My first Dnf record.. ay lance.. i'm par with u now..hiacks

Rite, had my first trialothon today and lost badly. ON the swimming and running part la.. lemme explain alil about trialethon alil . Its a race where u gotto swim first... and then cycle... and finishing with the run.U nid to excel in all three components to win. Sadly, i tink i only excel in one .. Maybe they shud do a relay such that some one else will swim and run.. and i'll cycle for them.. wakkaka..

I did said i wanted to dedicate tis race to uncle rusty.. wondering now.. whether he should be proud or dissapointed with me? ay, if he is dissapointed then too bad... i did managed to drop alot of ppl when i'm cycling though. sorry uncle rusty..

well, and yea... the promise i made u to make.... i tink it doesnt count now already bahz..

Hmm.. in a dillema now.. whether to feel good or bad... oh yea... ernest and the rest of the old peeps won me ~... too good..

I will swim like a fish~!

In less then a day's time.. i will be racing..

Hmm, i heard from the old guys that there would be roadies there.. and of course ppl from the dragon boat team will be sending ppl over.. BUt hmm.. I duno if i know if would drown tml or not.. but ay ay, will try my best to stay afloat for the 2 laps..dang..at least lemme win the peeps from chess club alrite.. wakakkakka...

good luck to me and ernest~ and the old peeps who are participating..!!

Death.. so predictable yet elusive..

Ay ay, go watch naruto.. its quite nice..


Well.. had the first meeting for like soo long for sp cyclists. ay ay, so glad .. fixed up another bike tis week for the club.. ay , take it as charity work bahz.

Ay , quite unbelievable but i'm doing lotsa tings for the good of others now adays. Hmm, it might be that i'm doing lotsa good tings before but i only noticed it recently.. Ay ay , one way or another... its the same..

Weather had been pretty cold recently. Ay, make moods go bad easily too. Just 4 days later it will be the triathlon race already.. Hmm, i dont know how to swim.. but i could still run and cycle.. ay , will get there eventually.. To add on to the significance of tis race... i'll dedicate it to uncle rusty...

Tis is for you Uncle Rusty...

The chronicles of burnt rubber and dust particles..

How long have i been riding on my bike alraedy? Ay ay.. too long.. i lost count.

When was the first time i learnt how to coordinate the gears...

When was the first time i had some one to tok to...

When was the first time i met Uncle Rusty..

When was the last time i met Uncle Rusty...

When did Uncle Rusty passed on...

Gone and remembered..Thk U Uncle Rusty...

Stop whining about your fate and start changing it..

Tink i was too sick to ride that i almost fainted at bt tis morning.. Bad... next week trialoton already...

Had steam boat the other night at ct house.. hmm , steam boat with lights from hand phone is cool... its pretty warm too... ay , lucky the boat was running on gas .. not electric.. or it will be just too bad..

Ps , pang sehed hazel and the peeps who went to hazel's party , didnt wanted to go to the party .. too many ppl , and wats more.. i want to accompany my mum.

Hmm, tink i'ld nid to train harder to get more stamina.. tis morning's event is just too dissapointing..

I love you.. because my mum told me to love the mentally illed ppl~ ay...how lame can it get..

I hate thursday... gotto wake up so early.. i hate rainy days.. its cold.... and its a cold rainy thursday today...

Went for gems.. ay, clearly stated on my face that the person wearing that face is acting cool. Hmm, couldn't help it... bad morning ... bad rain.. bad day. Well,we were supposed to come out with ideas for business plans... ay ay... i looked at my wet socks and i could only tink about water proof socks... ~

of course , there are plenty of other ideas too.. i tink the wireless electric guitar is cool...

Hmm...i havent book the chalet yet.. damn it.. sorry peeps..will book it quick.. i promise..

What i do doesn't implement who i am..

Omg sehz.. i had a horny dream yesterday nite seh...~ n i couldnt belive it wasn;t horny enuff for the ppl i tok about it with..sheez..

Ay ay, class was boring today.. every ting is boring.. i didnt even had the appetite to eat.. tink shud be falling sick soon.. shud be..gd, hope mcs would be elongated.. lol wat a word..

Tink now adays have been an attention seeker for long enuff.. irritating enuff ppl.. time out. time to invert abit.. introvert style..

I want to fall in love with the gal i know...not some one who aint near me.. so far away from me.. la di da...

Ya knw.. we cant always rely on time alone to heal wounds.. By the time it does so.. new wounds would be created.. apply some medicine for goodness sake..

Caught up with sleep.Ay ay , thats what sundays are for.. Good.

Had a bad time today.. it just didnt work out for me.. haha

To bt with ruben.. it was quite late already.. and it was pretty dark in there with the trees and all.. I was riding down tis path when suddenly tis stone flew into my left eye.. the pain was excrutiating.. i was like.. ow ow ow on my bike and tings went blur for my left eye almost instanteneously .. a passer by cyclist stared at me as he braked... and very slowly ride past.. good ride past.. thk u .Then washed my eyes with the water from my hydra.. still pain.. ruben caught up with me and we slowly rode to the visitor center.. i couldnt go into the trail any more....the pain is subsiding..slowly..ruben drove there.. but some how.. he couldnt get his car to open with the remote.. and he left the key in the car.. great.. hur hur.. so too bad.. we've gotto cycle back to bp to get the keys from his dad.. the spare one.. it wasnt nice.. cycling with one eye almost blind. The time we reached the house.. ruben's tyre had a puncture.. great. I told ruben to take my bike and go after his car after he collected the keys.. so off he went as i pushed his bike slowly to wen jie's house, only to find that we couldnt get the tube out as the tyre is built in such a way that u nid 3 tyre levers to get the tyre out... and wen jie had only one. ay, in the end ruben came and took the bike in his car.. la dida.. it was 9 already then .. and dinner was horrible

Too bad.. ay , but ~ tml will be a better day.. wakkaka

Effective comparisons makes one improve.. defective comparisons makes one hate.

There was lightning and thunder tis morning.. i was smiling and smiling coz i tot the ride today was cancelled.. but ben decided to go against all odds to carry out the event.. so there i was .. in that event.. so weird... stuck alone with cheng hong and zhuo hua.



The ride was good, there were many female cyclist today.. and zhuo hua keep acting desperate.. Too bad, the ladies are too old..

Rode back home around 1. Got back some sleep.. went out again to ah yong's house.. ay , his bb 1 month le.. so 1 month ago.. i was officially enlisted as Uncle.. so sad..

And there we were at the dinner table. ah zhi bought his gf there.. ah yong was with his wife and baby.. ah yun was with her bf ah wen is out with her bf.. hx told gramps about his gf.. and me... was laughing my ass off at the channel 5 show.

too bad..

Life is too short for regrets-Ms liew during gems class

Woke up damn early today.. stupid flu.. i nid my sleep..

Ay , so i attended my first Gem lesson today.. was quite cool i guess. But some how i tink its smth to do with my attitude or.. smth liddat.. Nobody sit closed to me today.. wakka.. its like.. there tis 4 by 5 rows of seats. two sets of them.. the peeps would be at the other side.. while its me alone on the other side.. totally isolated. Too fierce..

How ever , my group is great i tink.. 3 gals v 2 guys... one of the gal was rather crappy ay for her look.. Looks are deceiving i tell u ...so i'm not that fierce as i look.. Duhz.. Well , i found out that most marketing teachers have much wonderous story to tell the class and the teach today told us about how a healthy shit should look like. Its like 9 in the morning and there she went.

Finally bought the database tb today.. ay , 24 bucks for a stack of paper binded by a hard cover.. Its definately worth it... yes.

Am atttending my dbms pratical now. Look tis proves how slackky i am.. , great.. here comes that old lady.. and some one behind is yakking non stop.. shud up~ ..

We are going against all odds...

ay , it seems that our original plan for the chalet has to be cancelled.. ay

I tink i fail in writing songs.. ay..

Hmm , chee seong's lesson today.. was quite cool i tink.. hur hur .. after that went to town .. with irene ernest and tw.. ay , tw had to pon ent gems.. hur hur.. tml will be my first lesson , omg , 8 in the morning, and i was laughing my ass off at the ppl who nid to stay back on wednesday afternoons. Oh yea.. there was tis gay incident at taka i tink..

Tennis elective slots are all taken up , ay,.. too bad. Gotto head to pengerrang again some time next next week.. with the rovers.. , i tink their lame.. but oh well.. la di da.

I'm so gonna buy my clothes tomolo already... nid to spend that money before they are wasted on smth else.. hur hur

Its not working.


It such a big dis may,
every one starts to hate.
Just another different day ,
the feelings are so dead...
All i see is the pieces , all torn and frayed, all torn and frayed...



If you could see it in their eyes, its full of lies
Insanity is their pride , what else could i say.
They said thats friends are there,
we nvr gave any care ,they nvr gave any care, we are nvr there~

It such a big dis may,
every one starts to hate.
Just another different day ,
the feelings are so dead...
All i see is the pieces , all torn and frayed,all torn and frayed


What the fuck is wrong with us, there so much anxiety , soak in tis enimity
Not a day without the sad faces
Nvr had enuff of hurting each other... its not okay its not okay its not okay....

