek body of the guitar clearing away what seemed to be cotton fibre from the cheap gig bag. He then opens up his gig bag and have it sprawled on the floor, not literally , just to make it a container to put the money. Then he strums , listening to the vibrations of the guitar stings , ensuring that every one of them fine tune. Reassured he prayed with his lucky charm and begins the intro for his first song of the day.
On lookers paused , momentarily and change from fast foot works to a slow saunter across him , with a thousand of thoughts. A trickle of sweat ran down his fore head , equating from the enormous mortification. He closed his eyes as he starts singing... The moment he open his eyes again , there lay some notes and coins in his gig bag . Sastification.. He began to do his mojo with more courage and anticipation.
Song he sang were limited from , collide to you and me to your beautiful to all thats i've got to scars to pieces to Qing fei de yi to Qing tian and then to the song he re wrote recently .
At one instance it started raining and it was helter skelter for him. Packing his gig bag and card board was enough to get him drenched inside out ... Then he sat and counted ... $22.30 ... It may seemed to be just some 4 hours work shift for any other job but that 22.30 meant alot to him . The rain wasn't giving any mercy thus he decided to call it a day.
He found his way to the nearest 7-11 outlet , and made his way to the counter where the donation box will always be at . He tooked out 3 ten dollar notes and slot it in.The cashier looked at him . " anything i can get for you sir? " she questioned.
" keep the change " he winked back
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
The call
" Hello is this Mr Goh Jun chin? I'm calling from <> do you have a few minutes to spare for a quick interview over the phone?"
"Hello, interview? What is it about?"
" oh we are doing a coverage on cyclists in singapore and i got your number from <> and if i'm not wrong u did a dialogue sorta thing over the phone with him the other time... so if you don't mind i've a few questions to ask you would now be a convenient time to do so?"
" yes , sure i'm glad to."
" so U want me to address u as mr goh or something else?"
"Jc.. just J and C would do.."
" Ok jc , i understand that you're prettty into cycling how long have u been cycling?"
"Well, if u're asking me when i started cycling , its dated way back during my childhood ... but hmm, i'ld say i started really cycling during my days in secondary school when i took part in my first race."
" Oh so you race ... so where do you guys race at ?"
" There are a few race courses in singapore for Mtb... one of the more well known one will be at bukit timah nature reserve . "
" oh why choose mountain bike over those road bikes? "
" well, i personally like to feel close to mother nature and by cycling on my mountain bike , it allows me to escape from all the urban buzz into the serenity of the trails. "
" Ic , so are you in any clubs or any sort ? I heard taht u're in the Pedal power club at some Cc."
" oh yea.. the pedal power club.. i'm supposed to jump start that club for zheng hua Cc, but due to my other commitment in another club i wasn't really participative in the pedal power club."
" oh what other club?"
" Sp cyclist... Singapore polytechnic cyclists club.."
" oh .. so are u head of the club or sth ? "
" yea .. i think so"
" ic , its tough running a cycling club in Sp?"
" I'ld say its challenging , but i've got a team of trust worthy , passionate and committed partners in my club which i can't do without. We all have a role to play in the club and its with them that allow me to enjoy the benefits of such a wonderful cycling club .YOu can most likely say i'm nothing without them.."
" well said Jc... so lastly.. tell me why u like cycling so much.."
pause...
" ever remembered the very first day u learnt how to cycle? That sense of achievement that u can actually go any where with such speed with your own power. Like theres no boundaries that would limit urself . I still feel it now , every time i get on my bike. I guess thats what makes me like cycling so much..."
" Wow... you're bringing me back old memories eh... haha , it was nice talking to you and i truelly enjoy the session. Thank you for your time and good luck for your next race . Any wat my name is priscillia , sorry about the late introductions..."
" Its ok , I've fun talking to you too and thank you.. do remember to tell me which page to read when u publish the magazine ... thanks ~ =D"
" Oh right sure do, i'll get back to you , have a nice day ... good bye."
"bye..."
Zzz , this couple day was hectic and chaotic sia...
sunday was the worst.. Lol.. Morning went bt , after that got home... went jamming... screamed .. Then it was over to nut's place. Where we were treated with utmost hospitality not hostality .. her little sisters are damn cute. No i'm not being a pedophile they are fun to play with ,restless with no limits to their energy banks. Oh well , kids.
-------------
Monday was mugging day. I completed all my e learning other then stats . thank god. I guess i'll be completing stats today.
--------------
Marcus asked me stupid question yesterday while cycling..
" Kor , why people don't cycle when it rains? "...
" becoz its raining la~U'll get wet.."
"but how come ppl still ride motor cycle when it rains..."
~
--------------
So after working at a jap restaurant for quite some time , i did my fair bit of research and experiments and voila...
Jc's chawanmushi , JCC for short.
Well , work later.. and i wonder , when will the clock works be alive.
" Hello is this Mr Goh Jun chin? I'm calling from <> do you have a few minutes to spare for a quick interview over the phone?"
"Hello, interview? What is it about?"
" oh we are doing a coverage on cyclists in singapore and i got your number from <> and if i'm not wrong u did a dialogue sorta thing over the phone with him the other time... so if you don't mind i've a few questions to ask you would now be a convenient time to do so?"
" yes , sure i'm glad to."
" so U want me to address u as mr goh or something else?"
"Jc.. just J and C would do.."
" Ok jc , i understand that you're prettty into cycling how long have u been cycling?"
"Well, if u're asking me when i started cycling , its dated way back during my childhood ... but hmm, i'ld say i started really cycling during my days in secondary school when i took part in my first race."
" Oh so you race ... so where do you guys race at ?"
" There are a few race courses in singapore for Mtb... one of the more well known one will be at bukit timah nature reserve . "
" oh why choose mountain bike over those road bikes? "
" well, i personally like to feel close to mother nature and by cycling on my mountain bike , it allows me to escape from all the urban buzz into the serenity of the trails. "
" Ic , so are you in any clubs or any sort ? I heard taht u're in the Pedal power club at some Cc."
" oh yea.. the pedal power club.. i'm supposed to jump start that club for zheng hua Cc, but due to my other commitment in another club i wasn't really participative in the pedal power club."
