Thursday, July 21, 2005

Gone... its all gone.. everyting is gone... i'm gone.

Yesterday saw luan off at the air port.... kinda sad .. After seeing him off i practically walk aimlessly in the airport alone and went to bugis to get a mouse too.. Lone

School was sleepy for me today, very lethargic.. ay ay.. the css ting.. very scary.. hur hur.. went to the club meeting for the first time juz now.. mm.. dunno why i see rapheal face i keep feeling like sleeping..his face.. got that sleepy face


after meeting went to queensway.. heng ql acc me.. or else i'll rot to death.. hur hur.. finaly got the jersey liao.. orange.. tink jp will love it.. haha

k la.. end here.. heres a pic of me and luan at the air port
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Even the best fall downs sometime

2 departures in a row... I'm really, sad now...

Mr luan has been a very very good teacher... he has tot me well, not only on academical basis, but also on alot of moral values.. He has my respect and he has my trust.. He's like been there for me wen i'm down ... and hes so understanding and caring to us.. still remember the times wen we juz simply drink our nights off at the kopitiam downstairs.. sharing the booze like nobodies business.. He tolerates our rowdy behaviour in class ... He is so understanding to such an extent that he doesnt wanna tell us wen he is departing ... coz he dun wan us to waste time to send him off.. haiz.. Luckily ws gotto know from miss yeo..

DAmn ,I regretted seriously now not to have spent more time with him and the peeps..haiz... very sad.IT always comes to an end.. why muz time bring tings to ends... why cant the forever word be true...imbecil i'm one.. haiz..
Wcd lessons..

Having wcd lessons now...Ay ay, next week holiday ler.. well, i guess its more of a study week den a holiday lor.. hur hur .. ay ay now i guess with the projects sorta at bay i'm more relaxed ler .. yay.Bought myself back to reality abit , tok to ws about stuffs about ct , the change in me.. and every one...I seriously noe that i am not spending time with the peeps la.. but i juz hope that i can be understood ... coz i'm really stuck up with lotsa project.. well, i dunno i guess i'll be piss off too if i were u guys.. Tok about relying on each other.. i guess we've rely on jp alil too much at times.. so much so that we want her back so she could organize stuffs for us.. well, i dunno thats what ws said and i kinda agreed , but i tink we are all prone to changes also yea..so i guess alot of tings are not different now.. now i've understood that, but i seriously stick to wat pz said... we accept friends for who they are and who they change to..and i furthur add.. and if we cant.. its better not to be friends..but i'm still able to accept every one though... Maybe i shud take on the role on organizign an event for us.. but i guess no one would come coz i've like not attended the events u guys organized.. I guess its a trend .. but i'll try...hur hur

Kinda sleepy today... hadnt had much sleep lately.. er erd.. Tink i find one day and really sleep hur hur , its tiring sleeping halve way sehz...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

The most important thing in your life to find wat u want in life...

AY ay... now at ernest's house doing wcd project. ay ay... gonna burn the mid night oil liao
Went out to watch initial Juz now... ay ay... find the story with bits and pieces of similarities of me.. wakkakakaka.. not i bhb or wat la.. but i'm oso luv racing.. and i also have a father who does midnight deliveries.. and i'ld also help him do deliveries la.. but he does not deliver tofu he delivers fish balls instead... and he not so qiang.. he uses the lorry to deliver... and i also not so qiang i race on a bike..
BUt my life.. since i'm on my bike has been about drafting and drifting also..... ay ay.... THe Ds.. wakkkakak
Dunno, but i not so Kiang yet.. haven chose to become a full racer like wat he do.. wkakakak maybe in the future bahz.. ahha
ok la.. go do project ler.. JIa you to myself~

Friday, July 15, 2005

Itos Projects

Orite,i've juz finish typing like 1K plus plus words for the Itos project report and i'm still typing here.. wakkaka i can't get enuff of typing i tink.. er erd..


Ay ay, now adays not getting much sleep alos eh.. its like 1 am now and i'm still here.. lucky tml classes only starts at 10..

Ay ay, this sat maybe pia WCD liao.. hur hur burned my week end for wcd .. okok.. tink i dun type any more..i'm drained of my brain juices already~ ...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Rainy JOgs

Ay ay... sorry for the delay...hur hur kinda fast the days are passing.. no time to really post a blog..Very stressed eh, projects are all due next week ... wonder if i'm gonna complete it all..

Ay ay,i faced my first set back in Sp .. haha but yea.. i tink i handled it well enuff bahz.. hur hur thks to all those peeps who acc me.. thru it..

Mm, went for tis meeting yesterday at the residents committee opp sch... Ay ay, they were tokking about encouraging cycling in singapore.. and i'm supposed to spear head the project pedal power to cater to these particular bunch of enthuist...apparently...this group of peeps are still green to the sport and hur hur... the looks of it.. i tink i'll be 'baby' sitting a group of senoir citizens~ argh~~!~!~!~!!~!~hur hur

ay ay.. now trying to wrap every ting up and yea will be bringing the documents over to sch to do .. hur hur com too lousy to do ler.. my mouse is like so sucky lor.. its not behaving~ ...grr

Wondering how jp is doing over at perth now.. ay ay.. wanna go there soon..go there to cycle.. muahahhaha

hur hur,i tink its my turn to have the knee cap injury ting.. Ah tuck ,jy yk and ws all experience before.. Mm, i tink its common for volleyball players who spike.. i dun see Gy getting it.. my right knee cap like spoilt liddat.. walk down stairs also feel pain..~ Mm according to wat Mo said.. we shud go swimming.. yk jy and ws tried swiming and they said it got better.. hur hur, i tink i shud go try it too.. but first.. nid to learn how to swim.. wkakakka tink i tis sun follow my bro go to his swimming lessons.. Aiya.. also nid to get myself a pair of swimming trunks~ so ma fan sehz....


k bah end here

i'm sry if i hurt u, its smth i muz do ...

Saturday, July 09, 2005

This isnt good bye, even if i watch u leave... I can't bear to see the sihoutte of ur figure getting smaller and smaller as u walk furthur away from my scope across the horizon..


1 year before tis we are all still mugging so hard together...departures like tis nvr crossed our minds...it all seemed so yesterday now that reality had got the better of us..

Fate has brought us here today ... and its with fate also that we are brought away.... but our faith keep us strong in within
But its the present we are living in and we will cherish the present for its the present that we are concious now..


though we might be miles apart, memories we had before will always be in our hearts

We might seem to see our own future so clearly now, but OUR future is still so foggy, every ting might go..


Jia pei, though it seems hard and i've tried runnning but i tink the illusions for me are all gone... I'll definately miss u dearly , i'll not cry coz i couldnt cry an ocean for u .... I'ld rather wish and hope that u'll be safe out there and return not empty handed but with what u've wanted for ..so strive hard urself and i wish u all the best too for a better future that lies ahead... hur hur...

J.c

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Love aint measurable by effort or time ... love is measured by the hole the person u love ,so dearly, in your heart wen he or she is gone..

LOl, i juz tot of tht shet on the mrt on the way home.. hur hur...

today was late for sch alarm clock failed me ~!!... hur hur heng mrs quek not angry ... coz we acted cute.. wahhhaa..

Hur hur the pig offal soup not nice to eat lor.... hur hur

Ay ay.. tht kim.. call my chinese name till very chine...

DId abit of WCD after sch... also nth much la.. hur hur slack around only.. tink we are gonna die....ern.. ur screwed.. i'm screwed too.. we are both screweed~!~!~!

Donation to jC club any one??? It seriously nids some financial support now.. haha..

Monday, July 04, 2005

die

HAd accounting test today... tink i'm gonna fail tht la.. hr hur

Quite broke now..

Went to lins house for curry..NOt bad lehz.. hur hur

planning for some up coming event..

still so busy with projects and tests

Sunday, July 03, 2005

elated

Hehe, my mum bought me t shirts and a new pair of shoes.. hehe..

down with flu for the whole day.. so didnt went bt... ay ay, feeling guilty now for not training ler..

Studied accounting juz now.. Mm, hopefully i can pass tomolo's test..

hazel said tomolo will be halve day.. dunno true or not...

Ay ay.. nth much..ler..me ouT~
New look...

hehe , today actually wanna go out watch initial D de... but sadly.. was cancelled.. Sob~ But i made used of the time by going for a hair cut and collecting my specs.. which is overdue for like.. 3 months.. haha...

den at night.. joined km to ride with the ppl at YI shun.. Me and km went by the old woodlands route path... den we met up wit Km's friend.. who happends to be at the mandai hill camp.. Mm, seeing the life behind those caged doors.. I really....................................................... Am anticipating for my ns to come.. haha

After we cycled to meet the North east line peeps.. Thts wat they call themselves la...Ay ay.. but their facts about bikes to me .. is quite weird la.. lol km also felt the same... haha...

But me and km made them ate smoke.. ay ay.. drafting them down one by one.. haha.. but we rode by the cemetry sehz.. at night some more.. but i can bet with all u guys.... the stars there are like damn bright ~... we can see saggitaurius... and the heart of saggitaurius.. i dunno much about astronomy like km do.. but looking at so many stars are already great enuff..

Ay ay,my spds came lose for me.. wen i attempted a attack... causing my right leg to go under the chain ring and my shin to be scraped by the pedal.. Hur hur, now my right leg there got tis very beautiful scar... like tattoo lidddat.. left behind from the chain ring..

Ay ay.. first time nite cycled in a group... not very tiring to cycle at nite actually.. but wen u are not drafting ... its very cold .. hur hur... k la.. thts about all for today... till den..

Saturday, July 02, 2005

deliverance..

Thks for the ppl who showed their concern...over my decision....really appreciated it.... I'll still continue to play vball .. not competitively already though... taking on a leisure pace for it....

We celebrated matt's birthday yesterday...happy belated birthday to him... I tink the white choco cake is nice..

Kingsly said to play the song by chemical romance.. i was like.. wah... how to sing for tht song.. ~~ nid to scream~~... dangz.. Ernie got real screwed for his nwe bass guitar... hur hur...