It such a big dis may,
every one starts to hate.
Just another different day , the feelings are so dead...
All i see is the pieces , all torn and frayed,all torn and frayed

Harmonics - Lead Vocal -Lead Vocal with harmonics

I know that tings cant always be there at the rite time..

9 o clock lesson today.. Hmm.. maths is like old school stuffs.. and i felt nostalgic doing matrices again... was late coz i was being stupid. Idea is stupid..

actually.. i tink ms soh soen eng aint that bad... i dunno its just the first lesson with her.

Yuan yang , teh bing and kopi bing is nice...

Get well soon ern...

Mob presentation was great.. ay..Mrs juliana is good..

I dont like the saloon i went just now.. the service is not good.. picasso at bangkit.. dont go there to have ur hair cut.. not good.

Jogged. I tink 10 mins was good for the 3.6km...

I'm so psyched up for the triathlon... now ... how to stay afloat in the pool without the floats..

Days past,ppl die.. things go away, chapters on the book closes..

Hmm, monday again... kinda cold...

Heavily geared today, full of books ct wanted.. damn it.. he didnt gave me the book i wanted..

database is boring as ever.. ay ~The teach is also.. trying very hard.. ~

However, java was as interesting as the tutor. Var,boolean ladida..

Hazel was late again .. ay ay, cant blame,today was her mum's opening ceremony, she got to go there to do the lion dance.. but her brownies are getting better and better... Ok la, make that better coz tis is only the second time i ate only.. but its good already..

MOB saw us doing the group work. Hmm i see well planned groups.. ay.. Now that every ting is over.. whats left was pieces i guess.

I still owe gary money sehz..~ 4 bucks.. damn.

broked.

Don't go... stay.. here with me..

Mum was planning to bring us for picnic at east coast with the aunties and uncles.. i wanted out so i was out.Actually wanted to buy the clothes alone but i guess i'll postpone it.. Cycled alone to east coast though.

There was this ah pek, cycling halve naked on his bike. I wanted to ask for directions from him but hes cycling faster then i anticipated. Mm, its either he is good or i'm getting OLD, irony. Ay , got to know tis faster route and it kinda shortened my journey much as i only 1 and halve hour tis time, addding to the fact that i got lost at town.

I think dare devil was nice.. maybe one day the directors shud make a move involving all the marvel super heros... ay ay ,one man just isnt enuff to save the world.

don't do it..

Its in the ugly things u'll eventually find beautiful things which u must protect and keep..

Woke up by ct to play tennis.. ~

played till 12 ~ Hmm.. havent managed to return km's racket yet sehz...they are at ch's house now but i dun wanna go.. ay ~

Decided to cook today.

Braised pork.. grilled fish with garlic... prawn salad.. mushroom soup... some apple pie with vanilla ice cream topped with raspberry syrup and fresh straw berries~

The pie was nice i tink~. hur hur..

I'ld love u if could ...

Hang over day..but at least it is a better day...happy holidays to dear blog readers..

Did not wanted to wake up, but ay ay, got to wake up... early in the morning , got the tennis racket from km.. Met up with calindar~ at plaza bought stuffs.. i didnt want to cook.. too bad~ ima temperemental cook..~

Saw lotsa tennis balls flying around the court... some close to hitting me.. also saw some man swimming with some new style at the pool.... laughable style..

So i didnt cook after all, ate some over sized fish ball noodles.. thks aunty lim for the noodles.. hur hur.. is that appropiate?

K pool was filled up with ppl and smoke today.. ay, i see punks and punks wannabe every where.. IP zone's fault ... owned 2 peeps at daytona and was owned by some faggot... tyco only.YEllow button~ ....

Sundae with colourful cereals is nice, but straw berry sundae is healthier...

Ate out.. the food at fajar is getting better and better... la di da.. ay, baron's is good..

Got some funding from dad.. i tink i nid more clothes.. dammit.. hated shopping but i tink tis time bo bian..

hmm, some tings are just better left un known rite...

rite...

I just nid that one sign... gimme the sign plz...

Ay ay, start school,i see new begginings and familiar faces. Hmm, was that being nostalgiC? ay

The classes were great but the food at that stall totally sucked. The potatoe was not up to standard... practically not supposed to be consumed.. ay .. bad. Nong time no lame in class ler...

Dunno why i'm particularly became more conservative over certain stuffs and ideology, perharps after what i saw and felt from the experiences i had... gave me tis attitude...

Had tis series of unwanted events happening to me... tis few days.. Its became a problem actually... and its one of the worst i've encountered... sigh, some times.... its difficult being the person u are..

Went to lum's place to help out with western dishes.. gave suggestions and got to meet tis real fantastic guy call gavin. I know its sounds gay but its really fortunate to find some one who has the same interest in u and appreciates what u do as he knows how tough it would be.. In tis case, we both are rather into culinary. He worked at fins before thus the enthuism and me is becoz i've said that i will learn to cook good food.and hah! , hes there , one of the few Cooks out there i'm able to work together with. I mean its just natural , we started out making the sandwiches .. if u tink its just normal sand wiches u are wrong lo.. Its rather complicated and they are supposed to be produced in bulk lo.. ay ay. We designed the sandwiches in such a way that we hope to appeal to the mass public.. And then it was the salad..and the main dishes like steaks , fish and chips la la l a... Ay , during the cooking session we were both exchanging skill points on every aspect lo. I tot him how to actually marinate the chicken and how to control the moisture content in the chicken while he tot me a more effective way of slicing faster with tis awesome method.. Ay ay.. its just too good ..and i was a total nut abuot cooking 4 years ago.. haha..

I"m not being mean but some times.. some tings are just not meant to be...

Clearify alittle.. the previous post aint about the chalet, so Jp, dont tink too much..

but since u've mentioned about it i shall write someting about what i feel, from my perspective.

I see JP, at australia... so many miles away.. trying every effort she could to reach to us to book the chalet.. sending emails, msging every one, try so hard to get help from others, checking out information, planning games, planning to rush back from the airport first time to meet us at the chalet , going against all odds for tis chalet..just to be disheartened by series of un wanted events. Kudos to her doing that.. shes trying very hard, too hard. Dont try so hard, ur studies comes first.

I see ppl who dont give a damn about the efforts made.. i even see how ppl started discriminating tis efforts as bull shit and total waste of time. Cooperation is what she nids the most and shes getting minimum of that. How un graceful some are.

Ok la , I'm so sorry for making tis Uncalled for comments if u think its so. Great if u did , continue tinking that way. So , with new friends , new environment, new attitude bla bla bla we can stop reminiscing what we have before. We can jolly well walk away from what we once call as friends? or what.. buddies..coz what, ur done with us and u dont nid US any more? U tink we are trash and put us away just liddat? So much so for that pin word on our group tee.

Stop and tink about all those Wonderous words u've said when we were together , laming every day before u start bull shitting.

Is tis clear enuff? or do i have to go on?

Here i am making every effort i can , and there they are giving up on it , not giving nay appreciation to the efforts made and still giving a cold shoulder, fuck shit.. why do i still care so much ~

My tire was 1.95 inch thick.... the road is 5 meters wide..... the nail was 5mm wide.. and it was laying on the road till it pierce into my 1.95 inch tire.. Great... i was just waiting for the lightning to strike me...

Mount fabour was great actually.. we did two laps ... i wanted more BUT it started to rain.. very good.. it started off with a drizzle.. ~

we decide to go eat .. again.. so much for training.. One ting about the food center at pasir panjang market.. there are plenty of ah peks around..and so.. the hawkers... are all ladies... QUITE old actually, those aunties..for me .... i tink... but they dressed them selves with Boot cut jeans... some even leather pants.. those low low upper ware i dunno what they call it... to reveal what they want to reveal... and when they so our gang coming.. a few of them approached us.. swiftly.... i was seriously... having tis contradicting sensation going on in me.. it was humorous .... yet.... disturbing.. I mean.. no offence... their way of doing their business is a sight i've not seeen before.. I can hardly looked on as i see wen jie trying to talk with them.. and there was even tis one in pink ... then got those feathery tings.... i was like.. wth u nid that for..~

hur hur

-_-

Any way... we ate.. quite abit.. the drizzle turn out to be a storm.. i tot hurricane wilma's daughter was near.. i started reflecting on the bad tings i've done when i saw the streaks of lightning ... Headed home in the storm..

Reminds me of one chapter in the book lance armstrong wrote.. when he got the 13th position in a race when it started to rain.. and he crashed badly.. The way he describes how cold it was with the head wind and the rain splattering on his face clearly describes my feelings then..quoted from the book'u dont feel ur fingers... ur arms are barely movable.. u gotto constantly pedal to create heat while ur body burns energy' ay ..

and i got the stupid puncture.. which totally saddens the whole ride..if ur a little melodramatic.. and u've watch initial D.. there tis path where that tofu boy's car broke down ... ay ay .. for me it was someting liddat... at that point of time.. where i just stared at my bike at the bus stop.. ay , still nid wen jie to comfort me and help me fix the puncture... soon ling was kind enuff to stayed and accompany us.. he lives at amk lo.. and we were at clementi..

ay ay.. i tink its karma... becoz i dropped the roadie yesterday.. ~ lucky its only dropping the roadie.. if its some ting even worst i tink i'll just jolly well get struck by the lightning.~

Gal ur more then i bargained for...