" oh what other club?"
" Sp cyclist... Singapore polytechnic cyclists club.."
" oh .. so are u head of the club or sth ? "
" yea .. i think so"
" ic , its tough running a cycling club in Sp?"
" I'ld say its challenging , but i've got a team of trust worthy , passionate and committed partners in my club which i can't do without. We all have a role to play in the club and its with them that allow me to enjoy the benefits of such a wonderful cycling club .YOu can most likely say i'm nothing without them.."
" well said Jc... so lastly.. tell me why u like cycling so much.."
pause...
" ever remembered the very first day u learnt how to cycle? That sense of achievement that u can actually go any where with such speed with your own power. Like theres no boundaries that would limit urself . I still feel it now , every time i get on my bike. I guess thats what makes me like cycling so much..."
" Wow... you're bringing me back old memories eh... haha , it was nice talking to you and i truelly enjoy the session. Thank you for your time and good luck for your next race . Any wat my name is priscillia , sorry about the late introductions..."
" Its ok , I've fun talking to you too and thank you.. do remember to tell me which page to read when u publish the magazine ... thanks ~ =D"
" Oh right sure do, i'll get back to you , have a nice day ... good bye."
"bye..."
Zzz , this couple day was hectic and chaotic sia...
sunday was the worst.. Lol.. Morning went bt , after that got home... went jamming... screamed .. Then it was over to nut's place. Where we were treated with utmost hospitality not hostality .. her little sisters are damn cute. No i'm not being a pedophile they are fun to play with ,restless with no limits to their energy banks. Oh well , kids.
-------------
Monday was mugging day. I completed all my e learning other then stats . thank god. I guess i'll be completing stats today.
--------------
Marcus asked me stupid question yesterday while cycling..
" Kor , why people don't cycle when it rains? "...
" becoz its raining la~U'll get wet.."
"but how come ppl still ride motor cycle when it rains..."
~
--------------
So after working at a jap restaurant for quite some time , i did my fair bit of research and experiments and voila...
Jc's chawanmushi , JCC for short.
Well , work later.. and i wonder , when will the clock works be alive.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
The Uncouth , ignorant and arrogant..
I just realised how much i'm wasting on those junk micro wave food at the 24 hour store. 3.50 for some bake rice thing which is like so little...-_- . The taste ain't good as well, i guess that explains why it came in small packages, to spare my agony of finishing it up.Well, i top it up with vitasoy to make it a more whole some and healthy meal. I guess.
So i'm sipping on plain rum becoz i ran out of ribena, damn no jc's cocktail today.. Work was more challenging then usual today. The crowd just kept coming and coming and for the first time i see Fenny(spelt wrongly definately) running around.
" Damn the crowd " mumured tw as we exchange paths..
" I wondered why they say singapore is facing population crisis eh.." i said as i was clearing my table.
Manager was neither fak sin nor marrissa today , it was the site manager , kath.. who might just turn into a tiger any time. For one instance we started clearing tables . We both cleared a six seater each .She finished clearing hers first and she came over to me and snapped
"look at you, clearing so slow.."
I almost tot of doing some thing that would cost me my job..*smirk
So i was clearing this table and some boy spilled some drink on the table ...
Mum said"Look at what u've done , now kor kor will be angry ar.."
" don't worry madam , i'll clean it up."
" Nvm wat, thats his job wat.." the boy went.
I paused for awhile .... and continue cleaning... the boy is correct in some sense . How ever , i wonder where would that be coming from. Its like , i belive in mutual respect for each other , this isn't . I put that incident at the back of my mind for the rest of the night , may the boy be bless with a bright future.
This brings me to an entry which i thought , would be one of my favourite from waiterrant.
Well, my part time job as a waiter at such a restaurant, makes me realized so much. I wonder what the next one would bring...
I just realised how much i'm wasting on those junk micro wave food at the 24 hour store. 3.50 for some bake rice thing which is like so little...-_- . The taste ain't good as well, i guess that explains why it came in small packages, to spare my agony of finishing it up.Well, i top it up with vitasoy to make it a more whole some and healthy meal. I guess.
So i'm sipping on plain rum becoz i ran out of ribena, damn no jc's cocktail today.. Work was more challenging then usual today. The crowd just kept coming and coming and for the first time i see Fenny(spelt wrongly definately) running around.
" Damn the crowd " mumured tw as we exchange paths..
" I wondered why they say singapore is facing population crisis eh.." i said as i was clearing my table.
Manager was neither fak sin nor marrissa today , it was the site manager , kath.. who might just turn into a tiger any time. For one instance we started clearing tables . We both cleared a six seater each .She finished clearing hers first and she came over to me and snapped
"look at you, clearing so slow.."
I almost tot of doing some thing that would cost me my job..*smirk
So i was clearing this table and some boy spilled some drink on the table ...
Mum said"Look at what u've done , now kor kor will be angry ar.."
" don't worry madam , i'll clean it up."
" Nvm wat, thats his job wat.." the boy went.
I paused for awhile .... and continue cleaning... the boy is correct in some sense . How ever , i wonder where would that be coming from. Its like , i belive in mutual respect for each other , this isn't . I put that incident at the back of my mind for the rest of the night , may the boy be bless with a bright future.
This brings me to an entry which i thought , would be one of my favourite from waiterrant.
"...I catch my reflection in the store windows as I walk along the avenue. My reflection looks tired – like he needs a vacation, like he needs to get laid, like he needs an entirely new life. "
Adapted from Cold Autum from waitterant.net
Well, my part time job as a waiter at such a restaurant, makes me realized so much. I wonder what the next one would bring...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
One of those random mails...
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do,
but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change,
but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change,
and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
Right , laugh. I so dread work later.. I so dread every thing. There is something yet there i s nothing. I thought it'ld be easy , but it isn't simple. Now i wonder , what the hell am i doing again.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Where dinner ain't just two lumps of rice.
Hirashimashte~!
A normal routine at sakae where the staffs greets the customer as they enter the shop. I have no idea whether the customer actually understand the real meaning of the japanese phrase or not ;the waiter or waitress will say welcome to sakae , again when the customer is seated..repetitive huh.
