New Year resolutions

A New Year's resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous. The name comes from the fact that these commitments normally go into effect on New Year's Day and remain until the set goal has been achieved, although many resolutions go unachieved and are often broken fairly shortly after they are set.
(adapted wikipedia)

No , i'm not giving my new year resolution for the year ahead today.I haven't even thought about it.. what are your goals next year? OR rather , what are your goals this year? Did you achieve it ..

I was looking at my archives to kill time when i came across one earlier this year, stating my new year resolution.

My new year resolution..serious one.. really protect what i have now.. coach a team of young aspiring cyclists... race for team sp with a few other comarades.. try to join the 4 seasonal races... try my luck out at the malaysian racing scene... get better grades for my studies...oh yea.. and stop pissing off every fine lady i meet.. perharps i'll settle down with one this year? ay this is a long term target..

Then i was wondering , did i did all of those ? No . I couldn't coach a team of young aspiring cyclists coz there aren''t any young aspiring cyclists . I raced for Sp alone becoz i don't have comrades. I didnt join the 4 seasonal races because i didnt have time to train. I couldn't try my luck out at the malaysian racing scene becoz i didn't wanted to race for team youth singapore(thats another story).. I couldn't protect what i have then becoz i've forgotten what i had then.I did managed to get better grades though. OH yea .. the last one.. i'm not so sure about that..

That left me to think, whether we should really have new year resolutions at all. It seemed rather pointless to have them , meaninglessly useless i'ld say. Its something that i had to be reminded off, and the only way i'm gonna get reminded is when i have the time to start reading up my archives and come across them. How ever as i read wikipedia's defintion for New year's resolutions i saw something rather interesting.

A New Year's resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous. The name comes from the fact that these commitments normally go into effect on New Year's Day and remain until the set goal has been achieved, although many resolutions go unachieved and are often broken fairly shortly after they are set.

Then i thought , what the hell. We are human beings after all and human beings love doing irrational stuffs . Thus its only normal for us to not normal things like having a new year's resolution.So .. what are you guys waiting for ? Be normal , have an un-normal new year resolution.

One night of romance, three days of tragedies

Woots how fast , 5 more days and it'ld be 2007. Damn I gotto do alot of things before next year comes. Like..

Buy more things before the Gst hike.

Go to the mosque again.

Complete Wec work.

Do not be racist .

Do good things to cover for the sins i've done this year.. for example..too many..

Visit Vivo for the second time.

Go over seas(hokkaido XD)

Sell my nikes. Damn it..

Looks like i'ma regret not doing lots of things this year again.

My christmas eve

C F C
Its christmas eve, and i am home alone..
C F C
I sing this song , that tell me that you're gone.
C F G
I'ld move on , like every one told me.......
G C F
Its christmas eve and i am home alone..

C F C
Its christmas eve, and i am all alone..
C F C
The lights and sound, cant light the path i seek..
C F C
I prayed to god , to come to take me back...
G C F
Its christmas eve and i am home alone..

Gao Gao Muah Chee

Tang Yuan ( very yuan)

Mum made loads of glutinous rice balls today for break fast. Apparently, there is some Chinese festival going on thus , the traditional dish. There were some left over glutinous rice dough and mum haven't got time to cooked those. So i thought of an ingenious idea out of it.

I made a dessert out of the remnants which i named it the above.The idea originated from muah chee.If you guys had been to the pasar malam(night market for those who still don't know what it is) you can see vendors selling this dish for say,$3 bucks per packet? Price jacked up. I still remember during my secondary school days, the bunch of us guys were selling those during some bazaar at school. We were there singing songs and getting customers to buy from us. They still nick named us muah chee boys, how cool is that.

Gao Gao Muah Chee

Gao Gao muah chee is simple to make , just follow the steps below =D

First lets touch on the ingredients we're gonna use.