7pm, thursday night , colombus clouds forming on the horizon.

will be meeting wen jie later at 0725 .. we'll be meeting the rest of the peeps at 8.

Road ride , at night. That xtr guy will be coming.

Will be riding the Legendary 3 hills of singapore, i know that sounds corny but thats the way it is..

I'm owing something.

Theres mud on ur face... big disgrace..

Its so sad today.. it rain... makes me sad.

Went to bt alone, at 3.. was supposed to meet up with the rest of the old ppl at 5.. i tot that they wouldnt want to ride that much lap as i did.. so i went alone.

Bt was saddening. I got mud all over me after just 2 laps.. The monkeys were laughing at me. My tires arnt meant for wet weather and the mud on the slopes are terrible.. i was having a sad time climbing them.

The old ppl came. They saw my polka dotted jersey and pants and bike.. and they decided to do road riding instead. hur hur..

THe road riding part was more interesting.. its been a nong nong time i drop a roadie ler. ay ay, feel so good. ang moh roadie some more.. hur hur

The mui fan and binjai park was nice sehz..

papa roach is nice also...!

Our scars remind us our past is real

Ay, went for vball today. I tink must be yesterday's ride.. today like no mood to play liddat.

Quite alot of peeps came back, got ct ,chun hung, ch, gy and kai.. ay, long time not see yk liao.

I tink i lost the club keys sia... tink wen jie is gonna be so~

Learnt from yk that rp's cycling club is far better and bigger then sp's cycling club. sad sehz, well no doubt , history states that Rp's cyclist had defeated sp's cyclist in the subaru intervasity race. Hmm, i hope there is another intervasity race, tis time ... I'm in sp's cycling team , be it the junoir team or varsity team..

Ay, maybe shud go to rp for vball some day, tok to yk about it and he said he'ld tok the coach. Wakakkaa~

Save those kids....

Ay , got up in the wee hours today , hur hur .The rain sadden me alittle but it kinda got reduced to a drizzle. So, i cleaned up , pack my hydrapak and went to meet up with wen jie and ruben. Ruben's dad was kind enuff to fetch us to the jetty.

We did a group chk before heading off. Wen jie had decided to race with us next year during a discussion on the car. GD, that makes one more person in the race team. We were supposed to meet up with genie at changi jetty but apparently he went off without us , as we were like 745 late. Too bad, oh well we decided to go there ourselves.

The salt water splashing on my face served as a good sting of realisation . The bum boat ride was indeed an endurance leaving me seeing stars after the 45 mins of torment. Its been long since i breath malaysian air.. ay ay, so malaysian.. one ting about penggerang i tink is that its not that civilised as the rest of the malaysian states .. its more rurual and u get to see lotsa attapt house with all the agricultural activities. I almost jumped outta my bike wen a cow suddenly appeared from the bushes beside me. ~

The air was great and the weather was so perfect for cycling. The breeze and the sun, ay ay, too perfect. We dilly dally around penggerang and decided to head west for desaru. After about 20 clicks of cycling we stop and had lunch at tis smack ass restaurant . The sea food they have are good and the food is relatively cheaper then what we have in singapore. Ay , that udang i had is damn big and juicy la. hur hur

Lunch was fufiling , so we slowly cycled along , lazing in the sun and the enjoying the enjoyable breeze.. hur hur. Mm, one of the aspects i notice there which left an impression was the kids. Unlike singaporean kids , the kids there i tink we pretty much independent and , mature in such a sense that , u'll fig tis scene, a little boy with his sister was selling some kinda snack, and was constantly promoting their goods and all. Ay ay, dont tink i'll get to see that from singaporean kids. U'll definately not get to see kids which are like 8-9 years old on a motor bike. ~

Ruben's dad was too kind when he sent us back to bp again on his car.I wanted to cycled back coz i kinda tink that 50 click for the day wasnt enuff of cycling, but wen jie like sian liao thus ...

ay ay.. divergence is quite a nice show i tink..

I was always halve a me until i met u to complete the whole of me...

Tired sia. Knocked out once i reach home from yesterday .. woke up to go back to school for vball. Nobody tot that punggol peeps would be there. AY , me and ws , and some other junoirs.. hur hur wen we had one match of friendly with them... we were practically fooling them around , i remember there was the score was 15-3 , and i was still laughing my ass off wen i hit some one in the face .. we were just too much.. sinned.

Came back home to be knocked out again . and i woke up just now becoz i've forgetted to blog.. hur hur.. so here i am.. la di da..

I always see pretty ladies in the merc or bmws of other man...

Yay.. i did managed to train today.. and i was also able to walk back all the way from bukit timah with a flat~

Ay ay, i tink the cold weather had cause the air in the tube to like condense i tink.. causing the tube easier to go burst.. and thats what happened to me tis fine day. It was realy a great day to cycle.. but argh~ wasted..

and i hereby welcome ernest and ting wei in to SP cyclist.. ay ay, i tink the role they'll be taking up is that position for slackers.. wakakkaak.. Jk.

The successful man always has a woman supporting him and the furthur the woman is, the more successful the man is..rofl..

Good. Theres no rain today. And theres no fever liao.. and theres no more stomach aches.. yay~ i can ride again!....

went to school for vball today also. Ay ~

Folks, do warm up before doing strenous exercises.. it really help.. some light streching would do the job..

Hmm, thats about all ~~ i want more CYCLING!

What i do don't necessary define what i am

bad day.

Pedal power in the morning. Stupid, every one was late and so many ppl pang sehed me. Stephen looked dissapointed. Mr gan was confused at my way of doing tings.

Only managed to do halve a bt today. The drift at that corner was horrible.

The rain was terrible.Damn it.

Head aches and the high temperature didnt make tings better.

I won't be unrealistic and making empty promises by saying for ever.... i'ld say that as long as i could.. i 'll give it all that i've got..

So, yesterday there was bbq for the peeps. Ay , it was tiring indeed. I tink it went against all odds, and tings are pretty much in a struggle, but it turned out fine ~ Well just a little some ting to ge every one together for those who ask me the purpose of organizing tis event.

Good i see pppl i've not seen in ages coming back. BUt of course , i can see how different everyone is. There i was sitting at my corner... watching . Its a good ting i didnt cook much yesterday...tink its best not to , might worsen the fever. I tink. but well at least that got some of the peeps to appreciate what they have more and i still had plenty of chicken wings. Hur hur.

shall wait now to see who gives in and press the intiating button to organize another event bahz.

I stood up on ruben again. oww man , sorry lots. Dang, tink i seriously ate some ting wrong the past few days, making me sick all over . dammit. missed my bt ride.. and i hope i dont have to miss tml's event.

But i went to tef and got myself a pair of mtb shorts. Thats one of the many tings i've wanted quite nice. and a pair of tektro brake pads. Leonard was KIND! enuff to offer me 50 bucks for a full service.. i was like wth .. i almost shouted at him but well , i'm just too dissapointed.. time to look for another bike shop. Back to square 1. great.

AH mah is over to 'baby sit' us while my mum went for a vacation in tai wan for a week. That means i'll have a stern pair of eyes on me , my bro and sis 24/7 ,restricted sehz.. But oh well, i must still cycle more.

I'll aim to complete 5 laps TML!at bt, plz plz plz dont rain.

To carry on living his life is a great challenge for every man himself.

How many times did u feel that life is so stale and out that u just want to end it quickly?How do u constantly prove that ur alive in ur life and not so dead watching ur life drain away?What is that challenge in ur live that obstructs u from being alive? Are u gonna overcome it?

So u found out that it was ur birthday and ur looking at ur mobile waiting so anxiously for a phone call or maybe just a msg. With the passing of every second ur enthuism dwindles and u start losing faith . You thought u have that much friends but actually u did not.. at that moment , do u really tink its still worth carrying on ur life ? Is that ur life? Are u alive?

how do u remind urself that ur alive in ur life ? It was 9 am on an ordinary morning at the trails, which saw cyclists enduring the stinging latic acid. Yes, the pain, with every cadence pushed down on the pedal u feel pain , physically on ur body , mentally as the pain draws ur concentration away. Yes , thats how they remind them selves that their alive.. they are living their life well..

The roads are dusty filled with that much pollution , intoxicating the lungs of every one. The men on their bikes were at the mercy of the diseases that follow. Thats one of the challenge to obstruct them from living. Vehicles swerved around without magnanimity , hopeful of ending the LIFE of him. How ever , every time he avoids those insane drivers , and stays healthy from all those toxic air, he overcame the challenge .

That is one specific basis on how One remind himself he is alive and over coming the challenge of living his life...what about u ? how do u remind urself and what are ur challenges?

loneliness makes one independent... does it?

Hmm.. ok.. nw sp 's vball coach is back ~ tings might take a turn for me now.. ay ..

Meeting just now , with the csc ppl ...i dun even know why i'm there, if not for stephen. So came out that there is faults with the t shirt design.. ay.. i'm kinda lost for words just now coz i didnt knew that'ld happen. shet ...