I've seen and learn quite alot from working at sakae for these few days. Its tiring as usual but its something different from the past jobs i had , its not like sales , its not like marketing, its not like serving at rtc and its definately not like coaching bike. You get so much interaction with people . Different kinds of ppl, from the demanding types to the usually shy and super polite kind. Its unlike the previous restaurants i worked before where things get classy and people asked for the gents or rest room and here you'ld get ppl that asked for toilets.
One very important thing i've learnt from working at sakae is to be organised. Their system is arranged in such a way that its really down to different sections doing different things and different deparments handling different jobs. The kitchen for example , u have a section doing the sushi , the sahshimi and all then there is the cooked food then there is the setam food , and woots , you've gotto place ur orders differently at the different stations . The way they utilised such a small kitchen to this optimum is amazing.And its influential.. i pack my notes now ... woots.
How ever there is of course the normal political stuffs going on too. Rather squabbles here and there and man's egoistic nature taking over.. despite this , the staffs there are really nice to each other . They'ld help each other out and all. Unlike the places where i worked before where staffs bonding session only occurs in the smoking room.
Right .. how ever, i think i'll get over with this job soon, there is job satisfaction, but i guess i'm nvr too satisfied with one job for too long.. =D
Somebody please remind me to bring my insect repellent when we go have food at fc 1 again, i got like a dozen mozzies attacks and woots ,i'll be damn high if any one of them has dengue on it. Right what are the symptoms of dengue fever again?
They said god will answer to ur prayer when u pray. I prayed, and boy did god answered my prayer. He peed whole night while i was working and there is not much of a crowd as a result. Thank you man... =D
So , this little joke of the day that happened.
Pak sin( my manager) : Jc , no 12 over there needs to take order .
* scurries over with my pen and note pad.
"yes sir , what would like to have sir"
" one sakae chawanmushi , one fried hotate , one ebi fry temaki , one soft shell crab crepe (creep or crepae? ) , one ... (goes on and on like a tommy gun..)":customer
"Sir , gimme a minute ( please switch to sub machine gun please),
Sorry , i'm slow here so i might be new..."
"what are you talking about?" frowned face.
One of my random blurness in action
To a friend ,
Condolences to u and ur family.I know its hard for you but live strong. YOu gotto , i belive ur mum will be proud of you in the future. Make her proud. Only you have the ability to do that as u're her son. Even she is gone away , she'll always stay in the hearts of love ones such as you . My deepest sentinments go out to you and your family. I promise i'll dedicate the song i'll be singing soon , called pieces , for you and your mum.
Hirashimashte~!
A normal routine at sakae where the staffs greets the customer as they enter the shop. I have no idea whether the customer actually understand the real meaning of the japanese phrase or not ;the waiter or waitress will say welcome to sakae , again when the customer is seated..repetitive huh.
I've seen and learn quite alot from working at sakae for these few days. Its tiring as usual but its something different from the past jobs i had , its not like sales , its not like marketing, its not like serving at rtc and its definately not like coaching bike. You get so much interaction with people . Different kinds of ppl, from the demanding types to the usually shy and super polite kind. Its unlike the previous restaurants i worked before where things get classy and people asked for the gents or rest room and here you'ld get ppl that asked for toilets.
One very important thing i've learnt from working at sakae is to be organised. Their system is arranged in such a way that its really down to different sections doing different things and different deparments handling different jobs. The kitchen for example , u have a section doing the sushi , the sahshimi and all then there is the cooked food then there is the setam food , and woots , you've gotto place ur orders differently at the different stations . The way they utilised such a small kitchen to this optimum is amazing.And its influential.. i pack my notes now ... woots.
How ever there is of course the normal political stuffs going on too. Rather squabbles here and there and man's egoistic nature taking over.. despite this , the staffs there are really nice to each other . They'ld help each other out and all. Unlike the places where i worked before where staffs bonding session only occurs in the smoking room.
Right .. how ever, i think i'll get over with this job soon, there is job satisfaction, but i guess i'm nvr too satisfied with one job for too long.. =D
Somebody please remind me to bring my insect repellent when we go have food at fc 1 again, i got like a dozen mozzies attacks and woots ,i'll be damn high if any one of them has dengue on it. Right what are the symptoms of dengue fever again?
They said god will answer to ur prayer when u pray. I prayed, and boy did god answered my prayer. He peed whole night while i was working and there is not much of a crowd as a result. Thank you man... =D
So , this little joke of the day that happened.
Pak sin( my manager) : Jc , no 12 over there needs to take order .
* scurries over with my pen and note pad.
"yes sir , what would like to have sir"
" one sakae chawanmushi , one fried hotate , one ebi fry temaki , one soft shell crab crepe (creep or crepae? ) , one ... (goes on and on like a tommy gun..)":customer
"Sir , gimme a minute ( please switch to sub machine gun please),
Sorry , i'm slow here so i might be new..."
"what are you talking about?" frowned face.
One of my random blurness in action
To a friend ,
Condolences to u and ur family.I know its hard for you but live strong. YOu gotto , i belive ur mum will be proud of you in the future. Make her proud. Only you have the ability to do that as u're her son. Even she is gone away , she'll always stay in the hearts of love ones such as you . My deepest sentinments go out to you and your family. I promise i'll dedicate the song i'll be singing soon , called pieces , for you and your mum.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
A story of a fish and corn.
Once upon a time... there is a fish who named him self frog, for no particular reason. Maybe he wanted to be some thing else he was not.
The fish met a corn. On a holiday trip. They started to talk. Then they talked. And they talked. After the holiday trip... they came back home. Then they talked too. More talk.
Soon, the fish found out that he has feelings for the corn. Because it's yellow, green, with lots of corn kernels, filled with Vitamin C, thiamin, riboflavin, niacin, iron and dietary fibers. Its not that the fish liked eating the corn though, it just thought the corn was nice , with so much good substances and yea, the fish fell in love with the corn.
The fish decided that, yes, he'll make the corn his mate. Thus, he went into deep thoughts with his pea brain, on how to woo the corn. With his pea brain, the fish went out with the corn. He did what his pea brain told him to do and yea, he was a happy fish. That night after eating some of its own species at a very nice restaurant, the cannibal fish sent the corn home. Of course, they talked on the way back too.