Ting wei gonna be another vocalist for the band...matthew's gonna be our electric guitarist..

Ernies been tokking tokking to march...

ay ay, we've yet found a name for our band...

I've yet watch initial D

Will tomolo ever come???

HUr hur, is it me or is smth missing...

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Decisions comes with consequences..-ramesh

I officially quit sp vball team today....feeling damn sad now..

I kinda.. walked towards the court with a heavy heart.. gilbert came over to me first.. i told him wat i wanted to say and he grabbed my collar and ask me to repeat wat i said.. , damn... i was even sadder wen he did tht... but i tink he also got my reason bahz... I told bernard that i was gonna quit.. bernard was so shocked that he came out from the game he was playing.. i told him my reasons and all..He also agreed that studies are more important now for me bahz.. i've also told him cycling will be my main priority now.. and he also understood that.. but i feel tis sense of nostalgia even more as i walked furthur away from the court.. with zhi wei, gilbert and all looking at me.. I wouldnt even wanted to face my ex sch team mates, cant face them now... Dammit, if only i could quit my studies... the day has been trully saddening for me today...

Glorious moments at the zonals comp, imprinted in me ...

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

continue...

We've got lotsa acheivement after wards and with the help of another external coach... whom is mr sng's previous coach.. we fought our way to the west 2004 b divisions finals again.. Its nostalgic as we were against shuqun secondary yet again..we rallied our way till the bitter ends as both team won a set each.. the final set was juz as intensive with scores margins apart ...how ever , we manage to pull through... tears of joy were dropped by many of us.. as we clinched the final set.. Every one was relived tht the emotional roller coaster ride had ended...and its there again zheng hua first batch of volleyball players created legend for the school..

I Graduated from zheng hua after wards... Hur hur ... I went into sp after o's and joined the volleyball there.. I still love volleyball all the same there.. but i found out tht the trainings had been very hard on me....as in.. it left me with no time for doing tings like work and all..

thus, after much dillemia and contradictions.. i've come to a conclusion to quit vball...ay ay.. but i'll still play it la.. but not tht intensive any more.. i wanna focus more on my studies and cycling...

Cycling will be smth i tink i will wanna be good at... i'm gonna cycle faster and harder.. now.. I'm sorry to my team, esp chun hung jun yuan and chong tuck.. Letting myself and u guys down liddat are the tings thats been holding my decision back before.. I really hope u guys do well for wat u guys are good at... all the best to u on the paths u choose bahz..

Guess tis is the end ler bahz... 4 years + of intensive volleyball training will come to an end for me ler... i guess a few years down the road.. i still wont forget the adrenaline rush volleyball brought for me... short balls will be in my mind wen i cycle.. decisive , precisive and agressive....

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Volleyball

If u asked me why i started playing volleyball, i guess i don't have an answer bahz.. I was selected by the coach during sec 1 to join the volleyball school team.. I went into the cca without knowing wat lies ahead for me in it.. We were all noobies den and we couldnt even hit the ball accurately..but through the thick and thins we grew together .. Mr sng.. our coach... trained us well

He thought the fundamentals of volleyball and went around discussing tatics used by other teams.. He introduce each of us to different positions suitable for us.... and it is him that groomed and tailored us to wat we are today ...

In the year 2002, zheng hua woned the division c boys of the west zonal championship.. We had a match against shuqun secondary school... The match was intensive and the match last till the very last point.. its any one guess tht who would win.. but we turned the tables on them and thus zheng hua proceeded to the nationals with the title of west zone champions..

We only reach the quater finals of the tournament though... Our groupings was a tough one as we were group against the power houses of volleyball like saint hilders.. xin min and hai sing.. Ay ay, but every one the arena of volleyball was impressed by our performance as we are the first batch of volleyball players from zheng hua...

to be continue.....

Lol i wanna sleep ler..

Monday, June 27, 2005

Tink its ok now coz i belive tht ting has a reason why they exist and happen...

Wootz, classes today was v boring.. ay ay.. Nvr did my ACC hw~! argh!~~!~!~ lol.. hur hur lucky i manage to catch up.. hur hur

After sch went to bras besar to acc ern to look at his bass guitar.. wootz.. found quite some decent deals for bass guitars and acoustic ones.. tink the stuffs there are generally cheapp.. lol.. i was telling ern tht we are cheap man.. lol its in our blood.. ahaha

Ay ay, jf came up to me ... asking me to join road biking... he says acenders is falling apart... ay ay..den he forming another team..joining road bike would meant less time again.. they are training for the up coming races next year for the road criterium.. km futhur pressurized me wen he said he is gonna join if i;m gonna....

Ay ay... walk one step , see one step bahz...

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Tings I dont wish for come by my way and the tings i wish for juz dont seem to come at all..

Woke up damned early today.. 5.... hur hur to find out tht wen jie got drunk the last nite and couldnt attend the race with me... leaving me alone with ruben.. ay ay.. YI mian also damn jia lat.. lost his way.. hur hur he went all the way to discovery center instead of ntu..

AFter we reach the race area.. we were dispatched into group.. i'm team up with this bery great guy called yus.. AY ay.. he is a very gr8 man to tok to .... hur hur and we were allocated to the location whereby.. opposite.. theres a durian plantation..LOl.. so we were practically siting there and waiting durians to dropp.. and they did.. Lol it was nice lo, ahah fresh durians..

Ay ay, after every ting sat ruben car to go collect guitar from matthew.. haha.. had quite some time figuring out how to use it juz now.. thks hansel for teaching me all the stuffs.. hur hur..

Ay ay...Dunno how long to wait till we can go jamming.. Lol.. hope to get my vocals rite...by then..

Mm, missed out initia D with the ppl today.. haiz.. some times tings are realy nt in my control...

Saturday, June 25, 2005

people always tell me tis is part of the plan.. tht god had got it all planned.. but i only hoped tht god is listening..is he listening?

Ay ay.. had quite an interesting day yesterday.. hur hur class outing at seoul.. Kingsly was there also haha. kinda cool. every ting was nice..

Ay ay.. theres not cycling training today as they went for night riding yesterday and i skipped tht..

Kinda broke now..desperately sourcing for cash.. any one day job to introduce?? hur hur

Heres a pic of the class bois... ay ay.. pissing off.

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Friday, June 24, 2005

Flu season..

Ay ay.. ebery ones catching the flu in the class and all of the sudden every is sick.. Lol...

Hur hur.. i dozed of in acc today.. in the first seat some more.. and wats more i'm late.. LOl.

ay ay.. blur me left my shoe bag on the lrt .. heng i managed to retrive it... or else i dunno how am i gonna live on..

Ay ay... Today crs was at the tatami room.. I swear tht tht place smell like chocolate cookies to me lor.. hurhur i dunno maybe its my nose.. but thts the way it is now. lol..

Had a long break today also.. hur hur.. and i manage to catch some sleep during tht long break. haha..

Went to the club house for a little while...... ay ay, dunno tink of quiting cadc wen i found out no one is in the same comm as me.. hur hur, maybe joining guiitar club bahz. since i picking up eeither an acoustic or a bass guitar... but will depend on its schedule first bahz.. if its tight i'll juz ask some one else to teach me muahaha..

Dun tink i can get back my bike sial.. by tis weeek.. i missed her.. shes been away from me for like.. 4 days already.. i wonder if she is cold at the club house or nt...

ay ay... vball was the same.. with same good peeps.. hai..tink i nid to really improve my xia shou qiu in sp.. it aint the same as before.. they dont use liberos.. hur hur.~ jia lat sial..

Or maybe i'll juz quit.. hur hur, orite la.. type till here for today...

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Weak!

ay ay.. cud hardly get myself outta bed today.. woke up with flu... which aggravated in sch later on in the itos room.. ~ ting wei was saying its the itos virus~ hur hur..I dunno but i could barely keep up with anyting and the room is so damned cold lor..

ARgh.. feeling so sicked.. now.. dunno wanna go to sch tomolo ... sianz..

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Numb conciousness, sad mornings..

AY ay.. training today ended only like at 1020.. hur hur i juz reached home not long ago only.. my stomach is so hungry to the extent tht i felt numb by the stomach pangs...Ay ay... i didnt played well today.. tink i;m not gonna make it to the ivp team ler.. sianz .. might be quitting volleyball and concentrate on cycling ler.. if i do tht will be adding in a new genre of cycling too.. hur hur bmx cum free ride..

was constantly dozing off i classes today.. esp the itos one.. and the fom lecture... haiz.. gotto find some day to sit down and revise.. next week already there are tests coming up.. ARGH~!~i tink i've gotto agree with wat miss yeo said.. singaporeans are trained to take stress.. hur hur.. even from young~! ay ay.. speaking of miss yeo...saw her the other day.. hur hur she was like one kind.. lol cannot recognise me at first.. LOl.. aha.. dang. kinda miss my sec sch.. gotta find one day go back for vball and to see the peeps again..

ay ay.. 2 more days to intial D and alot like love.. haha..gonna watch them both. hur hur..

I tink the song The Truth by good charlotte is pretty nice..click hereto listen to the song, sad~

Monday, June 20, 2005

Sleepy

K la.. today cycled to sch.. i knocked into a car in the heavy traffic at bukit timah road.. hur hur lucky its a traffic jam so i rode off .. haha before the driver could wind his screen down to get to me.. Lol..hur hur i went to the club house alone.. ay ay.. they said tht passage was very haunted and they said its not good to walk alone there.. lol.. i only gotto know tht fact wen i was doing my acc hw in the itos study area and i over heard a bunch of peeps tokking about it.. Lol..

Hur hur, the water in the bath room is damn cold .. in the morning.. ay ay... good ting i didnt jump too high or i'll hit my head again..