It seems that we might be facing some major troubles with the bbq tis friday, coz jm didnt book the pit.. couldnt blame any one for tis bahz... every one is too busy i guess.. but it'ld turn out fine one way or another..

Will u realise me even if i'm gone?

head aches.. tink too much cycling in the rain liao..

went to tiong bahru plaza and cant belive wat my mum told me and my bro to do.. she gave each of us ten bucks for shopping and there she went to go attend some tok.. big time blooper...

So there we went wandering around the building.. finding for a place to belong to. but to no avail.

Went for dinner at sunshine plaza.. i dunno why there too..

So i landed myself in home now...

Almost-bowling for soup

I almost got drunk with milk at14
Where I almost Puke out everything in the sink
I tried to make cookies to pay for those taxes
and almost gave them all to a slut with big breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wish you woulda loved me too

I almost held up a stationery store
Where I almost had 5 strokes and then 7 more
Cause I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cause he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cause you went away
And I wish I would have had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessin'
And now i'm destined to spend my time missing you
I almost with you would have loved me too

Here I go thinking bout all the things I could have done
I'm gonna need a forklift cause all the baggage weighs a ton
I know i had my problems
I can't remember yours
I almost forgot to say something else
But if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessin' and now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you

And I almost had you (and I almost had you)
Almost had you
I almost wish you would have loved me too

72 clicks of off road non stop. .3 hours of adrelanine rush, 2 legs, 1 bike.. amount of calories burnt.. countless

Starry eyes and skies greeted me as i rosed from my slumber after that shrieking noise from that F....ing alarm clock.. ay ay what good english i cant stand myself.. hur hur

Ok,so this is what was originally planned weeks ago.. 3 and 2 night off road riding at malaysia.. sounds so cool to me la.. i was pretty much psyched for tis "MIGHT " be once in a life time challenge.and so it was 3 days 2 night.. and then it became 2 days 1 night... then it became 1 day touch and go becoz there were too little ppl.. then when we reached changi V tis morninng.. the rain was JUST too good to be true so .. we decided not to go to pengerang.. Great.. But oh well.. we did made the best outta the effort to go there.. we decide to go to pulau ubin instead..

Pulau ubin is fun.. its like returning back to home.. all of the sudden.. every ting is so familiar yet so far away... the run down cars... that opera stage. the tua bei kong temple.. the coconut selling shop.. the quarry... and yea.. of course .. the trees.. I'm not being an environmentalist or wat.. but the rambutan trees and durian trees makes me feel nostalgic.. Very~

well. i had a little off road cycling there before.. but that was like. hmm.. 17-3=14 years ago? ay ay.. i still remember my super purple colour tubeless extreme single speed bmx bike.. wakaka, but today's off road ride... is simple extraordinary.. well thats because the usual trail i ride had became too ordinary.. ~tink i bull shitt too much

any way .. the trail was neat stuffs with flowy trails and blind AGAYIFIED corners.. at first wen jie fell there .. then every one tot its so cool la.. that particular turn .. then every one 'go stun' and taking turns to fall down at that turn.. maniac ppl i'ld say.. i took the corner smoothly lo.. her~ (adapted from zhi's book of many many weird language)

ok.. no more laming.

we got our self pretty mudded up and all.. I got a flat.. and crashed into some trees . Hur hur.. one of the most magnificent crashed of the day.. i think.. The police offered to take photos for us.. mm pulau ubin have one of the most friendliest police force bah.. i think..

So after a quick clean up.. we settled down for our last coconuts and set off onto the ferry..it was the same uncle which ferried us there.

Wen jie and i tooked the roads back to bukit panjang.. ay ay i lead a wrong direction for one part and he was quite pissed la.. quite guilty now tinking of it. Then the cars there are horrendous.. today is one of the days i get so near to death.. there was 3 instances i almost had an accident.the first one was along kallang there.. where there is this turn ... we are going straight while there is tis faggot mazda 3 driver who turn in from the middle lane .. wen jie dodged it by cycling faster... i was behind him.. and i almost couldnt dodge it.. but i swerved and got my armed hit by its side mirror... and he just droved off.. imagine how irresposible and tyranic these drivers are.. asses..

And there is tis taxi.. which apparently think we will cycle slower then the time he take to turn out.. so he intended to go all out by turning out suddenly.. wen jie almost got caught by the nose of the car while me the back.. lucky we both swerved to the 2nd lane.. which a car almost immediatly droved passed us... lucky we didnt hit it..

And of course there is the bus..156.. i still remember the bus number.. It just turn out from the bus stop.. no signals no nothing... and seemingly he turn out when we were at the exit of the bus stop.. which is like.. so darn sickening .. like want to run us down liddat.. i didnt know bus driver has so much hate for cyclist.. wen jie pointed the middle finger while i cycled up to the driver's window.. and knock on it.. hoping it would knock some sense to that guy.. we were hooligans indeed....

ay ay.. but after that we went home la.. sad case of distance clocked today.. we only manage 76 km... haiz..

orite.. i'll go off liao...

u know.. some times its just so sad...

Make a decision... and follow through whole heartedly~

Ay , went to ern's house today to watch the longest yard. ay , qutie a nice show actualy la.. like what he said.

Went for the meeting to pedal power club ting at the new Cc.. ay ay.. quite posh the new cc.. the smell of the laminated wood was still in the air. Proposed what i proposed to stephen and there is this chair person from the YEC ting also.. ay ay .. apparently he said prefered to walk then to cycle. ~ Well , after every ting i find that tings are getting abit too flexible.. coz i'm just getting fellow cyclist to cycle for the event.. its like.. Mm pointless but oh well.. i design the t shirt.. so haha..

saw tis very dramatic scene just now.. A lady , quarelling with her bf.. She then walks out on her bf after a slap.. then she walk to the middle of the road.. and a car almost bang into her... ok it did but luckily not that great the impact.. and she continued walking~ across the road.. like she owns it.. in fact there were lotsa car and she almost got knock again on the other side.. she stood there in the middle of the road and i said thts it.. shes commiting suicide.. i ran... towards her liao.. but then she suddenly cross over to the path ment and sat there... hur hur.. then i tot how horrible it would be to disturb her now... and i tot she nids to cool off.. so i walk off too.. but i saw her bf.. walking towards her later on.. so i guess every ting is gonna be fine for that couple.. =D

Some time .. some where... some place.. some one decided some ting..

ay , i will be missing for the next few days.. hmmm...

U dont have to be a cyclist to cycle..

Mm , had an eventful and tiring day today. So hot and tired now..

Woke up damn early today to go school to meet wen jie and the rest of the peeps . We were supposed to conduct lessons to coach ppl on how to cycle. AY ay.. and apparently, i was the only yaer 1 there again.. ay ay generation gap with the old men..Hur hur tok about being solo

The first batch of peeps came at 9. ay ay and from there we brought them to the bike shed choose the bike and , ay ay i gotto run up and down to the club house to get tools , first aid bla bla and bla. Then came down ler cheng hong tell me to inflate the deflated tires . Its ok if i were to inflate one only.. but hur hur , there were like 8 of them there .. so there will be 8 bikes thus there will be 16 wheels. DAmn cheng hong is such a gooood guy.

So after that work out..we told them to carry the bike up a fleet of stairs to the car park where we could conduct the lesson. Some gals stared at the fleet of stairs in despair as they try to carry the bike, but to no avail, and some how very unluckily i was there.. -_-

After that strenous weight lifting work out , we set of to the car park. Apparently, some asses there knew how to cycled already and they were like disrupting the class.. so i gathered them around abit.. and i taught them more advance skills like gear coordination.. and they got it.. and since they are the more advance students.. the got cocky and disturb the ppl who are struggling to even balance on the bike.. Ay ay, shake head tis kinda ppl.. i cooled them off my style..

Then we bought them out for the road ride.. one of the hopefuls still couldnt cycle well yet.. and the moment we hit the main road.. she crashed... gently into a barrier.. The crash was not serious but there were red ants on the barrier and some jumped onto her.. she started shrieking.. and i was just behind her.. so... ~~~ but it was very dangerous and cars were passing by very quickly ..

How ever the gal was determined to finish the route and so we continued.. thats the spirit.. hur hur.. Then came to a slope.. I thought that she could get her balance right.. but as she went faster and faster she started screaming and i gave chase but the moment i reacch her she already crashed.. actually i cud have prevented that from happening one.. i thought that she should be able to continue on .. ay ay, thats and excuse i know...

The gal was bruised... on her right arm.. not that serious though, but the sight of her falling was shocking enuff.. yi mian also got nothing to say..i told yi mian to lead the rest of the better cyclist to continue first and so.. i was left.. haiz, with the gal and 3 of her friends. Its tiring ..not cycling.. but to cope with them..

She said she stil wanted to cycle on.. so thats what we did.. but came to a point where she couldnt carry on any more as its too tiring for her.. so she dismounted and push the bike.. and poor me again.. had to do the same.. i hate walking. . . and she started telling how stupid she was and keep apologizing to me for cozing all the trouble ~ argh~...