As they are crossing the road, suddenly a ray of light shone on the fish. "Frog the fish... Do you hear me?" a voiced bellowed. "What!? Whose that... come out~ "Shrieked the fish..." Don't ask , I'm not supposed to show myself any where so don't bother too.. Any what ... hold her hand ... with this power I'm sending over to you, you'll have enough courage ..." the voice loomed ..." What the F." before the fish can even finish his sentence... He held the corn on her petal...
Thus they walked fin in petal... to her home. The fish was so high, that time; he thought he could be deep fried anytime. After the corn knocks her head on the fish's gills and the fish put some fish slime on some of the corn kernel the fish jump back into its little pond. Which seemed like an ocean to him.
The fish was happy.
"Did you know that fries contain hydrogenated vegetable oil?" The corn said, on a day out together with the fish. "What's that?"he fish asked munching his fries." Its one of the worst fats as they contain toxic Trans fatty acid .Fat molecules chemically altered. Which wreak havoc in our bodies. They contribute to cancer, heart disease, diabetes, MS, and many other health problems" "O_O really.... -_^" as the fish turned his munches into nibbles... "Yes...~trust me"
One fine day, the fish was sitting around with his fish mates... and they were just doing fish talking around.
"What!? You did every thing so fast?"Yelled fish mate 1
"I don't know, it's like some one up there told me to" explained the fish
"You think you're a marlin or something? You're just a Gold fish for good ness sake..." said fish mate 2
"Well, actually ... I don't know....."Mumbled the fish...
Days past by so quickly ... Like they say, time flies when you're having fun and feeling happy and all; It sure does for the fish. Every day the fish went back to his little pond feeling so happy, doing somersaults out of the water. He almost drowned himself.
The fish was looking forward to see the corn again every time he doesn't see her. They'll talk ... and talk and talk... how ever ... some things happened... and, the corn started not to talk to the fish that much any more...The fish started swimming slowly every time he ain't talking that much with the corn. He was worried .He starts to think about all sort of things that might happened... what if some one made her into cream of corn soup, what if some one decides to put her in high energy bars ... what if she turn pop corns! The fish was disturbed... quite disturbed...
He asked her...if there is anything wrong... she told him, these words ..." I think there are barriers in between us , something restricting me from talking to you, most probably because we went into some thing without knowing what's for us both. I guess, it'll be better if we were to start afresh and get to know each other more... "
"You're being too nice to me..."
The fish tried to get her back. He did stupid stunts, and he prayed to god to show up and give him a sign again. When god didn't show up, the fish curse him with all the curses his pea brain could come out with. Thus, god showed up. He was pissed...by the fish doings and he pissed on him. Then god decided that he was not satisfied enough , he decided to fart and blow wind on the fish ... It was a thunderstorm, the fish was drenched in rain water...not that he didn't want to be wet , but he'd prefer to be wet with pond water instead. He knew that he was helpless already by then...
He was going to say this..." But I love you, and I just want to be with you. Like what we've been doing... barriers can be moved ... we're going to learn about each other as we move on together... that's if..."
He couldn't bring himself to say those words. He knew that some how, the corn was determined by this. From the way she talks, that yea... things may have long been gone even before he realized...he respected her and her decision...
"I thought that this is the best of us, we will be hurt even more in the future if we continue any more."
The fish has a pea brain; he didn't understand a lot of things. He didn't know why it happened, how is it going to affect him, what comes next , where to go from here...So the fish went back to his little pond and started swimming on its own... Fishes don't cry ... they can't shed tear... they just swim and swim.... in those little circles in their lives...
Once upon a time... there is a fish who named him self frog, for no particular reason. Maybe he wanted to be some thing else he was not.
The fish met a corn. On a holiday trip. They started to talk. Then they talked. And they talked. After the holiday trip... they came back home. Then they talked too. More talk.
Soon, the fish found out that he has feelings for the corn. Because it's yellow, green, with lots of corn kernels, filled with Vitamin C, thiamin, riboflavin, niacin, iron and dietary fibers. Its not that the fish liked eating the corn though, it just thought the corn was nice , with so much good substances and yea, the fish fell in love with the corn.
The fish decided that, yes, he'll make the corn his mate. Thus, he went into deep thoughts with his pea brain, on how to woo the corn. With his pea brain, the fish went out with the corn. He did what his pea brain told him to do and yea, he was a happy fish. That night after eating some of its own species at a very nice restaurant, the cannibal fish sent the corn home. Of course, they talked on the way back too.
As they are crossing the road, suddenly a ray of light shone on the fish. "Frog the fish... Do you hear me?" a voiced bellowed. "What!? Whose that... come out~ "Shrieked the fish..." Don't ask , I'm not supposed to show myself any where so don't bother too.. Any what ... hold her hand ... with this power I'm sending over to you, you'll have enough courage ..." the voice loomed ..." What the F." before the fish can even finish his sentence... He held the corn on her petal...
Thus they walked fin in petal... to her home. The fish was so high, that time; he thought he could be deep fried anytime. After the corn knocks her head on the fish's gills and the fish put some fish slime on some of the corn kernel the fish jump back into its little pond. Which seemed like an ocean to him.
The fish was happy.
"Did you know that fries contain hydrogenated vegetable oil?" The corn said, on a day out together with the fish. "What's that?"he fish asked munching his fries." Its one of the worst fats as they contain toxic Trans fatty acid .Fat molecules chemically altered. Which wreak havoc in our bodies. They contribute to cancer, heart disease, diabetes, MS, and many other health problems" "O_O really.... -_^" as the fish turned his munches into nibbles... "Yes...~trust me"
One fine day, the fish was sitting around with his fish mates... and they were just doing fish talking around.
"What!? You did every thing so fast?"Yelled fish mate 1
"I don't know, it's like some one up there told me to" explained the fish
"You think you're a marlin or something? You're just a Gold fish for good ness sake..." said fish mate 2
"Well, actually ... I don't know....."Mumbled the fish...