Yay matt came back from overseas ler.. haha.. missed his lame jokes.. lol.. already today in class so damn funny ler.. esp wen i tooked his jacket and act like little blue riding hood with tht hood of his.. Lol.. k la.. maybe its rather little blur riding hood.. lol... Damn sleepy today.. making me seemed like a walking zombie..Tink lack of sleep aint the cause of tht..ay ay.. maybe i'm overdoign myself lol.. i dunno hehe..

on the way back home today damn comical.. i sat on the lrt.. den tis mum and his two kids.. i tink both not older den 3 came sat next to me..
hur hur.. tht kid.. Lol.. suddenly come sat on my lap..~ den i was like..Huh.. den her mother said "sayang.. come here.. later uncle scold u ar.." den i was like O_O wat the... me uncle..argh!~~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! whahahaha.. tink its coz of my hair .. hur hur time i got it cut ler.. yay.. gonna cut hair again.. so excited , lol..

wah juz now i saw tis new gundam ting.. i was like.. WAH... its so cool lor.. hur hur.. heres a pic of it.. lol

Sunday, June 19, 2005

drafting.. attacking.. drifting.. drop offs..

Ay ay.. stayed at home today..rotted....

slept almost through out the afternoon.. damn tired... still..

been not training enuff.. come to tink about it.. The nationals are coming up soon ler.. ay ay.. nid to ride harder from tomolo on wards..ay, losing my self discipline.. hur hur..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

My wings

Today woke up for riding again.. dont really have the mood to ride today.. so at the trials.. it was quite peace ful ~ Hur hur, I tot some of the freshies how to ride and climb better in the trails, hur hur Mm, i've a feeling tht they will go train themselves at the trails after today, Hah, the will to improve and be better and take over others..

Mm,lunch had tht char siew rice.. 3 bucks.. wah lau. its like no diff from the 2 bucks one sia... was like so pissed while i eat my chicken rice. wen jie was like eating happily with his platter of food which is also 3 bucks.. but has vegetables.. chicken Drum stick some more.. and an egg and more rice den me... ARgGHHH~!~!~!~...

K la.. at the trails i picked up quite alot of stuffs accidentally dropped by other cyclist.. like a multi tool kit.. and a pair of pearl izumi gloves.. wah lau.. tht thing cost like 50++ bucks per pair lor.. ~Mm, thts the good ting about riding slow at the trials.. U get to SEE more tings.. hehe.. wah den today alot of durians sehz.. any one gamed for a durian picking session? lol

After tht went back to sch.... Did the inventory cleaning up and brought the bikes into the bike shed and dismantle parts and all. After the whole after noon the club house looks more.... like a house now.. ay ay, it'll be messy again after 1 week.. trust me.. lol..

Ay ay.. yesterday km book out ler.. hur hur.. hearing his story inside there can laugh till peng.. esp the one where they nid to do a forfeit.. Firstly.. u shud pull the bow and arrow action while making the sound WOOSSHHH.. den u get into the crane stance position den u flap ur wings and while making the tweet tweet sound.. K la.. difficult to illustrate using words.. tell km do for u see.. lol..

Friday, June 17, 2005

ARGH~!~!~!~

k la.. its friday leer.... so relived..the past week had been quite hectic for me.. now tht i'm allowed to rest , hur hur so over joyed...

Ay, today went cafe to buy caffeine.. hur hur but the hazel nut ice blended aint nice to drink sehz.. I like the rest of the ice blended but wen i tried the hazel nut ice blended today i almost puke.. hur hur.. it taste weird~~ sian.. tink i'll tell it to the uncle next time.. haha..

K la.. i'm going out to meet the peeps liao.. ciao..
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HUr hur..k la.. i tink the knock yesterday i had from ctuck really killed lotsa my brain cells.. hur hur.. i actually came to sch at the wrong timing.. I thought today's lesson was supposed to be at 9 while actually.. it only starts at 10.. damn.. arghz..~ I could've slept more ~ stupid shudnt had fixed tht alarm clock.. ~

Now in sch's library early in the morn.. with nth to do and still an hour more to kill ARGH~!~!~!~! HUr hur.. tink i'm stressed.. lol

Thursday, June 16, 2005

crash and burn...

wootz.. had training today hur hur... alot of new players.. and they are all like better den me.. lol, i see my position in the ivp team vanishing... Hur hur.. esp with so many ppl from national youths and all.. Lol.. the court was quite peaceful at first de... den now so many ppl become very chaotic ler.. esp during spiking wahha, it was practically war in there.. hur hur, k la.. i seriously tink i cannot get in.. but nvm.. hehe, i still can cycle.. WOotz, its always good to hold two sports ... lol..

got rammed into two times today... First time is ctuck..wah lan tht one realy classic ar.. we both jump wanna spike same ball.. k la.. i got the ball.. c tuck got my head~.... wah lau.. i feel on baluku on my head now dunno how many brain cells died.. i feel sad for them..

Second time.. hur hur i wanna receive the ball but tht wen hong guy.. good.. he dive for the ball.. lol and he some how couldnt stopped himself.. and hur hur knocked me over like i'm some bowling pin or smth.. i sprained my ankle on tht one.. hur hur now like so zhong liddat~ ar. nvm.. tomolo will be fine ler hehe..

Hur hur... today in sch damn sian.. i actually spent almost up to 10 bucks on food.. hur hur today was having quite a voracious appetite....so broke... den wanna cut hair.. den buy new slippers some more.. ~ ARGH~! heal the world.. make it a cheaper place... for u and for me and the entire human race.. ~~

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Soccer

i kinda concluded the soccer aint my kinda game not tht i dun enjoy today but i juz couldnt used my legs to kick the ball and yea...run around the field for 90 mins +~.. haha..

Today kicked soccer with the cadc peeps.. the year 1s lost.. k la.. i was the keeper for the first halve and i like gave 3 points away~ i'm trying hard to tell don tht a volleyball player doesnt implement tht he could be a good goallie.. wat we do might seemed similar but its not.. la.. Lol crap.. but we did enjoy ourself.. hehe.. though i'm like running like a headless chicken in the field..but ,i'm so looking forward to the day when the year 1 could challenge the senoirs to a vball match lol..

Mm,its a rainy wednesday morning.. actually intended to cycle to sch de.. but see rain so heavy.. dun wan ler.. maybe next week and yea.. after soccer i went to the club house to meet up with wen jie.. wootz, and i gotto know tis cool name.. i cant remb his name ler.. he is like in year 5 and he is quite a good person to tok to.. esp about technical stuffs.. and yea, i heard wen jie said tht he is quite a good cyclist.. wootz, gotto see tis sat ..

Hur hur i kinda got fooled by the senoirs last training at bt.. Lol, they all said they minimum wanna do 5 laps around bt..i found out only today it was smth to intimidate the year 1 peeps.. and i still stupidly belived them last sat and rode for 4 laps.. Lol..haha

Mm, tomolo got training sehz.. damn tiring after today soccer session.. tink not able to jump high tomolo liao... mM, but will continue working on short balls.. hah..

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Its with ur absence tht coz me to mourn , but tears cant cry u back.how ever ,i'm looking towards the day tht our path converge and it willl seem like yesterday again...

Km went for ns ler..suddenly its like i wanna spend more time with him now but i cant already... hes gonna be gone for some time... yea..

Tinking on how much influence he has been as a friend of me before..

How he gave me the power to dream furthur.. gave me the hope to pursue my dream too and how he constantly fill my life with.. yea.. life..

Its his attitude tht caused me to look at him as a role modal in some aspects of my life.. for instance.. his strong will inspired me to not to give up on wat i do.. and its also his ability to get his ass outta tough situations tht made me look upon too...

Yea, hes also one of the guy who made me unleash the instinct to race in the mtbiking world. remebering the times where we train on tarmac and how we drafted vehicles and made alot of roadies eat dust and ate dust ourselves.. yea.. we did all tht together..

Now i tink each of us have diverge and had our path laid already.. sadly, they dont converge... tings arent going to be together for us for quite some time.. I do hope ... tht we would see each other again.. and by then i hope we've achieve wat we wanted for ourselves... mm

Tis all might be crap la.. but hur hur thts wat i tell my blog de.. haha juz saying tis incase some of u cant take all tis.. er errd..ciaoz
Time causes one's faith to dwindle~

Kinda sleepy now,in itos class... Yesterday slept quite late ... woke up early tis morn..

HUr hur, hazel and her team will be presenting for the excel later on.. ~~ i've a feeling they will take quite long...

AFter there still is CD and wcd classes.. lecture for Fom is cancelled , yay!!! but tht means i've more time to spent in sch before vball training starts... Un-yay.........

Later got vball training sehz..~ Feel so lethargic now.. later dunno can perform well or not,i've gotto work on my short balls ler.. spiking not hard enuff... ~

Haiz~

any way.. any one got any comments for this new look on my blog? hehe plz comment on the tag box plz...

Sunday, June 12, 2005

no where to belong... distorted...

Woke up quite late tis morning.. 1230~ dangz.. den i tot of meeting wtih may marg and aimar.... den hum blung change bath and set off ler..I slept for so long and still feel sleepy..~ dangz..

We went to suntec ... den went to bras besar.. mm.. went to the nike shop and saw tht there was tis new breed of volley ball on display.. the touch of them is quite different...Alot of grip.. Wonder if sand will stick to them if they are bought to the beach...

Tinking of getting myself a new shoe bag too... the old one looks.. OLD~ .. hur hur...but i'm kinda restricted la.. so any one out tht willing to donate to JC needy fund? hehe...

After tht we went to parco.. for awhile.. den i saw tis ... LOl.. gundam den i was like.. WAH! ! ! !.. a gundam.. lol, looks cool.. hehe ~ but then kinda funny ~

Went home.. Tot of training coz i woke up late tis morning and was feeling guilty not training.. so i went out for HSP training.. Justin and wen jie really tot me well on tht training scheme... It kinda worked for me.. i counted.. i drip 6 drips of sweat... after tht , went to saujana court to find ct and km... stayed for awhile and got home.. Den i heard tht dad was bringing us for dinner.. mum was coming along too.. Kinda happy.. hehe long time no liddat ler..~

Den, ct called and ask if i wanna go lin's house for steam boat.. i kinda rejected them bahz.. as i still have accounting hw to do.. Ay, dunno, tink they muz be hating me already.. wat gives.... haiz~

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Doubts . . . Heart Breaks. . . Confusions. . .