We went back and put the bikes back to the shed. I told the old men about what happened and they keep laughing and laughing only.. hur hur and i also dunno why i laugh.. i see monkey , i do like monkey too~ . Cheng hong help the gal applied first aid. ay ay, there is this spray ting which u spray on wounds and it'll sting damn alot one. cheng hong took it and spray on the wound.. And the gal went shrieking la.. unfortunately. i was beside her.. argh~

Mm, the bbq chicken rice at fc 3 is nice.. and i had my red bull solution and i was ready for the next batch.

the sun was scorching la. hur hur. we thought it rain.. it did , when we went back to the club house.. and it stop and the sun came out .. so radiantly.. when we go out of the club house.. Too good.. its just too good..

So again we push the bikes out. Mm , one of the participant was a mute.. I'm damn surprise and moralized by him.hmm. so we pain stakingly carried on teaching bahz for the rest of the day.. we were dead beat la.. by the end of every ting..ay ay nt to mention through out the event i was haunted by yi mian's and cheng hong's lamenessity.. -_-

and to miss Mark ... i'm only retarded for today and i'm not p2... hur hur.

The reason why we lock our pinky fingers seal our promises...( extracted from "wind struck")

Once upon a time.. live a princess .. a very vain one.

She looks at the magic mirror every day and ask the same question, who is the most beautiful gal in the world, and she got the same answer as the mirror said that she was the most beautiful gal in the world..


How ever having beauty but not being appreciate is not enuff tot the princess, so she decides to get married. Invitations to the match-making sessions was sent and many fine young men came down , hopeful to get the princess, there was many fine young man, but not all were fine young man, like tis one

The princess decides to choose the man which could understand her. So she told the hopefuls that whoever raises the finger that she was gonna raise.. he will get her hand for the marriage. Plenty tried, plenty failed. All down till it reached Prince J the C . Prince J the C nevously held out his hand and, then .. he sticks out his little finger..


surprise the princess was , that she had found the right guy..



And so their fingers were locked as the promised love to each other . tra la la..

And the got married .. How ever none of them knew the war which was gonna start ..

Prince J the C had to be called upon for duty and he had to leave his wife behind in order to fight for his country. On the night before he left, he Met the princess. The princess said 'Hey hun... promise that u'll come back ... " Prince j the c said " i promised " He locked his little finger against her , and said' i'll come back to lock my finger against urs again as promised.." and he went off to fight the war.



weeks past, months past, years past.. the princess waited , looking at the horizon constantly seeking out for that familiar silhoutte, but to no avail.

Then the king decides that the princess should stop waiting and should re marry. Another series of match making was held but of course, all the hopefuls were turn downed. THen came a filthy begger.The guards didnt allow him to come in first but the princess tot that every one stands a chance to be her groom so she allowed him in.


To her surprised it was prince J the C . The princess was still able to recognise him despite his battered looks.

That night as both of them sat together on the couch... prince J the C held out his hand to the princess to lock their pinky fingers.

The moment they unlock their fingers, prince J the C stood up .. and started walking away. Surprised the princess was , she stopped the prince but he kept walking away. She gave chase but eventually lost sight of him.

The next morning soldiers bought in the body of prince J the C . Apparantly he was killed during war.. devastated the princess was she was drowned by her sorrow when she look at the body of her late fiance.

That night , the princess decides that she had no point living on so she took some of this..

And then she laid on prince J the C's chest and lock their fingers once more as her life slowly drains away.

despite being killed in the war prince J the C ghost still came back to fufil the promise.. thus that is why ... we use our little fingers to seal a promise.

Times are hard... things are difficult.. I stood tall.. Ay , wth i'm tall wat..

So.. Today is children day.. happy children day kiddos~ ! ay ay, wheres my happy meal.

Woke up early in the morning.. damn early.. ay ay, to go to lavender to extend my pass port.Tedious thing to do.. when i reached there , there was plenty of peeps already. The receptionist also.. hur hur abit impatient. She spoke so soft and expected the Peeps there to Understand her murmuring.~ ay ay. Its a saturday after all..

After that, went to see gramps at alexndra hostpital. He complained about having cramps , aches from his stomach. Had ah mah worrying and she called my mum to fetch gramps to go to the neighbourhood doc. But the doc said he must go to the hospital. SO thats how he landed himself in the hospital~ and he's still being so lame when he woke up this morning. Told me mum to buy 4d coz he cant buy in the hospital~ When i went there , he asked "eh , bing ar... how come i put this drips i wont get hungry one ar? " hur hur still laming when he is in such a bad shape. Ay , i really dont want any ting to happen to him sehz.. Ay.. prayed~

Went to chill with Hx at his house. ay ay, saw his stead's pic.. quite compatible sehz both of them. Da yi was like.. hao lianing him la.. come ask me whether i've got my self a gf too >>>> hurhur .. LIS

Went home around 4+ .. slept. till 6. ay ay. watch tis pretty nice show.. the house make over on channel 5 , eh its really nice leh. The way they tear down ppl house and rebuild them like so many times better then before..one word. Sweet.

Did abit flashing just now.. then went out to san san bu. Went to bp .. ay ay, played some porno game at the bowling alley. Saw madam howe. She suddenly appeared outta no where sehz.. scared tio me.. hur hur.. Oh well.. she changed alot sehz, become stricter i guess.

ay ay, i think i've missed out on alot of tings..

YAY~!!! HOLIDAY~!!~! yaY~!~! MORE LAZY DAYS~!~!~!~!~!

ay ay, feeling quite retarded now.. suddenly every ting ended so quickly and there is so much and u feel like ur floating in thin ar.. wakkakaka so happy~

AY ay, but got lotsa tings to do bahz.. during the one month, gonna seriously train up ler. Thinking of signing the pact for the singapore cyclist sehz. :x

Well, think i'll get some well deserve sleep ler.. ZzZzZZ

exams have come and past... the happy times can nvr last... wake me up... when september ends... wakakkak

Mm, tml will be the last paper ler sehz.. ay congrats to the ppl taking their last paper tomolo bahz.. it'll be the end of our turmoil .. temporary..

Hmm, i see alot of things that nid to be done after the exams.. so many tings.. so little time.. so little money

Ay ay.. i do miss lazing around..Hopefully i can pluck a day off during the sem break and just sit around again.. ay .Its smth good.. to be lazy:x

Lost?

one fine day i pick up a pencil and i drew



Tada , guess who bah.. lol.(hint- the gal who got 50.5 bucks for working two weeks )

2 more days~!~!~! YAY ~!~! 2 more days and it'll be the end of my head aches , insomia , weary eyes and of course EXAMS~!~!~!~ ARGH~!~!~!~!~!~!

WORLD PEACE~!

Die... i'm so gonna fail Itos..~

So rotting away,where have that purpose went to?

Being lazy , a pro or a con?

Ay ay, been lazing around the whole day. Being lazy is good actually. Don't have to bother much about anyting. Just sleep , wake up to eat. Den go back to sleep again. Ay ay. It cultivates the mind and inner soul. Allow us to escape from the stressful environment we are facing now. Thus i lay my stand that being lazy is more of a pro then a con.

Being lazy also promote better appetite and better physical growth. when ur lazy , u get to eat more and do less. Thus u'll be burning less calories and all. Which is good if u tink ur too skinny.

Being lazy good because u'll nvr get tired of . Who will get tired of slacking all day long? Ay ay.

Though being lazy might be unproductive and all, it promotes better physical and mental attributes so STOP , think ..BEING lazy is good...

Man have been scrurrying around every where, we nid to pause some where some how , to enjoy the benefits of our work. quoted by an annoymous; Men nvr stops to enjoy his own work , thats why Men nvr get to enjoy. Ay ay, wit that i lay my stand that being lazy is more of a pro then a con..

Crap~

I see traces of me every where , but i dont belong to any where any more, its getting colder every day.

Shes beautiful, I saw her face at a crowded place, i dont know what to do. Coz the truth is i cant be with you~

tml accounting test... feeling shitty all of the sudden...

CAn you.... hear me.... are you... near me??

Think i'm gonna fail for WCD , ay ay i tink i got alot of the question wrong.. damn it..

No money now, no job too, sigh, poor me.

gotto change my diet already, i'm eating all my money away, and i'm still not full~

U guys should go watch the movie FF7-advent children. Quite nice.. cool graphics

watch out for mosquitoes, malaria is spreading fast , clean the house up and dont let the mossies sting u~

The days have been getting colder and colder , cover ur blanket when u sleep or u'll catch a cold..

Ay ay crap, dunno what i'm writing about~

Dont act like u know me when u know nothing at all..

Went to play vball juz now.. Ay ay, supposively to play wit peeps from hong kong and thai land , but they sorta went off first.. so we played against peeps from other unknown countries, mostly singapore i tink..