Days past by so quickly ... Like they say, time flies when you're having fun and feeling happy and all; It sure does for the fish. Every day the fish went back to his little pond feeling so happy, doing somersaults out of the water. He almost drowned himself.
The fish was looking forward to see the corn again every time he doesn't see her. They'll talk ... and talk and talk... how ever ... some things happened... and, the corn started not to talk to the fish that much any more...The fish started swimming slowly every time he ain't talking that much with the corn. He was worried .He starts to think about all sort of things that might happened... what if some one made her into cream of corn soup, what if some one decides to put her in high energy bars ... what if she turn pop corns! The fish was disturbed... quite disturbed...
He asked her...if there is anything wrong... she told him, these words ..." I think there are barriers in between us , something restricting me from talking to you, most probably because we went into some thing without knowing what's for us both. I guess, it'll be better if we were to start afresh and get to know each other more... "
"You're being too nice to me..."
The fish tried to get her back. He did stupid stunts, and he prayed to god to show up and give him a sign again. When god didn't show up, the fish curse him with all the curses his pea brain could come out with. Thus, god showed up. He was pissed...by the fish doings and he pissed on him. Then god decided that he was not satisfied enough , he decided to fart and blow wind on the fish ... It was a thunderstorm, the fish was drenched in rain water...not that he didn't want to be wet , but he'd prefer to be wet with pond water instead. He knew that he was helpless already by then...
He was going to say this..." But I love you, and I just want to be with you. Like what we've been doing... barriers can be moved ... we're going to learn about each other as we move on together... that's if..."
He couldn't bring himself to say those words. He knew that some how, the corn was determined by this. From the way she talks, that yea... things may have long been gone even before he realized...he respected her and her decision...
"I thought that this is the best of us, we will be hurt even more in the future if we continue any more."
The fish has a pea brain; he didn't understand a lot of things. He didn't know why it happened, how is it going to affect him, what comes next , where to go from here...So the fish went back to his little pond and started swimming on its own... Fishes don't cry ... they can't shed tear... they just swim and swim.... in those little circles in their lives...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Life is like a box of chocolates... you'll never know what you'll get
Ever been marvelled by the fact that life is so unpredictable. Things that you think won't happen... just happen with you totally oblivious of it.
This fact , embraces so many emotions following by it. Bringing grimace to faces , mourning for the lost of something.. most likely something precious. On how so suddenly , it just go away . Like ripping this piece of flesh from your gut deep within.. leaving you in this melancholic agony , desperately attempting to break you down.
Well, don't get me wrong. Its not all about bad things happening.. it could bring about blithe and starry eyes. Like how things seemed to fall into one big piece... one way or another ... to your liking. Miracles , they called it... thats why we hold on to hope.. they say.
Ironic ain't it ? How the devil or angel it can be.
Sweet or bitter it is... we'ld have to decide how to take it any way .Pulling ur hair over it? Indulging in the sinfully sweet treat? Cry over it ? laugh over it?Well, what ever ways be thank ful of the people.. or person around you thats concern about you . They are the finest balms for the wounds you get from the ripped gut... or the ppl you'ld definitely like to talk to about the wonders of your life. Well, i think i'm thank ful ..
Right, you guys might be thinking why i'm suddenly into all these shet... I don't know why , i couldn't find an explaination to account for , but , i'ld like to reccomend you guys to go watch forrest gump. Its a nice show. Stupidly inspirational.
Ever been marvelled by the fact that life is so unpredictable. Things that you think won't happen... just happen with you totally oblivious of it.
This fact , embraces so many emotions following by it. Bringing grimace to faces , mourning for the lost of something.. most likely something precious. On how so suddenly , it just go away . Like ripping this piece of flesh from your gut deep within.. leaving you in this melancholic agony , desperately attempting to break you down.
Well, don't get me wrong. Its not all about bad things happening.. it could bring about blithe and starry eyes. Like how things seemed to fall into one big piece... one way or another ... to your liking. Miracles , they called it... thats why we hold on to hope.. they say.
Ironic ain't it ? How the devil or angel it can be.
Sweet or bitter it is... we'ld have to decide how to take it any way .Pulling ur hair over it? Indulging in the sinfully sweet treat? Cry over it ? laugh over it?Well, what ever ways be thank ful of the people.. or person around you thats concern about you . They are the finest balms for the wounds you get from the ripped gut... or the ppl you'ld definitely like to talk to about the wonders of your life. Well, i think i'm thank ful ..
Right, you guys might be thinking why i'm suddenly into all these shet... I don't know why , i couldn't find an explaination to account for , but , i'ld like to reccomend you guys to go watch forrest gump. Its a nice show. Stupidly inspirational.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Speaking the perfect engrish...
Engrish speaking aunty at counter:Ah boy, you want chi gek ?
Jc: Yes aunty , i'ld like to buy cheese cake . What flavours do you have ?
Engrish speaking aunty at counter:U want the moo kah chi gek or the lin mong chi gek ? We also got the kosong one.
*Puts on a smile that would turn into a hideous laughter anytime soon..*
Jc: I'ld like to have mocha cheese cake please..
Engrish speaking aunty at counter: OK boy , 6 dollar 50 cen pees...
Jc:Marcus! did u heard what the aunty just said ... wakkakakakkakakaka ....
Engrish speaking aunty at counter:Ah boy, you want chi gek ?
Jc: Yes aunty , i'ld like to buy cheese cake . What flavours do you have ?
Engrish speaking aunty at counter:U want the moo kah chi gek or the lin mong chi gek ? We also got the kosong one.
*Puts on a smile that would turn into a hideous laughter anytime soon..*
Jc: I'ld like to have mocha cheese cake please..
Engrish speaking aunty at counter: OK boy , 6 dollar 50 cen pees...
Jc:Marcus! did u heard what the aunty just said ... wakkakakakkakakaka ....
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Shoes D.I.Y
The latest creation from J.c's work shop...
100 percent original....
50% cotton and 50 % rubber compounds...
J.c's kitchen proudly presents...
Le Mcr theme shoes.....
Made from low cut canvas shoes , and some markers and crayons.. You'll need not look furthur.....This is it , this is the pair of shoes , that makes the unhip , hip.. the un cool , cool, the unposers, posers....