Ground peanuts (note , only use roasted peanuts to grind please.. )
White sugar
Brown sugar (proportion of sugar is up to self preferences)
Glutinous rice dough( for those who don't know how to make those, you can get it at the market ready made ,else ask me )
Chemical X( this is the thing that will make my muah chee taste different from yours XD)

OK , now we've got the ingredients we're ready to start. First boil enough water to cover up all your glutinous rice dough. Then roll up your glutinous rice dough into small balls and dump them into the boiling water. Cook till the dough floats or for 15 minutes.

Balls in boiling water

Here is the trick to make the balls taste better , prepare a bowl of ice water and dump the cooked balls into the bowl. Don't ask me why , i don't know too.. i compared it with those not dump in the ice water and they just taste different.

Balls in ice water

Then dump the balls back into boiling water again just to scald them then place them into a bowl. In the bowl add some vegetable oil ( in this case i used olive oil , the healthier choice) .This is to prevent the cooked balls from sticking onto each other .

Fill a bowl with the grounded peanuts and sugars .

Remember to mix the peanut powder thoroughly

Mix well and dump the balls in. This is the tricky part. You got to roll the balls to get them coated with the peanut mixture without tearing them and have them coated thoroughly .

Balls in peanut powder

Once you've done that , your Gao Gao Muah Chee is done. Bon appetite. I let ah ma taste it and she went Gao gao ( good good in hokkien) thus, the name of the dish.

Apples taste great with them,serious..

Fiber glassed

So i was a away from home for the past couple of days.Went to this Tri-ex camp which have been carried out by the members of Sp Adventurers, Sp Yatch Club , and Us.. Sp cyclists. I'm not involved much in the organisation of anything , hur but they still gave the presidents of each club a post though , Advisors. Quite a corny name ,but i can stick with that ; cause i'm complaining all the time.

Every club tooked a bunch of particpants out to have a feel of what we do in our cca. We tooked them for a mini road expedition and sum every thing up with a dual slalom trial race at this neat trail N-park came out with.

The bunch of us , the cyclists, is always doing things different from other people. I dont know why. For example when we decided to do crabbing at the jetty (with the permission from daryl , Sp yatch club president). We cycled out to source for traps and bait , and woots, we were ingenious and got ourself laundry bags, screws and nuts and strings and fish bones, which were transformed into crad-deadly crab traps. The effectiveness of the D.I.Y crab trap was beyond expectations.

The laundry box

We caught 16 crabs at the end of the session which woots, were all release except for the biggest one, when some one decided to try the pincers out and was admitted to the toilet, several times after which. Quite dumb i think , to think i see floating debris every where in the waters there. Damn i missed redang.


The crab trap


2nd day was relaxing for me and the cyclists as we tooked the sails and kayak out to the sea. Woots, learnt loads of stuffs about sailing after which, and got my self all battered from fibre glass cuts from the kayak. Something different from the two wheel sport we do.

Ay, then the day was sum up with me heading home first. Tsk , theres alot of errs and things to pin point on , which i belive had the other two advisors seeing red too.. but oh well, its over and things that has to be said is said.I hope things will get better.


Sp cyclists' organising committee

Its a damn cold night

OK i'm going quite broke already. Not something good. Damn , too much impulse and i was being too rash on things. Need to slow down.

Bought a cpu , duo core processor... amd something, some very good parts which i forgotten what are they for.. but its all good. New cpu , now.. i just need to get every thing installed =D .. Thanks Miss guo for acc round and round the 5th level of the building and the sweet... ;)

Watched eragon with the guys just now on the guys night out. So nice, there were already cefiros(sephiroth actually) back then during rome. Nissan's history is longer then we've known.Its a nice show though, the classic knight in armour saving the day kinda show, of course it must have a sequel, just in case the audience think that its a nice show and then it top the charts on the box office, the producers can produce a part 2 of the show, just to make more money. I know them too well.. tsk tsk tsk.