BUt the ting is.. MOST of them.. are gays. Ay ay, For my 5 years of experience in vball, i've not encountered such a situation before.. and omg.. its like today where ever we look there were gays. I thought there would be only one , but it seems like we were surrounded by them. OTher the a couple of straights and me ct and ws.. i thikn the rest are all gays. Ay ay, and i was teamed up with 3 of them. Ct was finding them fascinating , i was pretty much freaked out and i dont even know whats going on ws's mind~

Well, not discriminating them or wat , they're human after all, but dunno , we didnt dare to use the toilet and we changed after making sure that none of them were around. The way they play vball is.. well, a whole new concept i think.. They play the same like how girls team play but they got a little more strenght then the girls team. Ay , weird kinda play, and yea.. u've not seen how they really play till u hear they're screeches..

ayay dunno, i feel so man now~

Risk... the game of world domination.. Bleahz.. its just throwing dice ~

Happy mid autumn festival to fellow blog readers~

Went to calin;s house yesterday for steam boat.. ay ay , played risk. hur HUr, ok la.. quite fun, but damn taxing on the brains and we played till like.. 3++ in the morning.. dead beat~

Some how some tings just couldnt go according to plan so smoothly.. we must fall ~ ay ay, the camp i'm supposedly organizing has failed.. We got not enuff time to publicise and every one is busy with the exams.. i couldnt fore see that ay ay. so thats it for the camp.. next time bahz..

Sincerely hope that those peeps who haven't done the survey do it quickly..

Plagued by my past, tormented by the present , scared of the future... ME

I dedicate tis post to a some how rather very important person in my life . hah.

So , we've known for like quite some time ehz.. 3 years , but it seemed so yesterday that we clicked on each other. I was rav3n then and u were jn3as7 , lol those were the days when irc was cool.

Ay, without doubt i think we spent much time together bahz..pretty lame at first, with the long names and the lame phrases , but my msn msg logs are full of urs already lol. Other msg logs will be just a few kb and urs would be a few Mb lol.. Perharps thats why u get to see the many sides of me and perharps thats why i showed u so many sides of me.

Be it a blessing or dismay that u'ld be there for me everytime i nided some one to tok to ..ay ay, exaggerating? hur hur but thats the truth ..at times i'ld only wanna tok to u and no body else.. ay ay..

U've changed i've changed.. every one had changed but , ay ay mysteriously, we've been adapting to each other changes each time and we did i guess.. pretty cool. U had ur down turns.. i had my grief also.. but ay ay ,u'ld listen nonetheless to my rantings.. thks for that.

Thks for the care concern etc etc ... felt it ~

ay ay, last ly.. thks for just existing , and ur one of the many many many reasons.. i repeat many ... that i existed in tis world..

Gratitued~

I forgot those sadness..when will that next person who pass by remind of it again?

Its so great.. today is such a great day.. each day must be filled like tis.. TIs is so so so great, with the day filled with ppl whcih behave that way its pretty good. It'ld remind us what is good and what i bad.. and what is immoral and what is un ethical ...it'ld remind us of the defects of human and thus we wont walk their same path rite? Hah.. what is wrong and what was right again?

So what does the word reponsibility meant? Say ur handed tis reponsibility? what.. flaunt it? When have we became so cruel.. are we born liddat ? why must we be liddat? why can we be good? why must we turn into tis ? why cant we change for the better of others and our self? Why change for ourself to cover our own ass? what will be the world if every one is changing using that perception? hah, when are we even gonna stop hating?

Hey ~! can u stop being self centered alraedy? can u stop and think about what ur existence in tis world is for before making any remarks of what others are telling u to do? what do u really wanna do? have u even tot about it before pushing away what u were meant to do ? Who are u to do that , dont u think ur obstructing others from achieving their dreams by what u are doing? ITs right to obstruct others liddat? what are you gonna achieve , doing all those stupid stuffs u do? Fun? enjoyment? whats with that mind of u ?

Hah.

I'm ok when my heart is broken..

Hmm, how far would u choose to belive about the existence of super natural beings around us.What would u do, when u feel like u've encountered one..but dont have know whether its just u .. or its really the Unknown?

Tired i was, after playing badminton and running around the basket ball ' catching up' with each another yesterday night. Ay ay, i dunno why we were so lame even the children there were laughing at us.. oh well.. we've actually wanted to go to chong hoe house after that but apparantly we couldn't as he was sleeping already. THus we decided to chill under the void decks and talk. time passed really fast when we were talking and catching up with each another, even the police dropped by to asked whether we were up to anyting just a friendly gesture.. nothing else..

It was about 2 30 wen chong tuck decides to head home leaving me ws and km . We went off together , seeing ct home halve way.. me and ws decides to go km house for a game of risk. Its quite a nice game actually, just that i'm not able to finish it. How ever , just as we were about to leave , a cat suddenly brushed against our legs and we were all freaked out . ay ay , its just a cat any way... Km went to ct's house to take the risk board while me and ws waited beside the garden. Suddenly i heard a cat meow and it was directly behind ws and ws was freaked out totally when he heard it.. it was the same cat and tis time ws told me that he heard the voice of a young gal.. ~ and he said it was definately the cat. He said the voice was calling out for her mother. Freaky it may seemed but ws suddenly begin having a conversation with the cat.. and true enuff it was a female cat. I was telling ws not to tok to the cat but he kept insisting that the cat is trying to tell us smth. Then km came back and asked why ws was tokking to the cat , i explained what happened and we decided to move off, and .. the cat followed us.

We climb stairs crossed bridges every where we went.. it still followed.. very closely. at one point of our journey there is a series of drainage and man holes.. we stopped at the traffic light junction and the cat lept into one of the drainage leading to the man hole. For a moment.. there was silence den suddenly , a loud wail was heard and it was from beneath our foot as we were on the man hole. U might tink its just the cat howling but to me , it seemed like a baby howling and ws and km also think it was the sound of a little gal with alittle sinister added in. I thought that it would be best that we quickly leave the scene now as i remembered that at tis kinda situation its best not to communicate.. offer any ting to what ever there is there.Ws how ever wanted to go look at what is going on as he is determined that the cat wanted us to see smth. We crossed the road any way to the other side and surprisingly a boy who crossed the road towards the area where the sounds were coming from didnt seemed to have heard it. We were across the street now and we still could hear the loud howls very clearly. Ws and km decided to turn back and take a look at the cat again.. and so we did. As soon as we reached the area. The howling all stopped and every ting was silent. The cat was there sitting. I felt another presence there already, we went off and it followed us. the cat also followed suit. We decide to den walk towards some altar near km's house where every ting stopped again.. the cat went away . After a while we decided to go towards km house and there layed the same cat ... sitting there.. looking at us.. we were totally freaked. I suggested that we sit and wait abit .. and den we slowly edge towards the lift.. and went in... the cat wanted to follow but the lift door closed just in time.. we hurried to km house where we founded peace..

So , was there really a supernatural being at that moment.. or it was just a coincidence and we were just being paranoid, i'm Jc , thanks for reading incredible tales and have a nice day..

new lay out.. the dark side..

AY ay, change blog.. ay ay modified the group blogs to what it is now.. ay ay..

School was slack today.. Acc was slack. crs was slack.. WCD hur hur.. they were practically playing cs lo.. ay ay

Met wj and discuss the camp proposal even more.. met alicia only to have my proposal rejected again..well... better luck tomolo i guess.. hmm,, i think i' shud be allocating the members tings to do for the camp.. or its gonna take me hell lot of work..

Finally.. all projects are on a stop now.. gonna study for the sem test ler.. ay ay.. they sound scary... semester exams.. hur hur

Oh well..

Lets pray for the souls lost in the wrath of mother nature....

Alarm ranting at a quater to 8 , trying hard to stop seeing same sad faces , and no noe really cares why tis is happening , tis is happening..

people always telling me its gonna be fine , when things are not and they are hurting , and i really hate all of the stupid reasons, the stupid reasons...

i came into this world, going colder every day .. ppl just say what they wanna say....

and the world is black... hearts are cold... and theres no hope.. in these tings we're told...

Nothings gonna be the same...all the pain.. forever stained ... In these tings we say... say... said.....

I came into this world.. going colder everyday.. i juz wanna be haste with my stay

Late for accounting.. almost lost my wallet sehz.. lucky charlie picked it up for me.. kind of him to return to me..

hmm , forget today was teacher's days sehz.. den i cycled back to sec school in hoping to play vball with the junoirs ay ay, to only find a locked gate~ hur hur

Finally done with the camp proposal now.. once its approve...tons of work will nid to be done ler... ay ay , for the sake of improving sp cyclist club~ '

also came out with the t shirt design already.. ay ay.. quick job actually.. hur hur using adobe photo shop~( its a cool programme la~)

ay ay...

Gimme truce to my conviction

ay ay, happy teachers day eve to fellow blog readers~ hur hur

Orite so , there i was going back to school to visit the beloved teachers of zheng hua ay ay, lin commented that annan became fatter and i kinda agrreed must be the malay food stall.. i always tot that the food there is high in cholestrol . Ay ay , i tot of giving mr sng a warm hand shake for teachers day but decided to slap his back instead.. how cool is tat.. wakakka and i tok with MISS NG.. omg today she is so damn cool la.. its like.. for the 4 yaers in zheng hua i've not seen tis Funky side of her before, its freaking me out but its kinda cool also. Ay ay, madam masrena was there as well. haha , dont remembered my name.. wakaka.but ok la.. she nvr remembered calin's name as well.. but she did managed to remember jareth. And ay ay, may tan was there commmenting on my hair.. it seemed that every one has a ting to do with my hair today.. ay ay peace~

went home early today.. its so rare now adays to see me home in the afternoon during week days hur hur.. i took advantage of that moment to get some over dued sleep, damn sehz..i think i'm really deprived to the extreme of that ler..