What are you waiting for ? Place your orders now~! *terms and conditions applies
*we only accept Cash or bank transactions.
5% Gst applies.Please allow 2 weeks of craft manship upon orders.
Right , do support local products guys ..XD
Rotted today. Waited today. Feeling dumb. Three days is no small feat without you .
The latest creation from J.c's work shop...
100 percent original....
50% cotton and 50 % rubber compounds...
J.c's kitchen proudly presents...
Le Mcr theme shoes.....
Made from low cut canvas shoes , and some markers and crayons.. You'll need not look furthur.....This is it , this is the pair of shoes , that makes the unhip , hip.. the un cool , cool, the unposers, posers....
What are you waiting for ? Place your orders now~! *terms and conditions applies
*we only accept Cash or bank transactions.
5% Gst applies.Please allow 2 weeks of craft manship upon orders.
Right , do support local products guys ..XD
Rotted today. Waited today. Feeling dumb. Three days is no small feat without you .
Thursday, October 19, 2006
The Jab
I'm taking a thyroid jab tml YAY~~~~~~ SO FUN~~~ .....
not.
So this is where the thyroid gland is , and this is what is going into my body . I don't understand why i need a thyroid jab to work at sakae.. I read that thyroid is about what growth hormones thing.Why the hell i need growth hormones...
I"M GROWN ENOUGH~~~
I don't want to look like him man..Seriously...
I'm grown enough and i love the way i look now... Zzz , can't imagine what i'll mutate to after the jab. Maybe something like this...
NO!!!!!!!! i don't want to look gay......
Seriously, after a few looks , dont you GUYS think he is gay. Ay, side trackked.
Yes master~thanks for reminding me that the jab cost 20.90 bucks
Sigh, maybe i'm just being paranoid. Its just a jab wat. Its just a needle they poke into ur skin , into ur veins , and leave a hole there only wat. They will just inject something and hope the needle don't break only wat. Even if its breaks, it'ld just flow along with the blood stream only wat. Even if it does, the doctors might be able to locate it and stop it wat.. even if they don't , it'ld just reach the heart only wat. If they really don't before it enters the pulmonary system i'll just die only WAT~... Zzz
K, i'm not petrified.. just alittle shy of the needle. Any wat, i can't belive i'm paying 20.90 for something which doesn't even make me go high~ ...Well, for the end of the day, its still worth it T_T ...
I'm taking a thyroid jab tml YAY~~~~~~ SO FUN~~~ .....
not.
So this is where the thyroid gland is , and this is what is going into my body . I don't understand why i need a thyroid jab to work at sakae.. I read that thyroid is about what growth hormones thing.Why the hell i need growth hormones...
I"M GROWN ENOUGH~~~
I don't want to look like him man..Seriously...
I'm grown enough and i love the way i look now... Zzz , can't imagine what i'll mutate to after the jab. Maybe something like this...
NO!!!!!!!! i don't want to look gay......
Seriously, after a few looks , dont you GUYS think he is gay. Ay, side trackked.
Yes master~thanks for reminding me that the jab cost 20.90 bucks
Sigh, maybe i'm just being paranoid. Its just a jab wat. Its just a needle they poke into ur skin , into ur veins , and leave a hole there only wat. They will just inject something and hope the needle don't break only wat. Even if its breaks, it'ld just flow along with the blood stream only wat. Even if it does, the doctors might be able to locate it and stop it wat.. even if they don't , it'ld just reach the heart only wat. If they really don't before it enters the pulmonary system i'll just die only WAT~... Zzz
K, i'm not petrified.. just alittle shy of the needle. Any wat, i can't belive i'm paying 20.90 for something which doesn't even make me go high~ ...Well, for the end of the day, its still worth it T_T ...
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Responsibility, filial piety, love and jokes
So , its a sunday today. Well, this sunday, is one of those sunday that had too many events happening in one day. So much that its too much for my weak little heart to take it...
Breakfast with dad and mum, something rare nowadays... not the most enjoyable though.
I saw how gramps had difficulty getting some one to bring him to the hospital. I almost wanted to gave up sentosa trip to follow him to the hospital. I dunno why his other sons and daughters couldn't bring him to the hospital when they drive big cars and have big money. Mum was almost jumping into fits already . How ever , when i visited gramps just now at the hospital.. he can still joke about how pretty the nurses there are with me.. So , i guess he'll be fine.. just alittle sad about how insignificant he can be ..
Sentosa is getting boring i think.Volleyball is not the same today, u get super poser ppl around. I'm also one big poser but , honestly i didnt like the matches much today. Ay , went off from sentosa early. Hmm, maybe its the ppl we are with ??? Thats why its like.. getting plain. I know siloso is not just about this only.Its about so many things else, perharps its just another SO thing too.
Vivo city is damn big with plenty of weird ppl in it. Don't belive? Go take a look .
We saw pauline on the way. The news she told us is terribly shocking. So shocking , that me and jx decided we shouldn't talk much. Else >_<....
Just received news from tw that i had to get a jab to vaccinate myself to work at sakae. Damn, the person who created needles is dumb.
Any wat, after much observations from today and before ... to the person whom it might concern,which i doubt would still be reading this... I think u've changed.. dramatically. So much... that its too much. Things were so much better and fun before. I didnt know how it turned so ugly that i would love to hate and hate to love... so... Zzz , please if You are reading this take a good hard look at what u've become. Ps, if u think that i'm refering to you, you are wrong, the person is just some one who will know that i'm talking about him or her. HOw ever , if u are having doubts u can come talk to me.
I'm a very approachable guy, i don't love every one , but i'm a very approachable guy.. =D world peace. I don't like gay banglas though.
So , its a sunday today. Well, this sunday, is one of those sunday that had too many events happening in one day. So much that its too much for my weak little heart to take it...
Breakfast with dad and mum, something rare nowadays... not the most enjoyable though.
I saw how gramps had difficulty getting some one to bring him to the hospital. I almost wanted to gave up sentosa trip to follow him to the hospital. I dunno why his other sons and daughters couldn't bring him to the hospital when they drive big cars and have big money. Mum was almost jumping into fits already . How ever , when i visited gramps just now at the hospital.. he can still joke about how pretty the nurses there are with me.. So , i guess he'll be fine.. just alittle sad about how insignificant he can be ..