Those words coach said this morning was damn meaningful.. so realistic.

christmas presents from any one for me?

Words shy

Finally, sem break..ima rest my ass ... and its work work and more work again. Tsk.

Well, alot of upgrades and improvements coming along the way for me. For starters.. new cpu.. yes.. finally.. I'll not risk getting killed by the old one. Then there is alot more.

Bought myself a pair of nikes . Woots, i think its my first time buying nike shoes, didn't really share the passion for that tick, but i guess this pair works out just fine .




After queing for god knows how long..

Ay and i was late . damn it.Damn guilty sia.. but it all worked out well. Melban sea food is nice.. woots , i recc you guys go try it. There are crabs weighing 5 kgs there. Imagine the size, unholy. People at ang mo kio area shoulda heard of the restaurant. Yummilicious on the taste buds , painfully taxing on the wallet. Trust me.

Well , nth much to blog about these couple days. No new concepts or idea coming out but hmm, whats your perception of a fling?

Join me in my requiem

Man this beta blogger thing sucks.. gives new problems every time i logged into it..

Oh well, that gives a very good excuse to have not blog for so many days =DSo....

Christmas is coming , jingle bells and coniferous trees can be seen every where. Green and red is the fashion statement now and artificial snow is every where. I think this year's Christmas will be different from last year.. Tsk , with so many changes going on, theres no reason why it should be the same.

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So recently i'm filled with so much hatred , something like a bottle of soda water that has been taken on a roller coaster ride. It might pop any second.

I don't know why , i'm so pissed all of the sudden , i'm just fukking angry with everything. I guessed i listen to too much angry music at the start of every morning. Maybe sometimes some people will be filled with anonymous hatred too, Hatred you have no idea where its origin is.

People like this tend to stare alot. Walk along the side walk stare at the front , locking eyes with who ever comes near , wishing that person were dead. Not just die like that , but die with something more mortifying. Perharps having his innards combusting into flames before having his exterior charred with hell fire.

Hate.

People like this tend to avoid unnecessary attention though. For example when he sees a friend or some one he knows on the same train , he'll most prolly just say hi and say that he is meeting his friend in the next cabin while he walks to the next cabin just to be alone. They want to be left alone .

How ever , sometimes when this hatred overwhelmes you , you tend to find contradictions in yourself . Its like a realistic personality in you fighting with this virtual one. Then you end up hating more . Some times , it blinds you. Like when you're copying notes for FMA in Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy class. You tend to start copying wrong points , weird rite? You find that after the end of the lessons you've got new terms such as , unforgivable assets , or dead debts.

Don't worry though , these are all normal symptoms of every day life. Coz if there is no hate , there'll be no love . So with hate comes love , with love comes hate, it all balances out.. trust me. =D




You got a problem with my pronounciation?!

Appreciation Appreciated.

So today i went for the appreciation dinner and there was this bunch of old people surrounding me while having dinner. There was some 1970s band on the stage and they were singing songs like.. sway.. chan mali chan.. yue liang dai biao wo de xin.. bla bla bla old songs. I thought they sucked so i tooked the mike and the guitar and hit on the distortion pedal and got anotehr guitarist joining me and we performed diary of jane by breaking benjamin. After we finish the number the faces we saw is like this

O_O

Ok la, other then the first two sentences i wrote, the rest is bull shit.

The night was nice , the band is awesome.. i mean it.. the vocals are damn good , especially on the altos .In fact , they played their pieces well that people started dancing. There is this ah pek and aunty who went cha cha after their 3rd or 4th glass of wine.


Drunk cha cha people, not something u'll see every day.

Turn out on the table was less then expected. Tsk tsk, despite the tantalizing menus with , abalone, sharks fin and some very expensive dessert. Oh well, that only meant i got a bigger portion of the food XD.

One thing about community club functions.. they always have lucky draws after the event. Its always liddat to make the audience sit their ass through out the 9 course. I wanted to leave early but boon tiong offered a ride home so i stayed put till hes done with his lucky draw. Guess what , my number was called . 170.