Ay, early in the morning meet up with wen jie to go bt.. hur hur, on the way there, wen jie hit the curb and crashed..in front of a bus some more~!~! dang.. i tot he'ld be dead but its a good ting tht the bus stopped in time..He had a few abrasions on his elbow and hip and his rear deralliur hanger was bent cozing some problems when he shifts his gears up and down.. mm, wonder wen will it be my turn to crash..

Any way... we met up with the rest of the peeps.. I caught dan in action today.. hur hur.. dangz, he told emt he kl trip is in august.. which is still like light years away...~ nvm.. tht means i've time to train ... Justin tot me alot today.. about how to train using the Hsp techinque .. he arranged a training schedule for me.. then i told him i've vball training too.. he look at me blankly.. ~ he juz said i nid to get a life... hur hur...

Wen jie and some of the yera 2 and 3 peeps did 1 lap today..

Justin did 2 laps..

I did 4 laps..

On the second and third lap.. i was marked down by tht cannodale guy and his team.. had a tough time shaking them off.. but i tink they didnt engage in the 4th lap i did coz i tink they've did alot ler after i started.. And tht is how... hur hur i pissed the ppl off.. lOl.. wen i took off at them .. again. BUt okok la.. today not so bad.. we still had lunch together, i tink~ -_-

Oh well. returned home feeling kinda shagged and al.. suddenly got the urge to watch movie sehz.. its been quite some time since i've gone to the movies ler.. hur hur..I wanna watch intial D ~ !i also wanna watch tht show by aston kutcher.. hhehe.. Mm, i also wanted to visit gramps ... Kinda missed them.. Ok la.. its been only a few days back only la.. haha, but yea.. i still wanna go see them.. hur hur, go make dumplings maybe.. lol..
Dumplings

HUr hur,suddenly its dumpling days again... I jus had two.... Hur hur.. dang.. i like ah ma's dumpling Lol, esp the nonya ones..And i love mine one.. looks like ketupat though.

ORite. enuff of dumplings.. Today went to the cafe.. wootz, had tht caramel coffee.. damn nice.. hehe, but alil too sweet for me..i tink the uncle at the cafe has a good attitude. i like his character.. hehe..

AFter coffee session i went to the cadc event.. didnt stayed long though.. all they did was take photo.. abit lame.. hur hur.. but i went off early la..

Went to jp house for steam boat.. hehe.. quite fun la.. mm, but the tot of ppl leaving still lingers in my mind..but we had tis little piano lesson at her house.. Lol, quite nice lehz.. hehe.. tink i might wanna go back to electone again.. but aiya.. the price of one puts me off again.. lol.. after tht went home ler.

tomolo cycling session is at bt.. hur hur, thts the circuit where i trained most at.. hope the terrain would be dry tomolo bahz.. orite.. end here...

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Shagged

Wootz, today got training damn tired..

It rained kinda heavy today in the morning i tink.. Luckily.. tings got settle down or else hur hur .. mm,the new vending machine at sch is damn hot i tink.. LOl, and wats more.. its got sprite ice in it.. Muahaha..

Lessons was quite dry today... with me always wanting to fall asleep.. Mm.. tried Yong tau huuu at food court 6 today.. not bad lehz.. lol.. After tht we went to watch a video on ern's lappy.. wootz, damn funny.. got one part tht guy act as a chinese who tries hard to be a hero.. "confucious says.. ur going to jail.." lol.. in the hong kong cum english accent.. damn funny ~

oh ya.. today is Ah boon's birtday.. happy birthday to him...

Mm, after every ting went for vball.. I tink today got back most of the touch ler.. Blocking still nid to revise alot.. hehe.. but i did managed to block raymond today.. haha.. Mm, so shagged after training..mm, not sure whether to join cadc or not.. lol, i've got up to monday to tink.. hehe

till den ciaoz..

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Irony

Tokked with yk... mm.. feeling kinda nostalgic after the conversation....yk, was part of zheng hua... the team i played for last time, i mean.. we played for last time..He was our sub set.. a very good one.. despite having some problems with his knees..

He was hard working and at every training he would preservere to correct his mistakes and spike harder.. receive better .. block better and set better.. But , tings didnt went smoothly for him and us...

We had our fair shaares of quarrels.. yk, hasnt really got a calm spirit at the time... he toks about us not appreciative of his contribution.... Brings me back to think of one the characteristics played by us via the translations of emotions.. ' we want ppl to give back wat we give.." , karma they would say.. or maybe some other words they used, its a common characteristic i tink tht every one posses.. i have tht too.. but yea, if only we could do tings in such a way that we do it juz by doing ting.. no nid for returns.. no motives. juz purely becoz we wanna do it..but yea. tht characteristic got the best of us and him..

He sorta deserted the team... or i would say.. walk out.. after a guy from ngee ann join us in the csc matches..reality sorta hit us...at tht point of time, tht guy is also a sub set.. and is more agile.. flexible den yk..

Sensitive issues like why shud a out sider be playing for team ZHENG HUA was brought out....it end up only in antagonism and constant controversies among us.. sides were took and stands were fought for...

And our paths began diverging even more as all of us started our sch in different schs.. now, the team is nth more then pieces of us ... not even pieced together...and now..1 year back... we will be in the same side of the court.. working towards that 25 points..every point we lost... every point we gain .. every match we win or lose.. We shared the passion together. but now, ironically speaking.. we will be facing off against each other in different sides of the courts.. its like.. telling brothers to cut the throats of each others.. wat irony.. wat dismay...

I hate wasabi,esp wen its on my body

Orite.. today sch end early~!~!~ YAY!!!!!so happy..Brings me to realisation tht sch life is realy robbing me of my time.. Mm , the peeps actually wanted to go watch movie.. but after i heard km also not going i also dun feel like going ler.. ~

Mm, i was supposed to go for bike mech ting.. but after hearing tht they were tokking about bike anotomy... hur hur i tink i kinda suck.. so i didnt go and went for shopping with tw zhi jian and ern~ Its really SHOPPING tis time.. without the inverted commas.. Wootz, for the first time..I tink i'm such a town noob.. dunno where to walk sial.. lol.. ern and zhi jian are like damn expert.. and me and tw was like following them .. lol.. but nvm.. after a few more times theer tings will be better liao. lol , kinda tink wen jie is rite about the getting a life for myself part..


after every ting i rushed back to sch.. Wah liao.. tht bus uncle really wat... he really very wat lor.. I was tokking to hansel saying i will be late.. den i say the bus is moving very slowly. den the uncle hear lehz.. then he moved even slower~...Tht caused me to end up in sch at 430.. danG~hur hur the game they played today was shi zi lu kou.. <-dunno got spell wrongly or not.. any way.. we played tht game.. and we were supposed to eat longans with wasabi and onions.. I eat ler i almost cried manz.. piang oie~~!~!~!.. the taste is really.. bo wei gong..

After tht choon hong got 'G'ed.. lol, i see him in distress ler.. I quickly............. went over to help........ the guys to G him lol~! wahhha..Hur hur den i got 'G'ed also.. it happened wen they wanna G tht wen cong.. lol.den i go over help.. den he turn the tables.. LOl, point finger at me.. den i was like.. Wth~ hur hur, I struggled in silence.. LOL..They actually put wasabi on me tis time.. lol.. cool.. i mean.. its really cooling~...

K la.. after tht they celebrated some one's birthday den we went home after tht.. jp did ask if i wanna go to luan's house.. I dun wanna.. as i was quite shagg.. Mm, tomolo still got training and damned~~~ tomolo will be missing out on chase again.. Sad final episode liao..

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

shagged

Juz got back from vball training at sp only.. and its like so late.. ARGH~!~!~!>. tomolo still got tht cadc stuffs..

den i screwed up at the presentation today. arh!~!~!

den i nvr bring money to sch today.. argh~!~!~!~!~1

i hate tuesday~!~!!~!~!
+A.ng.e.l.o.f.M.i.n.e+
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you girl you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (girl you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, girl you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take,
the love that we make I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine


You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (girl You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, girl you're right on time (But girl your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya,girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Monday, June 06, 2005

spike before dishonour

Ay, tomolo will be presenting our presentation.. Yea.. we will do it man~ hopefully i dun cock up tomolo..

Ay, tomolo will also be the first day i will be training at sp for vball.. mm, its been a long time ler..haha i could actually miss spiking short balls...

Today was kinda boring sehz.~ k bahz.. dun have much to type today..

-what would a guy do if the gal he loves the most, leaves him...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

NEW SHOES! NEW JERSEYS!

Woot, went with ctuck to Ps today for 'shopping' (the guy way of shopping) hur hur.. bought my vball shoe ~!~!~!~!~!~ ARGH~!~!~! ARGH~!~! lol.. ok, i'm abit mentally unstabled here.. so excited about the shoe.. and i also got myself a yellow jersey...Which is pretty cool la.. despites its yellow~ ... After tht we went to may's shop.. hur hur... c tuck.. was kinda brave la, hur hur,wen the dogs there came to him he did jump alil.. lol but it was juz a lil so he is quite brave.. LOl, but he was hur hur abit siao at tht point of time..~ and yes.. greenies really contain mint~

Mm, then we went to the dinner for km's fare well ... Mm, kinda sad now.. tht he is going away for ns soon.. haiz.. each of us is leaving each other in dues time.. jp is going to aust ler.. Mm, time seemed to pass faster as the dates draw near.. i dun wan them all to go.. but i won't wanna keep them here.. Looking back, mm, i feel tht i've gone through alot of tings with km also.. all the races.. thick and thins.. and now he is going into tht alone.. Haizx. really kinda emotional i tink.. Kk, i tink i blog till here ler bahz.. ciao ppl..

Saturday, June 04, 2005

orite.. i took a big step in my life today.. though it may seem puny to the other pros out there but it was kinda big for me.. though the out come aint.. er.. good i tink i'm still so proud of myself.. hur hur.. self form of tinking i'm still good....~ i tink
tanned...