Sentosa is getting boring i think.Volleyball is not the same today, u get super poser ppl around. I'm also one big poser but , honestly i didnt like the matches much today. Ay , went off from sentosa early. Hmm, maybe its the ppl we are with ??? Thats why its like.. getting plain. I know siloso is not just about this only.Its about so many things else, perharps its just another SO thing too.
Vivo city is damn big with plenty of weird ppl in it. Don't belive? Go take a look .
We saw pauline on the way. The news she told us is terribly shocking. So shocking , that me and jx decided we shouldn't talk much. Else >_<....
Just received news from tw that i had to get a jab to vaccinate myself to work at sakae. Damn, the person who created needles is dumb.
Any wat, after much observations from today and before ... to the person whom it might concern,which i doubt would still be reading this... I think u've changed.. dramatically. So much... that its too much. Things were so much better and fun before. I didnt know how it turned so ugly that i would love to hate and hate to love... so... Zzz , please if You are reading this take a good hard look at what u've become. Ps, if u think that i'm refering to you, you are wrong, the person is just some one who will know that i'm talking about him or her. HOw ever , if u are having doubts u can come talk to me.
I'm a very approachable guy, i don't love every one , but i'm a very approachable guy.. =D world peace. I don't like gay banglas though.
Friday, October 13, 2006
No matter how ugly one is...she will be prettiest in the eyes of the person that loves her with all his heart...
This is so rare, i'm actually blogging two times in day.. O_o
Went hucking with patrick just now. HUCKING... is not some gay stuff. Its just riding and jumping here and there..
Ay, thanks to pat's much coaching and all... i finally conquered 3 steps of stairs. Woots, shuang.
And he was kind enough to video it for me..
Catched up with him here and there.. We were saying what if one of our pri school mates were to see us..The emo kid guy... i wonder how he is doing man.. most prolly still emoing around..
Arms all cramped up from all the hucking.....
Speaking of emo... hur hur.. am feeling emo now... reason being... i don't know why.. trust me~... Abit guilty too... reason being..i don't know why... trust me~ .. and maybe paranoid....
ZZz, tell me please...
This is so rare, i'm actually blogging two times in day.. O_o
Went hucking with patrick just now. HUCKING... is not some gay stuff. Its just riding and jumping here and there..
Ay, thanks to pat's much coaching and all... i finally conquered 3 steps of stairs. Woots, shuang.
And he was kind enough to video it for me..
Catched up with him here and there.. We were saying what if one of our pri school mates were to see us..The emo kid guy... i wonder how he is doing man.. most prolly still emoing around..
Arms all cramped up from all the hucking.....
Speaking of emo... hur hur.. am feeling emo now... reason being... i don't know why.. trust me~... Abit guilty too... reason being..i don't know why... trust me~ .. and maybe paranoid....
ZZz, tell me please...
So pwnned..
Right , yesterday i took a bus and i got caught by the uncle for using my bro's Ez link card.. REJOICE . Lol. But ay, so fun ... After so long ... its quite an achievement.=D
Ken kwan's class now..Zzz , gay tutorer. Other then the fact that he is gay.. i think he is pretty nice leh.I'm STRAIGHT. He said that i look so much better with my long hair. XD ,like woots, thats like the last thing i'll hear coming outta the mouth on a lecturer. Well, the fact that he still shrieks like a woman still makes me freak out though.Womanly man. Period.
Been quite broke recently , thanks to Tw ,i've got an applicable job as a waiter at sakae. Sushi mambo jumbo man.
Had this man to boy conversation with an insurance agent yesterday. The session was quite interesting , as he told me about his life as an agent , the crictism , the fun, the passion and the pride . He told me how he enjoy being his own boss when he worked as an insurance agent, which i think is pretty cool. Self given work schedule, self given breaks , self given holidays , self given targets to meet. Woots.
Right , Singapore is getting too small huh. No where else to go.. Zzz. Any suggestions guys?I thought vivo city is cool though.
Zzz, and its the 28... remember...
Right , yesterday i took a bus and i got caught by the uncle for using my bro's Ez link card.. REJOICE . Lol. But ay, so fun ... After so long ... its quite an achievement.=D
Ken kwan's class now..Zzz , gay tutorer. Other then the fact that he is gay.. i think he is pretty nice leh.I'm STRAIGHT. He said that i look so much better with my long hair. XD ,like woots, thats like the last thing i'll hear coming outta the mouth on a lecturer. Well, the fact that he still shrieks like a woman still makes me freak out though.Womanly man. Period.
Been quite broke recently , thanks to Tw ,i've got an applicable job as a waiter at sakae. Sushi mambo jumbo man.
Had this man to boy conversation with an insurance agent yesterday. The session was quite interesting , as he told me about his life as an agent , the crictism , the fun, the passion and the pride . He told me how he enjoy being his own boss when he worked as an insurance agent, which i think is pretty cool. Self given work schedule, self given breaks , self given holidays , self given targets to meet. Woots.
Right , Singapore is getting too small huh. No where else to go.. Zzz. Any suggestions guys?I thought vivo city is cool though.
Zzz, and its the 28... remember...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
My mum..
Just came back home... 12:25...dinner had been waiting for me since don't know when.
I creeped into mum's room, she knew i was there but she just kept quiet. Took a quick bath and proceed to the kitchen to eat the dinner i promised my mum that i'll eat. Cabbage with roast pork, chinese sausage with egg and pickles and 5 spice chicken. They were all our , me my sis and my bro, favourite dishes.
Its been quite long since i ate my mum's cooking, and i especially missed this specialties she made, but nevertheless , i sense this melancholy as i scooped my meal.
I'm seriously afraid now... that i'll lose her... my mum. What she told me yesterday really had me thinking. Though i dindt really show it much , i'm seriously bombed by all the out comes which may occur tml .This fear ..... of losing sth precious..