Conrnell thermostat.. something you would want to have if you think that electricity bills ain't high enough for you


I almost not want to go up to collect the prize because i had to have my face appearing on 6 big screens surrounding the hall but .. zzz.. wei sheng didn't want to claim the price on my behalf so i had to go up. Well, it was not so bad after all. I managed to check my hairdo, which was pretty cool,on the big screens ..=x

Ay , and i got the transport claims ... woots, more then i expected. Suddenly i see possibilities in my life again. wakakkakaka.

A broken string

So i broke the e string today.-_- The bloody thing flew and almost killed me. ANd i was so on to this new song.. damn it.

Commuting via mrt any one? So i go to school via the mrt every day . Every day i see the same kinds of people. Standing or sitting , You just observe them and you can see what kinda attitude they have. Especially during rush hour, where either commuters are rushing to go to work or school in the morning vice versa at night. You'll be able to see the disgusting nature of man kind~; then you'ld get to appreciate other means of transport.

So this evening i was going home with a heavy load on my shoulders, the lap top. Then i board the mrt and found myself a place to seat. Then, mr big buttocks came in and sat beside me. I didn't call him big buttocks because he has some physical disorder , rather, i think its something pyschological. He kept shifting his butt left and right , seemingly to find more space to land his ass . I was pissed by his actions. I couldn't find any seats around me so i decided to tolerate with it. Now to tolerate doesn't mean to accept, quoted from the Great gay and philosophic teacher Mr garrisson from south park. I am annoyed , but i decided to bear with the irritant and continue to sit down.

How ever , he is seriously not taken into by the body signs and hints by me and the other person beside him and continues his ass moves. I almost decided to not tolerate any more and give up the seat until miss tantalizing pretty sat beside me after the person be side me alighted . The sweet perfume and her soft hair was sprawled all over. It wasn't on intention but she also had her ass against me.

This , is something i can tolerate. =x

Terrorism.. its real

Finally, i got rid of the god damn gay song on my blog.. its supposed to enhance the atmosphere when u read that 4 chapter story. =X

So i ponned the whole day of school today coz i dont' wanna limp myself around. AY, wec and econs lecture..lak sio lak sio.. i'll just copy the notes from some one later on.=x

I was walking down the usual path to get my lunch when i heard explosions. I turned towards to the direction where the sounds came from and was caught back, by an inferno . The third story of a multi storey car park caught fire and there were explosions echoing the neighbourhood simultaneously . Thus ,I dialled 999 for the correct reasons for the second time in my life today . I stood there for awhile and watch the fire burn as the walls of the 4th storey turned black by the thick fumes . Well, it got bored after staring at the flames awhile , and i notice that there was around 4 meters away from the carpark.

I was worried for the people staying in there as i saw this old lady sticking her head out, oblivious of what was going on. Then i saw this uncle, run up stairs to the scene of the fire, with a pail, i think he decided that he could put out the flames with that bucket ... I think other wise. I wanted to tell him to keep away till the firemen come but ay , he ran so fast.. ok maybe i walked-_-.

Any wat, the fire didn't looked life threatening so i walked away and got my lunch. The fire engines came after i got my lunch . Quite fast i thought . How ever, the fire seemed to have subsided by the time they came. I think.

Oh well, that concludes another one of those exciting days.

Big Boys Toys

Toyota supra race drift spec

So , i went to the exhibition with ernest at the expo.WEll, the purpose was to visit the It fair but we winded up at the big boys toys exhibition as well.. This is my first time at the annual exhibition and i thought it'ld be something great , but hmm, its just an exhibition on automotives and some bling bling stuffs. I don't know why the hell would togoparts be there . Then there was the not so bling Polygon bikes on display there. I think if santa cruz were to be very mean and come down to expo for their exhibiton, they'll make the polygon bikes look like children's bike instead of BIG BOYS'.