Rode with the sp peeps tis morning.. every ting was quite gr8, though we did mostly road the drafting competition was quite nice juz the way i like it.. The peeps there are also damn funny esp tht xuan hong.. damn joker hur hur..Tink i kinda made some of the senoirs un happy wen i took away their lead and broke away from the main pack.. hur hur.. Ay, its smth good to keep low profile hur hur.. so far i tink i'm the only enthu freshie cyclist inside. the rest are also enthu la.. but mmm, i would say they've not unleash their potential yet...quite a few bling bling bike aorund but i guess i'll stick tot .'its the monkey on the bike tht counts.. not the money on the bike' hur hur..

but wah the yaer 3 peeps were constant on the attacks manz.. they were like attacking and attacking esp tht scott tampico guy.. hur hur.. but lol, its good tht i sit on their wheel and waited for my chance to attack.. Hur hur, no head wind =less force exerted.. lol so i haha.. i delivered quite a fatal blow at the last strech ... waahaha lance armstrong taught me tht. then yi mian the president of the club came over to tell me in the club house after tht i've been marked.. LOl, haha jking la.

After tht went with xuan hong and wei jie to eat at xuan hong's mum shop.. the ba kut teh was ichiban.. hondor desu...~ Then xuan hong told me tht previously during year 1 they were all like me.. riding every alterante days and all.. den lol i told him i've not like rode for months.. but i also said tht during race preps.. i'ld ride every day.. he juz told me to get a life..Lol ~

mm, not sure whether to get in to shape for the next race or not..i tink no one is joining the atc challenge organized by ntu ... so yea.. we will be skipping tht.. but for my self... saca race 4 is juz round the corner..i dunno if i shud go or not... dilemia mode also sian mode...

K bahz... later going for ah ma's and ah gong's wedding anniversary.. hur hur.. dunno wat man qing lou restaurant.. i'll end here ler.. ciao peeps...

Friday, June 03, 2005

AT the library


Woo, juz fin lunch.. hur hur, no cheng tng today ler... too much cheng tng is bad for health ,the cheng tng fan club members all share the same sentiments i guess..Reached school damn early today, passed the stuffs to hansel to put it inside the club house.. damn they are damn heavy and bulky.

Later still have a few more classes and may be staying for the events organized by the club also.. damn tired and sleepy again... Some how i tink coffee don't work for me now.. some more the classes are like so boring.. no motivation sia..mm , tink i write till here bahz rushing off to the next lecture liao.. ciaoz ppls...

Thursday, June 02, 2005

mocha cold blended..

Kinda tired today in sch...

the pratical was damned long~
we went to the cafe.. quite cool in there.. hur hur.. but er.. yea.. kinda hot inside.. the uncle also damn funy la.~
after tht to attend tht meeting.. was tinking of ending everyting early.. hur hur.. So i volunteered to buy the stuffs on my own... who knows..they were damn heavy.. tink i'm sick in the mind wen i volunteered to do tht.. ar nvm.. dun complain~

after carrying the stuffs back watched the seasonal finale part 1 of chase... Mm, he said he wud wait another ten year.. sheez... I dunno... waiting aint fun... lol...anyway met up with wen jie to fix my bike.. and i only gotto know then tht he was the vice president of the club.I tink he is quite a fine guy bahz.. though sp cycling club is facing.. some.. er problems.. i really hoped i could help out to promote more cycling in sp bahz.. i hope so..

KK , thts about it for now...tink tings shud cool down for every one.. chill
damned... so boring now in class.. so shagged ... so sleepy...

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Had quite a bad day.. after jp said yet another word which kinda hit me hard.. Haiz, i'm really outta of my ways trying to get to some where where i will feel home ler.. it kinda sucks ya. I'm really tired ler, after trying so much and failing every time i tried... Its nvr gonna succeed, i've lost my determination already.. i tink i'm gonna quit.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

WAH SO MANY TEXT BOOKS~!~!~! I'm Broke before my next pay day..

BLessed
SP cycling club..

hmm, i've sign up for it ler..decided it yesterday nite.. hur hur.. cannot sleep sial.. Budden today guo jie was there so not bad gotto to know more about the going ons in Sp.. I will also be joining vball also.. tis thursday going down to their training with chun hung jun yuan and ctuck.. hopefully we can all get in together.... I'm also still tinking of whether to join canoeing or not...

Oh man, feel like sleeping through out the lectures today.. Lol,see tio ppl around me like ting wei and ernest so sleepy.. i also got propagandaed to feel sleepy hur hur.. in fact.. i was like dozing off in the mass lecture..~~ lucky the pub in the school has coffee next time can go hijack there.hur hur..

was at food court six with quite a big appetited today.. ate chicken rice , the dunno wat chicken dOn rice and cheng tng.. n yea. cheng tng rocks man, hur hur i'm a self proclaimed cheng tng freak.

K bahz thts about all for today ler.. sianz.. wednesday still gotto stay back till tht late.. DAng~

Monday, May 30, 2005

I nid more sleep~

Hur hur first day of sch.. quite shagged. . . . .Didnt know sitting in the class room listening to the teacher tok could be so tiring..Maybe not enuff sleep yesterday...

Mm...after sch went to meet up with the peeps..at bp.. HUr hur.. bought myself a note book.. lol in the past i wont de sehz... lol, today juz bought one and took real good care of it.. haha, got a sense of achievement after buying the note book.. its like hur hur... i've finally buy myself a note book.. ok crap..

Ct and jp was saying sometings i dun understand.. argh duno them la.. every time liddat one~ make me tink only.. sianz

hAiz.. tomolo gt sch sial.. Alrite.. gotta look forward to it!~ ciao ppl

Haiz

Sunday, May 29, 2005

ARGH~!~!~!~ scch's starting~!

Sianz.. tomolo start sch ler.. alrite peeps in sp , AI PIA AI JIA EH YA~~~ lol..

Wootz, today went riding in the morning.. hur hur.. after tht mum brought me to the chinese physician... for no apparent reason.. ~ k la.. she says tht nid to chk my body coz recently i seem not to be in a good shape crap.. hate seeing docs

went home.. slack awhile and decided to bake cookies.. hur hur i tink tis time one not very successful bahz.. , but all well, after tht went to puppy patrol.. wootz chanel and trevor is like.. hur hur quite friendly..lol, till a point tht they over whelm me sial.. lol, but beng is quite chao kuan la.. go fight with trevor and kept disturbing chanel ,hur hur.. as expected from an chao ah beng bahz.. Dunno if its in me or wat.. but every time i visit a pet shop i kept wanting to try out the dog food and treats man.. ever since i tried the caeser beef and liver mix.. ~~ die.. Feel quite. ps sitting there liddat with beng there disturbing everyting urinating and passing motion all around the shop.. >_< ...

hur hur thts about all for now bahz.. all the best to every one tomolo.. lol
My virgin attempt at ice skating.. lol

ORite , today was hellots of fun.. went out with the peeps from blue whale.. and damn.. lol was quite fun.. kk describe from the start of the day..

early in the morn.. i met up with choon hong wee liang and margaret at cck mrt.. lol.. i was the first sial... MIraculously.. den we proceeded to meet the rest of the peeps at JE mrt station.. hur hur.. And i learn tht we haev a new member in blue whale.. LANCE.. OMG its lANCE..den we went to the ice ring..my first time sial.. tot i'm so gonna fall... budden still not bad did not fall accidentally lol.... Mm,i also didnt knw they could bring dawgs into the Building de.. I was desperately searching for daytona to play lor.. lol..but hur hur, there was none. damned saddening sial..Lol in the ice ring i was quite a nemesis i tink.. wahha play with ice lol..

AFter skating for like hours we went out of the ice ring.. den we went walk around JEC for awhile.. aimer was like so sua gu wakakaa.. lol k la.. he lives in geylang so.. i tink Je is quite alien for him.. hur hur..

After that we proceeded to marina for steam boat ler.. On the way there heard aimer's stories .. quite lame i tink but also very interesting.. lol.. Today abit siao .. er erd..We reached marina to meet up with the rest of the groups.. after tt we sat on the shuttle bus service to food center.. hur hur..Quite alot of photo taking there sial. lol.. but i'll only post the one tht have me In it WAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHHA~!

Orite.. i found myself some where to sit and here are the peeps which are sitting close to me.. lol. Theres aimer pei wen.. margaret may me and choon hong..
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after tht we proceeded to take more pics..
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and even more pics.. lol.. heres me and choon hong~! my long lost bro.. alot of ppl say we look alike.. hur hur..~
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and heres me and aimer..!

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after eating and YAM saying... we took a group pic of all of us.. we are.. kinda red.. due to the red light..

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we went to the bowling alley and arcade and we took pics there too LOl.. heres wee liang Lance and me..
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and heres HANSEL~! the suai ge with me..

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after tht..the guys there played some sicked game.. and i'm kinda caught.. LOl.. wat they did was kidna gross la. if u wanna find out come to me..i'll tell u .. its too..er hem.. to be saying it here..

After the games.. some of us left first ler.. me yong yuan wee liang and may left first with pei xi.. on the mrt .. we also took pics.. LOl.. heres a pic of me and may on the train.. wakakaka...

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mm thts about all..

and yea.. wah.. i tink i muz have stamp on my eyes or smth.. ch and the peeps were actually on board of the same train as i am in and damn i didnt saw tio dem until may got off.. Hur hur.. they also same la.. nvr saw tio me.. LOl.. and wats more they went to marina also lor.. for steam boat too.. LOldamn lame la..

Friday, May 27, 2005

Life became a monotone without u to tune my world around..

Lame shet, i juz woke up.. damn very shagg.. after today's it lesson went str8 home.. actually wanted to cycle.. but i broke the prestos's piston and the whole tube deflated.. dammit. Ow well so went to sleep instead...