She has always been a good mother . In fact, she is the best. I guess the only person who will still wake up at 6 am every day to make sure we be punctual to school after being totured by our numberous troubles we make would be my mum. The only person that would sacrifice her lunch just to get my brother's execise book to him before lessons start would be my mum. The only person that would throw all dignity away for my sis would be my mum. The only person that would share my sorrows, woes and misfortunes and let me have my happiness on my own would only be my mum.In fact , i think the only person who will make me cry now when i eat the dishes she make , would only be my mum...
I don't know how these tears start to well up and i don't know what i'm talking about,but i'm really afraid now... that she'll leave me..
I hope i'll be able to say these following words...
I love you mum...
Just came back home... 12:25...dinner had been waiting for me since don't know when.
I creeped into mum's room, she knew i was there but she just kept quiet. Took a quick bath and proceed to the kitchen to eat the dinner i promised my mum that i'll eat. Cabbage with roast pork, chinese sausage with egg and pickles and 5 spice chicken. They were all our , me my sis and my bro, favourite dishes.
Its been quite long since i ate my mum's cooking, and i especially missed this specialties she made, but nevertheless , i sense this melancholy as i scooped my meal.
I'm seriously afraid now... that i'll lose her... my mum. What she told me yesterday really had me thinking. Though i dindt really show it much , i'm seriously bombed by all the out comes which may occur tml .This fear ..... of losing sth precious..
She has always been a good mother . In fact, she is the best. I guess the only person who will still wake up at 6 am every day to make sure we be punctual to school after being totured by our numberous troubles we make would be my mum. The only person that would sacrifice her lunch just to get my brother's execise book to him before lessons start would be my mum. The only person that would throw all dignity away for my sis would be my mum. The only person that would share my sorrows, woes and misfortunes and let me have my happiness on my own would only be my mum.In fact , i think the only person who will make me cry now when i eat the dishes she make , would only be my mum...
I don't know how these tears start to well up and i don't know what i'm talking about,but i'm really afraid now... that she'll leave me..
I hope i'll be able to say these following words...
I love you mum...
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Ladies night...
Went for super star musical with club gang ... apprantly, we were coerced.. btu over all, the performances was quite good. The music, was rather good especiallys on a few vocal expats. The skit was well written with a tinge of melo dramatism...whats more , even the president was there.
Right after that chionged down to dxo to meet jan and her gang, crystal, dk, han huei and xavier, woots i'm good . On the way there , the haze was so horrible that i couldn't see singtel building from like less then a kilometer away. How ever , i don't know why i am surrounded by this over whelming sweet talk , coming from the person beside me i don't know who, and i don't know who he is talking to ...It was so sweet that i think its worse then diabetic.
Clubbing is fun...when u don't look like a looney on the dance floor, which i always do... Zzz bad dance moves. Zzz , the dancers there are really good though , especially when u encounter an over sized blotch of fat which couldn't help jumping around in attempt of dominating the dance floor , at the expense of knocking at people like a pin ball.A softer and much succullent one that is.
It was ladies night yesterday thus drinks were free for the ladies . So , lol the guys kinda took advantage of the two ladies and got we self some free drinks too. Eventually we were drinking alcohol like drinking water. Right, i'll start my quest to quit drinking again. Starting from tml!
Irene told me a few stuffs just now on the net, hmm. Kinda made me ponder abit. Maybe i should do like what she said instead ... right.... sigh, weather damn hazy.........
Went for super star musical with club gang ... apprantly, we were coerced.. btu over all, the performances was quite good. The music, was rather good especiallys on a few vocal expats. The skit was well written with a tinge of melo dramatism...whats more , even the president was there.
Right after that chionged down to dxo to meet jan and her gang, crystal, dk, han huei and xavier, woots i'm good . On the way there , the haze was so horrible that i couldn't see singtel building from like less then a kilometer away. How ever , i don't know why i am surrounded by this over whelming sweet talk , coming from the person beside me i don't know who, and i don't know who he is talking to ...It was so sweet that i think its worse then diabetic.
Clubbing is fun...when u don't look like a looney on the dance floor, which i always do... Zzz bad dance moves. Zzz , the dancers there are really good though , especially when u encounter an over sized blotch of fat which couldn't help jumping around in attempt of dominating the dance floor , at the expense of knocking at people like a pin ball.A softer and much succullent one that is.
It was ladies night yesterday thus drinks were free for the ladies . So , lol the guys kinda took advantage of the two ladies and got we self some free drinks too. Eventually we were drinking alcohol like drinking water. Right, i'll start my quest to quit drinking again. Starting from tml!
Irene told me a few stuffs just now on the net, hmm. Kinda made me ponder abit. Maybe i should do like what she said instead ... right.... sigh, weather damn hazy.........
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I've forgotten who what where when, remembering only you me there then.
Right , one of those zombie auto pilot days today.
Couldn't slept a wink ever since the grass hopper cross breeded with cockroach insect the size of my wallet came hopping by the room. Not that i'm petrified or sth i just wish that it would hop with more ease and consideration. I can feel it on my hand for a moment .
Zzz and there goes , 5 hours straight i can't slept a wink . Mind flooded with senseless thoughts , clouding the will to sleep too.
Lessons today were quite dry . Esp the first lessons.Pitchy and spastic tutorer. Followed by another as always pitchy and spastic lectuere. Gg.
Was tickled pink by mr brown's pod cast though, especially on this particular episode on maids in singapore. "So, does my maid come with gurantee?" adapted from Mr brown show..
Alicia finally agreed with my questions to be posted to the principle wit regards to the size of the club and the rat problem. Of course , language and phrasing wise got to take note while asking the holy one.Another thing to add, Alicia actually complemented our club, news from daryl . Its so unexpected to hear her sing praises for us , when the fact that she would not reprimand us on any nitty gritty would be rare enough.The world changed , woots, now 3 out of 5 ppl in the world from 60% of the world population.Serious.
I drop dead on my couch the moment my face kissed it . Too shagged. I woke up at 7 by noises in the kitchen and had this weird sense of dejavu. I looked at the mechanical clock above me , 7:10 SHUTS , i'm late for school. I jumpped out of the sofa and rush to wash up while asking my mum why didnt she wake me up earlier .. then she came to me and told me... " son, its P.m now..not a.m . " -_-
My bio clock is seriously messed up.
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