Orange harley davison's

Other the normal blings and sleazy modals there are expensive guitars too.


Expensive guitars

For example this particular guitar which cost 38,000 bucks , the price tag left ernest and me scratching our heads.. The strings ain't made of gold wat~.


Most expensive guitar

After that we headed to the it fair to see more modals. HUr , and some one had a fling.

Yvonne(kk tribe one , not the other 2) came over to sakae for lunch and dinner. Hard core girl. Eat with bf during lunch after that come back at night to eat with mum. Ay , too bad i'm not the person billing for her.

Life's gonna be bitch soon. Project and report dead lines coming up.so tell me, would u like working alone , or in a group?

Conclusion- the lover

Soaked in the moon light we laid together on the bench, time had slowed down with compliments of percussion made by mother nature. The ipod died moments ago and there was a weight on my shoulders. I looked at the person laying on it and all the weight seemed to be lifted.

"lady , dreamer ..
you maybe the soundest sleeper...
tonight.. sleep tight
Build your nest upon my shoulders.."

She got tired so easily. The more i looked at her face , i felt that there is a lot going on beneath those pretty eyes and pale lips.That scent coming from her hair and and body , mysterious yet enchanting. She seemed so vulnerable yet lovable like she could break away any moment.Bobbed by these thoughts , i felt that i needed to keep her safe.. see that she'll be alright . I wrapped my arms around her head and body .

I closed my eyes and scenes of my life flooded my mind.How mum ditched me here alone to rot . How i got into trouble for fighting with a bully in the school. How i got rejected even before confessing to my first love... how i dramatically met and actually cliche' with this girl.. meraldine.

The night was punishingly cold.

Dawn. The sun didn't came out to wake me up today. The clouds obscured it;It was a grey morning.The sound of a large vehicle swept past me mercilessly and woke me up from my sound sombre . Startled from the effective morning call i stared around the vicinity like a retard . Wait, something is amiss.. Where is meraldine?



I ran down the side walks and tracked back the places where we visited yesterday. Blood rush through my head as i search frantically for signs of her. I panicked at the thought of losing her and the fast paced walk turn into a berserk ed sprint. Then, there she was, at the bridge , staring at the torrents in the same manner she did yesterday.

I caught her attention and she looked at me .. with those eyes that caught me back then again.

silence

"So , this is it huh.This is where it ends ?" I cracked , taking in deep breaths , calming myself down.

silence again.. I saw a trickle of tear running down her cheek

"Well.. if that's the case .." I sighed .

I looked at the currents, "its going to be quick and painless i thought. " . This is what i wanted before I met her . The air was melancholic as i climb over the hand rails.. , then a sharp tug pull be backed into the bridge plat form.

" What the fuck are you doing?! " she screamed with her tear filled eyes.

"Since you're going to do it too, i thought i might as well . Knowing you brought something into this nothingness in my life , now that this something is going to go , i guess I've no reasons to stay to. "

" dumb ass.. there are other things better then me for you to do..its not about me ern." she cried.

"No , its only about you this time.. Only you. " i said those words as i embraced her with all i could

" Promise me to live strong no matter what happens... live on.. " she uttered those words under heavy breaths .

"I'll live on with you" I said as i kissed her forehead

She smiled and the last drop of tear trickled down her face ,and she felt cold.

"meraldine?"

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Those were the last words I've ever heard from her. The doctors said she was having acute lymphoblastic leukemia. Its was some kind of blood cancer the doctor explain , which is untreatable . I knew meraldine was in great pain all along. The doctors said that they can't do anything any more and it was only moments that meraldine would die. She died without saying good bye a week after . I watched her took her last breath as the life support system cried like they were mourning for her.

I was with her through out the week , i didn't shed a tear although i was sad . I told her everything i could when she was sleeping ... but she just slept. During the funeral i saw lots of people crying , i just stood there and watch. No one there knew who i am , neither did i know any one .