Class was funny today.. with racism going around the class as the indian lecturer from the library came in. HUr hur.. yea.. kinda got more closer to the class ler.. added i tink every one in friendster ... Mathhew is damn lame , dangz, every one who were in the mass converstation laugh their head off lor.. after seeing wat he type.. qiang~!

haiz, damn shagged.. dunno to wear wat tomolo sehz.. lol, i'm kinda particular about wat to wear tomolo sehz.. lol

Thursday, May 26, 2005

I'm so gonna say tht i'm not true to myself and any one else about tings now dammit..

for the entire day heck. i dunno wat the hell i am doing. hur hur.. I'm going crazy alrite.. I'm Insane ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH! sheez....

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Pain is temporary.It last for a minute,an hour or a day or a year.., but it eventually will subside and someting else will take its place. But if i quit, the pain will last forever ...

Wootz, today... hur hur .....

woke up quite late bahz.. Missed ZOIDS ARGH~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! Hur hur, after tht nuahz around house.. Ko abit here and there.. Mm kinda tired over Ko ler.. its like.. wat wat wat liddat.. ~ Mm after tht went with pa to sheng siong. HUr hur, he very funny la he... go buy tings den forget to take money..Lol, heng i was around.. den i help him pay... feel so grown up ler. lol..then he keep teasing the cashier also.. like wat liddat... make me malu also..~

after tht went home.. put down the groceries.. den went to the library.. mm spent quite a long time there .. long time no go library on my own ler..the library is quieter then usual today... borrowed a book on the biography of dave mirra.. and a book about the Air wars fought during the world war 2...

Went home.. sat around .. den watch ah wang.. hur hur... the ending kinda stupid i tink . totally put off lor.. PIANG OIE~ Jm also has the same sentiments as me.. After ah wang.. we went to the bad court.. i had to go gay house to take the bad net from his sister.. hur hur..

Went for bad session with the ppl.. hur hur quite funny.. after tht went back at around 11 15... Mm, jp apologized to me sial. mm, quite stunned tio at tht time.. coz i had to recall.. but come to tink of it.. i dun tink the apology was necessary la.. ~ hai.. Nvm..

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Fatigue

Went to Np today for training.. it rained again.. So.. i and ct went to the canteen to wait for the rain to stop first..AT the canteen we saw lotsa familiar faces.. kim wei came over to join us..We tokked alot about stuffs going on recently ... Mm, seein tht the rain had stopped.. we proceeded on to the court ler..

Mm, training was light bahz.. coz it was raining and all.. but i went for cycling tis morning so my legs felt quite.. heavy. hur hur, today did lotsa push up sial.. long time no play ler.. kinda rusty.. so kenna alot of pushup.. I decided to do full push ups today only.. hur hur.. initially was quite fine de. but now.. my arms like so heavy de...lol..

K la... thts abt all for now..

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

WOOtz, i'm back to blog..

Sorry to keep you guys waiting.. was kinda busy and didnt have the time to post recently.. :P

Orite... on 12 may 2005, i set out early in the morning juz before dawn break to meet up with ct in the pouring rain.. We had break fast at the kopi tiam and then took the Lrt to meet up with jie min at bukit batok mrt station...there were some minor hiccups wen jm decides not to board the mrt we were on.. ~ hur hur, so we waited for her at the jurong east interchange..From there we set off to Sp to meet up with The rest of the campers. We found our way to the meeting place and were surprised tht we were still quite early.. Alot of ppl had not arrived yet.. We played abit of ice breakers game again before boarding the buses which would go to sentosa island's port..

We sat the ferry from sentosa port to kusu island and to saint john island.. The one hour ferry ride was filled with much enthuism as the Group leaders(GL) and group adminstrators(Ga) sang songs and played games on board of the ferry.. i made a friend named mei fang.. and she happened to be in business it too.. quite cool..

Upon stepping onto saint john's island , i got tis strange feeling of utopia... The island itself looks much like a paradise hide out for city dwellers.. Juz across the other bank is the Central distric buildings.. The scenery was simply splendid. After taking a few group photos at the jetty we moved on to the camp site ... We went into the multi purpose hall where every of the GA and GL and intensive moving Unit(IMU) introduced themself.. ALl of the campers too introduced them self... Den Heyi the camp chief announced for us to move onto our groups.. The crowd was distributed into 4 groups namely great white , sword fish , sting ray and blue whale.. Ct got into The group great white while i and jm was lucky to be in the same group in blue whale.After every one got into their own groups, we were given a white cloth and a wooden pole and some colouring materials and we were told to design our mascot for our group.. For blue whale.. our mascot design was a unique one.. with our names outlining the shape of a baby whale.. and a red badana tieing on the fore head of the whale indicating "bi Shen"....while some of the ppl spent their time designing the mascot.. the rest of the group members were tinking of cheers to go with for the group.. We decided on a cheer to present which had a tune of the song.. "twinkle twinkle little star" With much creativity the group had changed the song into a cheer for blue whale..

After the presentations of the cheers and mascot we proceed on to learn the camp songs Cadc had prepared for us...There were alot of dancing singing and action making.. After all tht , we felt hungry and all.. we were treated to a sumptous meal prepared by the cook.. how ever the food aint appealing to most ppl though.... in fact, its quite a toture eating them up.. how ever , as we were already starving we had to do nth but to accept our fate.

That night ... we went on a treasure hunt.. it started with a story plot ,where bye... a knight was walking lovingly with his princess.. but outta the sudden The evil knight, came and snatched the princess away.. but of course..the knight put up with a fight with the evil knight...how ever... he was defeated wen the evil knight knocked him out.. he layed there unconsiously.. Prophecy holds that it is us... the four fishes , one of us.. will find the potion to revive the knight and help save the princess from the evil knight's dungeon. So, we were given scrolls and maps on wear and how we are gonna locate the potion.. WE had to visit different characters all around saint john island.. TIs characters are ghouls which lingered after being mercilessly killed by the evil knight.. we muz appeal the ghouls in order for them to lead us to the next station which would bring us closer and closer to the potion.. The sight of the ghouls which was dressed up by fellow GAs and GLS was gustly and horendous.They instilled shivers down our spines as we approacched them one by one.Soon we found the potion and i was the one to give the potion to the priest ... The priest then leaded us back to the spot where the knight laid fallen....The priest.. den instructed me.... to pass the potion to the knight.. Revived.. the knight hollered for the evil knight.. as both eyes met.. they had once a fnal boutz... tis time.. both of them fallen... The evil knight was slained.. by the knigh.however the knight is too weak to move.. thus the knight intructed for me again~ to go save the princess... Wondering why its always me.. i went to open the dungeon doors.. and Hell broke loose wen the princess grabbed me.. jumped on me and kiss me on the fore head with a big thk u ..~~~ and yea.. the princess is played by a guy... ~~I was taken aback obviously stunned and too shock for words..

I spent the rest of my night dazing..... till we bunk in and fell asleep....

I woke up, by the mur murs coming from the bois who woke up earlier den me.... Den me Justin yong quan and wee siang we all went to the bath room to have a early bath..AS the icely water sprinkled on my skin.. i almost jumped out.. but i tink i was too tired to jump ler.. I juz got wide awake .. After that we proceeded on to the MPH where we were told to change into our pt kits and we proceeded for a slow jog to the basket ball court at saint john island.. Wheere we did some stretching and played some games... In one of the games.. Ct got forfeited along with 3 other campers.. he was supposed to put his nose onto the ear of a gal.. lol.. It was quite amusing..

AFter the games.. we went back to the mph and proceeded to have our break fast which consist of a piece of bread and some milo..ok i didnt got to drink the milo... er erd.. we went back to the mph again for more singing...and we had our lunch.. den we proceeded out to the out doors to play the out door games... In tis one particular game.. we were suppposed to do a telematch...On one of the stages.. we are supposed to slide across tis large canvas sheet which had oil and water spilled on it.. IT was quite fun and indeed hilarious .... After tht we went to the beach where we had more games.. Poor justin had his body covered with shaving cream and we are supposed to squirt it off using the water we collected from squeezing water from a sponge into a water gun... lol.. WE had lotsa fun.....after returning all muddied and oily we had quite a tough time cleaning up and the bath room had a long que...

AFter cleaning up we had dinner... again the food wasnt appealing... its simply disgusting...

After dinner we played some games on our on wen heyi suddenly alerted us tht some one was murdered... Ok, Its part of the game which we are gonna participate in later on... We are supposed to help with the investigation.. we were bought by heyi to the crime scene where we were supposed to take a clear look at all the evidence left behind.. then we were given a list of suspects and characters.. after discussions.. we proceeded on to question every character... after summarizing every one.. we came to the conclusion that the maid was the killer.. the time for us to give our thesis was up so each of the groups sent one representative to present the teams ans.. but in the end... all team had not got the ans.. lol...

AFter tht we bunk in again...

I woke up.. quite late the next day... but i still went for a morning shower .... it was raiing so we had to do our morning excersize and games in the mph... after tht we had our break fast.. we came back den to play a games which required us to stand inside square boxes with numbers in it.. hur hur.. every one was like squeezing.. lucky i was tall enuff got fresh air to breath at a higher altitude.. Lol , after tht we had a beauty paegent.. hur hur, but its kinda gay wen the girl dresses up as the Mr saint john and the guy dresses up as the Miss saint john.. Omg... u shud had seen how we made use of baloons for artificial breasts...~

AFter all tht was over.. we went to the out doors Again~! Tis time we played dodge ball.. Er erd... There was quite a heated competition but i guess tings cooled and every one was friends again ... peace out~ We den played a game which is similar to scissors paper and stone.. but tis time.. every one muz be coordinated and every one is supposed to show the similar sign to the opposite team and vice versa.. the winning team will get water bombs to smash the losing team.. lol..we all got wet in the end... and we went back to the camp site again to change into dry clothes..den.. we ate our LUnch.. which is at around 5 ... lol...