Went for dinner with jie , lin ct and yh .. ay ay was enjoyable.. juz that i didnt really had dinner la.. hur hur juz a cup of that blended ice, but i felt good sehz.. getting together with the peeps again... though its for only a short period.. Played pool with ct after dinner.. ay ay, the table is so small la.. i tink 6 feet or 5 lo.. den there was tis kid.. 13 year old only.. damn pro la.. wakaka he trashed ct... and i was laughing my ass out wen ct hit the black ball in.. awkakka btu ay ay , was good la.. getting to play pool with him.. nong nong time no do that ler.. hur hur

I juz finished the proposal for the camp adn stephen want me to come out with a design for the pedal power ting.. ay ay.. it sucked but bo bian.. i tink gotto start doing asap hopefully tml i could use break time and do it bahz.. using the photo shop.. Please let there be available labs for use... ~~~

Nostalgic memories sting my eye as i stand alone in the vast present...

Its a rainy morning and its kinda cold ...
Here i am, in itos room.. It seems like madam quek is doing some evaluation tingy for her module .. ay ay, she can make so much effort , but she'd been black list as one of those "not very good" lecturers liao bah... ay ay, who tell her to be biased towards boys. hur hur

Time passed quite quickly yea.. so fast and the semester exams are closing in.. Hmm, worried for itos uwos and accounts sialz.. hur hur..

Incredible tales yesterday was quite scary i tink.. hur hur , possession . ay ay, I think i'm possesed by the food bug.. kept feeling hungry~

Sian sehz.. still got two more projects left now.. Itos and wcd..by next week , everyting will be over and its rush hour for the exams..

Ay ay..August days are coming to an end for me already... Yay~...

ALrite tml Fom presentation~! gonna kick some ass~

Ay , the hour of truth lingers nearer now as the time for us to present creeps closer, hur hur ~

So here i am.. juz finished studying for acc.. re editing the fom presentation and preparing to sleep. I still havent got more money yet so ay ay, tings are pretty much tied up now.. Thks for the peeps who are forgiving eh... appreciated that...

Think other then working i gotto train up more.. It tooked me that long to actually reach bukit timah today from my house.. 30 mins... its really disgusting.. ay ay... but nvm.. will train more ....

ay ay... once upon a time.. . . . .

Himana...anata wa kire nei.. bokuwa, aishiteru~

I walked in these constant emptiness every where i go, the present seems so nostalgic but i'm living in it still .. what has gotten into me that made me so blind and so diregardful of wat i've done . Faith dwindles as enimity engulfs my pride and soul breaking it up... all together..


Kor asked" eh marc, u want to ride?"

didi replied" Yea.."

Kor asked" wanna ride like me ? As fast as me ? "

didi replied" ok , but i nid a bike "

kor asked" do u want to race?"

Didi replied " I not sure..."

KOr asked" Why do u tink u can ride like me and what makes u want to ride like me?"

didi said" my friend and i went cycling , i rode faster den my friend, i dare to go down the slope and my friends dare not , so i think i can ride like u "

Kor smiled thinking" ay ay , thats my bro... "

And so, thats how i decided to get even more money to get a bike for my bro .. hur hur..

Outta breath

Alrite so.. time passes faster now as projects due dates are nearing and there is juz so many commitment u nid to do.. its all making me outta breath oredie. firstly.. i tink i really have to apologize to a few person for me not able to pay much attention them.. Sl and Jr.. sorry . i'm not able to make it to ur birthday party and all.. ay ay, i'm seriously broke now and i'm running outta time also.. sorry, doesnt meant that i hate u guys or wat by not going to ur birthday party but i really nid to get the projects done .. sorry about it... And jp, ay ay beloved jp, sorry ar, every time online chatted halve way and i dissappeared and sorry for not replying to ur mails also.. i'll try to get my ass down on the computer seat and reply them soon orite?? Sorry and thks for compromising..

Think i seriously nid to work real soon.. i'm really darn broke now.. ~~

Ay ay i tink i'm kinda tired on what i have in hand now also.. ay ay, why the hell did i bother so much also.. i juz want to protect what i have now and prevent from losing them.. oh well, its juz another day with the lectures and tutorial~ ....

Tanned

Woke up damned early today.. saw the moon ...



Ay ay.. went to the beach today...

was there in the morning for spike 2005 beach volley competition.. hur hur, ambitious? haha was with jun yuan , boon seng chun hung and adriene in the team of 4 with 1 sub. Apparently the ankle doesnt hurt any more.. ay ay , i'm not wolverine for nth eh.. we lost .. ay ay.. they play one set 21 points.. single knock out game.. lame rite.. ay ay.. but aiya.. its a one day event cannot blame.. hmm figured out that beach volley got all the different rules from court volley.. woots.. new tings to learn..

The peeps from the class joined me later.. hur hur.. our class outing.. kinda little ppl la. ay ay but still fun.. haha esp the water ballet part.. damn lame..Its been a long time since i had sun tan at siloso also.. ay .. long time no go ler..

After that went to look for my sis's present.. ay ay. decided to get a coin bank for her.. ay.. the wallet will have to wait bahz.. but the coin bank is quite cool i tink.. a pug coin bank.. ay ay.. still got a little scarf.. haha

An young haseyo, JC imnida

ttoh kae ji nae yo?

Na jc.. sarang you

ishiro~!

ay ay.. lame stuffs , had hazel teaching me some korean.. ay ay.. so complicated...

Ay ay.. tink today type till here bahz.. aaron looks cool

When are we gonna stop hating? LOOK AROUND OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE WIDE ~ SUPER WIDE , every one is crying now... cant u see those sadness in everyone's eyes , jus stop it alrite?


So.. here i am.. Hah , just had my hair cut..i'm experiencing the fewer hair withdrawal symptoms now.. darn it..

Ay ay, today went there aint crs coz 2 of the groups one mine... couldnt present.. so mrs yeo was kind enuff to let us off to do our projects. So went to catch a movie~ bewitched.. quite funy the ending kinda suck la, i tink its juz another lovely movie with pleny of love... kisses and NO SEX and magic here and there if u get my defination of a lovely movie~ ...

Went back school after that for WCD , ay found out that me and ern's project kinda need some total redoing.. Ay ay.. it sucked but we'll do until swee swee for him and her to see alrite ern? hur hur..

After school went for vball.. ay ay.. sprained my right ankle stupid.. dunno what i'm doing also no warmup properly.. den nvr saw wei sheng that ball.. den stepped on it and sprainned it.... swollen now.. ~ alot of alumni came today.. i c ct , ws, ch, chun hung and yao neng... but i feel so.. far away.. maybe its becoz i sprained my leg..

Sit coach car to watch the men's vball open juz now.. furthur concluded why i lost my passion for vball there.. ay ay.. dunno why ~And there is tis beach volleyball tournament i'm supposed to take part tis sat.. hai..

been not cycling much recently. hopefully i can get to cycle more .. rain rain plz go awaay.. i nid to go bt ...

Ay ay.. mr jc today had came up with 3 choices for himself. to accept the differences, to run from it and let it be or fight with it.. Mr jc had choosen to accept them,i guess it'll be interesting to see how he might fail to do so right? ay ay stay tune..

heres a lil pic of that mutt in his sleeping posture

Pieces

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it

I don't believe it makes me real

I thought it'd be easy

but no one believes me

I meant all the things I said

if you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

just to see if it would show

that I'm trying to let you know

that I'm better off on my own

this place is so empty

my thoughts are so tempting

I don't know how it got so bad

sometimes it's so crazy

that nothing can save me

but it's the only thing that I have

if you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

just to see if it would show

that I'm trying to let you know

that I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect

it just wasn't worth it

nothing could ever be so wrong

it's hard to believe me

it never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along

if you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

just to see if it would show that

I'm trying to let you know that

I'm better off on my own

I thought it'ld be easy....but i messed up all the tings i've said...better off on my own

Tennis any one? hur hur i got a racket any plenty of balls from mr sng.. ay ay... now wat i nid next is peeps who want to play tennis and have a tennis racket.. hehe

I'm having this uncanny big appetite recently.. juz today i ate 3 plates of kebab pilaf , 2 cups i tink around 1 litre of chin chow.. a sand wich. in a span of like.. 5 hours... hur hur.. and i'm still eating now.. my dinner.. ~ dang i can get so broke juz by eating..

Acc test today... ay ay , stupid i cant balance my balance sheet.. hur hur coz of the net loss from the p and l sheet.. ay ay. so i decided to change the net loss.. hur hur , abit cheating... but ay ay.. dunno la.. i hate acc~ tink i nid to learn from Zhi si fu.. lol.. I know u got quite good for tis topic for ur o's. wakka

Hmm.. fom reports due soon.. i keep feeling we've got not enuff for the report.. dang..