"Come back meraldine.. come back..."some one said .There is this sudden jab as i hear those words. Reality caught up with me. She's gone for ever , and she is about just the thing i had on this earth. I started to cry . Its as though she is one of the bones in my rib cage and now she is taken away, my chest hurts with every breath i take without her.I saw her familiar face once again as i stood at the edge of the ledge on the bridge again. The sound of water splashes ran through my ears distinctively... I looked at the august , blazing fast torrents underneath my foot from the bridge i was on. I blanked , looking at the rapids.

The end

All characters and names given in this story is based totally on fiction . In any case of replica , i apologise for any inconvenience caused.This work is on my own and for your appreciation.

Chapter 3- Looking at the moon

I gazed upon the star painted sky ,ever so beautiful. There is this one star
which stood out the most , yearning to shine even brighter then the others ,
with a tint of blue in its glitters.

It seemed to have been a decade already ever since we left the restaurant.
The silence was getting awkward ,then she tooked out her ipod. "Why is she
carrying her ipod while commiting suicide" i wondered.

"here , put this on your right ear .. " she said as she passed me one of the ear piece.

There was a buzz in the ear phones as the ipod came to life. She then press the play button and there was this loud scream which almost made me jump out of my skin. I looked at the ipod screen..

" tears don't fall-bullet for my valentine"

Is this music at all..-_-

The next track was a piece of barouqe music . Soothing , so much better in contrast to the previous one.

"Lets dance.." she turned to me and said.

" what! i dont know ho.." she grabbed my hand before i could finished my sentence.

I watched a movie about a year ago titled "take the lead." . Its about this dance teacher trying to get some problem kids to dance and all. The movie featured quite some flashy moves , tango they called it. Sadly, thats about all i know about dancing.

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Surprisingly, it all felt so natural. I moved with her body with little effort ,its like, we're one.

"hey, i still dont know your name yet.." I said while keeping up foot works.

"Meraldine" she whispered into my ear .

"wow~ ... do i have to do that too? "I got tooked back by that move she did.

" Not really, how do i address you Mr clumsy ?" she giggled.

" Ernest.. Ernest sum. but just Ernest would do.. but you can always call me ern... one way or another..."

"hmm.. ernest..." she said as she rested her head on my shoulders as we continue with the foot works.

I was never into any religion before but if theres god up there.. i prayed for him to stop time for me. Ok maybe thats too demanding how about prolonging this ... don't let later come too soon please...

All characters and names given in this story is based totally on fiction . In any case of replica , i apologise for any inconvenience caused.This work is on my own and for your appreciation.

Chapter 2 - Falling.

The side walks were damp and grey , every thing and every one else looks so lifeless as all blends into to one sombre boulervard.The air was wet and clammy , from the rain and with a vivid trace of cigarrete smoke .

"Where are we going ?" i popped.

"I don't know. Some where to eat , i'm hungry , how about there ."

Without waiting for my acknowledgement , she strutted into the bistro , which seemingly look posh with red carpets and all. The waiter ushered us to a two seater near the window and handed us the menu .

"A double whooper with extra toppings of mustard and olives please. Oh yes and more fries and calamari rings.Then a mug of straw berry milk shake , more whipped cream"She chirpped as the waiter jotted down the order .

I looked at her at disbelief, how the hell she got this big of an appetite and where am i going to find that much money to pay for what she is eating. I felt this sudden lost of blood from my face and then the waiter turned to me.

"and you sir?" He asked

"I'll just have chicken salad and plain water thank you "i croaked.

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"So tell me, what were you doing at the bridge just now ?" she asked while munching on her fries.

"Nah nothing..are you going back again?" i asked

"definitely , most probably after this"

"what !really ?! Why ..."

"Don't bother asking , finish your food , and are you sure thats enough ?"

"Yea.. i guess" I lied.