After lunch.. we got our camp tees and we proceeded on to the beach where the camp fire was set up and was ready to be lit up, after much tok.. heyi the camp chief lit the campfire and we begin singing and singing under the starry skies with the company of the acoustic guitars.. but eh skies was kinda covered with clouds and then it begin to rain.. and tehre was tunder and lighting ... We began to run back for shelter at the camp... staying low.... apparently... the whole island had a short circuit and the powers were shutoff.... we waited anxiously in the bois bunk.. To relive the tension,... a few of us begin to tok about lame jokes... er erd.. with the around.. every one was relived.. after a while...we were told to move to the mph where a buffet spread was laid there waiting for us....... for the first time in my life.. i tot i'ld cry seeing so much ... 'decent food' its like.. we 've been eating ~~~~~ for the past few days... every one was enthuisastic...The buffet spread was supposed to be companied with a disco ... but since the power was down.. we had to make do with torch lights.. lol.. But soon... the power cameback again and every one was cheering and all.. kudos to the ppl who got the power back. We den begin to party through the night.. dancing and all..the groups also acted out a skit each... and each of them also sang songs... in groups.. which provide much entertainment...I nvr remember me jumping so much before till that night... Every one was quite high in the blast of the music and dance beats.

WE den settled down... and waited for dawn.. dawn at saint john carried an ambience i've not experience before.. it was quite.. nice..I could hardly keep my eyes open then thuogh.. very tired.. After we washed up in the morning... we were distributed to different sections where by we were supposed to go clean up the camp site... AFter mcuh cleaning here and there..we had our break fast and we wrote down our contacts on a piece of paper where it will be photo copied and given to each of us.. with tht all done.. we carried our luggage and headed for the port again.. ready for departure.. at the port.. we took a few photos as we waited for the ferries to come.. with much waiting the ferry finally came...we reached sentosa island where i treated myself to a large cup of sprite from BK ... hur hur... it was heavenly.. lol.. We den boarded the bus back to sp where we waited for the rest of the groups to arrive....

AFter the rest of teh groups arrived.. we had a short debrief and den the camp was declared over by Heyi.... AFter the 4 day 3 nights saga.. every one was indeed dead beat...

I jm and ct den tooked the cab back home...


In conclusion.. i feel very impressed that tis camp was organized by solely yaer 1 students and the games they playd were interesting as we've not played them before and the scale of the production of tis camp was marverllous... to wrap it up... The camp is indeed very fun packed and it will be an unforgettable experience...

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Dear BLog ppl...

I will be going off for a while... There will be no blogs post until i come back.. Lol.. Till den..

-Jc-
Steps on how to becoming a good person such tht friends would feel better about me..

Step 1: Dun argue wen ppl give negative pts about u

Step2 : Dont joke like the way they are joking..

Step3 : Don't laugh wen friends are laughing while making fun of each another..

Step 4: don't show how sad or how affected u are to them as tis will only make tings better

Step 5: Make sure u act like wat they expected to you act... Don't be a smart alec

Step 6: Dont even try to joke... they'll find u lame... they might even take the jokes other way...

Step 7 : don't complain when ppl say u dun understand..... juz act like u do... even if u dont...

Step 8: Don't interfere with their business.. they'll definately tink u'll make it worst.. n yes.. ur porbly would..

step 9: No... dont even try to do anyting big ... u'll look very childish to them... And yes.. even if its tht way.. act like its nth .. U'll be even more childish if u try harder infront of them not to..

Step 10: the very grand one.. be emotionless wen tackling feed backs given by friends.. for u dunno which would hurt u soo deeply.. dat it'll be like ripping u apart...

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I question myself of whether i'm me, i tot i've found an ans but the fact is.. every ting in me is me...


Woke up quite late again today.. hur hur.. SOme siao char bo.... tell me to play ko for so damned long .. and even demanded for testis after tht..

Ay,did lotsa tings at home tis after noon.. after tht ... went out with km for.. hur hur Jungle trekking.. lol..

mm, den went home for awhile den met up with the peeps for pasa malam.. Dang. long time no eat otahs ler.. i sincerely misses them alot.. ~

AFter a while.. we went home ler.. ALos sian... my days are getting less productive liao....

Monday, May 09, 2005

How can u be happy.. when some one u love.. leaves u behind..

Ay, early in the morning acc the peeps to bowling alley.. Lol, i didnt have the single clue how to play bowling. lOl.

Mm, after tht we went to arcade for daytona.. I kinda figured out i cant get use to manual gears any more.. Lol, long time no play ler maybe.. Mm, after tht went to buy lotsa noodles to cook at home with the peeps. They come my house to view the pic.. but lol.. they've not choosed to develop which one yet.. hur hur...

Ay, after tht went to ct's house to help him with his com.. hur hur.. Alot of probs sehz.. tink nid to reformat liao..

Mm,went home after tht.. ay, sianz sial....

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Indulge

Mm, woke up quite late today.. hurhur.. finally after so many days of organizing.. i get to take a break ler..lol..

Woke up... wondering wat to do.. Mm,my life got simpler again.. went online.. chtted with fith.. hur hur.... he said he wanna treat me to ice cream at swensens as he still owed me one.. Lol, how was i supposed to reject such an offer.. so i went down to plaza's swensen to meet up with him.I saw chonghoe yk and jefferey there.. hur hur... aFter tht i also saw cindy..lol.. i tot she might be with more peeps so i took a peep furthur into the shop she was in .. Lol.. making me look funy

any way, i had the chocolate dunno wat malt wat one den fithrin ate the banna bonanza lol.. kinda coool.. i tink.. lol. we did lotsa catching up... i told him wat i was upto recently and he did the same.. spent the entire after noon at swensens tokking to him.. after tht we walked to the pasam malam and all...

I reached home only to get ready to go to Ah yi's house for mothers day celebration.. hur hur. They were having bbq at her condo.. lol, alot of food but every one was like.. so hopeless.. Until i came and took over the bbq pit. wahaha.. tings began to get cooked faster and in mass quantity.. lol. I drank wine.. hurhur 2003 one.. i guess alil wud not make any difference lol...

AFter tht come home.. mm, dated vivian out to the movies next thurs. Mm, after clearly stating to her tht its only a date for like.. getting to gether.. ay, shes my pri sch friend mahz.. She also told me the same.. LOl.. funny, machiam nid to put warning signals liddat.. Ere rd.

Mm, its yk birthday tomolo sial.. ay, wish him a happy birthday and success in every ting he do bahz..
Kudos to every one...

Kk, woked up quite late today... DEn was having a mental block again...i was tinking there was smth i am supposed to do but i not doing.. so... i went to watch cartoons.. after every ting i went to on the com... den i realised i was supposed to call the restaurants up and ask for reservation , budden, all were fully booked. hur hur. I began to panick and all.. so i called up jm to see how.. so we went to our last resort which is to go for japanese style buffet .. called up suki.. and found out tht there is a walk in at marina promenade.. so all of us han blang plan to go to there and all...

i wanted to bake cookies for every one to compliment every one so last minute go make the mixture and all.. LOl. I tink they were guinea pig food rather then compliments .. Mm, nvm back to main topic.. after i got my hair cut i went home to bath then i meet up with jp at the lrt , hur hur , jp laughed wen she saw my new hair style >_< argh~! !~!~! kk nvm , PZ I'm not vain! After that we met up with the rest... Lol. was quite surprised to see ch there.. Mm, dunno was abit mad at him.. Lol. nvm, we went down to orchard den change the bus and all.. on the bus i sat alone.. den i began to tink of wat i done for the past few days...mm kinda tink i've done alot of tings " extremely" hur hur..I dunno.. i'm too busy to go tink abt it.. then wen really sit down and tink abt it.. its quite disturbing.. LOl.

We reached marina promenade at about 530 liddat,den i went in there.. have a chat with the manager and found my self to the toilet.. lol. hur hur, lucky we got ourself two tables.. hur hur, den we had our onslaught liao.. Lol. We started ravaging through the food and all.. and with ch around.. haha, he made my stomach look smalll.. lol

After that... we went to the movies... supposively to watch a movie de... but den... after that we couldnt get a movie so we went to the arcade... Woo.. i saw sylvester there sial.. Mm... today went really high on the arcade sehz.. every one was having fun... its like.. i've nvr felt so good for such a long time liao... Mm...


After tht we went to bp nuahz around .. after tht we went to the void decks.. i handed over jp's present. and i tink she was really very happy.. abt it.. hur hur she gave me a hug.. i tink its the first time she hugged me? yea.. kinda touched. mm, after tht all we started walking home ... Mm..


I tink overally .. every ting is really successfull.. mm, maybe lady luck is with us but it is us tht make tings happen... it is us tht created the atmosphere... it is us.. tht made us Lol.. haha.. =) kk end now...

Friday, May 06, 2005

1.42 pm, and the rain is falling....

K,lets reenact wat hapened yesterday.

Woke up quite early by my hp, lin called. I was late to take the album from her.. Den i told her to go sch first.. DAngz, after tht i couldnt sleep. and its like.. 645 in the morning.. so bo bian..got out of bed and start using the com .. and its nt until 1130 that i started cycling to san li's house to pass the cake mixture to her.. was supposed to be baking with her de.. but since la and km would be coming over.. so i willl be redundant there.

So i proceeded home to get changed.. and den went to the bustop.. at there.. i board 960.. to find tht the peeps were on tht bus too.. Lol.. den we went to suntec.. to watch movie .. Before the movie.. we went to the arcade. lol, quite funny.. we got wasted at those soft toy catching machines. we spent alot of money.. but couldnt get even one up.. lol. we were so engrossed tht we almost missed the movie time.. Lucky we went in almost juz in time. The movie we watch was coach carter,quite a motivating and moving story. mm, i recc it.

after tht followed them to go to oriental to collect their pay.. Mm, familiar environt ment.. with familiar ppl.. i bought the guys around the kitchen and every where.. and the chefs and all didnt seemed to mind us.. in fact they seemed to ignore us.. tok abt hijacking tht place.. Hmm, after tht we went back to panjang. on the way back it was still raining and our plan to cut the cake at the bad court wouldn't work up.I Told ct on the bus to cheer jp up once we got off the bus as she seemed quite sad ler and we dun wan a sad jp on her birthday ...