Hmm,tink thats about all , hur hur i hope i can stop eating so much... ~ its scaring me...

lost, some one tell me its gonna be ok...

Reach home yesterday morning at 830 am. Was nite cycling with the sp peeps the previous nite. We set off 9 .. a round island ride.. got scolded by justin again for riding too fast.. not the first time i've been tick off for riding too fast , but its always liddat la, the person infront of me shoot off , i drafted him , the person drops out.. and i juz continued my pace and yea i get fucked~ Wat ever .This new guy also year 1 kinda pisses me off.. the way he toks..Juz becoz he get his ass infront of the peloton he fuck his ass off in front the rest of us.. Fukking guy ... i belive even cheng long could easily dropped him ler lo.. and when ever he made a challenge he cowardly cooed off wen ever he is about to be dropped out ,ass hole.He even freaking cursed at me wen i over tooked him at lck air way ...a bunch of those west nite riders decided to attack the whole peloton during that particular part of the journey.. that new guy was friends with the west nite riders and he also join in the attack ...yi mian gave me the green light to attack them as well , its a good ting he is an understanding guy.. at least he wont give a fuck much about me attacking others who pissed him off..me, and bryan.. a very good cyclist .. hes a roadie but he was last year's IVP subaru champion for mtb . Hes fast and wise on the attacks and he Dont COCK around like some Fucker~ and he respects others ... i was on my attack on two of the west side riders.. after dropping two i decided to follow up with bryan's pace.. and we caught up with the peloton's lorry.. i was wit bryan with another 7 other attackers . 1 of them was tht ass and the other 6 were from the west nite riders . I saw two roadies from the attackers and the rest were a mixture of hybrids and mtbs.My cadence was quite high on 3-9 as i spinned very rapidly as we drafted the lorry 3 of them including the ass dropped out leaving us with 4 other attackers including the 2 roadie.. eventually the two other hybrids also dropped out , as the lorry accelerated... its left with me behind bryan's ass with the other roadies, one of them dropped out and the other guy was trying to bumped me off when he shifted around... but bryan was going strong and he shifted and bumped him off.. and so it was a show down with me and bryan at the last stretch.. but , the lorry accelerated and i was dropped out while bryan managed to shift down a gear and went with the acceleration.. i tried to attack again but we reached the pit stop already by then ... but ay ay, he is fast and he can endure alot i was almost spent already after taht part. BUt taht didnt stopped me from dropping that ass hole time and time again ..i only wanted to draft him but he juz nids to be so cocky ar wat ever. .. but felt kinda bad after dropping the entire peloton also...Fuck this contradictions

I dont know why , but i'm getting damned pissed by every ting.. I'm feeling very down now.. after evaluating so many tings i found out that so much is pissing me off.. I seriously hate hyprocrites ... if ur being a hyprocrite for a joke and all its orite.. but being a hyprocrite other then that juz pisses me off totally .. and for wat sake must we hate.. I hate myself for hating that xtr guy.. why hate.. i'm sick and tired of hating ..i hate to hate.. wat an irony.. wat the hell am i tokking about.. fuck~

Orange

Ay ay... so ... i went to school today wearing my orange jersey.. and found out every one was wearing the orange jersey too.. ay ay.. so we decided to line up and take a picture of us...



and we tink its nice so we took another one with our faces



but things got a little over board and the orange bastards decides to hump on me..



and the just cant get enuff of it...



Oh well.. god bless me... Hur hur..

Happy birthday singapore

Ay ay,wat a national day...

Cycled to esplanade hoping to see fire works juz now.. I saw alot of armoured vehicles on the way there and they were lagi best la.. hur hur feel that they are like so armoured... heres sum pics of them...





>ay ay ,but i reached there too early .. ay ay,thus i sat around at boat quay after deciding to give up on the fire works.. also like meaningless liddat to watch the fire works alone... it'll make me look more introvert..BUT~! i felt so hero today... Ok tis is wat happened.. very drama.. for those who dont like drama.. dont read.. hiack

I was cycling cycling along dunrean road wen i saw this gal fell down sehz... On a bike too~! A female cyclist~!!! mm... i was tinking whether to go help or not... i cycled passed her.. for quite sometime until i decided to u turn and help her.. ay ay.. my mind is ever processing so slowly..apparently..... her chain jumped wen she was shifting her gears which coz a sudden jerk which might have shock her making her press the front brake leading to an endo.. very cool .. any way, i sat around asking how can i help.. after i fixed the bike.. mm.. she says shes alrite but she nids water..ay ay....I gave her my hydrapak... and she didnt know how to use it.. so lame.. so i got to demonstrate and all... bla bla bla.. thats how i emptied my hydrapak and drank like a dawg wen i got to town area but well.. after her dad came to pick her up i continued my journey... ay ay.. but i felt like a hero as i rided..hur hur

The next time the CD teach tell me to say what good deeds i done before again i'm gonna say that , hur hur the story about the granny is too old ler.. nid to change one.. ay ay..

hmm, I really hope that after all tis effort u would change ur perspective and mindset now.. i cant make u change ... u are the only one who will make the change in u .. dont compromised to wat we asked for coz wat we wanted is only for u to be more accepeted and be a better person... i really wish that u know we all cared and is concern about u.. but we shudnt be cruel nonetheless to hide ur mistake any more.. coz we feel that by showing to u ur mistakes is the only way for u to change.. and correct urself. no one is perfect but we can all become better..

summer fourty one..

Ay ay, went out with the peeps today...to bugis for steam boat.. was supposed to celebrate lin's birthday one.. but she was ill so ironically she wasnt there on her birthday celebration.. haha k la, felt kinda bad wen there is so little peeps present and there is no cake .. hur hur..

AY ay. the steam boat, was quite exp hur hur but its was nice la.. juz that i found out i cant take the spicy soup .. argh~!~!~! I cant take spicy food any more ~~~ ARGH~!~!~!~!~! dangg, muz be the ang mo kio influence..

After eating went to parco and bought Jf's birthday present.. ay ay, had a hard time looking for one sial, ay ay he is so rich he like.. dont have tis kinda materialistic nid also.. hur hur, k la yi si yi si can ler.

ay ay, den walked around the place abit here and there den went home with km.. ay ay, abit sian la.. but ok la, at least its more productive today den yesterday... been very un effective tis few days wen i fall ill, ay ay.. k la.. tink its a good time to take a break also.. from wat i dunno.. ay ay.....

To whom I seek that light my path and tell me its ok when everything seems so not...

Ay ay, still sick.. sian.. dunno tml can still cycle or not... Damned.

Thought of wat seemed to be so true might not be after all,choices are of a plenty among the perceptions to choose, neither of them wrong.. Neither or them are right, who will be right when they are constantly fighting for wat they perceived for is right..? When will the senseless squabbles stop..? when can the place be filled with love but not enimity? when can the light shine through tis intimidating darkness..? Why couldn't the place be exhumed of hate.. ?

Is tis constant war fare leading to anyting other then hurt and sadness on every ones face..? Is that sense of well being really gonna be happy when its derived from others pain ? Why must we keep looking at the differences when we have so many in common and can we look out for wat we have in common?Do we still have to fight due to our differences when we have share so much in common? Will these engraved hate be shed away and let everyting start anew with every one in harmony? Why must one be toxicated by the thought of others, why must we share hate and not love? Is there even an answer for all these question?

tink I'll find out if I tink more...

Cookie syndrome
tink i had too much cookies ... ay ay.. fell sick hur hur..

but one ting worth celebrating is the fact that we had made quite a nice sum of sales on that flea market day.. YAY~!~!~

Actually didnt have the strength to come to sch today de... aiya.. tinking of how tedious it is to get a leave of absence.. tink i juz dragged myself to sch.. it was not bad la.. with us ponning wcd..

Watched some korean show juz now.. ay ay.. not bad sehz.. but i tink i still dunno the title of the show..~ nvm.. it was a good show, reminds me of the divergence

Ay..still having a head ache.. tink i blog till here liao~

I dun wan to fall asleep...

woke up quite late today.. miss berlukar session tis morning.. dang.. abit guilty now.. Tonned at ern's house yesterday nite for bbqing session.. lets see.. thats the 2nd class outing already huh... YAY~ hur hur..

Got all tis stuck up stuffs coming back again.. exams.. projects.. flea market.. dang... camps also..

Speaking of camps.. i already went for two camps tis week. It doesnt seemed like a sem break to me at all.. theres no break for me.. The cadc camp kinda sucked for me bahz. maybe coz i long time no go to their place ler den felt disconnected from them. marg was also saying the same ting.. ay ay, lucky marg acc me during the camp.. or i'll be bored to death, but i went off earlier one day any way.. hur hur.

Dang,i'm really afraid i cant get to sell all my cookies on flea market day...hur hur.ay ay...

It jus died..liddat.. so peacefully, leaving me behind..lonely..

K la... the lamest ting has happened in my life over and over again.. first my hp got rolled over by a taxi.. now its really outta commission wen i accidentally dropped it into the soup.. Hur hur.. Gr8, that fone has sentimental values for me lor, and it died.. such an..horrible death~ hur hur ..

oh well,that means i get a new fone any way.. tml maybe

Hur hur.. lame ~