"jeeze, here , you can have this " she passed me a hefty portion of fries and signal the waiter for another straw for the milk shake.

" And don't worry , this meal is on me , i'ld feel bad if i owe some one something before i die. "


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Egoism wasn't in my instincts at all thus i let it passed.We chatted over the jug of milk shake as we took turns in sipping the cholestrol .. I couldn't get enough of her sweet nature and alluring eyes .


Wait , am i falling for her alreadY?

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All characters and names given in this story is based totally on fiction . In any case of replica , i apologise for any inconvenience caused.This work is on my own and for your appreciation.

The attempt-Prolouge

The sound of water splashing ran through my ears distinctively... I looked at the august , blazing fast torrents underneath my foot from the bridge i was on. Those rapids, seemingly tantalizing .

Just then, i caught a distinct alluring figure at the corner of my eyes. There she was, looking at the rapids too.. ditto... She then crossed her right leg over the ledge of

the bridge in an attempt to jump into the abyss of quick water below.A voice yelled " hey!" , she paused ..turn her focus towards the direction of the voice. Those pair of captivating eyes, i'll not forget.

I had always been an introvert, a coward who would shy away from almost anyting. I've never been with the more "popular " bunch of guys in school, and getting
pushed around in school was norm. I'ld nvr dare stand up for anyone ..

I felt the pressure all building up in my head now that i've got her attention.My legs stood rooted at where it was.

"See, if you're gonna stop me from ending my life , it ain't gonna work, i've made up my mind to leave and i've no reasons to hold back.. so back off" a stern , yet

sweet voice echoed.

"Lets go for a date ... Just gimme one chance please."

"Thats the lousiest pick up line i've ever heard of, go away"

silence..

"On the contrary, since i've got nth to loose... why not."



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All characters and names given in this story is based totally on fiction . In any case of replica , i apologise for any inconvenience caused.This work is on my own and for your appreciation.

Stereo typing

Ad verb. To classify people or objects into one category diregardless of their differences and assume they all have a pattern in their behaviour. (or so if i remembered correctly from MOB)

This is something which people might do which somtimes might seemingly irritate and fill me up angst. Certainly i dis appreciate people don't see differences among individuals and assume that thats it , they are like the rest. Punk rockers are EMO people, people who study all the time are nerds, you're with a group of punks you are a punk , guys suck and girls who talk to guys alot are sluts.

Its not that i escape being a stereo typist myself all the time but hmm, whats with the labels without knowing whats is being labelled. To seek to fathom in one another i belive would see more then the labels. Not all punk rockers are emo people , not all people who study all the time are nerds and certaintly the people you be with doesn't define who you are.

Well , maybe i'm in no position to rant about all these but ,well what digs?

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Snippets of the past few days

Work is getting more and more fun. There is this cook in the kitchen who plays the guitar so well... he is a solo guitarist in some band in malaysia ... He plays Qing tian in this way i've never thought of playing it before and so many other chinese songs. Its a pity that he can't play nor understand english songs else , woots . How ever he says he'll come jam with us some time.

So happy , finally i've got to jam with SKH and Zj~ Although we took halve an hour to fig out the switch for the mike .. Lol. had fun jamming with people i know ~, next week one more time . Jam at moberly is far too cool for its price.

Ay , i think i owe some credits to the ever so kind Loh jie ying for her tut notes so , ty ~

When responsibility is coerced, who's laughing?

Its hard eh , to know how much people are going through around you. When every one is so far away and you figured out you're alone.Perhaps solitude is an unjustisfied confinement for all of us... so, time to talk more?

Damn , shoulda book the jamming room in advance . Made me walk around with barney the guitar all day for nothing. Oh well, next week . Maybelline , its time to jam more, auditions coming.

So topic of the day, how do we define irresponsibility.