I didnt have tot of a rainy day plan.. so halve of the time on the bus we were busy tinking on where to go .. We den tot of eating steam boat at yh house.. and at the mean time i'll call the bakes all over to yh;s house to standby for jp's arrival. I had to go home first ot get my bike as i am going to go to sl place.. den to develope the photos and buy the candles.. Yh passed me her house keys for us to have access to her house while they are doing grocery shopping for the steam boat at ten mile. Lol. i'm like some kuku running with my jeans from tenmile back home.. which is a bout a mile away. lol.

as soon as i reached li house i updated the bakers on wat we are gonna do and i pass lin the keys and i went off to develope the photos.. after tht i went to bought candles.. at the bakery.. iw as having a mental block.. how many candles to buy.. lOl. i was like.. tinking and tinking for quite some time..
AS soon as i got every ting i called up every one to chk their location.. and was quite shocked wen the squad at ten mile was already completing their grocery and the bakers are still at fajar lrt...Mm, i reached yh's house first to find out tht her parents are at home.. was wondering if we could go in.. the bakers arrived ... den we were discssing wen i and lin decided to go up to her parents to ask if we could enter to place the cake and all inside.. In the hosue.. we explained tht our plan and most surprisingly her mum coordintated with our plan and even got the steam boat and all ready for us.. gay arrived almost the same time wen we entered the house.. As every ting was all setup.

In a few moments.. the ppl with the grocery arrived along with jp.. Lol, she doesnt seemed very surprised lehz.. rather she seemed more surprised wen i suddenly jumped out to scare her.lol... every one greeted her happy birthday den we proceeded to sing the birthday song..

heres a pic of the birthday cake the bakers bake.. kudos to them..

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after tht we proceeded with the steam boat.. Lolo
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there were quite some left overs after tht so we decided to play games and all. and the loser gets to eat them all~! ehhe..

After every ting we helped abit with yh to packing up every ting.. but i raelly couldnt move much esp after finishing tht much food.. I feel.. bloated.. er erd..

Mm, thts about halve the show done.. The next show will carry on tis sat on hotel phoenix.. JIA YOU~

Lancearmstrong' we nvr quit... we do not quit'...
damned shagged after today.. will post abt todays happenings tomolo...

Thursday, May 05, 2005

A friend,

Time juz flies doesnt it now.. it whizzez past u like nobodies business. Its been 4 damn years ler.. Lol, time ..brings me to quote 'time is the ultimate destruction' i don't wish for it to happen but it still had happened ler, but i know some tings time cant change.I hope u know too..

Lol, remember the time wen i sat next to you? The only words we were exchanging then were the occasional hi and bye kinda ting.and we kept seperating our tables like pri sch kids. madm howe got so fed up that she tied a red string on our chairs and tables.Lol.But i guess we started tokking to each other more after tht..I think u've played quite an important role in my life development, u made me capable of expressing more verbally to others .

Knowing u for all tis time.. i found out tht there were lotsa difference from u and me tht i ought to learn.I'll say ur determined in doing wat u wanna do and carry optimism every where u go. Ur always creative with all those weird ideals coming outta tht bian tai brain of yours .secondary sch life will be quite lifeless without u around me.

Now, its ur birthday again.. haha.. heres a lil smth for ur birthday.. hope u like it..

With passing of time,Our age we gain.

17 yrs, your still the same,in our ass, the same old pain.

But still we like you all the same,as friends we remember your fabled name.

We wish to you a yearly greeting,more personal then your daily beating.

Happy 17th for your beloved birthday,Till we meet and kick your ass again.

Aint it nice lol...

Mm, no matter how i try to run away from it.. the fact is now.. ur leaving us temporary to furthur ur studies.but since u have to leave.. i wish u would leave... but with all my heart... i can tell u , tht i will be missing u dearly and mourning ur absence painfully. Ay, in those romantic novals they'll say ,if the amount i miss u could be represented by tears.. i'll cry a whole ocean for u .. But reality is.. I cant cry tht much.. so i'll not cry ... i'll smile , u might find tis quite lame but i tink its quite nice lehz.. Mm, another quote i told u tht day... The longest wait aint created by the amount of time, its created by u .. so maybe 6 years aint tht long after all..

Lastly now..i really wish u would be able to come back,"victorious" and in one piece plz. Juz remember wen u go tht unfamiliar environment you aint alone.. If u ever felt lonely... flip open tis wonderful scrap book, u'll have all of us.. So if u might, u'll be bringing all of us along with u , we'll nvr leave u out alone .. i nvr would.Alrite, i wish u all the best in aust and plz, even if i pray to every allah jesus or guan yin mah out there.. i still wish u'ld take care of urself there...

with endless amount of love

Jc

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

dear blog...

Today went to butterfly trail with shah early in the morning.... new trail.. fresh riding experience.. butterfly aint very physical demanding i would say.. but its rather technical, its only with ppl with excellent mtb technique could master.. Its like.. u go slow here.. u fall... u go fast at bt... u dun fall. kinda ting.. thts the difference.. The vein growing on the corners make it even more challenging.. not forgetting the many rock hops.. i even tore my pants.. Lol. machiam got attacked by wild animal.. heng my under wear nvr reveal.

after the physical challenging morning.. i went back home.. only to clean my bike and myself and started on my days schedule ler.. First stop was yh's house.. yh will be meeting with li so the both of them will be writing together.. I fig tht they would take quite long so i went home to have my brunch first.. mm.... wen i returned... i only found out yh was still writing her delication and li haven even started. Mm, i was supposed to passed tis book to gay at 130 den 2 to ct .. was dammed stressed ler.. and yh was there. happily colouring away.. it was already 130 ler.. yh still haven fin, i had to cal gay to meet him at 2 instead.. luckily gay was easy to handle Lol. he juz live a few blocks away. I reached his house at abt 2.06 , Mm,i tink he is the most gan chui one , he only tok 10 mins.. to write the stuffs.. Lol, hes a funny guy la... Den i went to ct house after tht .. Ct said he would want to use the collage method.. so I trust him tht he would complete it by fri for me..after ct i went to kp.. mm, she also took quite fast to write.. during tht time.. got to know more personal affairs of her.. Mm, see tht she is quite determined on wat she is doing i tink my words would also be redundant.. Lol like wen has it been NOT redundant. after she finished i took a quick pic of her den i called la up..la told me to wait another 30 mins before going there to meet her at regent grove at yew tee.. So i went home at 3 15 to finish my brunch and after tht continue with the delication for jp .. Mm, spent quite some time tinking abt it.. i tink after pz chking juz now.. tht will do.. zhi.. swee hor? hehe.

la only msg me at 4+ liddat.. den i hamblang every ting ride to la place liao.. quite tedious.. long time no inhale the vehicles exhumes liao, it made my throat sore and all. reach la house at around 445. Mm it was quite a fast deal wit la as she used the collage method and we juz nid to paste every ting up. After tht started advancing towards jm house. reached around 5+ mm, she took quite some time.. tht i accidentally dozed off.. after tht i went back to panjang to panjang to pass the scrap book to jr.. lucky cy had volunteered to get the scrap book from jr personally if not i'll not be able to have my dinner earlier... i'm so damed hungry and thirsty by the time i reach bp .. tink i dehydrated of smth. After dinner. went out again..to take a pic of jr.. den collect the album from cy.. Passed it on to calin.. thts the end of my schedule for the day..

tomolo will also be quite tight as i had to wake up at 630 in morn to get the album from lin before she goes to sch.. SIANZ! arghz, jp... i'm doing tis only for u and only U!

hmm, having fatigue all over now.. Tink becoz of yesterday training and today's on cult, kk i gtg off to sleep liao.. ciao ppl.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Rush hour

Time gets lesser and lesser till the point tht every minute count now.. As we approach to jp's birthday. Tis time i tink i was quite taken aback by the scale of tis ting.. hmm, coz it comes in two .. quite challenging . As lance armstrong would say' nvr quit.. cyclist dun quit' .. mm ..

having quite a tight schedule tomolo ler.. so tight tht i have no time for break fast and dinner.. Mm, not bad... I'm juz afraid i cant tink of tht msg yet... No time to tink.. Lol, as lance armstrong would say again.' cyclist ride fast, tink fast eat fast bath fast and even urinate fast....' ay...


Today went to town with jp to pay her fees... after tht went to np for vball training.. wah kk very garang today.. tell us to do Physical training machiam siao one.. Mm, but i tink also good.. long time no do pt ler.. den play ball in the rain after wards.. Lol, kinda nice but i hate the siap siap feeling.

After tht went to eat dinner with ct and km at the malay food store.. nasi pattaya again... but nice though. WE saw shah there.. , lol he came .. along with his lameness ... we tried hard not to laugh as he was really tokking to us seriously. Mm, will be going with him for off road session tomolo morning.. damned siong again.. after tht str8 away will go to collect msg liao.. WOOtz, so................ exciting.. hur hur..

Monday, May 02, 2005

colliding and diverging.. stages of life

ay, kinda rotted at home.. k la.. did still manage to bake some cookies.

After tht went to plaza with mum for dinner... den we went luan house.. Lol, we were watching tis show with hunks and all on channel u . Tht fiona xie went around singapore to find for the guy with the brodest chest.. So they measured everyone up.. The peeps.. inspired. decided to measure my chest up.. Dangz. damned bo liao..

After tht went down to bangkit for supper.. Mm, saw yk and family dere.. it seemed so... weird now but we juz acted like nth happened..shrugs. Tink i'm the one tinking again? Ar shet, fed up with tht phrase already, every time wen smth went wrong i will be always the one tinking too much.. bla bla.. in the end it still happened and all.. Lol, wat gives...
Melodramatical..

Some times, its kinda funny wen wat i see in tvs come onto real life ...Lol.

Mm, kinda rot entirely today in the afternoon bahz...Den went to buy smth at citilink.. After tht had dinner with mum at a restaurant at chin swee dere.. After tht went to esplanade for the may day celebration.. Wootz, there were fire works, Kinda nice i tink esp wen watching with friends. Lol, alot of smooching going on later too..

Mm, after tht we walked around town bahz.. Went to tht spanish look alike mac near clark quay there and had... Supper.. den.. mm, went home ler.. hmm...