I've got feed back that the club is irresponsible for handling the theft case which happened some where back during august. So , its said that he wants a compensation for his lap top. Putting my self in the shoes of the victim , i'll understand that he'ld find all means of getting back his item, how ever , looking at the big picture, what can we do when the police is , cough not cough, doing something. Well, we were told to give the serial number and all of the items lost and we did. Then the cctv records which haven't been given but hmm, again , the police said they'll be using it as a reference , more like an evidence to use . Then the police came back to us , a student club in sp, to get the picture of the guy , from the less then 4 mega pixel video and have it distributed through out the school. So whats the cough police cough.. for now?

I guess its like that with great powers come great responsibilities. Slack alittle , you'ld be called irresponsible. Too much responsibility kills the fun. Damn.

Well , putting that aside , my blood boils just by listening to how this guy been calling names for the club . No no, i've been understanding enough , if i can , i'ld like to blow my top at that guy. Ay , it'ld be foolish to do so.

May he be blessed , and may the theif slip and fall and break his back on the mountain and be gay and paralyse for the rest of his life.

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Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy

Let me introduce you guys to my Favourite lecturer this semester. Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy . Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy , teaches us FMA , financial Management Accounting. He is a wely good lectuerl and i like his lessons alot. I cand stop laughing ewery time he starts to teach. The other day he vwos teaching us Costing terms. Again Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy nehwer fails to make me laugh.

In Costing terms Vee touch on the finished Prodaks . Vee vill vee conwert mahterials inot the Kompenis prodacts. It inwolves indirect costs and labour. Etc etc etc ..*twitches moustach*

Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy is my fawourite lecturer because he likes me. He said that during the first tutorial. Wecause i was the earliest student to attend his tutorial. Meenakshisundaram Krishnaswamy has oily scalp so i assume he makes good roti prata . Next time i'll go ask him to make some for me.


Look at that sexy shiny scalp

To love a woman , you gotto tell her its gonna be for ever....have you ever really.. love a woman?

I'm feeling so high now. I've been feeling high like since yesterday night . We've just finished our mini round island cycling expedition. Kudos to ivan , our event's main organiser , he did a fine job and regretfully , this will be his last event he is going to be organising for us as he is graduating soon. Every one had fun , its always fun when we ride together , especially when there is a well mix of races... ok , maybe just one Indian guy and one Myanmar national. No I'm no racist , i love my fellow club members so much.

This event was one of the most successive one .. rather accident free except for the very one where our beloved ernest decided that the ground is too beautiful and attempted to kiss it. Other than that, theres not much of a biggie.

So guys reading my blog . Tell me , what do you think loving your lady should be like? How much affection is love? In wat way affection given is love? How do you know if the lady loves you even there is no action? Or maybe you just didnt care? Do what we do really means how we love the girl we love?

Ay, its always been sth to marvel about . At least for me .No , for the guys.Cause its always the last agenda on the list left unsolved . There is no answers or explaination. Its always because its just like that . Hur.

Thus, maybe that's why we want to love a girl so much more. To find out more for our selves, despite after being all emo. "Relationships are fun, you're not gonna know whats happening next , that's the thrill. I love it. " Quoted by Ernest SKH .

I guess with all the elements involved ,its still up to the ladies some times. Face it , guys who loved you are willing to let you strut all over them and they won't even give a damn , least the fact that they know u love them. Ay , in any wat , u shouldn't be strutting over them if you do. Read leraine's post about how nice guys finish last.

For what reason why guys now adays are like that i've no idea . Times changed . The society changed. Love is a poisonous concoction every one is drinking. XD

Monarchy... not..

Woots , i'm so done with msts . Finally , I'm so not gonna touch those notes for the rest of the week. Hur , i hope so.

So i've so much to blog during this period of confinement in my studies that i don't know where to start. So hur. Till i know when to start , i'll blog again.

Chew on that . XD

I'm gonna do charity work again , any one interested to join my league? Least some one lend me some amps and a mike stand and a Eq guitar.. to prevent me from using sign language again..